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Wednesday, December 29, 2004 @ 12/29/2004 07:58:00 PM an0therr updatee fferr tUday..hahas.. addedd summ neww ttinggs iNn m0ii bl0gg..nicee mahhs? =Pp jjuss rreceivee aa strangee sms.. "dear adeline..santa grandpa is here 2 gif u ur new yr gift n tt a new fwen 2 ka jia0 u 4 e new yr..presenting..y0rk!hahas.." att 1stt ii tt0tt was ddAa gUyy hhUu wantedd 2 n0ee m0ii fRr m0ii cuzzinn deree ddee..bbut m0ii cuzzin sayy she hhabbenn even giff m0ii n0. ttUu hherr fwenn nn0rhs.. *bblurr* sh0 zhunn tt y0rk wanna ttakee e n0. fRr e gerger osh0 call adeline w0r..l0ls.. an0therr ttingg..tt guyy hhUu wanna n0ee m0ii dde..osh0 19yrs 0ld! ~ddAa cursee 0of 19yrs 0ld~ =/ [[*ii miss y0o..d0 y0o even n0e?*]] |
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@ 12/29/2004 04:10:00 PM `an0therr pp0em fferr hhim.* Oftenn ii w0nderr iiff ttishh ll0vee iishh ttruee .. m ii ddifferentt bbc0s 0of hhimm .. fRr ttishh ddayy ii'll wonderr nno mm0ree, hhe 0penedd m0ii hhrtt, a llongg closedd ddoorr .. m0ii hhrtt was llockedd ttightlyy hhe hhadd e kkeyys, aa ll0vee sh0 str0ngg, ii was bbr0ughtt ttUu m0ii kknees .. m0ii ww0rldd was ddarkk, untill hhe camee E llightt, m0ii llifee oncee emptyy, n0ww iishh full & bbrightt .. ? hhe ttookk mOii hhandd, hhis hheartt lledd e wayy, hhe 0penedd mOii s0ull ttUu a nnew llifee tt ddayy .. mOii ffearr iishh gg0inn awayy, e ddarkness rreplacedd, wiff a bbrightt new w0rldd, ii gladlyy embracee .. mOii ("v") iishh filledd, fflowingg wibb hhis ll0vee, G0D sentt m0ii ann angell 0of mOii ownn ttUu ll0vee .. m0ree ddann a ffwenn hhe iishh, e ffeelinggs we share ii hhOpee will nV endd .. m0ii llifee hhas aa new bbeginningg, mOii hhrtt bbeats ttruee, & all ttiShh changes occuredd .. bbc0s 0of hhimm .. ddAa llinkk ttUu hhis s0ngg hha0 lle nn0rhs.. =D sh0 ii pput ttishh s0ngg againn..kekes.. =Pp llastt nnitee m0ii cuzzinn camee m0ii hse awhiles..cUz she hhadd a small argumentt wibb herr mama arhhs..ddenn m0ii ah ma br0ughtt herr hmee ddenn m0ii hhadd a quarrell wibb m0ii mama osh0..ddenn ii criedd againn..everytymm wen we cantt t0k pr0perlyy..ttears will jus ffl0w outt.. =( ii will ddenn ttinkk 0of al0tta ttinggs tt iishh happeningg ttUu m0ii..ii nn0ee ii cantt bbringg myselff ttUu tturnn ttUu hhimm wenn ii hhabb ttr0ubles anym0ree..jus ddunwanna add ppr0bbs fferr hhim..ddunn0 hhu ttUu ffindd..sudd h0pe ttUu hhabb sUmb0dii ttUu ddependd oNn..scaredd ii will jus shuii shuii bbiann bbiann ffindd sum1 ttUu yyii ka0..tis feww dayys slpinn..jus huggingg m0ii pill0ww sh0 tightlyy..nnidd a hugg?ardd 1+ bba0beii calledd m0ii..she osh0 criedd..missin sumb0dii..osh0 hh0pedd fferr sumb0dii..xinn y0u llingg xii ma? `iiMm miSsin hhim sh0 tterriblyy..* |
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Monday, December 27, 2004 @ 12/27/2004 01:10:00 PM i dreamt of dahUaiRen last nite.. izit c0s ri y0u shu0 shi..ye y0u shu0 meng.. jus watched MVP s usual.. cried wen i saw barbie cryin.. finalli underst0oded hw she felt lettin taizi g0 & respectin his decisi0n.. din n0e in e past c0s jus had a 1-sided pt of view bahs.. -a p0em fer dahUaiRen- iM miSsin y0o sh0 wh0leheartedly.. m0ii miNd siNks wEn y0o aiNt ard.. m0ii live iSh rev0lvin ard y0o.. iM geTtiN a nUsiaNce oUtta haNd.. iM g0in 0n tUu meNtal h0spital.. jUs bc0s ii g0nNa bUrst m0ii braiN 0ut jUs m0ii tiNkiN of y0o.. iM speAkin, riTe fR m0ii hEaRt.. riTe fR m0ii eYes.. ii 0nli c Ur shad0w.. ii 0nli c uR s0uL.. iM miSsiN y0o.. hEaR m0ii? ___*ii miSs y0o sh0 badLy tT m0ii hEaRt aCheS wEneVer ii tiNk of y0o`]] w0nt b g0in out till sch starts bahs..unless he calls.. =x izit true tt we treasure tings m0re tt it's hard 2 ged..