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Sunday, October 31, 2004 @ 10/31/2004 05:14:00 PM f0r him de.. I do reali wan to see u.. Leaving u, m0i heart just hurts so much.. On 29.10.04, our story begins.. Very surprising.. Endless communications & understandings between us.. You r the one dat makes m0i heart beats.. Out of nowhere i can see u.. U r always in my mind.. [[*ZihUi("v")wEikAi*]] |
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Saturday, October 30, 2004 @ 10/30/2004 05:40:00 PM dunno.. hais..changed skin liaos.. cos it is the me now bahs.. e gal = me..sadded..cryin.. hais.. dunno wad can i do oso.. mayb not gonna blogg 4 a long time? i oso dunno..c how.. ytd went out..wif ba0beii..nt feelin gd..met hg..go town..eat meridian dere e sushi..den met mabel at OG..den walk walk to heeren..shop awhile..goo mambo play pool..saw a grp of lame/erxin guys change table 2 infront of us..disgusted den dunwan play anymore liaos..den rain v heavily..lucki nt reali wet..den saw 3 large model dogs..went 2 touch..omg..so cuteee n0rhs..heex..den went far east eat ice cream..nice nice..den walk awhile..go PW sit enjoy e ambience + music + ppl..so happie saw sebas..long time nv c him..he is our kai xin guo..c him will naturally hapie de..after tt went sparks le..cos v stress/fan/sad all tt..reali wanna de-stress..hais..1stt time go..at 1st v excited..till behind..sian diao..11pm still haven start..den summore feel lyk havin beer..2 drown my sorrows..hais..den went hme 11+ lidat..on e way hme..gt tings happen..v scary bahs..den called him lor..den hapie heard his voice..but after tt sad again..hais..reach hme 12+..den pomz..den zzZZzz le..he gt msg me..hapie? i dunno..lidat bahs.. + leave it bahs + |
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@ 10/30/2004 11:11:00 AM uS.. i n0e im silly..but i dun care.. i n0e i love u now.. and tt's all i care.. hope we can brave thru e test of timeee.. and b t0gether f0rever~~ + truly..madly..deeply..in LOVE wif u + |
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Friday, October 29, 2004 @ 10/29/2004 10:19:00 AM *xin de kai shi* i accept weikai liaos.. |
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004 @ 10/27/2004 11:50:00 PM *scared* i xue huai le..dou shi huai ren jiao wo de.. dun tink tml goin sch le.. cos huai ren y0u yue.. *oops* scared.. wonder wad will happen.. hopefulli will b betta dan ric de lorhs.. =x but i reali scared n0rhs..lyk onli 2nd mit sum1 lorhs.. die die.. tml mama cumin my hse do ting ting..hehes.. majiam gt BIG event lidat..lols.. anyways..hope everyting gonna b fine tml bahs.. wish me g0odie lucks.. ;p + cross fingers + |
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@ 10/27/2004 11:35:00 AM bu shuang..tulan..pek cek..not happie.. now in clas..tink 2day's jus not my day..changed grping..nb..wif those sian d ren..den summore da bai do own ting..as if i will learn anyting lidat..hate it..if tis grp is permanent..i will die.. den..sumbodi oso re dao wo..dunno y..but he everytime dunwan tell me tings..go tell dey all..den lidat lorhs..i oso sua..den ask me go ask dem..lyk wad e..wan tell tell la..still go 1 round..den after tt can tell personally 2 another one..hao la..wo bu guan le..anyways oso dunno y u will sudd cum back..jus leave la..dun tell me ur tings..i dun wish 2 noe..i oso wont guan u go ask u fine anot le.. >.< + let's go our own ways + |
