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Saturday, July 31, 2004 @ 7/31/2004 10:27:00 PM SaTuRdAy..BoReD~!! haiz..2day so sians..if gt wk jiu hao..miss ritz carlton so muchie wors..miss wkin 2gether wif dem oso.. *sobz* at hme nth do oso..mama as usual keep !@#$%^&*(.. listen le oso sian.. below is wad shuai ge ge & i haf been tokin..kekes..dunno hw i feel 2wards him all tt wor..summore is lyk he gt ard 30ex den xpectations seemed so high de..den i feel as though im e cannot make it type..so..haiz..liddat lor.. + LeT nAtUrE tAkEs It CoUrSe.. + |
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@ 7/31/2004 10:15:00 PM ~RiC & mE~ ~ 29th July~ EverL: xiao ke ai baby.i.luv.u: shuai ge ge.. EverL: i like ur chi name baby.i.luv.u: hahahs..like ar..i tot my chi name nt nice wor..lol EverL: nice leh baby.i.luv.u: kekes.. EverL: hehes EverL: u cute leh.. like my ex gf baby.i.luv.u: izit.. baby.i.luv.u: ooOOoo EverL: see my display pic EverL: the ger at the left baby.i.luv.u: ya..?? EverL: cute rite? EverL: same as u.. EverL: lols baby.i.luv.u: hahas.. EverL: so u wan mi call u adeline or zihui? baby.i.luv.u: anyting lor.. baby.i.luv.u: lols.. EverL: u say de har baby.i.luv.u: yeah... EverL: u know i like which type of ger? baby.i.luv.u: dunno lor.. baby.i.luv.u: wich type? EverL: long hair.. EverL: above average looking EverL: either cute or chio EverL: study either express or poly de EverL: dress like lian.. but no lian EverL: gentle and understanding EverL: something like tat lors baby.i.luv.u: icic.. ~ 30th July ~ EverL: hello baby.i.luv.u: hihi.. EverL: xiao ke ai EverL: haha baby.i.luv.u: -.- baby.i.luv.u: shuai ge ge.. EverL: yst u wat time slp? EverL: sms finish le den slp liao ar? baby.i.luv.u: ya lor.. baby.i.luv.u: u leh? EverL: same baby.i.luv.u: kekes.. EverL: wat u doing? baby.i.luv.u: doin hw.. EverL: huh? so guai baby.i.luv.u: hahas.. baby.i.luv.u: of cus.. baby.i.luv.u: me v guai wan hor.. baby.i.luv.u: :p EverL: oh really? EverL: can see tat wor... coz.. EverL: u my xiao ke ai mah.. hehes baby.i.luv.u: wad ur xiao ke ai.. baby.i.luv.u: i gt bcum urs meh.. baby.i.luv.u: hahas.. baby.i.luv.u: ;P EverL: hahas EverL: juz kidding baby.i.luv.u: lols.. EverL: u tired now? baby.i.luv.u: nopex.. EverL: oic baby.i.luv.u: u tired le ar? EverL: abit lo.. miss u too much le EverL: haha baby.i.luv.u: huh..y miss me will tired.. baby.i.luv.u: lols.. EverL: miss 1 ppl lot aso will tired de mah EverL: lols baby.i.luv.u: si har.. baby.i.luv.u: hahas.. EverL: hehes EverL: u tink i so free go irc find ger chat meh.. EverL: :P baby.i.luv.u: ya lor.. baby.i.luv.u: u say de ma.. baby.i.luv.u: in irc either park dere or find ger tok.. EverL: now nv le.. baby.i.luv.u: izit.. baby.i.luv.u: y leh.. EverL: go there dl songs nia. EverL: know so many ger 4 wat? EverL: i not despo 1 lo.. baby.i.luv.u: ahahas.. baby.i.luv.u: i nv say u r.. baby.i.luv.u: :p EverL: okie baby.i.luv.u: hahas.. baby.i.luv.u: jk wor.. baby.i.luv.u: dun angry yea.. EverL: i gt so petty mah? hehe EverL: wun angry de lah.. EverL: xiao ke ai baby.i.luv.u: hahas.. baby.i.luv.u: in case ma.. EverL: haha baby.i.luv.u: emotions... EverL: so cute EverL: wahaha.. look like u hor? baby.i.luv.u: hahas.. EverL: haha EverL: gt miss mi? baby.i.luv.u: haha.. baby.i.luv.u: u 2day gt sneeze? baby.i.luv.u: if gt means gt baby.i.luv.u: if dun haf means dun haf baby.i.luv.u: lols EverL: got EverL: i today flu aso EverL: sneeze 2 times EverL: really EverL: i swear EverL: dis morning mi head pain aso leh baby.i.luv.u: y pain pain.. EverL: yst nv slp well baby.i.luv.u: orhh baby.i.luv.u: dun slp too late lor.. EverL: oh okie EverL: u sore throat ok le? baby.i.luv.u: haven baby.i.luv.u: hehe EverL: gt drink water or not? muz drink leh baby.i.luv.u: got.. EverL: try dun tok so much lo EverL: rest more EverL: okie? baby.i.luv.u: orhh.. EverL: :) EverL: i now chatting wif u nia EverL: nv go chat wif other ger leh baby.i.luv.u: hahas.. baby.i.luv.u: izit.. baby.i.luv.u: so hao ar.. baby.i.luv.u: lols EverL: coz i gt abit like u le baby.i.luv.u: huh EverL: y ???? EverL: i say i like u EverL: haha.. gt 1 ger find mi chat at irc baby.i.luv.u: icic..tok lo.. baby.i.luv.u: lols EverL: no lah.. i close it le EverL: wei baby.i.luv.u: y close leh? EverL: really lah.. i gt abit like u EverL: no mood to tok baby.i.luv.u: orhh.. EverL: yup baby.i.luv.u: u nw bad mood ar? EverL: nope.. juz no mood to chat wif other ger lo baby.i.luv.u: icic.. baby.i.luv.u: kekes EverL: i now tinking of u.. hehes baby.i.luv.u: emotions.. EverL: cute wor EverL: (F) for u EverL: hehe baby.i.luv.u: :) baby.i.luv.u: xiexie.. baby.i.luv.u: lol baby.i.luv.u: whr moi zhu zhu.. baby.i.luv.u: hahas EverL: finding now EverL: i put ur pic at my display pic baby.i.luv.u: lol baby.i.luv.u: wei se mo EverL: can look at it while chatting wif u baby.i.luv.u: o.O baby.i.luv.u: lol EverL: maybe u tink i not serious lo.. but juz wanna tell u i gt abit feeling 4 u baby.i.luv.u: :) EverL: if gt chance.. i going meet u le.. EverL: :P(¯`v’¯)EverL: wah.. now 12.30 liao? baby.i.luv.u: yep.. EverL: i online so long le ar baby.i.luv.u: y leh.. baby.i.luv.u: oo.. EverL: huh? y so fast de baby.i.luv.u: hahas.. baby.i.luv.u: time passes wen u dunno.. EverL: going 1am le wor EverL: xiao ke ai not tired? baby.i.luv.u: nopex baby.i.luv.u: hehes baby.i.luv.u: shuai ge ge tired le ar? EverL: tired aso muz pei u chat.. hehe EverL: but i not tired now lo.. abit nia baby.i.luv.u: orhh baby.i.luv.u: tired mus tell me wor.. baby.i.luv.u: kekes EverL: oh okie EverL: u aso hor baby.i.luv.u: ok~! EverL: zihui.. EverL: i put ur pic as my display rite? my friend cum ask mi hu is tat ger EverL: lols baby.i.luv.u: den? EverL: tell her u the ger i like lo EverL: she tot u my ex gf EverL: kao baby.i.luv.u: y