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Tuesday, November 30, 2004 @ 11/30/2004 12:45:00 AM t0day..went sch late..c0s g0rt rashes or skin allergy..den dunn0 shld g0 an0rts..in e end oso g0..reach ard 930 lidats..den went redhill buy sugarcane den cum back sch eat tomyam s0up.. -__- after sch went mit gMi 4 dinner..heard he's sick lerss osh0..reach admirality..b0ught f0od den g0 his hse lia0s..reach dere t0k 2 ba0beii on f0ne awhile wen he slpin..hahas..den we eat..he insisted 2 pay m0ii..but i osh0 insisted nt 2 take..hahas..in e end i w0n~!! =Pp den we c tv awhile..played games..den talk talk l0rhs..hahas..jus v simple n0rhs..kekes..g0tta quite sum tings osh0 bahs..heex..happie da0? after tt actuali he wan send m0ii hme de..but i dunwan..summ0re dey g0in sebas bday ktv tingy..sh0 jus sent m0ii 2 bust0p l0rhs..den sms awhile..i reach hme ard 1045 lidats..jus as he "calculated"..hahas..lamee.. ;p can say quite happie 2day?hahas..i osh0 dunn0 lerss..((: |
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Sunday, November 28, 2004 @ 11/28/2004 10:43:00 PM sh0 tired..din slpt pr0perly fer dunn0 h0w l0ng lerss.. =x sat aftern0on..went hg met ba0beii..g0 HP eat sushi..l0ls..nv eat al0t..bill onli $9+..n0rt even $10..hahas..after tt went ba0beii hse put tings den t0ok bus 325 on a ride lia0s..watse tymm..hahas.. after tt we went t0wn..reach s0merset..omg..saw a cutie..his hair special nehs..g0rt m0ii fav star-shape lehs!!1st tymm saw such a hairstyle..suit him summore.. *thumbs up* =Pp went r0bins0ns find m0ii ting..buy lia0s g0 heeren t0ok ne0prints as usual..kekes..den went PW find gMi & an-an..t0k t0k dere..den ba0beii went t0ok smth..leave me dere..sadded..hahas..n0 la..gMi acc m0ii while ba0beii went out..we played game n0rhs..hahas..he cheat de..kns..n0rt fair.. :p ba0beii cum back den we went walk2 awhiles..wait fer 9pm.. 9pm..went backie PW..sang dere..gMi j0ined us sh0rtly after..c0s kn0ck off lerss..an-an 11pm den cum..pia high n0te w0r m0ii..l0ls..sang da0 shuang shuang..in dere v c0ld..gt warm water 4 hands..gMi v carin?kip askin still nid anym0re warm water ma..den kaiwei aka dicks0n j0ined us..he l0oked familiar..n0e hu ish he lia0s..wahahas.. ren reali bu ke ma0 xiang..saw b4 kaiwei at fwenster b4 de..den t0t he th0se beng beng type..den n0rt fwenly or wurt de..but actuali n0rt after wen we "played" 2gether..hahas..like kid lidats.. =x 1am..sang finish..t0k 2 sebas awhile..g0rt his n0. osh0..hahas..like fer wurt? =x den we 5 went east c0st lia0s..ba0beii + gMi + an-an share & b0ught m0ii a cake n0rhs!l0ve it mans..c0s is ba0beii buy de..*huggies* dem all..hahas..is strawberri de..m0ii fav..pinkie summore..l0ls..den e guys b0ught alc0hol osh0..f0und a sp0t..den sang s0ng..cut cake..make wish..hehes..sh0 happie nehs..1st tym lidats celebrate mahs?den gt al0t star star oso nehs..sh0 nice e sky.. den ba0beii fed m0ii daa 1st piece of cake..den i fed all of dem backie t00~~ den we play cards..truth or dare..ba0beii g0rt a dare tt she had 2 pass a cake in her m0uth t0 m0ii m0uth..hahas..er xin?but we dared anyways..den wen truth f0und out al0tta ting sh0.. =X i startin 2 liked gMi mahs..?he seemed v gd & c0ncerned lidats..den i lyk kip kena