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@ 10/27/2004 01:10:00 AM the wei(s) hahas..sho long nv blog? =x wad's been happenin arhs..lemmi tink.. *he* mayb quitin sch 1st..wanna go complete ns..cos lyk dunwan leave it hanging dere or wad lorhs..i scared ma..cos history lyk kip repeatin itself de..i sort of haf fear le..ever since jason.. ^jason^ & me sudd lyk v gd n0rhs..tt time i sad..den he gimme his da dao li..hahas..den i feel betta liaos..cos tok 2 him lyk can unstress de..although he v lame la..lols..but v relax lorhs..den funni oso.. 2day whole day pei him sms summore..cos he wk..den nth do de..dunno sms how much sia..hahas..later bill explode.. =x he so crappy..sumtimes reali bth him..oso lykk kid lidat..aiyoyo..wahahas..den hor..his chi name oso wei smth de nehs..his chi name me lyk nv hear b4..seems special..den nice nice..omg..my meiX wei smth..baobeii de bf oso wei smth..ric & *him* oso.. =Pp got link got link.. hahas..now tokin 2 ^jason^.."lame-ster" aka pig aka kns..hahas..i gif him e name wor..nice hor..he beri copycat oso de nehs..copy me scold same ting..den still say hao de dong xi yao yi qi share share..kns~ hahas..oh ya..he gt a doggie oso nehs..so kawaii de..call snowy..i liked it n0rhs..if gt chance i wan 2 play play wif it..hehes.. mayb tis few days will oso b tokin lidat wif ^jason^ lorhs.. =PpPp + happie day + |
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Sunday, October 24, 2004 @ 10/24/2004 02:25:00 PM *the inside m0i* hais..ytd v sad bahs..mama cum hme fr play mahjong den kip naggin..muz b lose liaos la..lame lorhs..lose den vent anger on us la izit..wad sia..den as usual bias nb..da bai side youngest mei de lehs..like wad lorhs..her wrg can bcum our wrg..say wad we old enuff liaos cannot rang her izit..dui la..oways rang her..den soon she will step over our head la? den jiu fan old tings 2 say le la..she most li hai at tis de..den say wad..sooner or later i gastric den i noe..cos nv eat all tt..wad de lor..last time i fat she kp..now i slim down she oso kp..like wad i do she oso kp..qian shi is kp queen izit.. den hais..as usual..i onli noe how 2 cry..hais..crybaby..hum bao.. den i oso dunno 1 2 find hu 2 tok..baobeii wif don ma? den dunwan go disturb lorhs..mayb she will say..dun tink too much..den darlin..outside..oso say u oso noe she lidat de..den dun care her lorhs..hais..but e more i dun care her..e more she say?hais..ppl wif their parents lyk so gd lidat..can tok their hearts out..but me lehs?gt ting she oso dunno de..den everyting inside me..hais..onli can tell my blogg? den *him*..hais..suan le la..dunno wad 2 do..oso dunwan ta rao him bahs..he oso not my hu..den "mama" at temple..dunwan disturb her lorhs..da jie at korea..more cannot..m0i mei..dunno doin wad..nv go tell oso..she blastin radio..wm..hais..lidat lorhs..dunwan say le larhs.. after tt baobeii & darlin dey all call..suggested 1 2 go sentosa sai tai yang..den will wear bikini de lorhs..den i dun haf..oso dun dare 2 wear de lorhs..my sheng cai lidat..wear le lyk er xin..den hor..hais..dey say till lyk i dunwan go or wad lidat..not sportin..but dey dunno how i feel? sorrie.. hais..last time b4 i lidat..b4 o'levels bahs..den lyk gt ying yin le lorhs..cos i not those slim slim de gals mahs..den in sch or outside? lyk bei ppl say or wad..den lyk cant go ai shang those hao kan de guys or wad..kena say bhb?feel so bad inside de nehs..hais..even though after 'o' i changed le..still gt e ying yin de lorhs..as though i like 2 b lidat de..i oso wan 2 b lyk those gal..go out v ez jus wear a spag or wad den can go out le de..but lehs..cant..feel so miao xiao or wad..den if ppl say sum1 gd-lookin or wad lyk me..i oso dun believe de lorhs..lyk how can b possible lorhs..hais..tis kinda tings dunno hw 2 say out oso..nobodi noes hw i feels bahs..tink onli "mama" noes how i feel..hais..i jus feel v inferior lorhs..hais..dunno wad 2 say..hais.. jiu ze yang ba..hao bu rong yi describe my inside de shi jie..hais.. + hais + |