u kao?? EverL: she tot u my ex gf mah EverL: xiao ke ai.. mi is straight forward type.. if i gt say wrong thing EverL: sorrie wors baby.i.luv.u: huuh..orhh.. baby.i.luv.u: u nv say anyting wrg ar.. EverL: :) EverL: duno we gt fate to be together or not hor? EverL: hehes EverL: see fate baz baby.i.luv.u: yea EverL: yup EverL: hope gt 1 day i can call u baobei lao po baby.i.luv.u: emotions.. EverL: lols EverL: can hug u? baby.i.luv.u: now? EverL: yup.. baby.i.luv.u: orh EverL: *huggies* EverL: hug u tight tight EverL: kekes baby.i.luv.u: kekes..haven cold oledi so cold..nw gt warmth..lol EverL: whenever u cold u tell mi hor.. i hug u baby.i.luv.u: haha.. EverL: actually i aso duno y i suddenly like u leh..veri fast lo EverL: juz now my friend say u cute aso.. EverL: she dis yr 19.. den she say u look like 16 17 baby.i.luv.u: icic.. baby.i.luv.u: me realli 16 17 ma.. baby.i.luv.u: kekes EverL: 16+ nia leh EverL: mi 18+ nia baby.i.luv.u: lol baby.i.luv.u: same leh.. baby.i.luv.u: 16 17.. baby.i.luv.u: hahahahahaha EverL: haha EverL: we 29/7 know each other de hor? baby.i.luv.u: ya.. baby.i.luv.u: zuo mo leh? EverL: nth..i will remember the day i know u baby.i.luv.u: emotions.. EverL: hmm? baby.i.luv.u: sudd lyk so touched or wad liddat.. EverL: :) EverL: 12.57 le baby.i.luv.u: ya.. EverL: tired le mah? baby.i.luv.u: haven .. baby.i.luv.u: u? EverL: nope EverL: gt u pei mi chat.. i not tired baby.i.luv.u: orh.. EverL: u gt how many ear hole? baby.i.luv.u: 3 onli total EverL: issit EverL: same as mi EverL: ^5 baby.i.luv.u: lol ^5 EverL: so qiao sia baby.i.luv.u: ya lor.. baby.i.luv.u: kekes EverL: 1am le baby.i.luv.u: yep.. baby.i.luv.u: u nidta go liao ar.. EverL: duno leh.. my eye tired le EverL: but i wan chat wif u leh EverL: coz i seldom online long de.. everytime 1hour offline liao baby.i.luv.u: ok.. baby.i.luv.u: we awhile more den go slp lor.. baby.i.luv.u: kies? EverL: hmm.. EverL: sms k? EverL: if u wan slp den it's okie de baby.i.luv.u: my mama nt @ hme lehs.. EverL: ohh EverL: den gd lo.. EverL: u use hse fone call mi? baby.i.luv.u: hahas.. EverL: hmm? baby.i.luv.u: sore throat wor.. baby.i.luv.u: =p EverL: pei mi tok awhile lo? EverL: hmm i tok can le.. u no need tok so much lo baby.i.luv.u: orhh baby.i.luv.u: ok lor.. EverL: really nv like wrong person EverL: sore throat still pei mi tok.. EverL: i call u or u call mi ? baby.i.luv.u: i call u lor.. EverL: call my hse k? in after i offline baby.i.luv.u: orhh baby.i.luv.u: wad ur hse no. ? EverL: xxxxxxx EverL: i offline le hor.. EverL: muz call mi leh EverL: save my hse no liao? baby.i.luv.u: yep.. EverL: okie EverL: wait 4 ur call.. sayonara baby.i.luv.u: buaiz~ ~ 31st July ~ EverL: xiao ke ai.. i going out le EverL: later at nite den online find u.. u free den sms mi lo EverL: miss u |
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@ 7/31/2004 12:43:00 AM fRiDaY..wOoHoO~!!
