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Tuesday, August 31, 2004 @ 8/31/2004 11:06:00 AM ^_^ last nite chatted wif him..kekes..happi happi?? lols.. later goin find him den pei him till nite awhile lorhs..tml he goin ns le lehs..she bu de wor..scared later he say sum tings den i cry.... hope later will b memorable bahs..xinfu cans..hehes.. ;p + wish me goodie goodie.. ^_^V + |
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Monday, August 30, 2004 @ 8/30/2004 03:20:00 PM Ha0 xiAn9 Ni.. whr moi baobeii wor..hao xiang ni yea..wonder wurt u doin nw..realli hope we can last lorhs..after all e crashin out we had ytd.. + missin u sho muchie + |
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@ 8/30/2004 09:27:00 AM letter.. [ +. missing you .+ ] baby..xiang dui ni shuo sheng dui bu qi..yong cuo de fang shi qu ai ni..ying wei wo dai zai yi..ru guo mei you ni..wo de shi jie zhi sheng hui yi..mei tian zhi mian dui gu ji..yi lai bu ji..zai shuo wo ai ni.. dunno y..jus feel as though we shld haf jus remained as frens..shldnt haf appeared in ur life too..sumtimes jus feel so lost..i wan u but wanna gif u up @ e same time..but den you she bu de..so lost as to wad i shld do..tink tt u will sooner or later will oso shou bu liaos my restrictions..so might as well end it 1st..if not wait deeper liaos..will b more difficult..im hu im..do u lyk me 4 hu im..? or jus lyk onli sum of me..or mayb im jus a spare type 2 u..i dunno..tis few days..been tinkin..though we started again sumwhr on thur..feel so bad unable mit u or wad..cos seems as though not much time ish left..den summore so hard 2 contact me lidat..dunno hw/wad u haf been tinkin tis few days.. ru guo neng zai yu jian ni..yao ba ni bao jing..cong chi bu fen li..jue bu ze meng rong yi fang qi..wo yao gao shu ni.. "baby, im sorrie.." + a letter 1st time tt i writin 2 him + |
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Saturday, August 28, 2004 @ 8/28/2004 11:38:00 AM hais.. tink it betta 4 us 2 stay as frens bahs..jus feel tt i nt his type & he nt moi type too lorhs..tink e type he wans ish those mei mei / cute cute de..den v zi you tt kind de..sho..ME CANNOT MAKE IT..jus lidat lorhs..he osho goin in le..nvm larhs..wad's urs will b urs..if not mian qiang osho no use..jus admit fate lor..den summore nw moi papa cum back..alotta tings v diff 2 do arhs.. zzz hais..den v diff contact..dunno wad 2 do larhs..y oways lidat wan har.. ytd on e way hme saw cat..hahas..den we went shop shop at TM/CS..v long nv go le arhs..den sho long nv c her osho..den dunwan sho earli go hme mahs..kekes..moi saw JOSH & BOON TAT 4 2 conzeketive(dunno hw 2 spell) days sials..at tamp..lols..den was lyk sho surprised 2 c dem!!kekekekes..feng diao mans..hahas..den sudd tot of ritz again too..hehes moi com c kuku sials..kip hangin..den lyk sho laggy lidat..tink in no tym goin spoil again liaos..hais..sad..cmi lorhs..y nw gt sho mani virus wan..wad adware spyware..nb larhs..go pick on sum1 ur own type cans..dun kip targettin moi larhs at least..lol.. nw v fan arhs..gt sho mani matter 2 tink..hais..den feel sho left out/alone..dunno wad 2 do..whr r e ppl wen i needed sum1..onli 1 2 haf happiness 2gether?sorrows all gone?sho lost nw..as though w/out a direction..osho lyk appearin strong/cheerful in front of others in publiv/outside wen im actualli not..hu actualli do understand me..sho mani tings runnin wild thru' moi mind now..ahhhhhhhh~ + r dere reali true frens wen dey say dey r.. +
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Friday, August 27, 2004 @ 8/27/2004 04:10:00 PM zzZZzz hais..sms him 2 times liaos..but still no reply..dunno wad happened..hais.. say wad 1 2 mit me..in e end..call him he nw playin pool wif frens..wad is tis..hais.. mayb i shld jus 4get it bahs.. haf i nt given chances 2 u??but kip sayin diff tings..hw m i supposed 2 trust u fulli.. + lost + |
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@ 8/27/2004 11:53:00 AM papa cum back liaos..hais.. sians..2day moi papa cumin back hme fr overseas..den cannot late late go hme..cannot online till late late..cannot tok on fone till late late osho..mus b guai guai..SIANZ~!! hahas..budden 1 2 tao hao him 1st..sho tt gort hp..lols..hopefulli larhs..wish me goodie luckie kies..kekekes.. mayb wont b bloggin tis few days arhs..but will be back asap 2 update happenings..hehes.. + miss ya all + |
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@ 8/27/2004 02:10:00 AM FaN sI wO |e.. omg..ric ask me msg him..cos he say he gt tings 1 2 tell moi but dun dare say..... me:ya..wad u 1 2 say? he:cannot say 1st..ask u gt bf nw? me:no..y? he:nth larh..jus wan tell u i still lyk u..actualli tt time i break wif u is cos i still cant 4get moi ex.dunno y tt time i sudd tink of my ex lo.. me:oh..den?y gt sho mani reasons? he:b4 i jio u tt day..i REALLI lyk u alot..but den tt day we stead..i still tink of moi ex..den i v fan..den now i realise tt u e onli 1 i lyk..sorrie me:den y gimme diff reason?nvm bahs..oledi pass he:scare i will hurt u den gif u topid reason los..now can gimme c chance 2 b wif u again?i promise i will treasure tis relationship..tt tym me is jus fan los.. me:promises r meant 2b broken..hais..u can cum online nw? he:ok..moi nw cum online find u.. -online- he:tat time i know i in the wrong.. coz i really veri fan mah den can