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Saturday, October 23, 2004 @ 10/23/2004 12:25:00 PM melvin + van ytd woke up v0mit n0rhs..den nv go sch..dunn0 y sudd vomit..hais..den nv go sch lorhs..den even if wan go..oledi late..he will mark as absent de or downgrade.. went out wif ba0beii @ evenin time..she wanna g0 far east buy her tings..we met hg 6pm..as usual both of us late.. =X took 132 g0 cos she wanna eat on bus..lols..den e journey lyk v long arhs..den freezin in e bus le..reach far east g0in 8 lidat liaos..den buy tings..shop v awhile nia.. go backie hg mit melvin..cos his bday mahs..den ask us go 0ut he treat? ba0beii & m0i wentta order e injian rojak den choose e food lyk v fun n0rhs..jus kip takin wad look nice..hahas..e sauce guai guai de? not spicy but swit..den i kip drippin on e table..as though m0i mouth gt hole.. =x den tk as we eat..v long nv lidat wif mel le..cos he wk mahs..den gt gf..sho piority wif gf de..kekes.. after tt heaven v bad bad.. *oops* rain v heavy nehs..den no bus straight go interchange de..plan take 113 go kovan den take mrt go hg den take m0i 27..dunno by tt tym will haf e last bus anot..heng i still rem e route den halfway e 113 i go down cross road..(jaywalk..lols..later police catch m0i) den run across cos rain heavy nehs..den kena drench..lucki not alot..if nt sick again.. den i msg *him*..tell him rain..dun get caught in e rain w0r.. =p he in e middle of e movie.. *oops* den he ask m0i later slp muz cover blanket cos rainin cold mahs..den after m0vie msg me n0rhs..tot nt goin continue le or wad.. =x den i nv go orhorh lorhs..reach hme pompom den call ba0beii..c she zzZZzz oledi mahs..on e verge of fallin aslp..ba0beii called..woo~ lucki..if nt i fall aslp liaos..den we tok tok tok den mabel called & joined in later lorhs..conference..woohoo~!! so long nv liaos..den *he* msg me..tot he nt goin 2 liaos..hehes.. ^^will b sho happie everytime receive his msg de^^ conference till ard 3+ den ba0beii 1 go zzz liaos..den m0i called mabel cos still nt v slpy yet..den we tok till 4 lidat den i chase her go slp le..she super high sia..siao liaos..den nv slp later later mit ba0beii cant wake up den die n0rhs.. =x *he* oso nv reply m0i liaos..hehes..noe he drift 2 dreamland le..so i oso prepare go dere find him liaos lorhs..hahaha.. js woke up..mama & weiwei go play mahjong..leave m0i alone at hme again..den nv buy food w0r..gonna starve 2day liao..sad.. + starry stars~ + |
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Thursday, October 21, 2004 @ 10/21/2004 03:55:00 PM wo bing le.. sicked..feel lyk pukin now..seems e room ish turnin ard in circles..v giddy..dunno y sudd lidat.. ric's nt been sms-in or callin moi ever since tt day le i tink..mayb he dun haf e nid 2 do so le bahs..anyways..oso nvm n0rhs.. as 4 *him*..tink all's fine btw us again ma..?i oso nt sure..jus leavin it as it is 1st..den c how bahs..den shui ji ying bian lorhs..heex + backta n0rmal? + |
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004 @ 10/19/2004 08:30:00 PM *s0b SoB sOb SoB s0b SoB* i decided 2 msg *HIM*..since he nv reply m0i again.. me - hais..tink u nt goin reply again bahs..4get it if u dun feel lyk tellin me le..jus wanna say u r reali un4getable but i will try m0i best 2 4get u de..though u hurt me v deeply..thx 4 givin m0i tt period of swit moments tt i nv had b4..although i din noe wad happened after tt..mayb u found e 1 truely 4 u ba..anyways..wish u all e bez kies..h0pe we r still frens or wad lorhs.. -missin u oways- him - it's m0i fault 2 hurt u so much..im sorrie.. me - *sobx* dun apologise 2 me le..i will understand eventualli de i hope..u take care of urself wor.. him - orh ok..but dun cry le k..u take care of urself too & muz rem 2 take ur meals k..stay happie oways........ me - i try..can i ask u 1 last qn? did u reali lyk me b4 & meant wad u said 2 me? him - i can tell u 1 ting in m0i life tt i love u alot de & i mean truly.. me - orh..okies..thx 4 lettin me noe tt at least..even if i die..dere is no regrets.. him - we r still frens..hope u can 4gif me.. me - it's ok de..i haf nv put e blame on u or blame u b4....... him - oh thankew..but i wuld lyk 2 say sorrie 2 u 4 everyting.. me - dun say sorrie 2 me anymore le..if not i more sad..i understand de..nvm k.. tears jus rolled down..cant control anymore.. ^stored in m0i mem0ries^ [[*u left m0i..leavin a deep cut/wound in m0i ("v") & it will nv heal..nv will i ever 4get u..u will oways b buried deep inside m0i heart..oways~~even if 1 day we might nt contact anymore..i wont 4get u..cos dere is none lyk u..no1 else can touch m0i hrt lyk u do..i culd search 4 all eternity long & find..but dere wont b 1 lyk u..*]] + i tRuLy l0ve U + |