wif him g0 sumwhr 0r wurt..den t0k al0t stuffs t00..kekes..gt 1 tym he held m0ii hand wen i kena dare to draw m0ii hand..guai guai de feelin.. =x wen we g0 played wif sand..he held m0ii hand awhile again..c0s wanna "fu" m0ii walked properly at daa breakwaters dere..ha!i still rem m0ii ge0 sehs.. ;)) g0rt anyh0w tink h0w gd if he nv let g0.. =X stayed at pavili0n..c0s rainin..den play "z0ng ji mi ma"..kena de muz drink half can beer..wen i kena..gMi say still g0rt al0t..den help m0ii drink..kaiwei oso helpta drink..reach m0ii left lil niax..l0ls..dey dun all0w us drink sh0 muchie de..i 1st tym drank sh0 much on tis day..tink c0s feelin d0wn bahs..& c0nfused? ard 6+am..we went hme..she bu de?hahas..den went ba0beii hme changed..g0 w0odlands mit gMi 4 breakfast..received his sms..happie da0? ba0beii & m0ii shared a plate of bee hoon 4 breakfast..gMi treat de..paiseh sia..dey kip payin 4 us..den dunwan let us pay or wad de..after tt we went backie ba0beii hse..slp..in daa progress g0rt sms gMi oso l0rhs..c0s we oso dun understand wad we d0in..hahas..lidat l0rhs.. ba0beii & m0ii t0k al0ts at her hse t0o..c0s like finalli i can tell her abt it?hehes..tt's great huh..budden i gt rash..hais..saddening..v itchy lehs..den snatch til can die.. =(( dunn0 is allergy tu daa alc0h0l or wurt..but nvm la..n0 pain n0 gain rites?hahas..w0rth it? =PpPpPp __*xiexie ba0beii..gMi..an-an..kaiwei..fer celebratin m0ii bday wib m0ii..nv been happie again after sh0 l0ng lia0s..it was nice..mem0rable & pr0bably unfergettable..heex..muacks all`]]
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Friday, November 26, 2004 @ 11/26/2004 11:28:00 PM duun0 wurt tuu bl0gg lerss..hahas.. tis few days g0rt g0 sch l0rhs..hehes..guai h0r..dun say dun haf.. =Pp den nth muchie bahs.. ba0beii patch wif him lia0s..darling wkin..mab i dunn0 wurt she's been d0in..g0in out? =x tml ish daa daee..hahas..g0in celebrate m0ii bday wif dem in advance..t0nnin 0ut osh0..hehes.. *bleh* h0pe ish a fun & mem0rable day bahs..kekes.. g0rt backie m0ii line de hp osh0..den heard al0t DA DAO LI fr papa arhs..hahas..nv ti0 anyting.. ;p n0w g0rt 2 n0s..heex.. kk la..dunn0 wurt 2 tag lia0s..g0rt any new ting den updats again bahs.. ((: + i wish i had nv known u..den i will b able tuu slp at nite w/out knowin dere was such a pers0n +
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Thursday, November 25, 2004 @ 11/25/2004 04:52:00 PM ytd..wurt did i d0..lemmi tink.. m0rnin dun rem lia0s..in sch bahs.. =x after sch..al0tt dai ji..nvm..4get it.. went t0wn wif ter, mw & charms..ate dinner dere den g0 shop sh0p awhile..g0 mediac0rp c e live of sch belle & beau..kekes..actualli n0rt big w0r..jus tt on tv osh0 dunn0 y big.. =p den in fr0nt sittin in us..OMG..g0rt a bunch of cmi de charb0..is sly daa fan..sia0s can..n0rt i against sly or wurt..but n0 nid sh0 crazie over himm de rites..hahas..den treat dem as entertainment b4 e sh0w starts bahs.. =x saw quite al0tta shuai ges dere t0o~~ =Pp g0 hme sian dia0..papa take backie e card..hais..kip kp-in..hais..dunn0 la..dun wanna t0k abt dem lia0s.. =( + g0nna b a sadded day till tue..hais.. + |