gif mi a chance 2 be wif u again i know i too much le los.. juz tell mi..i know tat time i should 4get the past and treasure wat i have.. i really regret los but after today.. my ex sms mi,den i know we wun b together again le and find tat she not suit mi los..hais.. maybe u tink tat i anyhow say 1 baz say i still like u los.. u believE? wat 4 i bluff u leh.. if i bluff u den those day i everyday sms 4 wat juz duno y so qiao tat day i jio u den tink of my ex..i know i treat u cold..coz i tinking wat to do mah me:we osho no time liaos.. he:still gt abit time.. tml we still can meet or wat de mah..when i book out from ns.. i spend my time wif u los..juz starting 2weeks canot cum out..den after 2weeks den 1 week cum out 1 or 2 time liao..after tat can keep quite long hair liao.. me:i noe..i nid 2 tink..v luan..blur..gong gong.. he:hahas..can la..k? me:*AHHHHHHHHHHHH* he:hmm hmm hmm..zihui me:ya? he:tink hao le ma?i noe i askin 2 much liaos..wadeva ur ans ish..i respect ur decision.. me:aiyo..whr gt sho fast de?hahas..wen i gt ans den tell u..lastest tml.. he:i know ur feeling 4 mi have becum less..i promis i will treat u gd de k?*hugs* me:u lyk me how much nw?nt alot osho wad.. he:90%..dis few days i keep tinking mah..den know tat u the only ger i like..ex gf? over is already over.. tink so much aso no use me:i osho ex.. he:u diff.. juz break not long nia..actually i dun 1 break de.. juz wan u gif mi time to tink again mah.. me:but still break mahs.. he:sorrie..i regret it..i know i nv gif u much memories..but i will..if u gif mi the chance.. he:i aso duno y i so toopid.. juz found some1 suit mi, xiao k eai den i nv treasure it.. -change topic- after tt..zzZZzz liaos..tired arhs.. + wo bu chi dao + |
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Thursday, August 26, 2004 @ 8/26/2004 10:20:00 AM hais.. guys r reali xi hue (visual) creatures..hais..dunno larhs..nw sho..dunno hw 2 explain..hen si tt pig liaos..jus another 1..shit him mans..bu yao gen ta hao le.. + LaNg FeI wO dE sHi JiAn + |
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004 @ 8/25/2004 11:32:00 PM sHo SiAnZz.. *B|eH* *yawnz* so sians..gonna slp soon liaos..jus reached hme nt long ago arhs..sho later bathe den zzZZzz le lorhs..if nort goin overslp AGAIN tml..hais.. 2day mornin AGAIN overslp..woke up 745 lidat..den call de PIG..but nv ans..hais..waste moi effort..& he reali nv go sch lorhs.. -_- took cabby go sch..dunwanna b late arhs..den so fuk up wif e taxi driver lorhs..lyk sho PURPOSELY nv hear wad i say whr 2 go..den go in circles..kuku him mans..pass moi botantical garden den detour orchard go back near botantic garden dere e hses..nb sials..waste moi $..knn.. reach sch e fun begins?hahahas..suanin here & dere of jason's lesson..da bai..lyk sho song & fun lidat..wahahahas..den interview moi..siaos lorhs..as if moi UT i gt study or wurt lidat..lols..reali TYCO..osho dunno wich qns i correct..hahas..den summore he dunwan put ans..walao..den hw i EVEN gonna noe mans.. ard 3+ charms saw tt PIG wor..hahas..she & mw went canteen den came back she told me..lyk sho excited lidat cans..hahas..y moi nv went down wif dem..hahas..dey osho nv ask me..lols..no fate..my imagination of him ish lyk elvin lidat de..tall tall..den fit fit..nice 2 bao bao de..moi type..lols..budden he lyk shao ya e type osho lehs..dunno..hahas.. after sch chiong go mit fren arhs..took cabby go..heng arhs..of nt rain den bcum duck..kekes..far east onli mahs..sze lorhs..say wed confirm will mit me..gei ko dun haf.. =x lols..we went find wad she wanted..den bought shorts..cap..wallet..hahas..after tt we went KTV cans~!!!! lyk sho de finalli wor..hahas..so long nv go liaos..we went sunlight instead of partyworld..cos dere e service lyk sho much betta lorhs..nt i wan say..but ish e FACT cans..sho we gonna change our hse le..lols.. @ sunlight ish upstairs de..waiters lyk cmi lorhs..hahas..all lao lao or nt shuai/cute de..hehes..e rest ok lorhs..miss moi HONEYDEW so muchie we practically finished it wen it came..but din getta drink moi honeydew milk..cos budget arhs..hehes..2day e bill lyk so cheap osho yeahs..onli 18.70 lidat i tink..hehes.. went hme after sing finish..rainin MAO & GOU siahs..sians..den wen reach tamp..walk so long de way lorhs..so tt no rain..but still drenched can..hais..den e shoe sho slippery de..nid walk carefulli..if nort fall down den paiseh arhs..hahahahahas..reached hme 1030 liaos..den c moi mei play com & waited 4 moi turn..can orhorh sia..2day so cold..tink will b nice nice 2 slp bahs..hahas..k larhs..signing off liaos..update again soon~ ;p + zzZZzz + |