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@ 10/19/2004 10:53:00 AM *c0nfUseD* ytd mon..woke up late..din reali slpt well at all..cos alotta tings happened..muz let ownself fall aslp..den fr 645-7 was tinkin whether anot 2 go sch..din feel lyk goin..scared i cry again or wad..hais~~ but in e end decided 2 go..cos was lyk at hme oso sianx..so go lorhs.. VB v sian..so slack all tt..as usual i dunno do wad..den no mood stardi..sudd tot of goin fa xie..go sms baobeii c she wake up le mahs..1 go PW anot..us usual..our fa xie venue..den i chaos half-way of class..reali bth..den mit baobeii go PW liaos..reach dere familiar place again..onli gt "jimmy" dere..den he gt tok 2 us abit n0rhs..gt new songs le finalli..den drink honeydew milk..eat honeydew..hehes..shuang..den later gettin colder & colder..jimmy gang & andrew soon arrive..den wen leavin tink is JG say bb 2 us..v low e voice..but wen i 1 2 turn back reply or wad..he gone.. =X den we went taka stardi liaos..shld say i pei van stardi bahs..cos i no nid..den i slack dere l0rhs..millions tings jus startin 2 run thru m0i mind..wanderin again.. [[*wD..u reali v un4gettable 2 m0i..wenever i c m0i hp inbox..all r ur msgs..wad u sent in b4..and wen i 1 2 call/sms a W person..ur name is e 1st 2 appear..ur name jus kip appearin in m0i mind..*]] after tt we went PS dere e tis fashion boliao c c awhile..den go piazza ler..finalli i bring m0i baibeii go.. =p eat potato salad & fries..v full sia..den awhile go hme liaos..i reach hme 10+ den bathe..den tok on fone wif baobeii den online awhile..den slp le.. 2day came sch as usual..saw xw..jus feel lyk huggin her & cryin or wad wen saw her..but din..ren zhu le..den saw weide online..tot he blk me? den he miracle-ly tok 2 me.."erm hi"..i replied c wad he 1 2 say..den he nv say anyting..den i say.."nth 2 say ma?" he oso nv reply..i zi tao say "kk..nvm..i wont fan u le..if tt's wad u wan..bb" after tt xw dey all asked me go eat..so jus "slam" e lid of e labby den go liaos..den i received an sms fr him.."hi..xiao hui mei..nw goin 4 break ma..muz eat wor..if nt later hungry.." hais~~i jus dunno wad 2 say liaos..muz he sudd appear again ma??shld i reply??wad 2 reply??i dunno.. + hais + |
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Sunday, October 17, 2004 @ 10/17/2004 03:50:00 PM *s0b SoB sOb SoB s0b* [[*u LeFt m0i? wiTh0ut sAyiNg aNytiNg..0r aNy eXpLanaTioN..iS tIs uR m0tiVe iN e 1sT plaCe..pLaYiNg wiF m0i FeEinGs? wEn u g0t dEm..u LefT m0i Wif nTh LeFt..wAd'S aLL e Pr0miSes..iT's aLL ieS..? y Did U saVe m0i fR e HoLe iN e 1sT pLaCe..n0w pUsHinG m0i bAcK iNt0 a dEePer oNe..wEn wiLL i gEt oUt?*]] .+*"*+.-=x[ 16.09.04 - 17.10.04 ]x=-.+*"*+. +.'.[[_'- u R sUm0nE v DifF 2 4gEt -'_]].'.+ [ +. hUrT v dEeP..sHuaNg c0nG dA Ji .+] *___mEm0riEs & rEgReTs___* +[x(`*.+ _tHe eNd_ +.*`)x]+ |
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Saturday, October 16, 2004 @ 10/16/2004 01:05:00 PM my feelings have finally been sorted out.. i noe hu i reali love.. u scared me last nite..din slp while waitin 4 ur msgs.. teared upon seeing it.. u were e one hu picked & saved me up fr a deep deep hole..givin me new hope 2 start afresh again..i tot u were pushin me back into e hole wen i received ur msgs last nite.. u were e 1st person tt did so much 4 me..and tt i noe i din wanna lose u so terribly..and i was able to confess all my tots & feelings to.. the special feeling tt i nv felt was also dere..so unique.. i wont know wad will happen 2 me if u left me..alone in e hole..struggling..dark & scared..i might nt live even.. but now..all tis probs r settled..im reali happie tt i din lose u wen i knew hw i felt 4 u tt all isnt too late.......... + *iN oVe wiF u* + |
