well well, i wont fcuking bother myself with u anymore. u can jolly well gnd with ur so-called ban qing gao-ness. i'm finally enlightened with the mask beneath u. just cont acting wont u? (:

it's was nice to see you once again, after soooo long..
having seen you i realise my heart didnt thump, breath wasnt taken away, adrenaline wasnt secreted and so on.....

am glad that we were able to talk nicely and all.. (:

you're still the shy & nice person towards me.

i reali hope you'd be happy always ~

<3

absence indeed makes the heart fonder.

this was what u sent me on msn jus now.
so cutee can?
i dunno how to upload the video u sent me here.
lols.
it was nice talking to you once again.
u're still the "small boy" i knew. (:
cya soooooooon ~

yet another meaningless month.
i guess it doesnt even ring a bell in you anymore.

i dont want someone who
doesnt bother
dont care
never realise

im not ur oxygen






guess its time to go back.

went sgh with my sis yesterday to visit my grandma.
upon rching, we were informed tt onli 2 visitors were allowed at a time. -.-
thus my cousin, me & my sis waited downstairs at a cafe whilst my mum & aunt were upstairs.
my cousin told me tt my grandma look more haggard than the previous time.
im so afraid can. i dont wanna imagine what she'd look like. i dont wanna see her suffering or in pain or whatever shit.
she's my "cry point". any inauspicious thing tt comes to my mind, my tears will come automatically. although i know all these are part & parcel of life, i jus dont wanna face it yet! T_T
when it was my turn to enter her ward, i hid my fear. she look so tired, with her hands all covered with holes. ):
can all the tests that she took be positive?
i reali reali reali dont want anything bad things to happen to her can?
PLEASE~
u can just cut my life span shorter in xchange. =c

went to harvey norman warehouse sale on sunday.
my boyf bought me the above laptop. ^^









okays.
i thought my grandmother would be fine after i visited her on my last post.
but i jus got the news that she would be transferred to another hospital?
why why?
i thought she can be discharged tomorrow or so?
why the sudden change?

the moment i heard my mum say tt my grandma is admitted to hospital, i feel like ants on the wok. i called her immediately. althou she wants to sound fine in front of me, i know she must be hiding something.

*tears jus cant stop flowing......

can my ah ma please be alright?
i dont want anything to happen to her can?
please please please GOD ~

)):

went shopping last week with my sister.
we walked fr doby ghaut to far east can? LOLs.

ate waraku for lunch ~


the very nice cheese appetitizer. ^^


ma-po toufu noodle ~


unagi rice !


some grilled side dish. NOT NICE ! =x




my overall catch for the day ::




total spend $200+ can? *FAINTS*
but SHOPPING is ADDICTIVE !!
i wanna go again~ =x





last fri was paopao bday.
we went to eat at EAST COAST LAGOON FC.
look at what the 5 of us ate for dinner. -.-


2x stingrays.


bday boy.

everybody ard me seems to be getting married one by day?
when will my day arrive?
=x