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@ 8/25/2004 12:30:00 AM *YaWnZ* hEe.. =Pp ahHhhHHh~ yawns mans..sho tired 2day..almost fell aslp waitin 4 moi sis use finish com..hahas.. 2day woke up late AS USUAL again..lols..den call e PIG wake up arhs..hahas..he arhs..not i wan say..call him 730am..can reach sch 12pm..win sials..dunno do wad..den i tot he nv cum..waste moi effort call him..lols.. moi labby corrupted sia 2day..nb..den nidta clear all tings inside den reformat/reboot..sians mans..all moi music & pics.. *sobz* lucki i noe gt 1 backup..elwin~!! hahas..all moi music wif him de..lucki charms reminded moi..hehes..he moi jiu xing tis tym..kekekes.. in sch tok wif moi zhuzhu..hahas..scared scarly lyk him..hahas..cmi sia moi.. =Pp so ez lyk ppl..budden lyk onli mahs..nvm de rite..hahas..2day tok till majiam stead lidat mahs..den later qing bu zi jing den die..LOL~ after sch went walk walk wif amy + charms..we went bugis..ate yoshinoya.. *yum yum* lyk so long nv eat liaos yea..hahas..den charms gt e coupon arhs..dunno y she evrytime gt so mani de lehs..lyk do promotion 4 dem lidat..hahaha..me ate e teriyaki chicken..moi fav..hehes..both of dem ate salmon..moi nv eat b4 lehs..lyk guai guai lidat..hehes..still lyk moi teriyaki BEST..woohoo~ hao bu rong yi took fotos wof charms sia..hahas..cos she evrytime say she nt preety on tt day..hahass..ok larhs..at least nt v ugli or wurt..lols..den saw e kanny..her bf ok osho larhs..not reali v shuai or wurt..but nvm mahs..it's e inside tt counts rite..hehes.. saw quite alotta shuai ges + kawaii cute guys 2day too~!! DA BAI..hahahahahahahas..cannot blame arhs..tis is moi wor~!~!! if i nv c den is strange ok.. *bleh + wink* now i walk hme from interchange will scared sia..hais..more scared if i heard slippers walkin behind moi lehs..2day osho got..walao..xia dao moi lorhs..tot ish tt guy again..dun xia moi mama de daughter lehs..hehes..dun lidat lehs..nw i gt yin ying le lehs..hais.. now i dunno wad ish ric tryin 2 do lorhs..kip tellin me he v kelian/sad all tt..lyk wan me sympatise or wad wif him lidat..oh pls..i wont go back on moi tracks again liaos..seen wad u reali are le..nw tok 2 him oso lyk ll or normal fren lidat..no other liaos..moi frens u all will support me rite?kekes.. me jus knew another new fren again yeahs..hahas..ish mel de gf..shirley..yr 1 osho..hahas..moi sch de osho..hahas..lidat den gt more options can send ppt 2 moi all tt liaos..wahhaas..nt bad lorhs..mel gd har..intro moi ur gf..hahahahahas.. kk larhs..sians..tml VB..slackin day again..lols..goin zzZZzz le bahs..nitex all~ + hOpE tIs TyM iM nT wRg..? + |
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Monday, August 23, 2004 @ 8/23/2004 07:57:00 PM mOnDaY bLuEs.. hahas..he did came 2 sch 2day..saw his IM wen came back fr redhill 2 eat..lols..chat wif him thru'out e sch day as usual lorhs..lame sia him..den nth tok jus haha..hehe..keke e whole way thru..lol.. after sch went straight hme..nth do arhs..xw gt wk..charms gt trainin den after tt go c movie..sho pei syahidah go cos she goin tamp osho mahs..hahas..den gt ppl pei me..gud gud.. scary lehs 2day on moi way hme..as i was walkin fr e polyclinic dere 2wards e playground wif e clock dere..saw a guy lyk kip followin moi walk whereva i go lorhs..idiot siahs..nb..waste moi energy kip walkin in circles..knn..cb..shit him mans..lucki shuai diao him..hope he gt no gd endin siahs..jing gan follow me..bu zhi si huo..lols.. dunno tmr still nidta call him anorts..c later if he gort online den ask him lorhs..tink gonna call him bahs..he tis kinda PIG..if nv call tink he no nic go sch den attendance chao lan liaos..hahahahahas..oops~ jus changed skin..den gort put music..hahas..succeed liaos..woohoo~!! so how izit?kekes.. + nEw BeGiNnInG..? hAhAs.. + |
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@ 8/23/2004 09:30:00 AM nEw BeGiNnInG.. ytd at hme whole day..so sians..at nite saw tim online..tok awhile..kekes..den tis morin gif him mornin call..lyk waste moi effort sia..he nv cum sch..hais..cannot make it.. last nite he online den tok 2 me..i jus ll..hahas..den moi sis say e tings made him misunderstood or wad..lols..den after tt we nv tok liaos.. + FiNe + |
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Saturday, August 21, 2004 @ 8/21/2004 10:30:00 PM Me >>-("v")->> HiM we broke up liaos..shortest relationship record..3days..21 aug..2153pm.. [21:31:27] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: hahas [21:31:30] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: u so fast reach hm liao? [21:31:56] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: actually wan go orchard find u de.. but duno how to contact u.. sms ur mei aso nv reply [21:32:00] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: my friend now at orchard [21:32:23] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: oh.. [21:32:34] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: den nv join dem? [21:32:51] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: hais..bad day 2day.. [21:33:24] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: nv.. yet whole day nv slp..today aso nv slp at all [21:33:27] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: super tired [21:33:29] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: i know.. [21:33:40] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: but u at orchard leh.. so many ppl [21:33:42] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: no need scare lo [21:34:02] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: y nv slp? [21:34:12] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: i tot u go c AVP wif ur parents? [21:34:14] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: cant slp [21:34:19] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: nope [21:34:24] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: i go kick soccer.. [21:35:38] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: icic.. [21:35:51] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: leg pain liao.. lols [21:36:04] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: hahas.. i juz finish eating mcdonald [21:36:11] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: wah..again.. [21:36:36] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: kekes [21:37:21] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: juz now i wan go find u de.. [21:37:22] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: hais [21:37:29] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: aso duno how 2 contact u [21:37:49] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: gt use moi fren hp sms u mahs.. [21:37:54] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: tink u oso delete away.. [21:38:09] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: yah [21:38:11] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: i delete le [21:38:33] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: den after finish playing soccer..my friend say wan go orchard [21:38:42] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: oh.. [21:39:02] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: hais.. [21:39:08] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: u ask ur stupid teacher gif u back ur hp mah [21:39:38] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: she say nez semester den take back.. [21:39:39] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: e rule.. [21:39:40] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: hais.. [21:39:44] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: sad lorhs.. [21:40:06] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: ok lo [21:40:20] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: ur teacher wun have gd end de [21:40:27] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: wah.. [21:40:31] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: so fierce arhs.. [21:41:59] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: no lah [21:42:17] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: juz duno leh.. only u can contact mi i canot contact u [21:42:40] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: ya..hais.. [21:43:44] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: haha [21:43:45] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: dun hais le [21:45:36] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: sad ar.. [21:46:16] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: y [21:46:48] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: all tis tings lor.. [21:46:58] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: okok..cannot hais liaos.. [21:47:22] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: haha [21:47:27] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: *smile* [21:48:08] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: =[21:48:13] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: hahas.. [21:50:18] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: wat u doing [21:50:36] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: tokin 2 u lorhs.. [21:50:41] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: music.. [21:50:42] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: u? [21:50:57] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: chatting wif u and my ex..listen 933 too [21:51:13] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: i gt a feeling tat u lost feeling 4 mi liao [21:51:15] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: rite? [21:51:27] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: i tink is u lor.. [21:51:58] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: yah [21:52:05] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: i noe.. [21:52:23] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: coz i already 4got how u look like [21:52:33] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: and aso nv tok much to u in real life [21:53:04] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: den? [21:53:41] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: i tink we be friend k? [21:53:44] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: sorrie [21:54:07] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: k [21:54:30] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: i aso dun 1 lose u dis friend [21:54:35] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: friend 4ever hor? [21:55:08] (Z)*~*MiSs!n: kkz [21:55:22] .·‥·.(¯`*?‧.: hehes |
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@ 8/21/2004 09:50:00 PM SiAnZz.. hais..CANNOT MAKE IT siahs..such a bad day 2day..went hougang met van 1st..hahas..as predicted..she late..LOLs..hehes..i can b fortune teller liaos.. den went PS mit JN..saw him van say..shuai shuai..but hor e seh..hais..cannot lor..den u noe wad he say wen he stood in front of him..he say u all lookin 4 hu?den i was lyk..pengz..4get it..den he sort of realised hu we r..den hor..cannot stand his facial expressions lorhs..lyk 1 2 act cool or dao liddat..look so bu shuang lidat..wad sia..i c liao oso bth lorhs.. nv gotta c twin effects..heng osho la..if nt sit wif him..wah..sure sian 1/2..went cappage play pool..play wif van v nice..but him..hais..dun say sia..saw mabel..hehes..tink gt 1 new fren liaos..kekes..after tt 1 2 bai tuo him v DIFF sia..hais..he jus dun get e HINT lorhs..BTH..CMI..so we all went long john