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Friday, October 15, 2004 @ 10/15/2004 11:10:00 AM wad had i been tinkin.. haven been bloggin tis days bahs..dun feel lyk bloggin bahs..cos seems lyk m0i troubles r increasin as e days went by..feels sho fan at times..hais.. i tink now..i haf cum up wif s solution le bahs..after much tinkin.. ric - seems lyk our prob is jus hangin dere..even wen i tried 2 solve it..u were jus continuously avoidin..is tis y u nv quarrel wif ur gf(s) b4? avoidin wont solve e matter lorhs..jus leavin it dere temp but it wont vanish..feel so cheap at times..seems lyk sum gal tt will go accompany u e client wen u nid entertainment durin wkends wen u bk out..u treat me "gd" onli wen u nid it..sad to say..we last 4 1mth+ goin on 2mths? but we nv did reali even went out 2gether b4..oways it was jus a procedure of me goin 2 r hse 2 pei u..i did not mai yuan..as i understood tt u r tired..but i seemed unappreciated..wen u r in camp..u smsed me as though u did not want to..but was supposed to as i m "known" to b ur gf..ur calls r gettin lesser..and sms..gettin more & more lan lan le..i noe de..but oso did not say a ting 2 u..as i noe..it will jus cum back 2 me..ur sis saw m0i sms fr wD..she told u..u SUDD bcum v gd 2 me..4 fear tt i would leave u ma? y muz u onli treasure wen u noe u r losin it..but ur "gdness" did not last..e nez consecutive days u bcum e old u..almost cant b bothered of me..wen i receive ur previous sms..i totalli qim xim liaos..felt tt all tt i done were jus one-sided?? u were e 1st guy tt i cried so much 4..hais..feel so tired le..dun feel lyk goin on anymore..wad's e use of me tryin 2 salvage wad's left of us..but u cant b bothered wif it at all..lyk all e tings i done is yi xiang qing yuan de..feelings haf faded as days r goin by..every hr..min..sec..mayb i m ur "worst" gf bahs..bi bu shang ur ex(s)............................ wD - realli appreciated all tt u've done 4 me..i was reali touched by u..u were oways dere wen i needed sum1..cheerin me up & sendin al those swit & concern msgs 2 me..i've nv met a guy tt was as carin as u r..realli..thanks..but i kip feelin as though i gonna let u down..later waste ur time & efforts..reali so no confidence of myself de..cow how izit impossible tt u hu is sumone tt's so cute & gd-lookin etc..will fall in love wif me tt is not pretty in anyway..i m not th0se thin thin e mei nu summore..hais~ mayb u will b disappointed wen u noe hw i realli look like ma? but i m hu i m..even if after tt we r no longer frens..dun tink i will regret knowin u de..cos u had oledi left beautiful memories of ur in me liaos..satisfied wif tt bahs..? u made a difference in m0i life.................. + ~m0i feelings & tots~ + |
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004 @ 10/12/2004 10:35:00 PM a mSg fr HIM.. "tml start BMT le..no time 2 use hp anym0re..btw u take care bahs..book out den mit u lorhs..nitenite.." - sender : riC *w0 cheNg xiM(h0kKieN) t0taLi lerS..saDdEd..s0bX..* |
