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Friday, October 15, 2004 @ 10/15/2004 11:10:00 AM wad had i been tinkin.. haven been bloggin tis days bahs..dun feel lyk bloggin bahs..cos seems lyk m0i troubles r increasin as e days went by..feels sho fan at times..hais.. i tink now..i haf cum up wif s solution le bahs..after much tinkin.. ric - seems lyk our prob is jus hangin dere..even wen i tried 2 solve it..u were jus continuously avoidin..is tis y u nv quarrel wif ur gf(s) b4? avoidin wont solve e matter lorhs..jus leavin it dere temp but it wont vanish..feel so cheap at times..seems lyk sum gal tt will go accompany u e client wen u nid entertainment durin wkends wen u bk out..u treat me "gd" onli wen u nid it..sad to say..we last 4 1mth+ goin on 2mths? but we nv did reali even went out 2gether b4..oways it was jus a procedure of me goin 2 r hse 2 pei u..i did not mai yuan..as i understood tt u r tired..but i seemed unappreciated..wen u r in camp..u smsed me as though u did not want to..but was supposed to as i m "known" to b ur gf..ur calls r gettin lesser..and sms..gettin more & more lan lan le..i noe de..but oso did not say a ting 2 u..as i noe..it will jus cum back 2 me..ur sis saw m0i sms fr wD..she told u..u SUDD bcum v gd 2 me..4 fear tt i would leave u ma? y muz u onli treasure wen u noe u r losin it..but ur "gdness" did not last..e nez consecutive days u bcum e old u..almost cant b bothered of me..wen i receive ur previous sms..i totalli qim xim liaos..felt tt all tt i done were jus one-sided?? u were e 1st guy tt i cried so much 4..hais..feel so tired le..dun feel lyk goin on anymore..wad's e use of me tryin 2 salvage wad's left of us..but u cant b bothered wif it at all..lyk all e tings i done is yi xiang qing yuan de..feelings haf faded as days r goin by..every hr..min..sec..mayb i m ur "worst" gf bahs..bi bu shang ur ex(s)............................ wD - realli appreciated all tt u've done 4 me..i was reali touched by u..u were oways dere wen i needed sum1..cheerin me up & sendin al those swit & concern msgs 2 me..i've nv met a guy tt was as carin as u r..realli..thanks..but i kip feelin as though i gonna let u down..later waste ur time & efforts..reali so no confidence of myself de..cow how izit impossible tt u hu is sumone tt's so cute & gd-lookin etc..will fall in love wif me tt is not pretty in anyway..i m not th0se thin thin e mei nu summore..hais~ mayb u will b disappointed wen u noe hw i realli look like ma? but i m hu i m..even if after tt we r no longer frens..dun tink i will regret knowin u de..cos u had oledi left beautiful memories of ur in me liaos..satisfied wif tt bahs..? u made a difference in m0i life.................. + ~m0i feelings & tots~ + |