eat..c him oso dun feel lyk eatin le lor..den kip tinkin of plans 2 get rid of him..cos he lyk dun get e HINT lor..den smsed ric c he whr ask him can save me anorts..den he tok lyk so sarcastic lor..dunno wad's our relationship oso..hais..suan le bahs.. woah..in e end van & me went toilet..den Don follow say done..hahas..we got away..den sms him tell him..tink tt's e onli way 4 SUCH PPL bahs..den Van & Don went their BBQ & i went hme lorhs..took north east line in case he oso take e east west line.. van say she cum out wif me will c alotta shuai ges de everytime..go out wif verine wont..hahas..i say of cus la..cus me mahs..hahas..me & don oso 1st time met lorhs..but at least gt crap tok lorhs..much more FUN dan him..lols..budden nt hong-ing or wad lorhs.. den nw backie at hme..blk him & his frens..in case arhs..lols..den ric came online osho..zzZZzz..lyk so miracle can..den he say wad actualli 1 2 go orchard find me..lyk so fake can..1 moment say tis..1 moment say tt..wad sia..lyk so wad can..hahas.. wah..tokin more and more lyk charms le larhs..charms..u c la..influenced me..hahas.. + c fate bahs..shi ni de jiu shi ni de..bu shi ni de mian qiang oso no use.. + |
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@ 8/21/2004 11:50:00 AM tHe EnD bAhS.. tink it gonna end btw us liaos..2day 3rd day..b4 tt he gt say 2day 1 2 go out de..but ytd tell me wad goin c AVP wif his parents though he seeen wif his fren liaos..''wow''..lyk so fake cans..he oso gt tell me b4 his parents 1 2 c AVP on sunday de lorhs..dunwan mit me go out jus say lorhs..no nid so mani excuses kies.. after tt say v tired 1 go rest..lyk real lorhs..everyday so late den slp..10+ wan go slp lyk so miracle cans..dunwan tok 2 me say larhs..jus blk can oledi..no nid all tis..zhen shi fei jing ku xin izit..lols..i was lyk..ok..dun care oso..since i oledi knew long agos.. 2day goin c twins effect wif JIAN AN wor..hahas..gort plus vanessa & don larhs..budden lyk double date sia..sians..scarly goin 2 b awkward..hahas..JIAN AN osho 19yrs old..omg..gt gen qiao de mahs har..lols..hope later dun haf any silence silence ting bahs..if nort..sians 1/2 liaos..anyways..hope 2 day will b hapi hapi lorhs..dunwanna tink abt HIM..if c him gonna pretend nv c or wad..dun care.. + lEt'S pRaY 4 a GoOd Day~!! + |
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Friday, August 20, 2004 @ 8/20/2004 01:02:00 AM sad.. sudd feel as though i made e wrg decision?2nd day onli..he lyk..dun care dun care?y oways lidat wans..i dunwanna haf such bf hu ll abt me de..i rather dey guan me..listenin 2 ning meng cao de wei dao.. =..( + feel v sad + |
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Thursday, August 19, 2004 @ 8/19/2004 12:10:00 PM mE>>--("v")-->>hiM we gt 2gether 2day at 01:40am.. *heex* thank moi frens 4 helpin say tt whoever anon ish..luv ya all.. sze : wen we goin out arh?miss u yea..kekes..10q too~ val & charms : xiexie ni men 4 everyting in class + sch..ai si ni men ler.. ;p + hope we will last..hehes.. + |
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004 @ 8/18/2004 05:31:00 PM Me >>-("v")->> HiM?? tink we wont haf anyting happening liaos bahs..he lyk osho dun lyk me oledi..pics dun haf liaos..den tok sho cold..lyk no intention of tokin 2 me at all anyways..den dun tok lorhs..y mus tok 2 me everytime online..u dun haf 2 feel e nid 2 do it lorhs..tink he will soon be lyk e other net guys..lose contact 4eva~ tink mayb anon is rite bahs..hu will lyk me tis type of gal..not pretty..not slim..not nice..not gd..lyk there's nth positive abt me rite..i noe de.. + ren ming bah + |
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@ 8/18/2004 01:55:00 PM Me >>-("v")->> HiM?? ytd woke up late agin..took cab go sch..vb lyk so chim..lols..den entreprise me lyk so hardwkin sia..almost all e ting is i do de..hehes..sms him ard 2+ lidat cos tt ish e tym he will b awake mah..den me lyk so dan xin him..zi tao use xw hp call him..den sms..lyk so cold? warm v warm..cold v cold..everytime lidat..hais..cmi.. heng lehs me..after sch jason say me gt quite gd grade 4 my UT..mus b tyco lorhs..cos i din reali stauy..jus c e 6th ppt nia wor..hahas..den 2day nv go 4 his class..confirm tink we 4 pa ka de..lols.. after sch went c catwomen wif charms..lyk valentine day lidat lorhs..sit surrounding us all couples..den c movie de oso..except 4 us and a grp of guys and sum loners..lols..den walk whr oso couples..sians..xian mu bahs..den so cold in e threatre..tot of him again..hais.. went hme straight after movie..guai rite..lols..den saw e mrt guy AGAIN~!!hahas..den ish lyk me almost qing bu zi jing 1 follow him hme lidat..ai zai mans..he ish e wan let me enlightened abt fate de..lols..c him again mayb gona believe again?cos lyk me evrytime i c outside e 'guy' i wont c ever again le de..den saw him again mahs.. reach hme tok online den on fone..den sms..dunno y ytd lyk so tired den sms till zzZZzz..wake up 4+ reply..den mornin dunno wad happen last nite..den mummi hp oso dunno whr..die liaos..oops.. nw rottin at hme so update blog lorhs..dunno goin out mahs later..sians.. + c fate bahs.. + |