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@ 10/12/2004 06:20:00 PM haiS~ tis days reali v fan..sianz till dunno wad 2 blogg oso ler..hais.. 1stly is e ting btw e 3 of us..dunno wad 2 do liaos..1 hu leng hu re..wad e meanin of tt..happie jiu lyk tis..bu happie jiu lidat izit..reali decreasin wad i haf 4 him liaos..? another 1 lyk mi dui bu qi hai him into tis state ma? opposite of him..y n0rhs? bu zhi dao.. den ish m0i hp liaos..hais..my papa dunno wad de lorhs..kip changin his mind..den bluff me..say 1 2 gimme tt fone de..den nw say he nv say..wad sia..den say onli gimme back m0i card..dunno la.. y m0i papa e tinkin still so wad de..nw wad century le lor..cant do tis cant do tt..i noe he worried 4 us la..but we wil grow up de can..lidat i might as well dun grow up sia..i wan m0i freedom~!! reali if i grow up le..goin move out mans..m0i dream..wif m0i frens..we 1 stay 2gether de nehs.. nw jus so pek cek le la.. =X my ah ma say tis say tt..den scarly gt alot misunderstandin..die..walao..y so many tings happenin sudd 2gether de sia.. 1 day i might jus peng kui.. =..( + HAIS~ + |
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Friday, October 08, 2004 @ 10/08/2004 10:46:00 PM *s0b SoB sOb* cryin cryin..is all tt i noe ma..hais..haven tok finish wif him tears jiu start 2 roll down liaos..m i reali sho useless ma.. dui bu qi weide..i disrupt ur life & makin it miserable by appearin..nw even wastin ur time le..hais.. + dunno wad 2 do..lost again..hais + |
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Thursday, October 07, 2004 @ 10/07/2004 01:00:00 AM *m0i Rec0rD br0ke |e n0rhS..wEe~!!* m0i backie~ noe y mahs?hehes.. cUs i rem i haVen ann0unce smTh.. LOLs.. 2dae iSh m0i 1mTh XdaeS wib la0goNg le n0rhS.. hahahaS.. he br0ke m0i LONGEST rec0rd liAos neHs..kekes.. -_-"" lame h0r? =Pp aNywayS..reaLLi h0pe we caN last l0ng l0ng l0ng n0rhS-- + happie ~ wee ~ ;p + |
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Wednesday, October 06, 2004 @ 10/06/2004 11:30:00 PM *+iReD* wo hao lei n0rhs..2daycan say went outta e whole day nehs..hehes.. met mano @ 130 @ m0i bustop lorhs..den went cityhall.. settle our stomach(s) 1st..ate BK..hahas..m0i gt coupon mahs.. =x i finally changed nv eat swiss mushrm le yea..lols..cus of e taro turnover lorhs.. i lyk apple pie + taro turnoVer mahs..kekes.. after tt wentta esplanade beach(can i say so?)..hahas..dunno wad e place call n0rhs.. sit dere chui chui hai feng..v long neber go liaos wor.. m0i saw fishie in e river or sea nehs..sho amazing hor..hahas.. =Xx 1st tym c gt fish fish inside de..den summore isH transparent de.. after tt go marina back shop shop ler..happie nehs..found e type of blouse i wanted fer a long long tym..din n0e dere gt sell..den buy n0rhs.. =Pp den still earli sho tot of goin sUntec lorhs..den on e way saw elwin & gf wor~!! hahas..lyk sho qiao lorhs..saw dem fr afar le..den he saw he den say wad..lidat har..si ze yang har..lame cans..lols..den dey 2 lyk nv hold hands or wad? kekes.. ;p den we walk walk walk ard c c lorhs..bought a cute cute de pink + white purse..hehes..buy play play use c nice mahs n0rhs.. :p den go carrefour..buy sushi mum mum.. *licks lips* 2day lyk m0i shoppin dae mahs? hehehe..den awhile jiu go hme ler..mitin mummi @ hse dere..she wan buy groceries..den help her carry tings backie lorhs..kekes..but tym haben reach..sho send "mama" hme 1st..bcum her bf liaos..hahas..no no..shld b les..lols.. nw sho tired.. *yawnz* xiexie la0goNg understand m0i..cUs sumtings abt m0i papa arhs..hehes.. (=^_^=) tink yao 0rhZ sooooon le..update again soon bahs.. (",) *sze: h0piE u get well soon n0rhs..dUnno y makes u tink we drift apart le n0rhs..haf we mahs? c wen mit agaiN soon wor..mUz stay in contact arhs.. ;)) ^^tAkkiE caRriE* + happie sha la la..sho nice 2 b happie..heex + |
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Monday, October 04, 2004 @ 10/04/2004 05:10:00 PM *m0i WrOtE 4 La0goNg* Often i wonder if ur love ish true. u ask if im different bcos of u. From this day oN u'll wonder no more, u opened my heart, a long closed door. m0i heart was locked tightly u had e keys, A love sHo strong, I was brought to m0i knees. m0i world was dark, until u came E light. m0i life once empty, nw isH full & bright. u took mOi hand, ur heart led e way. U opened mOi soul to a new life tt day. mOi fear isH goin away, e darkness replaced. WiF a bright new world, I gladly embraced. mOi ("v") is full, overflowing with uR love. God sent me an angel of mOi own to love. More dan a fren u r, e love we shareD I hOpe will never end. m0i life has a new beginning, mOi heart beats true. And all of these changes occured ... Bc0s of U. |