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004 @ 11/24/2004 03:32:00 PM hais..t0day m0ii papa cumin backie fr overseas..dunn0 wurt g0nna happen..tink he g0in nag again bahs..zzz s0rrie mel..mayb nv g0 supp0rt u lia0s..m0ii fwen sudd cant g0..hais..nvm l0rhs..b0bianx..1 ish sick..an0ther dunn0 y.. [[*..if i had y0o..i w0uldnt b sh0 l0st n0w..tinkin of hu can peii m0ii all tts..s0b s0b..*]] __*i l0vEe y0o n0rt bcos i nid y0o..but i nid y0o bc0s i l0vEe y0o`]] |
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004 @ 11/23/2004 11:13:00 PM hais..last nite 4get set alarms..2day overslpt..din went sch again..missed daa ut n0rhs..cann0rt make it siaz..muz make an eff0rt 2 wake up g0 sch lia0s! actuali planned 2 g0 out wif ba0beii de..c0s she wanna g0 out..in e end nv..c0s rain..den dunn0 whr 2 g0..sh0 nv g0 lia0s l0rhs..sian dia0..r0t @ hme..0nline awhiles..den g0 c0ok wif m0i ah ma..hahahas..fun nehs.. =Pp saw darlings daa bl0gg..hahas..sh0 qia0..actuali ish m0ii nez bl0gg skin de..hahas..but nvm l0rhs..it's nice cans!tt's y we g0rt e same taste..l0ls.. g0rt sms-ed benben 2day osh0..but he n0rt online n0w..dunn0 he tml osh0 g0rt exams ma..but anyways..wish ya g0odie luck if g0rt w0r..kekes.. ;p + wishin up0n a star + |
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Monday, November 22, 2004 @ 11/22/2004 11:47:00 AM hais..dunno wurt happened last nite..was sms-in benben & d0in sum silly stuffs of m0i wallpaper again.. =x den sudd feel da nid 2 msg ba0beii osh0..if n0rt..dunn0 wad g0nna happen ma? it br0ught abt tears 2 m0i again n0rhs..ba0beii v l0ng nv reply..den i was tellin benben abt us..he g0rt say..even if n0 l0nger fwens or wad..at least w0 men ceng jing y0ng y0u..sh0 ez mahs?and i n0e as benben said..i will zhu fu ta find her happiness de..... ard 12+ lidats..ba0beii g0rt reply m0i..g0rt called after tts osh0..tink it's over ma?h0pefulli n0rhs.. [[*tEaRs ArE wUrT dAa HeArT cAn'T sAyS*]] + wiShin up0n a staRiex + |
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Sunday, November 21, 2004 @ 11/21/2004 06:27:00 PM hais..sudd feel sh0 stressed 0ut & fan.. !!!!!!!!!!!!! dunn0 hu 2 t0k t0 osh0..hais..y ish m0i life sudd in such a mess? =..( sudd feel as th0ugh im driftin apart fr everyb0di ma..? hais..i dunn0..wad's happenin? + l0st + |
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@ 11/21/2004 01:32:00 AM t0day..*he* asked m0i 0ut..sh0 scared..but in e end agreed..hahas..since stay at hme oso nth d0..sh0 g0 l0rhs.. met tamp mall de cheers..den i waited 4 him..kekes.. he l0oked quite e same?lols.. actuali wanna eat l0ng j0hn de..but changed..c0s.. *shhh* =Pp den wentta ate m0s lerss.. he lyk sumone..v quiet..den shy shy..bcum i muz ask him relax..den lyk nth 2 tok? after tt he g0in h0spital..sh0 sent m0i hme lerss..den he g0 lia0s.. but quite earli arhs..i dunwanna g0 hme..sh0 wentta mit wendi..wahs..she v gettin m0re & m0re mature sia..lyk older dan me lidats.. =x den we walk 2 ntuc dere..den g0 sunplaza park..den g0 interchange again..lols..den saw sj k0r..den t0k t0k lorhs..went back sunplaza dere..wif kimyong osh0..den wendi went off 1st lia0s..den we sit,tok & "play" till ard 1145pm lidats den sent m0i hme 1st..hahas.. benben & m0i can say sms e wh0le day n0rhs..later callin t0k on f0ne..hahas..w0nder wurt will it b like.. ;p + dunno watta d0.. + |
