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Wednesday, June 30, 2004 @ 6/30/2004 12:39:00 AM *sObZz* so long nv update liaoz..2day lyk so mani tings happen..after sch went ritz carlton take pay wif szesze..den went suntec buy shoes shun pian 'visit' melvin..shop @ carrefour(spell correct?) while waitin 4 mel 4 dinner break..so hapi..lyk so long v liddat shop ler..den bought sushi,ham,peas + biscuits~! tokin alotta craps wen eatin.. after eatin..receive an sms fr moi banquet gd fren Agnes..she tell me she saw pn wif adeline together @ orchard..mayb dey together? den i was lyk crushed? on e surface lyk nth..den wen szesze & me went hme separate ways..me cried..dunno y.. wen reach hme..called Agnes immediately clarify wad reali happened..more heartbroken? i dunno..den lyk wen she go bathe..szesze sms me ask me call her..& wen i heard sze's voice..i cannot bear wif it le..cry again..but din let sze noe abt it..but tink she noe lo..haiz..me so foolish..noe such tings will happen still let it happen..but jus cant help it lo..no matter wad i do?both Agnes + sze keep askin me dun tink so much..i tried..reali..but it jus cant get outta my mind..sumtimes reali wish i culd brainwash? nw i noe hu tt mystery person Agnes keep tellin ish ler..is e steeve la..e one hu say me gt seductive look de..nw he appear in e pic ler..? dunno..reali nidta sort out my tinkings mans..haiz..tml wk c him how i gonna react or feel..reali lost ler.. seems as though i dun haf e right 2 choose.. + tHaNkS SzEsZe + |
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004 @ 6/23/2004 09:16:00 PM Me >>-("v")->> HiM i MiSs HiM wOrXxxX~ |
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@ 6/23/2004 02:57:00 AM NiCe EnDiNg..?? haiz..ez-link card kena confiscated..e bus checker v bad lo..nv gif us chance de..wan means wan..kns..den nw hai me so troublesome 2 travel..went NP..once again..e person nt free do e com..nid nez sat den go do again..went 2 NP wif szesze 2x le yea..haha.. after tt went MS play pool..startin ok..den no music + nth 2 c..SIANZ mans..went wk after tt liaoz.. din saw him @ 1st..after tt wen gt briefin @ e start..he stood @ e row beside me worx.. =Pp could sense his presence..lolx..realise my wish came true? yeah..was in e same grp wif him..durin cocktail..heard him say wad szesze '!@#$%^&'..den wad me ish e adeline tan..he got it all wrg lo..den he lyk so bad liddat..? in e grand ballrm..he lyk so cold de..tot we will tok or wad..but he was lyk doin his own tings..den so bz walkin clearing tings all tt..c liao..HAIZ~ den wen dey noe i newbie or wad..say i dun serve guests..do e drinks & clearin all tt can le..wad sia..den hor he say 'jiao na ge nu de do tis tis tat tat'..walao..majiam i no name liddat..den he in fornt of me cannot tell me himself ar..*pengz* after tt he tell me wad..dessert spoon on right fork on left..at least tell me himself liaoz..gt alot of eye contacts yea..ba ba..rem wen we all finish servin e last course..e tea/coffee all tt..den i alone standin dere..my grp e ppl dunno all go whr..he sudd appear outta nowhr..den approach me say 'ni men ke yi ma?'..i shocked & blur 4 a sec cos he tok 2 me ar..den din reali heard wad he said..so i say huh..he say 'ke yi ma?'..den i realise le..den say 'ke yi ar..' den smile den he walk off liaoz..omg..me sudd lyk so happi liddat..all probs in front lyk gone le liddat.. @ e end of e dinner..gt cocktail again..my hands so suan..kept bumpin into him oso @ e back..hahaz..siao liaoz me..@ 12..actualli we go hme de..but do OT till 1am..den he oso gt do worx..hahaz..once again i saw him..den wen doin e tings hor..e commander or wadeva..tease me & him yea..say 2 him wad 'dun show off or wad..i noe tis gal here new.......' den he tell me..'gal u dunno abt him........' i was lyk luffin @ e joke or wad..hahaz..tian zai xin li? lolx..realli feng diao le..@ 1am..went hme..sign out..saw him & gang sittin @ e place szesze, me, amy & yanjing sat ytd..but me pretend nv c him..walk towards another place sit down..hahaz..he so kelian worx..wasnt able 2 take e transport..den took cab alone summore..actualli wanted 2 say bye 2 him..but lyk weird hor..so nv liaoz..but gt eye contact wen left..hahaz.. shawn live @ st 42 wor..1 street away fr mine onli..now den i realise sia..haha..wen he gt down..actualli oso want 2 say bye..but nv le..so tired..no strength move..hehe..so jus oso gt eye contact or wad..den leave le..me da bai last in e bus de lor..haiz..nw v hungry + tired le..tink goin eat den slp..or jus zi tao slp ler.. + ReAl|i ReAl|i HoPe....................................... + |