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Thursday, July 29, 2004 @ 7/29/2004 11:35:00 PM ThUrSdAy~!~!!~!!~~!!~!~! sians..write 2nd time.. -_- as usual late 4 sch..xw more late..went 2nd meetin..lols..durin break eat in sch canteen again sia..sians..can eat till 1 2 puke liaos mans..lols..ter & vin dey all go redhill eat den bo jio..huai ren..lucky nv go oso..cos dey late ar..den karen almost volcano erupt..hahas..heng.. after sch stay awhile play gb..den ate prata wif xw..siaos man..sore throat still eat such tings..yao si ar adeline..lols..went hme in wif syahidah after tt..hahas..slpt in mrt again..till bedok syahidah woke me up cos she alighting ler..walk hme alone again.. wz mei went camp ar..no1 fight wif me 4 com..hahas..can use dao shuang..lol..went online as per normal..haha..me gt new pics of myself again liaos..thx 2 elwin hp lor.. =Pp asile wrote a testi 4 me wors..so swit..kekes.. met a new fren richard on e net oso..19m..bb ite..he gt almost 30ex liaos sia..omg..den his expectations oso lykl v high ar..long hair..mus b above avg lookin..either cute/chio..poly or express de..wear ah lianish but not lian..gentle & understandin..tt's all..hahas..aiyoyo~ hope tml will b a betta day ba..fri lehs..k la..go zzZZzz liaos..nitey nitex~ + sTiLL iN sEaRcH.. + |
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004 @ 7/28/2004 11:12:00 PM wEdNeSdAy SiAnS.. sort of overslpt again tis mornin..heng reach redhill by 830 sia..haha..charms late herself evn wen she tell me cum earlier..hahas..seems tt im startin 2 participate/listen more in class liaos..as in 2day sc..usually nv do anyting de..2day gt do research + summarisin all tt..hehe..help vincent carry sum burden..lols.. after sch went hme straight ar..charms gt trainin..xw went hme half-way cos sick ar..den no place go..nid go but tings wif mama oso ar..so guai guai reject elwin's idea of playin pool..hahaha.. elwin lyk change liaos..though he sumtimes still e usual last time de him ar..but now mostly he lyk v xia lan ar..say ppl lyk nv spare a thought 4 people's feelings liddat..hen huai..den lyk terence liddat sumtimes..mus argue till he wins den shuang..haiz..cannot make it mans..lols.. after sch me,vincent,tedsis,mel,yangyang & terence took train 2gether..me & vincent go tamp..tedsis go paya lebar..mel go simei..yangyang go outram..terence go bedok..vincent v gd sia..accompany me walk hme wen i nt takin bus..den wen reach e bus-stop i usually go down to..he say wan walk me hme although e next bus-stop lyk so far 2 me liddat ar..wen reach my hse de void deck..even wan me go 1st..wen lift door closes,say buaiz den he left wor..so gentleman liddat wor..me lyk so awkward liddat sia..xia dao 4 a moment oso..lols..charms & me nv kan cuo ren..he is realli e xin hao nan ren type.. elwin siaos man..ask me tml dun go sch pei him play pool c movie.. -_- bad influence sia..lols.. *~e more u try 2 4get a person..e more u rem abt e person..so jus try 2 shun qi zi ran ba~* |
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004 @ 7/27/2004 12:33:00 PM tUeSdAy WoO~ haha..as usual 2day late 4 class again..den my grp so pathetic 2day sia..gab & tedsis din..den xw goin off durin 3rd meetin..left yongren & me onli sia..sians..heng ar..2day e prob onli do e ws..no nid do e application..den 2day seems 2 b e 1st one and onli VB lesson tat i understood, participate, paid attention & did wk de worz..*clap* ;p e most fun VB lesson ever had..hehes charms 2day oso no trainin ar..we went far east e zhu cao eat..but e shop lyk closed down le liddat..so went e beside e stall eat..me eat hk mee..charms eat hor fun..so full sia..so mani..lyk ever-lastin liddat..den walk walk ard c clothes all tat..no haf e skirts tt i wan..