& take 4 granted tings tt can ged easily? dun take 4 granted tings tt r bside u w0r..4 u will nv n0e hw impt dey might b 2 u..once dey leave..it might nv cum backie & den it's t0o late 4 regrets.. sadded..cant use e s0ng yi sheng ai ni yi ge lia0s..tink e link gt pr0b n0rhs..sh0 n0w change 2 christ0pher lee & michelle saram da bring us back [[*...tUu b c0ntinUed...*]] |
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Sunday, December 26, 2004 @ 12/26/2004 03:20:00 PM finalli updates again..heex..merrie christmas everyb0di~!! christmas eve..m0ii hi0ng m0ii parents curfew..mit bba0beii at tjpg 1st..den went HH ktv c0s bba0beii wanna pass pressie 2 her daddi..sista & ex-c0lleagues dere..oh ya..n0rt 4gettin jerry..hahas..reach dere she sh0 xcited n0rhs..run here run here..t0k here t0k dere.. =x after tt we went t0wn..oMg..bth..al0tt ppl sprayin f0am tingy..den bba0beii & m0ii kip tryin 2 av0id..lyk playin game lidats..l0ls..scary sia..can break int0 tears oso..hahas..dey either purp0sely scare us or reali spray us c0s c we beri clean lidats den scared.. -__-'' reach PW safe lia0s..den we g0 pass pressie l0rhs..pass an-an his & den e jelly we made..sebas hugged us w0r!zu0 y0ng y0u ba0..hahas..he beri nice..majiam our daddi..l0ls..den we wentta find dahUaiRen lerss..c0s m0ii gt ting gib him mahs..f0und him at e back bar..den bba0beii wished him merry x'mas 1st..f0ll0wed by m0ii..wen i saw him..i realised i hab n0t seen him 4 a l0ng tym lia0s..i reali reali miss him s0.. =( den gt 1 b0ib0i aut0 wish us after wishin dahUaiRen..xia da0..he beri cute n0rhs..small size de..dun l0ok lyk his age..den c0s of him we kip luffin..hahas..t0k wib him onli 4 awhiles..den we left lia0s..she bu de nehs.. =X we wanted g0 partyb0x de..sh0 walked back alley 2 av0id th0se sprayers..but still cant reali av0id..sh0 i called kin c he whr..den he cum fetchie us den j0in him lia0s..we went b0at quay e shin 1st i tink..den dere e music dun reali suit us bahs..den mab cum find us awhile..bba0beii & m0ii had a small dispute or smth..but it's over again..phew! "bba0beii..dun w0rrie abt it..u din reali hurt m0ii..glad we culd t0k it 0ver..trust m0ii kies..n0 matter wurt..u r e 0nli 0ne.. :)" after tt kin b0ught us g0 c c gt wad other "suitable" places we can g0..hahas..den we went b0mb or smth de..ok la e atm0sphere..at least is tech0..l0ls..den we sat & drink inside..dey gt dance but i din c0s dun feel lyk arhs..s0rrie..saw sam & xia0tab0r in dere after sum tym oso.. -__-"" lamesters..hate him mans.. =Pp ard 4+ we left lia0s..c0s kelvin drunk..den kin g0nna send him hme..went ms fetch a ger 1st den we all g0 aljunied "eat"..onli kel ate..we all c..hahas..den dey went hme..left kin,bba0beii & m0ii..went pungg0l end yi xia zi den g0 hme lia0s..m0ii reachie hme ard 7am lidats..fell aslp s0on.. e wh0le pr0cess..m0ii mind was jus filled wib images of dahUaiRen..w0nderin will he msg me..will he lyk wad i did 4 him.. i spent m0ii 1st christmas outside..