Wednesday, December 22, 2004 @ 12/22/2004 02:41:00 PM m0ii eyes r sw0llen..hab i cried.. heard e same qn fr an0ther sum1..d0 u n0e tt he's attached? [[*..ddunn llett m0ii b ddAa llast ttUu n0ee hha0 mahh..*]] last nite after bba0beii put d0wn e f0ne wib m0ii..gary called ard 3+..i asked him abt dahUaiRen..he din t0ld m0ii muchie..c0s dunn0 muchie t0o..or n0 intenti0n of tellin m0ii oso..nvm..i understand.. tears r0lled d0wn wen e sub of m0ii & dahUaiReN bcame m0re seri0us..i oso made clear m0ii stand of nt wantin him 2 waste his tym on m0ii s dere r al0t m0re gals outside..i n0e dere w0nt b miracles..sh0 gary..u n0 nidta help m0ii de..i understand ur gd intenti0ns.. din reali slpt till 5am..kip wakin up at intervals oso..hais.. can i reali bear all tis pain & hurt all by myself.. finalli g0tta n0e h0w taizi felt in MVP..mayb his happines is m0re impt dan evryting.. yi ge ren sh0u shang hai..ha0 gu0 san ge ren..yi ge ren bear all e unhappiness ha0 gu0 san ge ren..mayb if i tui chu..tings will b fine ma..? watched MVP at 11am..a gd sh0w 4 cryin.. =..( saw taizi said sumting abt xia0xi wich s0rt of describin me oso.. "she did n0t cry in fr0nt of u c0s she did nt wanna pressure u & add on t0 ur burden..and nv did she say anyting bad abt u.." n0 m0od 2 crap 0r t0k 0r g0 out 0r d0 anyting tis few days..s0rrie fwens.. |
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