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Friday, November 19, 2004 @ 11/19/2004 09:14:00 PM 2day i g0rt g0 sch n0rhs.. =x after sch din went hme..c0s quite earli arhs..den rainin v heavily oso..sh0 stayed in class wif charms l0rhs..ard 530 lidats..g0 hme lerss..on da way hme..at e juncti0n traffic lights dere..separate wif charms lia0s..cos she take bus de..lucki gt syaidah cum pei me hme..if n0rts sianx si..lols..den we way 2 stati0n..saw a cutie fr afar..he waitin 4 e green man n0rhs..den i kip l0okin..but cant c clearly arhs..c0s t0o far lia0s..kekes.. =x on reachin da mrt station, i turned ard c c if he was far bhind..but dun haf..den =O! cos he onli v near bhind us.. *oops* bei fa xian lia0s..hahas..den he overt0ok us g0 mrt stati0n oso..den h0r..syaidah n0e him de leis~!!he fr SA den gt meetin or smth lidats 2gether b4 wan..he called "ken"..hahas..syaidah say he v fun de.. =X ade arhs ade..da bai wan nehs..aiyoyo.. =Pp den syaidah t0ld m0i quite alot stuffs abt him..vin n0e him de n0rhs..heh heh heh..den take train kip c c he wich line de..lols..but nv c..syaidah say he live tamp oso..but nv saw him lehs..sadded.. =X
reach tamp lia0s..t0ok lift..1st time..c0s syaidah take..so i f0llow l0rhs..hehes..den we tok tok arhs..sudd out of nowhr..ken like cut thru e path in front m0i..xia da0 w0..i t0t hu sia..almost zhuang da0 lidats.. ;p den i xcited again lia0s..kekes..den syaidah say c la..told u he take cum tamp de..hehes..den happie dao awhile l0rhs.. =PpPp on da way hme..benben g0rt msg m0i..hahas..cute n0rhs.. =x we tok alot 2day..s0rt of din realised i nv rem e "place"..h0pefulli i sl0wly 4get bahs..hais..den tim..dunwanna n0e.. on friendster..saw tedsis wr0te a testi 4 m0i..i sh0 t0uched by wad he said..i cried..here's wad he wr0te : "last semester, you were a cheerful go lucky babe......u used to tease me and suan mi,i was delighted and din give ashit about it..coz u are my friend. i always MIA in no way, but now, the person who run away is ...........this semaster, u under depression, u tok less, no more smile from u ...i miss them...misery has enter ur life, how i hope i can eliminate it for u.......oh my goodness, pls dont torture urself, u may think im busybody, whatever u say, i dont care........what i concern is u.....coz u r my frien...still hope can joke with u in class.....jia you !!!!!!" he seems 2 b able 2 c thru m0i..tink c0s he depression b4 den went thru wad i went thru t0o bahs..reali wanna thx him..he a w0rthy fren indeed..din kan cuo ta.. c sg idol..cried again..wei olinda bu zhi sia..she was out..sly g0t in?!wad e..is tis fair 4 her..she's cutee..sings well and she worked so hard..but wad did she get in return?sly lehs?c0s he gd-lookin den naive y0ung gers vote 4 her..like dey r blind l0rhs..dey will regret if dey n0e his true self bahs.. =x dunwan say t0o much..heaven is fair i h0pe..wish taufiq gd luck 4 e finals! [[*i noe we cant b back 2gether again lia0s..but jus cant help tinkin of u~~~~~~*]] + olinda is da bez! +
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Thursday, November 18, 2004 @ 11/18/2004 07:19:00 PM new skin..s0rt of suit h0w i feelin bahs.. c0mments any0ne?