*sobx* den charms bought a 'von dutch' shirt tt she sort of realli lyk..me nv buy ar..dunno leh..lyk guai guai or wad..but charms say is my feng ge..lols..nvm..save more $ 1st den buy more together..hahas.. charms wanted buy smth 4 her tt chao ah beng fren ar..cos his bday..haha..went S&K buy a t-shirt 4 him..aiyoyo..charms ar..lyk dunno hw 2 buy clothes 2 guy liddat..me help her decide de..bleh~ =p dunno leh..i lyk 2 buy clothes 4 guys..bf la..hahas..lyk so xin fu liddat..lol..seems so tired 2day wor..dunno y..mayb cos been liddat 4 2days liao..summore nid do RJ..sians..ahaha..everyday lyk keep hopin......haiz..e higher e hopes..e greater e disappointment wor..mus rem..so ren ming ba.. + !!~Qi WaNg YuE dA..sHi WaNg YuE dA~!! + |
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Monday, July 26, 2004 @ 7/26/2004 09:39:00 PM mOnDaY bLuEs~ woke up earli 2day wors..cos meetin kor ar..reach tamp mrt @ ard 730+ liddat..but no sign of him lehs..wait ard 15mins..bobians go w/out him..liew..tink he still slpin bas..put me aeroplane..sians..1st time reach redhill mrt 815 so earli ar..haha..den wait 4 charms dey all till i tot dey nt cumin liaos..saw terence 1st..den xw overslp ar..came 4 2nd meetin as usual..haha..da bai wan..lols..heng reach class haven start..tink cos quite alot of ppl haven cum yet so waitin bas..waited 4 xw 2 cum b4 goin down eat ar..she so li hai sia..wan find me call elwin..majiam he my stead liddat wor..wad kinda..is tt..wen class endin..sudd v stressed liddat ar..lyk so mani info in e brain goin burst liddat..head v ache..cannot stand it mans.. after sch went BK wif charms,elwin & gab..hahas..charms no trainin so finally can go out..tok alotta craps wen eatin..happi happi..den charms & me shop 4 e rest of e nite liaos..den oso gt tok abt our past all tt lor..den fr PS go heeren..den walk to taka wan take train hme..budden dun feel lyk goin hme so go cine c c..den go somerset take train to cityhall..me go tamp direction..charms go jurong east direction..xiang zuo zou ziang you zou..lol~ reach hme mama nag again sia..bth..dabai !@#$(*&^% de lor..buay sian sia..i listen liaos oso sians lor..den me lyk in jail liddat lor..wad time reach hme all tt she oso gt write down..lyk take report den gif ny papa c wans..but i oso lanlan..papa gt say go anywhr gt jiao dai can ler..let her write wad she wans mans..i practically hiu lan man.. =Pphope tml VB wont too sian lor..if nt realli wanna fall aslp again sia..hahas..k la..tink goin zzZZzz liaos..tml wan go earli oso..hehez.. + wEn WiLL e CoRrEcT oNe CuM..? + |
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Sunday, July 25, 2004 @ 7/25/2004 09:51:00 PM rOtTtTtTt.. 2day woke up at 12pm liddat sia..hahas..slp almost 12hrs..so long nv slp till so shiok le..hehes..mama fry luncheon meat wif bread 4 breakfast..lyk so long nv eat breakfast at hme liaos ler..after tt watch soccer at e field outside moi window..hahas..is e evss e field la..lol..gt shuai ges ar..bth me.. ;p after tt i tot dey half time so go vacuum e floor liaos..c i so guai?wahahax..after tt saw dem rest at e side of e field lyk rest liddat..wen finish vacuumin..dey were lyk walkin away liaos..means i tot wrg sia..no more soccer 4 me c ler..pian wor..tot half time or wad..*pengz* sian e rest of e day rot @ hme..so boring..den went c tv..play com..den find ppl tok on fone..1st called mano..2nd jiajia..3rd szesze..4th zd..5th kor..all lyk gt ting 2 do liddat..but at least gt entertain me awhile ar..hahas..mano help mama do ting..jiajia nid bathe..cecilia pak tor..lol..zd wan go downstairs entertain fren..kor goin play soccer wif fren.. tml mornin meetin my kor go sch together wor..hehes..so long nv c him liaos..miss him?lols..heard he pluck up courage ask xn 4 stead worz..haha..finally sia..at least i nv waste my saliva tell him so much tings..hahaha..hope dey both gt fate ba..dunno wen my turn..haiz~ LOL..kor say gt xtra fone..hope able lend me leh..if nort i dunno hu gt xtra fone liaos..den dunno wen den can take back moi fone..walao..no fone v chiam sia..