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004 @ 6/22/2004 09:22:00 AM HAPPY~!! hahax..went 2 find out whether i was wkin 2day..so call & ask..e person dunno hu..but he say dun worry..he will ask eileen put moi name in e list..den wen i heard tt i'll b wkin den..so happi.. hahahahahaha..yay.. goin pompom den find szesze liaoz..2day will b a nice day i hope..nice beginning so hopefully nice ending too~!! =Pp + nIcEy DaY..?? ;Pp + |
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@ 6/22/2004 02:37:00 AM !!SORTED OUT!! finally sorted out my feelings liaoz.. 'gt m' & 'w/out m' finally & hopefully outta my mind..nw ish e pn wich i seem 2 b gettin deepeR? *Y iZiT tT eVeN wEn I nOe It'S iMpOsSiB|e..I sTiLL fE|L iN |0vE wIf U..?* tis ish not a gd sign..cos dun tink it's realli gonna b possible..it's jus a dream?? but..i dun wish 2 wake up fr tis dream..haiz..wad m i doin mans? sad wen i noe tt i wont b wkin tml? cos e name list nv included my name worx..y..hope tml dey say gt..or sum1 wans me 2 replace him/her..cos nv wk means c him lesser.. wish soon will b in e same grp wif him summore so tt will tok ar..hehes..but he lyk e cold sort liddat..diff 2 get close/siao togther de..haiz..keep tinkin of him him leh..fr jus now tt moment till nw..cant seem 2 stop liaoz................... + rEaL|i MiSs HiM sO mUcH..? + |
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Monday, June 21, 2004 @ 6/21/2004 01:54:00 PM *-* my papa left liaoz..dunno hw i feelin nw..he lyk change ler? nw nv nag so much le..hehex.. haiz..later goin wk..sudd dun feel lyk goin..cos veron nv wk 2 day ar..den ask me pei her go ktv & c movie all tt..ahh..nw i xin yang yang ler..cos i v long nv go out wif her le..den V V long nv go partyworld oso leh..miss dere so much? dunno wen den will go dere again liaoz..used 2 b usual customer..but nw dun tink so le ba..hahaz.. budden e tot of smth @ wk dere makes me wanna go..hehex..hope it isnt disappointin 2day..hahaz.. + hOpEfU| + |
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Sunday, June 20, 2004 @ 6/20/2004 09:32:00 PM *YaWnZ* hEe.. =Pp ytd wk ard 230am den reach hme worx..so sianz..heng got transport take..if nort everytime dey leave me out liddat..waste my time fillin e form lo..den take transport lyk longer dan take cab liddat..noe 2 new frens or can i say 3? hehex..2 ish amy + yanjing..dey lyk v funny e type liddat..we joke outside e basement dere after wk whilst waitin 4 our transport..den 3rd person ish steeve i tink..say wad i gt seductive look.. -.- k lo..i bwg..1st time ppl say me tis worx..hahas..hai kui i say he look abit lyk xiaodao liddat..humph.. >_< 2day slp till 12pm liddat..dunno hw i fell aslp lo..lyk v awake liddat since last nite..den hor..my hands e muscle lyk still quite suan wor..den tml goin wk ler.. after tt afternoon went pay moi respects 2 my ah gong..den visit my ah ma oso..den went shop 4 groceries..waliew tzw go buy e heelies shoes..dunno hw 2 'skate' den wan buy..jus wan show off onli..waste $ sia..later she 'si jiao chao tian' den she noe..hahas..oops.. went family gatherin ard 5pm..sianz..everywk oso go..oso nt everybody present de lo..den dere lyk hot oven..gt smoke summore..haiz..cannot make it..eat liaoz c tv tok all tt..den fell aslp..dunno wen..den my cousin alan came i oso nv realise..c him lyk link 2 daniel leh..y ar..still tryin 2 figure out.. haix..me now lyk hua zhi mode..duuno y but sudd realli feel lyk havin a new relationship now..but ish wan tt is nice & HOPEFULLY will last..nt hurt me again.. + wHr IsH mOi LoVe..? + |