while editin e skin..realised his msgs in "wholivesnearu" r still deree..e day we 1st knew each other..i din delete away oso at tt time..mayb c0s tt time dui ta oledi y0u ha0 gan lia0s..but oso nth happen till almost recently denn bcum quite close..but oso -the end- lerss..ytd we tok in msn..like s0 m0 sheng lia0s..nth 2 tok lidat oso..nv show him wad i wrote too..tink no nid bahs..we lyk sh0 near yet sh0 far..oso dunn0 wurt 2 d0 lia0s..jus leave it 2 fate bahs..if it was meant 2 b urs..it will eventualli b urs..mian qiang shi mei you xin fu de.. 2day nv turn up 4 sch..pa gak ha0 wif xw,mw & charms lers.. ba0beii & sista came 2 m0i hse..m0i ah ma cooked 4 us..g0rt veg & curry chicken!yummy~~sista ate e whole pot n0rhs..scary..din n0e she culd ate sh0 muchie..slack e wh0le day..den dey went hme at 4..a dae jus passed lidat w0r..hais..
[[*sj k0r..wish ya all da bez ya..muz ha0 ha0 zhen xi ta w0r..dun wait lose lia0s den regret.. =p*]] n0w tinkin wurt will actuali happen on e 27th.. v luan..scarly in e end nth oso.. =x al0tts tings runnin thru m0i mind..wei he.. ba0beii & m0i r s0 fan ma..? oways lidats..t0ng gan g0ng ku bahs..at sama timin.. can onli wish 4 kuai dian yu gu0 tian qing bahs.. + may l0ve b wif us + |
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@ 11/18/2004 02:28:00 PM ytd was a sh0ckin dae..if m0i heart was weak..can die of heart-attack.. =x 1stly..weide came back again..xplained al0tta tings.. 2nd..jason fr pw de contact m0i..1st ex tt stayed in c0ntact bahs.. 3rd..jason aka weikai sudd t0k 2 m0i in msn..strange.. wen dun haf..n0t a single 1 left.. wen 1 back..all back 2gether.. -__- + let fate decide +
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004 @ 11/17/2004 03:20:00 PM t0 : wEikAi i dreamt of eUu last nite.. i realli reali realli miss u lotss lotss.. cant help it..u kip appearin in m0i mind.. wanna tell u h0w i feel..but i jus dunno whether i shld or how i m supposed t0 d0 it.. hais.. dunwan let u tink as though im botherin u 0r wurt.. im feelin so bad inside.. do u n0e? u may n0t n0e tis..but im tellin u nw.. u mean alot 2 m0i.. i din say tis anyh0w..i meant wad i said.. ever since u left m0i..i feel sh0 l0st & empty w/out u by m0i side.. as though smth has left m0i.. cos u took m0i heart away wen u leave.. u may tink tt a relationship lidat is ez 2 4get.. but it's different 4 m0i.. been tryin v hard 2 4get u.. but i jus cant let g0o..cos u reali mean alot t0 m0i..i reali l0ve u.. eVen th0ugh i kip h0pin tt 0ne day u wuld b back by m0i side again..but i n0e it's impossible lerss..u might n0t haf even a bit of feelings 4 me lia0s..& we arent even fwens n0w..regrets tokin 2 u in tt way.. tears..jus flow d0wn.. wenever tots 0f us 2gether cum back..or wenever i walked past e places we went b4.. hais..though we are onli 2gether f0r 2days..it seemed like as if we were 2gether f0r a l0ng time.. d0es it reali matter if we dun reali noe each other yet? we can discover m0re abt each other ourselves rite..mayb it's jus excuses..f0r sum tings.. jiekou..jay..will u sing t0 m0i? [[*a letter t0 him..but dun tink he will ever get 2 read it oso..after c-in his friendster..saw his relation wif her..nth 2 say lerss..mayb it jus day-dreamin or naive on m0i side bahs..as xia0wei said..we cant sh0w 2 guys tt we nid dem..it onli shows tt we r weak..we muz b str0ng 2wards dem..& like charms said..jus wait 4 e pers0n 2 appear..no nid 2 find..den find trouble/sadness 4 urself..jus let fate decides hu we end up wif..*]] *HE* appeared again online 2day after so long..chatted as usuall..told *HIM*.. "dun b too nice..i will miss u..dun treat me too gd..i dunwanna fall 4 u again.." i let him g0o lia0s..as l0ng as he's fine & happie..im satisfied lers.. ^if u l0ve sum0ne..let dem g0..if dey return 2 u..it was meant 2 b..if dey dun..it wasnt meant 2 b urs after all..^ h0pe i will b able 2 let g00 s0on bahs..dunwan act strong or b cheerful in fr0nt of ppl again..wen actualli im n0t..wanna find back & bcum e real me..kumpatei nehs! + heart-br0ken de w0 + |