*sobx* cook macoroni 4 lunch..hehe..so long nv eat oso liaos..haha..den dinner nv eat..bleh..sian tml sch again..tink nid wake up earlier tml nid prepare mit kor ar..cos mit 730 leh..da bai me 730 den leave hse ma..scare cant wake up den die..hehes..at least gt company go sch ar..if nt v sian de..though sumtime gt terence..but da bai late jiu dun haf le..so gu du..hehe.. hope he will appear soon lor..den can pei me go sch or go hme..together together..hahahas..day-dreamin again liaos..*diao* dun tink szesze will call me le ba..wad time liaos..haha..nvm..c wen free rem book a time go out wor..rem har.. =Pp + rEaLLi ReALi HoPe He'LL aPpEaR sOoN o.. + |
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Saturday, July 24, 2004 @ 7/24/2004 09:54:00 PM ReMiNdEd Of E pAsT.. me blog again 2day..sudd reminded of ''jas'' wen heard a few of those songs.. =..( once again he appeared & brought me tears..i tot i culd get him outta moi mind..but mayb i jus nid more time..luckily zac was near wif me 2 hold me while i was fallin..thanks 4 cheerin me up & almost pei-in me e whole day...hehez.. |
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@ 7/24/2004 09:34:00 PM wHeN 2 nOe If U r In LuV~
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@ 7/24/2004 05:00:00 PM a BrAnD nEw Me~??
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Monday, July 12, 2004 @ 7/12/2004 02:46:00 PM (=^_^=) ytd wk..went quite earli..so slowly change..den went eat..haha..wind oso gt wk wor..oso gt tok wif him..so happi e whole day..though saw pn & ade so close together..oso no effect..tink realli goin pass liaoz? anyways..oso not goin gif much care 2 dem..if gif dem so much attention lyk fulfillin her motive or wad liddat..me happi e way im..den hor..noe wind 26yrs old worx..haha..realli ren bu ke mao xiang sia..all ritz de ppl..aiyoyo..sum ppl oso lyk nv wk liaos..nv c dem anymore liddat leh..hahas..today oso wkin..dunno gt any happenings anot.. haiz..2day go sch lyk alien liddat..my classmates almost dun recognise me sia..lyk new student in sch..miss my hair wor..hope it faster grows back.. + jUs LeT iT pAsS + |
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Friday, July 09, 2004 @ 7/09/2004 11:42:00 PM (=^_^=) hehe..so long nv update liaoz..seems so happi tis few days..haha..isnt tt gd..woohoo~!! went out on thur c spiderman wif szesze, huixin & yinhong.such a nice show worx..he 'fly fly' so nice de..shuai! tis few days in class lyk more active oso? hahas..liddat more participation wont fall aslp more easily.. happi is a gd ting mans..ur life will go on easier..hehex..lyk sayin da dao li liddat.. tml goin cut hair le worx..scared leh..dunno cut cum out ish wad..hope nice lo..hahas.. k la..goin slp liaoz.. *yawnz* c wen i update again lor..hehex.. luv all moi frens.. szesze~ huixin~ etc. + hApPi + |
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Monday, July 05, 2004 @ 7/05/2004 10:43:00 PM (=^_^=) he slowly fadin away..hopefully time will heal everyting once again..reali wanna thank all my frens that haf been givin me support tis few days..oso 4 their care & concern..even though sum din noe anyting abt it.. they include my dearest szesze..huixin..charmaine..yinhong my classmates vincent..mel..terence..liz..daniel..elwin.. banquet ppl john..agnes..candy..adeline tan..qianer..yanjing..amy.. online frens nicholas..ah hey..kav.. let's now tok abt happi tings ler..sat durin wk..grp wif steeve..v funni..he reali alotta craps..den irfan tease us.. -_-||| wen e dinner sort of finish..wen clearin e tables..i kop e chocolates + white wine worz..den yinhong helped me keep e chocolate..szesze help me keep e white wine..hehex..xing fu~ after wk..went eat wif szesze,huixin & yinhong..hehez..tok so much craps..so hapi..nasi lemak oso v nice..can say my unhappiness gone wen wif dem.. hehehe..thur we goin out liaos..cant wait worx.. =Pp + tRuE fReNs R dErE wEn U nEeD dEm.. + |