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004 @ 8/17/2004 09:33:00 AM mE>>--("v")-->>hiM tok online wif him ard 10+ last nite..he din stayed 4 long arhs..cos fone bill high den sort of kena scoldin fr papa..went online jus 2 c me online mahs arhs..ard 1145 called him tok tok..tok awhile onli den mama pick up fone..oso dunno she gt listen anorts..jus hack..me oso nth 2 hide anyways..=Pp soon we lyk gt tings v diff say den we say put down go zZz bahs..den he called me laopo and i reacted arhs..cos nv hear properly mahs..den he continued callin den i say dun boliao arhs..hahas..we both den luff..i smsed him ard 12+ cos stomach pain pain arh..c he slp anort liaos oso..den he oso haven..as usual lorhs..no diff..lols..den he say he like me more & more liaos..ask me how..den i blur diao lorhs..cos i realli dunno mahs..den i replied say huh..how i noe u wan how..den he ask me be his gf..is lyk so omg..i say..huh..y me?serious?is lyk me & u totali dun suit lorhs..den he replied..i nt lookin 4 chio or wad de gf lorhs..nw i wan ish cute,guai den normal lookin carin all tt can liaos..of cus serious..nvm..take it tt i nv say anyting..nites..den i was lyk..so le..he angry or bu shuang lidat liaos..den kip sms-in him..but he nv reply liaos..hais..wonder wad's wrg le..is lyk we haven even start he oledi angry le..still say wont de..pian zi~!~!! lols.. + will i accept..? + |
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Monday, August 16, 2004 @ 8/16/2004 09:31:00 PM mE>>--("v")-->>hiM 2day woke up late again?hahas..slpt @ 2+ lidat ytd arhs..hahas..use mama fone tok 2 him last nite..=Pp den ish lyk he so jian..kip trickin me call him laogong..but i li hai nv fall 4 it..*bleh* instead i called him laoren..lols..cos late arhs..so took cab 2 sch..hahas..charms dey all shocked c me so earli reach sch liaos..hahas..aftert sch went far east long john eat..den walk walk ard arhs..wanted find gift 4 tt PIG de..but din found e PIG bottle i wanted..so nv buy any in e end..but saw alot of him arhs..hahas..alot pig cushion..soft toys..etc.meiwei v kp lorhs..nt i 1 2 say..kip sayin me..i born 2 b lidat my fault izit..kns lorhs..mood bcum v low arhs..cos of her..=x lucky she went hme earli arhs..if nort e whole day shop oso nt happi lerhs..charms & i went taka eventualli..den go in mango shop bought same shirt..she buy brown i buy black..hers lyk can blend 2gether arhs..lols..=Pp den went giordano..charms bought a jeans..sho ma fan..change millions of tym den nid edit e length osho..hahas..waited 1/2hr 4 it 2 b done..den went hme lerhs..mrt da bai so mani ppl sia..no place sit..sians lorhs..haiz..den sho tired liao still nid walk hme..jus feel lyk takin cab..but cant arhs..mus save..if nt no $ liaos..hehes..on e way hme scared scared ar..cos 2dae ish e 1st day of the ***** festival arhs..den pah pah lorhs..den kip imaging tings..den divert attention 2 him..kekes..me almost whole day stomach pain sia 2day..dunno y..hen tong lehs..den gt cut in my eye..pain osho lehs..sho sad..dunno hw sia..later cant slp..hais.. + wad will we bcum? + |
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Sunday, August 15, 2004 @ 8/15/2004 05:19:00 PM Me >>-("v")->> HiM?? tink i gettin deeper liaos?sad wen cant use fone..cant sms tok or wad..even dreamt of him last nite.. + lost + |
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Friday, August 13, 2004 @ 8/13/2004 11:49:00 AM Me >>-("v")->> HiM?? ytd we tok online at 10pm..11pm called him tok tok..we tok till 130am..sms till 2am..me ask him go zzZZzz arhs..cos he so tired..den we slp 2gether los..kekes.. he ask me a qn via sms..''haf u ever tot of being wif me?i will take kare of u & dote on u de..promise 2 b faithful 2 u..u realli e type of ger i findin''..me shocked wen i read..den dunno reply wad liaos..lols.. is lyk..y me wors?dunno los..jiu shi ze yang bahs.. den ytd tok alotta aps arhs..lyk can tok normally liaos..hahas.. + XiNfU???? + |
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Thursday, August 12, 2004 @ 8/12/2004 08:50:00 PM MiSsInG yOu~?? heyhey..me woke up late sias..kns..everybodi nv wake me up sia..i wake up @ 720..den c nobodi at hme..pian tai..lyk so earli lors..whr dey all sias..lols..den i lazy find clothes..jus lub jacket chaos liaos..hehes..late sia..reach sch 840 liddats..li hai rite..hahas..hu noes ter more late dan me..LOL..tot he reach le lor..UT v chim sia..i practically 1 2 hand in blank paper lohs..hais..sure F liaos..quiz i cheated~!!hahahas..ask e guy in moi sch i noe in irc ytd help me..hehes..4get his name ar..lols..so gd hor he..kekes..last nite after put down fone nv sms him..hahas..fell aslp..LOLs..den 2 day whole day din c him online..hahas..jus nw sudd ling gan cum den draw alot ting..pian tai liaos..hahas..gonna put up..LOL~ my mei sot liaos..tot i stead wif him ler..bian tai..if gt i will tell her de lor..understooded? LOLx~ + sians + |
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004 @ 8/11/2004 10:11:00 AM again.. hais..me jus enlightened den wanna ll abt him..den sudd he lyk so gd so carin so concern 2 me liddat..xia dao..lyk da bai oso liddat..wen u dun care liaos or dun hope 4 anyting he will sudd ''appear'' or wad..den wen u v miss or siao abt e person..he will ll or wont ''appear''..aiyo..y liddat ar..dey gt 6th sense izit.. + dilemma again + |