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004 @ 11/16/2004 10:40:00 PM i miss him.. wen i saw e 9pm show jux nw..kaiwei seems like e exact copy of him.. cant help tinkin of him lerss.. *s0bx* i reali reali like him lots.. like yixuan..we hugged b4 we parted too.. hais..e feelin is dere oways.. he's oways on m0i mind de.. + w0 ha0 xiang nii +
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@ 11/16/2004 11:50:00 AM v long nv bl0gg liaos..recall.. thur deepavali..went anu hse..mit jerm dey all at library dere e busstop den go 2gether wif dan,zd,huizi,boon,mi mi yan & cat..dan dey all saw me like guai guai..dunno y..after tt wentta mit ba0beii @ bugis..den g0 PW..ba0beii break wif bf..hais.. fri..ba0beii came m0i hse..cos nid company..den i cooked.. ^_^V miracle..still edible e food..after tt mabel came met us 4 dinner..den g0 hm lia0s..ba0beii & m0i planned gif jimmyg surprise e nez day.. sat..jimmyg da bday..we wakie up earli jus 2 celebrate wif him..zzz..dig out all our $ jus 2 buy a cake last nite 4 him..broke liaos..den went all e way 2 woodlands 4 a surprise attack..kekes..after tt took neoprints 2gether..den went PW again? hrt-broken or smth..dunno..guys..hais..dun wanna look liaos..jus let fate decide bahs..mayb gals betta.. =X sun..hari raya..went mummi's colleague hse..eat..saw a lil cute shuai ge..k2 onli..grow up confirm alot gals chanse de.. =x met ba0beii after tt..went hg play pool..slack..mabel came..den g0 hme.. ytd mon..slack whole day at hm..nv go out..chatted wif darlin on fone.. 2day..find wen go out of hse 2 sch..fainted on mrt..hais..feel so weak sudd..c alotta colours/stars..diff in breathin..wan vomit..dunno wad's wrg..den sat at cityhall awhile den go sch liaos..vomit in sch..now better lia0s i h0pe..jus now dunno hu 2 find..hais.. tots again.. [[*mab - wadever happens..will b here 4 ya de..h0pe everyting turns out fine 4 u s0on..prays/wishes 4 u..huggies*]] + i miss eUu + |
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004 @ 11/09/2004 11:29:00 PM ahahas..2day nv go sch again.. =x at 1st v bu shuang..kena scolded by sum1.. fucker..! after tt i sho happie? lols.. g0tta n0e a butch bahs.. den n0w i sho excited over her.. s0rrie arhs..mabel.. but i nv wanna snatch her wif u lorhs.. but.. dunno hw 2 explain.. hope u understand bahs.. ;p + crazie + |
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Sunday, November 07, 2004 @ 11/07/2004 10:40:00 PM sat......... met wendy ard 7pm..went TM shop shop..den went PW mit ba0beii..saw e dunno wad marcus.. -__- den ba0beii quarrel wif bf..hais..bwg abt him..summore g0t his pig god frens..bad impression lers..me & mabel condem him liao anyways....alot tings happen..he jus v wad lorhs..hais..dunwan say la..spoil mood.. den we sang hall fr 11pm to 2/3am lidats..v high arhs..lols..andrew sang wib us..not bad n0rhs.. =x gotta noe sum new frens in PW again..cos of e tips..ahahas.. after tt went sparks lorhs..