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@ 10/04/2004 04:55:00 PM OmG..i MiSuNdErStOoD m0i La0goNg Wor.. *bLuR* la0goNg..dui bu qi..i wu hui ni le.. *oops* made a mistake in moi previous blogg.. hehes..delete away liaos.. hais..y moi sho gong gong de.. c wrg le..den suspect.. sorrie norhs.. but happie again liaos..cos is nt wad i tot it 2 b.. kekes.. + ^_^'' + |
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@ 10/04/2004 11:45:00 AM wKeNdS = m0i TyM wiF la0goNg =PpPp eh heyZ..im backiE~!! hehes..miss m0i anyone mahs? =Pp kk larhs..im crazie..i admit can..hahas..eRr..let'S c wen 2 begin sayin m0i storie n0rhS.. sat & sun ish bf day..hahas..on sat..dunno y din wake up earli wor..everyday will de lehs..oways lidat de lorhs..wen u dun1 wake up earli u will..but wen u 1 2 wake up earli u wont..lame lorhs..lucki i gt get alarm..wake up pompom prepare den go mit la0goNg ler.. tis day diff cos we mit straight @ bb cs..reach le go wm walk walk..feel sho nice shoppin wif la0goNg nehs.. ;p went arcade c c 1st..den he look look jiu noe inside gt alot ANG de gina..wah..lidat oso kan de chu nehs..pro sehs..hahas..we gt walk into a shop lyk metro de..but muz betta dan metro(of cus)..sell alotta baby nessecities..sho cutee lorhs e stuffs..hahas..den go buy a orange cloth ish his camp nid de..his mama den called say wad she cumin buy 4-D ask us wait den go find her..after tt go hme liaos.. dinner was more scary ler.cos gt his didi + laopo..didi sick sho nv go wk..huimei givin brith soon wor..either tis mth/nez mth..fast sia..wo ti ta gan dao tong nehs.. =x den soon i go la0goNg hse jiu gt baby play le..hehes..ate zhu cao 4 dinner..gt crayfish, chicken, hotplate toufu, curry fish-head & veg all tt..isnt tt sumptous..*licks lips* yummy norhs..hahas..den his sis say wad everytime i cum den gt sho mani nice food..usually dey dun eat all tis de..hahas..after eat finish go pasar malam walk walk awhile..i chose a t-shirt 4 la0goNg..cos he 1 2 wear at hme de..den e design reali suitr him lorhs..lyk those ah beng wear de..hahahahaha..lyk no haf other designs le..lols..den his meimei bought 1 von dutch pink de shirt..lyk von dutch sudd v popular hor..dunno y..we gt buy buy posters oso..a baby de..horoscope de & 2 ayumi de..nice nehs..cos i choose de mahs..hahas..hai hao larhs..cos la0goNg & m0i gt same same de taste..feel e same is e zhui hao kan de.. :p for pastin in his rm de..xcept de baby is his didi de lorhs.. go hme c yi tian tu long ji..woohoo~!! nice sow nehs..i'm lovin it..c c wif la0goNg in e rm..after tt pei him online awhile den go pompom le..xiang xiang~ ;p den went 2 bad le lorhs..sho nice 2 hug la0goNg orhorh..heex.. *bleh* sunday v fast jiu arrive le..sianz..y tym travel sho fast de..la0goNg yao go back in le..we woke up ard 11 lidat..piggy? hehes..slp 2gether hen shuang de mahs..nan de oso lehs..breakfast eat his mama cook de bee hoon..delicious..den jiu slack ard liaos..hahaha..lunch we go wm eat mac again!! hahas..m0i la0goNg lyk addicted 2 mac de..cos his meimei influenced arhs..bk out sure @ least once will eat de..if nt dunno will hw..hahas..den all go shop shop @ wm liaos.. heard tt sat 4-D moi hp no. kai lehs(starters)..la0goNg actualli 1 2 buy de..but 4gt..if nt will win liaos..den sun la0goNg buy m0i hse de no..wen we heard e 1st 2 nos say out..we lyk tink wont win de lorhs..hu noes..it was moi hse e no alrite! we both shocked..faster go outta e rm c c..la0goNg reali won nehs..although onli won $75..but betta dan nth nehs..he oso 1st tym in his life