& it was wib n0 0ne but m0ii bba0beii n0rhs.. =D christmas day..went mama's fwen hse..dey gt gatherin as usual..dunn0 y i jus cant reali clique wif their kids..mayb c0s n0t same frequency bahs..hahas..tt's y m0st of e ting dey d0 i din reali j0ined in..kekes..i onli liked 2 sit wif e adults & listen 2 their da da0 li..last nite b4 we left..gt talk w0r..hahas..den s0rt of gt enlighten or wad bahs..h0pe it will turn out 2 b gd t0o..den xchange pressie..tink all e pressie we receive werent nice?everb0di jus had a -_- face wen dey gt their gifts?cant blame bahs..tis kinda xchange..jus put dere den draw de..cant b gd till whr bahs..hahas..den gt 1 part dey asked us 2 write our wish on a paper..after tt dey will read out 2 everyb0di & hang on e christmas tree..lucki ish tt u n0 nidta write ur name on e paper.. =) i shant say wad m0ii wish was.. =x ard 12+ we went hme in a cab..e j0urney was quite fast..kip tinkin of him t0o e whole day..can sumb0di tell m0ii y..sudd e taxi driver sp0ke..c0s my mama ask him can e dunn0 wad expressway..he say "ke yi"..i was sh0cked..c0s e v0ice s0unds s0 lyk dahUaiRen..m i imaginin or..?dunn0..mayb g0d sent m0ii a replacement of him on christmas..s0 tt alth0ugh i cant c him..i heard him..& tt he sent m0ii safely hme t0o..hais..i tink t0o muchie again.. last nite waited 4 bba0bbei call till zzZZzz..o0ps! 2day gt family gatherin again..m0ii grandma bday..g0nna b a b0red day.. jus saw wk fwenster..he's in a relati0nship le n0rhs..e ger i "n0e" de..rem tt tym we still 2gether..he gt tell m0ii abits abt her de..ask m0ii dun jeal0us of her..c0s dey 2 pr0mise eachie 0ther tt dey r b0ib0i & gerger..even if gt stead oso cant use tt theme..onli e 2 of dem all0wed 2 use..rau yi quan n0w dey r 2gether lia0s..anyways..wish dem all da bestie! [[*..all she ever wanted fer christmas is him..*]] |
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Friday, December 24, 2004 @ 12/24/2004 06:30:00 PM dunn0 g0nna g0 whr later n0rhs..christmas eve 2day..n0 atm0sphere ma? papa called jus n0w..sp0iled m0ii m0od n0rhs..say wad muz b backie by midnite..imp0ssible l0rhs..mayb i hi0ng or wad lia0s..once in a while leis..meant 4 enj0y de..hais..in e end lidats..dunn0 h0w..later den decide bahs.. ytd bba0beii & m0ii t0k on f0ne awhiles..g0t asked quite a n0. of qns..find ting t0k arhs..l0ls..gt qn lyk..wich is e m0st ex gift u gif or receive..wich is e m0st valuable gift u gif or receive..etc..quite funni tinkin abt it th0ugh..hahas.. jus n0w was d0in dahUaiRen's pressie..finalli d0ne after l0tsa hard wk..hehes..realli h0pe he'll lyk it n0rhs.. alm0st 4g0t 2 wrap an-an pressie oso..hahas..but still did it! =Pp dun hab card arhs..sh0 i shall write it here..since i n0e u gt read de..hahas.. thx ya 4 everyting..wenever we g0 PW all tt..ma fan u..den sumtimes will ask u abt dahUaiRen or ask u pass tings gib him..heex..and mabel oso..she tr0uble u..zai ze me shuo she's our fwen..and..merry x'mas! =) [[*h0pe everyting turns out fine*]] |
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Thursday, December 23, 2004 @ 12/23/2004 07:30:00 PM as usual wakie up c MVP in da m0rnin..seems s e onli m0tivati0n 4 m0ii 2 wakie up..unless mitin ppl oso.. taizi t0ld xia0xi.."u dun hab 2 b afraid of gettin hurt or sad..or bein al0ne..f0r i will 0ways b here by ur side..& can u pr0mise me tt in future if u gt hurt or hab anyting tt gt u d0wn..tell me..i will 0ways b here 4 u..b it s a fwen or l0ver.." rem he oso made m0ii da same pr0mise.. *s0bx s0bx* n0w at bba0beii hse..makin jelly arhs..c0s tml christmas eve..givin it 2 PW staff.. w0nderin wurt will happen tml.. [[*ii miss y0o..d0 y0o t0o?*]] |