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Friday, June 18, 2004 @ 6/18/2004 08:21:00 PM HaPpI sHa La La..So NiCe 2 B hApPi ShA |A |A.. *hEeX* y0z every1..me changed skin ler..so happi..cos i realli lyk tis skin & it was done myself..heex..mus thx my zhen mei 4 teachin me 4 e previous skin..den nw i noe hw 2 do ler..hahax..gimme comments if can wor~ bleh.. my papa cum back le worx..budden he lyk v gd lidat..nv scold me wen c my hp bill..hengx..if nt my later either i nidta pay myself or he take back e fone..hope nth happens.. =Pp thankew every1 4 e concern e past dew days..nw i almost recover fr my illness le..xiexie da jia~!!kekex.. dunno at nite later can online norts ar..so update now 1st..budden alotta frens still nt online..haiz..dunno will miss c-ing anotx..anyway..hope e prob btw me,szesze & van will b solved asap bax..there's nth tt cant b solved rite? -_-|| hahax..m i tokin craps? i oso dunno.. tml go wk ler..2nd time onli..still quite anxious + excited..dunno wad gonna happen..tink soon i will get used 2 it den wont b so tensed up le baz..yao relax oOOo~heex..oh ya..tml goin eat e chocolate-coated strawberry mah? haha..can drool jus by tinkin of it yea.. 1 more wk sch starts liaoz..cant wait worx..miz my schmates so muchie..hehe..especially miwi + charmaine yea..so long nv 'hang out' together ler..miz those ~ days..hahax..hope 2 cya all soon.. + ^-^ + |
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Thursday, June 17, 2004 @ 6/17/2004 06:38:00 PM ReA| SiCk.. *_* ytd flu..2day gt fever le..lyk so hot..feel so weak + sad.. lincoln called me in e afternoon..& broght back my ex memories again..y he wanna noe so much..den we tok 4 awhile..cos i had nt much mood 2 'entertain' him..thus he went 2 find e next entertainer..i noe his 'true colours' le..so wont habit of him liaoz..isnt tt great?shock wen heard tt he was engaged..no wonder his wife goes along wherever he goes & he cant do anyting abt it..nvm..tis shows at least he is gd 2 her? finally he is being tied down..lolx.. reali yao thx szesze..she is oways dere wenever i needed sum1..help me fulfil my 'wish' wen i was sick..though noe sum tings tt wasnt real gd news 2 me..at least i gotta hear..& tink i goin gif up liaoz..nt goin pin any hope on 'gt m' anymore..hope i'll b able 2 do it ba..yao support me kies? y izit tt junhe kor still cares 4 me..?? tot he dunwan 2 care anymore..he msg me wen he saw my nick..me jus feel so sorry 2 him..dunno wad had happen wich caused a misunderstandin btw us..& nw i feel so bad..tink i m not guai in his eyes le ba..dunno whether shld i reply him nort..wad if we 'fight' again? den friendship..dunno wad 2 do abt it liaoz..tried solvin it? but din turn up..auto find us..oso din turn up..tink realise y will auto find us..i surrender le..if wan continue lidat..fine..i oso ll le ba..haizZz.. nw scared i sat still haven recover den die..gonna wk..den cant go nid find replacement ar..so troublesome..i ownself oso wan go lo..hehex..hope i guai dian hao ba..feel lyk dao xia qu anytime liddat..hopeless.. tml my papa cum back fr overseas le..haiz..tink he gonna scold us..lyk summary liddat..wad mama complain 2 him..he tell us back..den nag nag nag..tink i wont b able 2 stay up later tok on fone online all tt liaoz..scarly he take away my fone den die le..haix..den wan go out oso v chiam..might as well dun go out le..heng ish he mon goin off le..me lyk v bad sia..papa cum back me dun lyk..but is cos he so strict..keep controllin..hope i grow up faster mans.. + cAnNoT mAkE iT + |
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004 @ 6/16/2004 08:01:00 PM OuTiNgGgGgGgGg~ as usual..slept lyk log 2day again..set alarm at 11am oso nv hear..till szesze waked me up..hahax..den went make bookin 2 wk..woah..wk 4days nez wk..actualli is 5days de..haiz..den my mama !@#$%^&*..say wad e nez day gt sch still wk..bla bla bla..aiya..dunwan her nag so go cancel e fifth day..my $ fly away le..*sobz* went outta wib szesze 2 np do her labtop..budden nid wait 3hrs den e tings inside nid clear ar..so nv do liaoz..took cab go CP..ate orange julius e triple cheese dog..hao xin fu oOOoOOoo~ hahaz..v deliciousSSs..den ate a cone ice-cream oso..so nicey..budden 'wif m' cant join us 2day..haiz..dunno wen den will c him again le.. after tt went HP play pool lo..hahaz..2day duuno possessed or wad..sudd play lyk v gd liddat..hahax..den v lame + siao dere..szesze oso bth me..cos 1 2 enjoy ma..v long lyk nv cumout liddat liaoz..2day techno songs nt so bad..betta dan last time..but quite sian oso lo..nth c.. =Pp ard 6 liddat..we went hme le..missed my bus 27..sianz..dunno wait hw long..szesze heng went after her bus..2day guai guai sia..so earli go hme..hahaha.. =Pp me sick le yea..bei szesze shuo zhong..outside keep sneezing..den nw down wif flu le..so kelian ar..nobody look after me..hahax.. *sudd feel as though wanna find sum1 2 hug & nv let go le..2 'lie'/depend on him..