Sunday, July 04, 2004 @ 7/04/2004 02:52:00 AM *sObZz* 2day ish realli a v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v times infinity sad day 4 me.. @ e start my papa called fr overseas 2 !@#$%^&* @ me..den still say i onli can wk on sat onli liaoz..me lyk my job lo..wad reason is tt mans..still say wad can yang me..i oso noe can..budden all e clothes bag all tt is use my own $ buy de leh everytime..den cry..call szesze..met earlier @ cityhall cos dunwan stay @ hme any longer.. saw ade & pn @ delifrance..ade was lyk wavin so i waved back..after tt saw pn sittin beside her..den ade was lyk lookin @ me den look @ him..lyk dunno wad kinda expression lo..i jus walked away..pretended as though nth cos agnes was dere..bought caramel fragpogino? 4 szesze..she so hapi..nvm..cos i unhappi..den gif her my happiness.. on e way 2 wk..wen reachin e security dere..bump in2 ade & pn..haiz..dun feel lyk goin lo..but szesze & agnes was lyk walkin so fast lyk join dem le liddat.. wen ade saw me..she lyk held on 2 my hands wan2 tok 2 me liddat..pn was lyk lookin back waitin 4 her lidat..she ask him go away 1st..she say:''me & him ytd stead le..sry leh..din mean 2 bluff u or wad..he was lyk chasin me long ago liaoz..but he was still single @ tt time..so..sry leh..nw i feel so bad..'' i was lyk..dunno lo..den i say:''y u tellin me all tis..u no nid tell me de lo..'' is lyk..wad she tryin 2 show 2 me mans..or dunno la.. den i pulled szesze 2 1 side & told her..i was bearin wif e pain all tt lo..den agnes cum ask me wad ade tell me..i say nth..den she say:''i noe she tell u pn & her stead lo..i ask her y she tell u sia..'' i jus replied yshe cannot tell..den is lyk agnes keep sayin abt dem lo..i bth liaoz..breakdown outside dere..i feel so..reali dunno hw 2 describe lo..jus extremely sad.. noe i bi bu shang her in all aspects lo..haiz.. den is lyk almost every1 gonna noe dey stead le..cos agnes e mouth v big..den noe smth immediately will tell others le..lyk news reporter liddat..summore dey grpin same liaoz..da bai couple together de lo..haiz..den everytime his grp side station beside me..y sia..dunwan can anot..dun wish 2 reali c him/dem..? seems been so sad & cryin cos of him tis few days..haiz.. + SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD + |
HEARTS❤