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004 @ 8/10/2004 09:55:00 PM sOrTeD oUt AgAiN..? went mit charms after sch at PS..sch miracle released so earli 2day..reach dere c charms still nt dere..blur blur ar..cos she say 5more stops reachin..so shld be dere earlier dan me mahs..lols.. after tt went shop shop ard..den went cartell eat liaos..both of us ate fish & chips de set..den e soup ar..dunno ish wad..tot is moi favourite mushroom soup..sians..alot sia..we both eat till v v full..hahas..kip luffin oso ar..lyk mad liddat..too high liaos..CGP~den no whr go..me suggest go PS..cus suntec v big ar..tink gt tings c c oso lor..mayb can shun pian visit melvin oso..but nv c him lehs..no fate bas..lols on e way hme..saw a guy..tink my type e pattern lohs..hahas..den he jus standin opposit me e glass panal ahs..we both kip lookin?hahas..v kay siaos lor..hahas..den we both land at tampines wors..nv c him b4 de oso..tink he wkin de..cos wearin whirt shirt + black pants ar..tink either ish promoter or waiter tt kinda tings ar..hehes..he gif me e kinda feelin he fr party world or wad de..wahahas..siaos liaos..(saw jordon wif meinu jus nw at lucky e bus-stop?tink he oso nv wk liaos bahs)wen gt down fr e train he jus in front of me at e escalator..hahas..den we btoh walk v slowly 2 e scan card de ar..den he go top up his card or smth den i overtake him liaos..den we both went separate ways..hahas..tink if gt fate we will mit again lohs..ai zai mans~lol meetin tis guy make me feel enlightened sudd..seems as though wenever i go suntec/esplanade/cityhall tt area i will reflect or wad liddat..hahas..i realised tt wad's meant 2 b urs will b urs..if not main qiang oso no use de..so jus realli nidta shun qi zi ran mans..so he ar..c gt fate anort lohs..dere's lot more trees out dere in e forest anyways..kan kai wors..da bai onli noe hw 2 say..dunno hw 2 do..hahas..so nw me v kan kai..dunno wen go back again..kekes.. + yawns.. + |
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@ 8/10/2004 02:54:00 PM *sniff sniff* nw in class..sians..alot tings goin thru moi mind..random songs all v sad de.. *sobz sobz* nw ish energy de yong yuan bu shuo zai jian..tink me & him will shuo zai jian bahs..no net frens i met will last tt long de..even if fren intro de oso nv tok so muchie liaos wors..fate bahs.. *~*keep tinkin of him..dunno shld anot*~* my new msn nick..hais..moi sis oso liddat..we lyk so in e same boat lors..nw is christopher lee & michelle saram de bring us back..sad again..hais..y he everytime online will tok 2 me?izit oledi a routine or he felt e nid 2 do it?i dunno..mayb im jus a spare tyre in his eyes..hais~ me nw feel so sick & cold..hais..hu will tc of me.. elwin gt gf liaos..jus noe 2day..hahas..a gal fr vb..lols..wish him all e bestie lors..kekes.. later mitin charms go cartell slack 2gether..hehes..hope wont b so sians lor..k la..tink nitex den blog again le bahs.. -miss ya- + u dunno wad i haf been tinkin/feelin..... + |
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Monday, August 09, 2004 @ 8/09/2004 05:00:00 PM backie~ heyhey..im backie~!!lols..miss my com sia..hahas..sann, huizhen & siting oso gt go..siting so cute wors..keep playin wif her..hahas..ang gu gu.. =p 1day went dere eat nia..sianz..later grow fat.. =x den at nite play cards wof sann & huizhen..sann dua pai sia..still wan us put red carpet invite him play.. -.- lols..after tt sians..so earli dun feel lyk slpin den we 3 gals lie on bed tok tok lo..till fell aslp..tot of him..wz win liaos sia..dreamt tt me sick den sann fed me eat med..siaos mans..lols..e nez day went shop shop..finalli sia..hehes..woah~!!bth sia dere..saw all e guys is e chao ah beng type..den alot v act de lor..kns..all e same pattern de..dun haf those decent or wad de..shuai de onli less dan 5 i saw.. ;p tink if charms was wif me..she sure bth den say totalli cannot make it oso..LOL.. saw 2/3 look lyk him de..den tink of him agains..hais..den another is a couple..is lyk e sample if i & him 2gether..dunno lor..liddat..den saw ppl breakdance..so nice..heex..den went restaurant eat dinner..time so fast pass sia..we haven even shop finish yea..hehes..e restaurant cannot make it lor..service chao ji lan..all lyk AP liddat..den bill 500+..pian tai..went hme after tt..so earli..sians..den nth do liaos..dunwan play card oso..hais..den played wif siting again..play train train..blind cat all tt..hahas..lyk kid liddat.. =Pp after tt lie down tok tok den slp ler...lyk v tired ar..dunno y..den i dreamt of him..tink cos ri you suo ye you suo meng..dreamt abt me & him go c firewks 2gether cos my sis & bf goin c ar later..den i oso hope 2 c wif sum1(guy)..hais..tis mornin 8+ wake up..wah..siaos mans..so earli..den goin hme le ar..fast..zzZZzz~ 11+ reach sg le..so fast..still hopein gt traffic jam ar..so wont so fast reach hme..lols..me sot sot i noe.. :p went hme 1st ting open com..lols..wah..email flooded sia..friendster gt 10 friend request + 11msgs..pian tai..den he came online oso..tok tok awhile..den tok on fone..den i ask him go or or ar..cos he tis 3 days haven been slpin well oso..kekes..tink at nite tokin again bas..saw his relationship wif joyce..is his jus previous ex..so kawaii nehs..liddat lor..tt's all bas..if gt later den update again lors.. -sign off- + sHuN qI zI rAn + |