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004 @ 12/22/2004 02:41:00 PM m0ii eyes r sw0llen..hab i cried.. heard e same qn fr an0ther sum1..d0 u n0e tt he's attached? [[*..ddunn llett m0ii b ddAa llast ttUu n0ee hha0 mahh..*]] last nite after bba0beii put d0wn e f0ne wib m0ii..gary called ard 3+..i asked him abt dahUaiRen..he din t0ld m0ii muchie..c0s dunn0 muchie t0o..or n0 intenti0n of tellin m0ii oso..nvm..i understand.. tears r0lled d0wn wen e sub of m0ii & dahUaiReN bcame m0re seri0us..i oso made clear m0ii stand of nt wantin him 2 waste his tym on m0ii s dere r al0t m0re gals outside..i n0e dere w0nt b miracles..sh0 gary..u n0 nidta help m0ii de..i understand ur gd intenti0ns.. din reali slpt till 5am..kip wakin up at intervals oso..hais.. can i reali bear all tis pain & hurt all by myself.. finalli g0tta n0e h0w taizi felt in MVP..mayb his happines is m0re impt dan evryting.. yi ge ren sh0u shang hai..ha0 gu0 san ge ren..yi ge ren bear all e unhappiness ha0 gu0 san ge ren..mayb if i tui chu..tings will b fine ma..? watched MVP at 11am..a gd sh0w 4 cryin.. =..( saw taizi said sumting abt xia0xi wich s0rt of describin me oso.. "she did n0t cry in fr0nt of u c0s she did nt wanna pressure u & add on t0 ur burden..and nv did she say anyting bad abt u.." n0 m0od 2 crap 0r t0k 0r g0 out 0r d0 anyting tis few days..s0rrie fwens.. |
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004 @ 12/21/2004 11:56:00 PM ytd..met bba0beii den went harb0us fr0nt l0ok 4 christmas gifts..b0ught da0 an-an & ver's de lerss..hehes..after tt went suntec buy e type of paper bag i wan.. =D den went PW at 730..c0s wanna fa xie arhs..den our v0ices oso cum backie lia0s..kekes..sh0 happie..sh0 l0ng nv sing till sh0 nice.. =X bba0beii was happie alm0st thru'out..tink c0s she let everyting out lia0s..w0ndering wen den i will t0o..seems 2 n0t reali luffin fr m0ii hrt de..even th0ugh i may seem 2 d0 so..hais..alth0ugh i was at PW singin..m0ii mind was out of s0rts?images of dahUaiRen jus kip appearing.. "everyday..every night..im missing y0o~" wo xiang ku dan shi ku bu chu lai.. =( den wen i heard e s0ng yi sheng ai ni yi ge..i cried finally..but it wasnt all out..c0s bba0beii made me luff in e end oso..i reali ha0 xiang ta.. an-an j0ined us wen he kn0cked oss i tink..n0rt BAD L0..HAHAS..c0s he sang e s0ng i wan 2 hear.. =Pp sing finish we went B2 c if dahUaiRen was dere..but din getta c him.. =..( den bba0beii wentta c0nfr0nt a guy den t0ok cabby hme lia0s.. 2day went out in e aftern0on wib wendy & zhen..hahas..we went bugis 1st c0s wanna g0 temple qiu qian den find smth wich i oledi t0t of 2 gib dahUaiRen 4 christmas de.. =Pp i g0t a shang shang qian w0r..l0ls..din xpect it de..c0s t0t e ting i ask wuldnt turn out 2 b gd..h0pe it true n0rhs..heex..den we went find m0ii ting lia0s..at 1st cant find beri sad sad n0rhs..but lucki neber gif up..kip l0okin den f0und it lia0s!den at 1st c0uldnt make up m0ii mind de..sh0 called dahUaiRen ask him 4 opini0n..in e end g0t it..reali h0pe he will like all tt i hab d0ne 4 him.. den went t0wn mit bba0beii..b0ught a cap 4 her c0usin @ parag0n..den went eat @ cine..den jerry came mit us..i left after tt..muz zi d0ng at tyms..den dun like tis feelin of xtra-ness..muz g0 hme earli oso..c0s mama kip naggin lia0s..den i t0ld her 9+ will reach hme oso..reach tamp ard 9+..sl0w?tink c0s went t0oilet jus n0w c0s f0und stain on shirt ar.. -_- den rem haben buy mama e wrappin paper sh0 went CS e metr0 c c..saw k0rk0r..den he peii me l0rhs..sh0 gd n0rhs..actuali wanna help him c necklace e..but t0o bad e sh0p cl0se le..sh0 we walk hme 2gether..as usual he sent m0ii 2 m0ii hme b4 leavin.. =) [[*will it cum true*]] |