won de..summore bet on soccer oso win..nt bad liaos norhs..his didi mama meimei all say wad i gt fu pi..bring luck 2 moi la0goNg..lyk his lucki star lidat..hehes..happi happu lehs.. =PpPpPp ard 6 lidat pei him go rest rest lorhs..b4 he go back camp..if nt too tired arhs..sho nice e feelin..bao bao go zzZZzz again..kekes.. la0goNg gimme $ take cabby hme..but i nv take..cos ex arhs..den dun1 watse e $ mahs..learnt moi ex-cab-ster lesson le.. =x took mrt hme..but dun1 so earli go hme..sho go mit van lorhs..kekes..can say on e way? baobeii misplaced his tag lehs..sho worried 4 him..dunno he will find mahs..den hope he dun haf confinement lorhs..kelian kelian nehs..xin tong tong le..hope everyting turns out fine 4 moi la0goNg..i miss him sho muchie le norhs.. mit van @ hg..tok tok awhile @ mac..den go hp play pool..den ate mash potato @ 7-11..nt bad lorhs..but kfc de best..go hme ard 1030 lidat.. can say i quite enjoyed moi wkends lorhs.. ;)) + cross fingers + |
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Saturday, October 02, 2004 @ 10/02/2004 01:10:00 AM m0i twiNx.. van arhs van.. encountered prob ler.. hope will b over fer u soon norhs.. b here 4 u oways.. wonder whether m0i la0goNg & mOi will osho lidat anorts one day.. sadded.. dunno wurt 2 do.. did mOi bestiE..sudd lyk can aNs alotta qns.. o.O?? izit mOi arhs.. left a few more hrs ler............ + prays fer u..yu guo tian qing.. + |
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Friday, October 01, 2004 @ 10/01/2004 11:12:00 PM men si wo le.. hahas..jus nw finalli saw xw online le..miss her sia..sho long nv chat wif her le..heex..she v gd norhs..ai si ta le..can i bcum les? hahas.. =x but she straight de..later her boiboi cum after moi..lols.. ok..2day i can say quite sad le norhs.. cus i haf been hopin 2 change cos de nehs..den i cant cos miss e basic requirements by onli 0.2 lorhs..jason asked moi try..sho i jus handed up e form..reali hope dey will allow moi 2 change lorhs..no interest in IT..more in business..moi enterprise results oso betta lorhs..IT i nv pay attention in class de lehs..how 2 pass or do..sure die de..hais.. *cross fingers* after tt can say slack bahs..oh ya..moi cooked barley drink nehs..can say ish 4 moi la0goNg de norhs..hehes..hope he will lyk it lorhs.. den c c SG IDOL~!!hahas..sylvester went in wor..lols..maia..olinda oso..even david..happie fer dem..kekes..cos dey sing reali v nice mahs..shocked jesselle kena kik out wor..wasted cans..y lidat..sumtimes reali unpredictable siaX..haiyo.. tok wif la0goNg de meimei v long 2day nehs..dunno y..hahas..tt tym i sianx..2day her turn liaos..kip pesterin moi bring her out la..take pics la..aiyoyo..lyk kid lidat..but indeed she ish a kid..hahas..pri 6 onli nehs..cannot blame la hor.. =Pp den she huai dan lo..ask her mama listen all tt..den c sg idol..omg..xia dao her mama ask moi those qns..she ar..naughty arhs..bth her..lols.. den tok wif van..while watchin e 9pm show lorhs..hahas..sho nice..CHRISTOPHER LEE & MICHELLE..dey both sho swit together..hahas.. *envious* ;p tml sat le wor..fast? can mit moi la0goNg ler..kekes..gonna pei him fer 2 consecutive days..sho wont b bloggin i tink?c how lorhs..dunno how it'll be....... + moodless sudd..hais.. + |
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@ 10/01/2004 02:49:00 PM *LOST* omg..i m startin to imagine tings again liaos.. realise alotta tings? den bad tings kip appearin in moi mind.. wonder y he willl choose/lyk me..mayb will even lyk her more.. cos dey had spent more times together.. summore his longest nehs.. wo se mo dou bi bu guo ta..?hais.. *sobX* sudd gt fear..lettin my imaginations get e betta of moi again.. wo bu chi dao.. tml ish e day..but..sudd feel as though nth.. *ahhhhhhhh* sho lost sudd..dunno wad 2 do.. can sumone helpp me?? + lost + |
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