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Sunday, July 04, 2004 @ 7/04/2004 02:52:00 AM *sObZz* 2day ish realli a v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v times infinity sad day 4 me.. @ e start my papa called fr overseas 2 !@#$%^&* @ me..den still say i onli can wk on sat onli liaoz..me lyk my job lo..wad reason is tt mans..still say wad can yang me..i oso noe can..budden all e clothes bag all tt is use my own $ buy de leh everytime..den cry..call szesze..met earlier @ cityhall cos dunwan stay @ hme any longer.. saw ade & pn @ delifrance..ade was lyk wavin so i waved back..after tt saw pn sittin beside her..den ade was lyk lookin @ me den look @ him..lyk dunno wad kinda expression lo..i jus walked away..pretended as though nth cos agnes was dere..bought caramel fragpogino? 4 szesze..she so hapi..nvm..cos i unhappi..den gif her my happiness.. on e way 2 wk..wen reachin e security dere..bump in2 ade & pn..haiz..dun feel lyk goin lo..but szesze & agnes was lyk walkin so fast lyk join dem le liddat.. wen ade saw me..she lyk held on 2 my hands wan2 tok 2 me liddat..pn was lyk lookin back waitin 4 her lidat..she ask him go away 1st..she say:''me & him ytd stead le..sry leh..din mean 2 bluff u or wad..he was lyk chasin me long ago liaoz..but he was still single @ tt time..so..sry leh..nw i feel so bad..'' i was lyk..dunno lo..den i say:''y u tellin me all tis..u no nid tell me de lo..'' is lyk..wad she tryin 2 show 2 me mans..or dunno la.. den i pulled szesze 2 1 side & told her..i was bearin wif e pain all tt lo..den agnes cum ask me wad ade tell me..i say nth..den she say:''i noe she tell u pn & her stead lo..i ask her y she tell u sia..'' i jus replied yshe cannot tell..den is lyk agnes keep sayin abt dem lo..i bth liaoz..breakdown outside dere..i feel so..reali dunno hw 2 describe lo..jus extremely sad.. noe i bi bu shang her in all aspects lo..haiz.. den is lyk almost every1 gonna noe dey stead le..cos agnes e mouth v big..den noe smth immediately will tell others le..lyk news reporter liddat..summore dey grpin same liaoz..da bai couple together de lo..haiz..den everytime his grp side station beside me..y sia..dunwan can anot..dun wish 2 reali c him/dem..? seems been so sad & cryin cos of him tis few days..haiz.. + SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD + |
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Saturday, July 03, 2004 @ 7/03/2004 12:32:00 AM *sObZz* haiz.ytd wk.replace yanjing cos she sick.tot will b able wk hapily cos he nv wk.hu noes he sudd appear.y will i c him everytime i wk?haiz.agnes go take his no.she tell him sum1 1 2 noe him.den he say gif her my no lo.den she ask he noe hu is tt person meh.he say he noe.den after tt qian'er kena force by him 2 tell him.she say ade dui ni you xin qu la.den he lyk luff luff lidat.oso dunno wad it means.after wk.ade noe me lyk pn wen we tokin.she say she & him no guan xi.den wad he still available so i gt chance or wadeva. sms him ard 3+ cos tot he still slpin dunwan disturb him.hu noes i saw him & ade together @ PS.i was lyk shocked? den @ 1st pretend nv c dem.tink dey saw me cos we walked past infront of dem.ade was lyk keep lookin @ me.dunno lo.i was so sad.c best bet,a comedy,but nv luff.even gt tears. reali wanna noe wad is reali happenin.wun mind if dey reali together.at least i noe.can at least lose hope & gif up.i noe shi wo d jiu shi wo de.bu shi wo de mian qiang oso no use.haix.y mus we haf e same name summore.y cant i seem 2 choose.y is tis kinda tings oways happenin 2 me.y m i so naive 2 believe those gestures/expressions/hints/movements? WHY~?? + hUrT..? + |