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Friday, August 06, 2004 @ 8/06/2004 11:00:00 PM sad ar.. morin overslp wor..mama 730 den wake me up sia..is lyk 730 is i leave de lor..heng i fast..nv late..if nort paterson goin kpkb again..lols..went 2 eat durin break..wen cum back..saw ric IM me..he changed nick again..say wad..i scared i will lyk u..hope 1 day we will be together..missin??dunno is referring to hu..den i nv reply him ar..cos i away ma..den he offline liaos..sms him ask him y he lookin 4 me all tt he oso nv reply..saw him wrote testi 4 his ex Callista..2 long de..den saw alot tings..lyk he lyk her liddat..true colours shown?jus sudd mood swing lor..den all my songs randomly picked all is v sad de..hais.. =..( elwin v carin..but i jus starred in blank space 2day after e 2nd meetin break..till charms came back & made us all luff..she is realli kai xin guo..den is lyk me sudd wan sum1 2 hold me tight..hug hug..hais..dun haf.. tml me goin msia..dun feel lyk goin leh..like will miss sg liddat..will miss alot ppl oso..will miss him?i dunno..hais..dunwan.. y izit tt all e guys related will have a song 2 represent dem..lyk listen will b reminded of dem.. example: lincoln = ai qing bu neng zuo jiao elvin = e book is on e table jason = piano / i believe ric = fourteen down down miss ya all..be back on monday~ + hUgGiEs + |
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Thursday, August 05, 2004 @ 8/05/2004 12:08:00 AM aFtEr MiTiNg.. online we tok..jus seem d atmosphere isnt rite wen we were tokin..sudd lyk nth tok liddat lor..i haf becum pessimistic..told myself nt 3 believe any positive tings he will say.. he : u ok ma..cute cute de..nt wad u say nt nice or wad ma.. me: ... -_- he : ask u ar..do u tink we will haf a chance 2 b 2gether? me: har..whr gt liddat de..wad if i ask u instead.. he : wad if i tell u i still lyk u.. me: i dun believe.. he : y? me:is lyk me tis kinda pattern outside everywhr oso can find lor..rite.. he :hais..i dunno he :me is lyk ur character lo..looks avg jiu hao.. me:wad izit tt u lyk abt me? he :ur character all tt lor..i gt abit feeling 4 u oso.. me:icic after all tis tense tokin..we start 2 open up liaos..less stress..back 2 able 2 tok craps again..den he ask me call him tok tok..lyk easier or wad ar..so i offline den call him le lor.. he :wad u tink of me? me:huh..ok lor..hahas he :u ok lor..my fren & i tink tt u betta among ur frens oso.. me:whr gt lor..e purple de nice leh.. he :ni de tou ar..she nt cute nt chio..dunno is wad..at least u is cute.. me:no haf lor.. he :me & my fren agree lor..we dun haf stamp in our eyes.. me:gt leh..=p he :2day v paiseh lor..so mani ppl..den i oso dunno wad 2 tok 2 u..nez time we alone go out la..u sure die..i confirm will go ur dere tok alot rubbish 2 u.. me:si har..oo he :ya lor..u still rem hw i look ma.. me:ya..i dun 4get ppl faces de..unless v long nv contact.. he :u noe jus now i gt a period of time keep lookin at u rite..cos i wan 2 rem hw u look lyk.. me:icic.. *sniff sniff* he :if i bring my yandao fren here wif me instead..tink he will u..he lyk u tis kinda ba ba de..he ask me find 4 him..but tink u nt enuff..he wan 60kg de.. me:-_- y? he :dunno him lor..so yandao but wan tis kind..cos he 70kg..he wan 60kg de so can match wif him.. me: ... u all win liao lor.. he :ya lor..me max is 55kg..after tt cannot liaos.. me:-.- he :u now hor..nw e trend is lyk havin a ba ba gf.. me:*pengz* he :summore ba ba de gd ma..thin thin v sian de..den cute cute..hug hug oso v nice..hehes.. me:oh.. he :do u tink i match wif u.. me:no.. he :den wad kinda gal u tink match wif me.. me:those lor.. he :aiya..no nid de lor..mei nu no nid pei shuai ge..sguai ge oso no nid pei mei nu..whr gt so ez de.. me:orh.. den he gt say wad his hair v messy jus nw..usualli go out at nite..cos no sun no wind..hair wont messy..den jus nw wear till nt nice..shirt & jeans leh..pengs sia all tis.. another trend is call ur stead de..he say wad is call "baobei".. *piangz* den he ask me go slp liaos..cos i tml nid wake up earli ar..lols.. he :lyk yao rain liaos..yao gai bei bei hor.. me:orh.. he :den? me:den se mo? he :no nid say anyting ar.. me:hahas..kk..byebye.. he :hai you leh.. me:er..wan an lor..hehes.. he :wan an se mo.. me:huh.. he :wad's my name.. me:richard..haha he :say wan an lao gong betta..hahas me:dot dot dot he :k la k la..dun di siao u liaos..go or or ba..buaiz me:orh..byebye after tis i sms him "caught flu liao wor..mus gao bei bei oso kies..hees..nitex~" he reply "kkz..will de..u too wor..hehes..nitex my baobei.. *muacks* " |
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Wednesday, August 04, 2004 @ 8/04/2004 10:25:00 PM FaTe.. haiz..met him 2day at redhill..he came wif his fren..xw,charms & vin pei me meet him cos we goin c movie after tt..xw nid 2 wk..wen e train 2 pasir ris arrived..i noe he was cumin liaos..saw him..so thin?lyk lincoln tt kinda pattern..den saw him & his fren walked 2 another..confirm go toilet c mirror comb hair all tt..den i v nervous lor..dunno y..mayb cos i 1st tymm meetin sum1 i dunno..den i realli no confidence in myself de lor.. he saw me..den go away..den cum back wif his fren..den ask me wan drink his water?den i say no..den dey lyk stand at e steps dere..dunno wad 2 do all tt..den dunno tok wad..tink his fren more friendly or wad..he lyk..aiya..dunno how 2 say la.. now i more no coinfidence of myself liaos..realli feel as though I REALLI CANNOT MAKE IT.. nw i oso dunno wad 2 say liaos..nvm..accept fate lor..jus i oways do..but it is so............................. + sad..?? + |