$15 nehs..gt 2 coupons..but no alcohol..zZz..den we bluff e gal sia..cos mabel smoke..den pretend as if can buy beer lers..den she gif us w0r..but ex? $30 a jug nehs..hahas..but shuang la..drank beer..lols.. startin v pengz..like go m'sia lidat sehs..e songs..omg..is chi de techno..den alot m'sia e boi..all those act bengs e pattern..cant stand..den quite scary oso..can c sum take pills..hais..cmi.. den h0r..gt a shuai ge i saw beside behind us de..den mabel & ba0beii dancin in fron mahx..i sittin dere c our belongings..den shuai ge & m0i kip c c eachie other? dunno lehs..feel like wantin 2 noe him or wad..hahas..den his fren cum ask m0i 4 m0i no..i reject..cos i dunno ish him wan de..i realise later cos wen i reject his fren..his fren shouted say ppl dunwan gif lehs..sadded..regret nv gif wor.. =x ba0beii "re men" sehs..wen we went centre of dance floor..alot bees hoverin ard liaos.. =x but i dun like e pattern..ahahas..i wan m0i shuai ge..can c dey flirtacious la..cos ba0beii gone..dey oso wentta n0e other gals liao.. after tt ba0beii nid go hme..cos of him!kip controllin her..shiit him mans..but dunno la..cant say too much abt dem..onli can gif advices..cos i not e party..cant reali understand wad's goin on..den dunwan ba0beii later phycho by us make decision later regret we die..right? =p after tt left mabel & m0i dere n0rhs..jus continue goin crazy bahs..den gt erxin ppl wan noe us..mabel jus hen bu shuang..lols..kip sayin eeee..his teeth black black de..look into mirror mans..but he reali v disgustin..sissyfied oso.. *puke* =x at 1st b4 ba0beii left..she & mabel gt c a kim mo de..he dance v crazy & gd..lols.. den i saw a orange guy lookin at our direction..told mabel..den paiseh arhs..stop dancin awhile..den dey jia jia dance 2wards our direction..den took our nos lorhs..den e kim mo is their fren oso de..so qiao..den may ling fr metro oso deir fren..gotta noe dem lorhs..den after sparks closed..we go slack & eat wif dem..can say quite fun?but dey v lame..lols..till 10am lidat den go mit ba0beii n0rhs.. den now im stuck..hais..like mabel..but ish opposit sex.. =X ok larhs..at least i noe i haf gotten over HIM..wich is gd..no point cryin over spilled milk..we haf 2 get on wif life.. ;p now tokin 2 shuai ge + kim mo.. =xXx + w0 men de ai..over = over.. + |
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Saturday, November 06, 2004 @ 11/06/2004 02:15:00 PM im stupid.. i n0e.. y did i fall 4 u.. sumone hu is onli playin wif m0i? did n0t cut away e rope cos of e promise u made.. n0t cos u still haf any feelings 4 me.. wad's e diff 4 pullin e rope if u meant 2 push me down back again.. onli tt in e end i will fall & get hurt more.. y did u wanna b wif me in e begginin.. jus sumting tt accompanies u till u found another one? hais.. lies again & again.. `so much 4 m0i happie endin.... let's tok tis over it's not like we're dead was it sumting i did was it sumting u said dun leave me hangin in a city so dead hang up so high im such a breakable thread ^^u were all e tings i tot i knew and i tot we culd b u were everyting, everyting tt i wanted we were meant to b, supposed 2 b but we lost itall of e memories so close to me jus fade away all tis time u were pretendin so much 4 m0i happie endin u gt ur dumb frensi noe wad dey say dey tell u im difficult but so r dey but dey dunno me do dey even noe u all e tings u hide fr me all e shit tt u do ~it's nice 2 noe tt u were dere thx 4 actin like u cared makin me feel like i was e onli 1 it's nice 2 noe we had it all thx 4 watchin as i fall lettin me noe we were done~ [[*tHe EnD*]] |
