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Wednesday, November 17, 2004 @ 11/17/2004 03:20:00 PM t0 : wEikAi i dreamt of eUu last nite.. i realli reali realli miss u lotss lotss.. cant help it..u kip appearin in m0i mind.. wanna tell u h0w i feel..but i jus dunno whether i shld or how i m supposed t0 d0 it.. hais.. dunwan let u tink as though im botherin u 0r wurt.. im feelin so bad inside.. do u n0e? u may n0t n0e tis..but im tellin u nw.. u mean alot 2 m0i.. i din say tis anyh0w..i meant wad i said.. ever since u left m0i..i feel sh0 l0st & empty w/out u by m0i side.. as though smth has left m0i.. cos u took m0i heart away wen u leave.. u may tink tt a relationship lidat is ez 2 4get.. but it's different 4 m0i.. been tryin v hard 2 4get u.. but i jus cant let g0o..cos u reali mean alot t0 m0i..i reali l0ve u.. eVen th0ugh i kip h0pin tt 0ne day u wuld b back by m0i side again..but i n0e it's impossible lerss..u might n0t haf even a bit of feelings 4 me lia0s..& we arent even fwens n0w..regrets tokin 2 u in tt way.. tears..jus flow d0wn.. wenever tots 0f us 2gether cum back..or wenever i walked past e places we went b4.. hais..though we are onli 2gether f0r 2days..it seemed like as if we were 2gether f0r a l0ng time.. d0es it reali matter if we dun reali noe each other yet? we can discover m0re abt each other ourselves rite..mayb it's jus excuses..f0r sum tings.. jiekou..jay..will u sing t0 m0i? [[*a letter t0 him..but dun tink he will ever get 2 read it oso..after c-in his friendster..saw his relation wif her..nth 2 say lerss..mayb it jus day-dreamin or naive on m0i side bahs..as xia0wei said..we cant sh0w 2 guys tt we nid dem..it onli shows tt we r weak..we muz b str0ng 2wards dem..& like charms said..jus wait 4 e pers0n 2 appear..no nid 2 find..den find trouble/sadness 4 urself..jus let fate decides hu we end up wif..*]] *HE* appeared again online 2day after so long..chatted as usuall..told *HIM*.. "dun b too nice..i will miss u..dun treat me too gd..i dunwanna fall 4 u again.." i let him g0o lia0s..as l0ng as he's fine & happie..im satisfied lers.. ^if u l0ve sum0ne..let dem g0..if dey return 2 u..it was meant 2 b..if dey dun..it wasnt meant 2 b urs after all..^ h0pe i will b able 2 let g00 s0on bahs..dunwan act strong or b cheerful in fr0nt of ppl again..wen actualli im n0t..wanna find back & bcum e real me..kumpatei nehs! + heart-br0ken de w0 + |