& enjoy e moment 4 as long as i can hold on to..* dun feel so happi sudd..haiz..thx alot wor kav..made me smile..& feel betta..kekex..if gt chance den will ask u do alotta tings ler..hahas.. =Pp later dun regret..lolx + SiCk..WiLL 'aNyBoDy' CaRe?? + |
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004 @ 6/15/2004 08:30:00 PM MiSsInG yOu~?? jus came back fr dinner & buyin groceries wif mama + sis..happi happi..gt ting mum mum liaoz..hahaz..my zhen mei gimme eat her chocolate worx..gt e xing fu e gan jue.. =) hehex..modem still here..so write another post..siao liaoz..wahahax..sianz worx..hope tmr will b an enjoyable day..v long nv spend hapi hapi day wib moi frens le yea..last 'outing' was on fri i tink..went CP e starbucks nua dere wib szesze..den lyk so happening..gt battle + jokes + fun..noe vincent dere..szesze was lyk siao liao..=Pp oops..later she c i tio kan liaoz..hehehe..after went HP play pool..Xavier v on came join us..he so pro..play wib him stress sia.. after tt jiu mei you go out le..except wk..so hui hen qi dai ming tian ooOOoo~ dunno 2day 'lincoln' will call me ma..haiz..he nv call oso gd la..if nt i reali habit he da bai call den die..mus let me tuo li his shadow.. 2day hen xiang e 3rd person..not e 'gt m' or 'w/out m'..si le la..will anyting happen?? hahahax..feng diao liaoz.. whr my veron da jie go sia? got ky missin le ar? aiyo..hw can liddat zhong se qing mei..hahahahahax..szesze we all miss u leh..k la..dun crap liaoz..nitex~ + mIsSy HiM..?? + |
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@ 6/15/2004 05:55:00 PM zZzZzZz me lyk pig tis few days sia..hahax..slp till afternoon den will wake up..*yAwNz* been rottin @ hme tis few days..tmr finally goin out wif szesze liaoz..hehex..1 c wad she wrote on her bottle last nite..lyk v cute liddat..heex..den dunno tmr we go out e 'gt m' goin anot..miss him ma?? lyk hen jiu nv c him or hear his voice le yea..wonder hw's he doin le..tink mayb we gonna v diff den will c him ba..ish he another lincoln? i oso dunno..haiz tink i v diff can @ nite online le oso..cos my mama go keep e modem..dunwan let my sis use..den liddat i oso cant use..haiz..my sis hor..dunno wad 2 say abt her..dai bai wan lo..den hai my nite v diff pass..will miss moi nite frens wor..kekez.. hen jiu mei you qu partyworld le yea..break my record liaoz i tink..last time 1wk @ least go 3/4 times..nw ar..sumtimes 1wk oso nv go 1 time..cant help it ar..yao kai yuan jie liu ar..dunwan lyk last tym anyhow spend $ le..later pok..haha..miss moi hme worx..hehehe.. + .. mIsS mOi FrEnS sO mUcHiE .. wEn WiLL i GoTtA c DeM .. + |
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Monday, June 14, 2004 @ 6/14/2004 12:00:00 AM PrObLeMaTiC..?? yoz every1..tis ish moi 1st time having a blogg..so pardon me if it isnt tt gd or wad lo..hehex.. haiz..found out tt my youngest sis added my boy de frens 2 her msn contacts w/out my permission..den tok rubbish wif dem..worst was she added ''boiboi''..my sis even went 2 tell him abt my past wen she din noe anyting abt it..i was so angry & sad..i din noe wad 2 do..T_T dere seems 2b alotta tings happening tis few days ar..so luan..seems dere gonna b a reshuffle in my frens again..haiz..dunno wad's happening..izit me hu haf changed or dem?wen can dere b a stable de?tink dere will b even sum frens tt will b lost le..*sobz* ytd wk worx..quite fun..made quite alotta frens oso..hehex..den c alot tings oso..=Pp mus get use 2 it..hands + legs hen suan ar..den 2day nua at hme e whole day..batt gonna charge fully le ba..haha..can tok on fone till late late lo~ hope nez week faster reach den can work c everybodi?hehe..bleh.. me dream of sum1 i dunno worx last nite..pn..nt shou wif him leh..y liddat..den he hor..gt 'centre' den bring me on a ride..you mei you hen romantic liddat??hahax.. |