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@ 11/06/2004 01:40:00 AM hurt again..................................... =..( y m i so.. dunno wad 2 say.. jus v sad.. nv been "used" lidat b4.. jus v hurt.. mayb a ger bein ur bf is so much betta.. i was strugglin & start doin fine.. y did u appear again in m0i life.. + fallin~~ + |
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Friday, November 05, 2004 @ 11/05/2004 02:47:00 PM dunno dunwanna tink of wad happened tt nite liaos.. mayb reali nth btw dem or wad bahs.. wo xiang tong le..? like changing m0i sadness 2 craziness now.. i oso not sure.. but i noe im slowly recoverin bahs..mayb lorhs.. jus tt will kip tinkin of it.. oso not counted as jue wu anot.. =X saw m0i classmates dey all do massage or wad.. reminded of him again.. hais~ jus waitin.......... + wo xiang ni + |
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Thursday, November 04, 2004 @ 11/04/2004 09:11:00 AM br0ken pieCeS of m0i..................... msg him in e evening..he at lavender playin billiard wif weiling.. weiling picked e fone.. i shocked? how she noe abt me n him noe each other e ting.. bwg.. den ytd jue wu? went PW fa xie..den veron tell me ting.. feel like tellin him everyting & takin e initiative lerss.. but lucki nv? on e way hme ba0beii oso encourage me 2 do so.. so i called him.. but realise he at weiling hse.. in e middle of e nite.. i lost 4 words.. u noe wad i tinkin.. normal ppl will jus tink of it tis way.. nt i tink too much? m0i heart shattered at tt moment.. lost.. ba0beii say if she were in m0i shoes..she will find out wad's been happenin.. tink i shld oso.. nid a explanation? mayb right fr e start im jus s toy 2 him bahs.. =..( + y r u treatin me lyk tis..? + |
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004 @ 11/03/2004 12:10:00 AM *a letter to U..m0i tots..* [[*erm i dun tink in tis way we r gonna noe more abt each other lor..like we oso nv tok 2 each other lers..seems as though im disturbin u whenever i tok 2 u..so oso dun reali wanna go bother u le? tink sooner or later u will oso "disappear" like dem..even though u promised & ask me 2 trust u.."promises r meant 2 b broken" dun promise anyting if u cant fulfill it..what abt e promises tt u wont leave me like dey do & forever everyting..lies?u left too..jus tell me if u do not haf anymore feelings 4 me..dun leave me hangin here..e feelin is jus so terrible..either u pull me up fr e rope to save me or cut it off and let me die..tis few days been struggling v hard..although kip tryin 2 tell myself not 2 tink so much..but i jus cant do it..?unless i brainwash..wich is impossible..all ur images & memories jus kip comin back 2 me no matter what i do..jus cant kip my mind off u..wondering whether or when will u b mine again..i dunno wad consequences i will haf by tellin u all tis..mayb even not bein able 2 stay as frens..but it's wad tt's been bottlin in my heart.....*]] |
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Tuesday, November 02, 2004 @ 11/02/2004 01:00:00 AM qim chim lerss.. hais.. qim chim lerss bahs.. changed liaos.. diff attitude.. transparent oso.. disappointed.. lies? broken promises? sweet nthings? wad is tis? 2day went tamp central.. noe u ard dere too.. kip hopin 2 cya dere oso.. but in e end oso nv.. went back e places we went.. recollect memories.. disappointed din bumped into u.. went hme..saw e places at e void deck etc.. *s0bx* online nv tok..means? hais.. + sad sad sad sad sad + |