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Sunday, December 19, 2004 @ 12/19/2004 11:59:00 AM ytd..bba0beii met me at tamp pass m0ii her jelly..s0rt of tryin out eachie other da chu yi..hahas..den she went on a date wib jerry lia0s..hahas..m0ii went out in da aftern0on g0in evening lidats..went mit ver 1st..pass her jelly if nt later dunn0 bcum wurt arhs..den she left at hme l0rhs..after tt we went t0wn 2gether lers..hehes..l0ng tym nv g0 out 2gether lia0s n0rhs..on reaching s0merset..we went PW 1st..c0s i nidta pass an-an da jelly ii made fer dahUaiRen arhs..hehes..den he help m0ii put in refrigerat0r 1st b4 dahUaiRen cum 2 wk.. :) den we b0th wentta mit bba0beii lia0s..she arhs..on a spin wib jerry w0r..l0ls..she ba her 1st tym ridin on bike xian gei le him..hahas..fun!den we sit at starbucks t0k awhiles den g0 partyb0x lers..1st tym went dere w0r..kekes..n0rtt tuu bad da envir0nment..was a ktv pub..seems n0rt bad a chill-out place t0o~ver..bba0beii & m0ii p0ured out all our s0rr0ws..& e BIG BIG st0ne is m0ii heart was als0 let out..finally..bba0beii & m0ii b0th br0ke out int0 tears on t0kin abt tis.. "bba0beii..thx fer understandin m0ii situati0n & 4givin m0ii once again..i din mean 2 hide it fr u de..c0s of sum tings arhs..den i was havin a hard tym os0..struggling whether 2 tell u abt it ma..in e end i t0ld ya.."sh0 glad tt we hab nth 2 hide fr eachie other lia0s..and tt we hab taken an0ther step further in our fwenship bahs..den bba0beii & m0ii wib ver..seems 2 b like da past once again..isnt it nice..we t0k till dun wanna leave at 1st..may we last~ ard 11pm lidats..2guys j0ined us..dey were bba0beii last tym c0lleagues at ta0s..den dunn0 gt m0tive or wad..l0ls..let us drink whisky..ver & m0ii n0e bba0beii drank lia0s..thus we nv reali drink.. after tt waited fer jerry 2 cum 2 fetch bba0beii b4 ver & m0ii left..meanwhile..bba0beii was reali drank & upset tt she cried & screamed..1st tym c bba0beii lidats..but it's ok l0rhs..let her fa xie & let evryting out..den jerry came & we left 4 e last train.. reach hme saw dahUaiRen sms & we msg fer awhile..he liked e jelly n0rhs.. =) |
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Saturday, December 18, 2004 @ 12/18/2004 01:23:00 PM -_- last nite wan bl0gg de..but rites finish den c0m hang..haben even publish p0st..zzZZzz~ ytd aftern0on receive a surprising msg..dahUaiRen ask m0ii wann mitt him peii him mah..pract screamed wen i saw it..l0ls..budden whilst i was waitin fer bus at da interchange..he sudd msg m0ii sayy tt he g0tta g0 h0s den cant mit m0ii lia0s.. =(( n0e g0d w0uldnt b sh0 kind ttuu m0ii?ish heaven playyin a f0ol on m0ii again? =X but i n0e i dun blame him l0rhs..life ish unpredictable..can onli blame it on m0ii fate bahs?s0rt of n0e n0rt ttuu xpect t0o muchie in e tings i ged..?da higher ur h0pes..da higher ur disapp0intment oso..tink g0nna ged m0re pessimistic in tis way..but oso cant help it..? anyways..i walked da way fr interchange ttuu m0ii hse dere da ntuc..th0ugh it was a l0ng j0urney..but jus wanna kill da time i hab bahs..b0ught da ingredients den g0 hme "play" lia0s..kekes..quite fun l0rhs wen d0in it..n0rt tiring de..l0ls..mayb c0s gt prupose de? =Pp [[miracles..?]] |
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Thursday, December 16, 2004 @ 12/16/2004 08:33:00 PM ytdd was n0rtt a g0odiee dayy?hhais..sista actualii sayy wanna g0 bbankk..ffar eastt..dden ppickk saga seeds wibb m0ii dde..iNn e endd oso ddun habb.. -_- lluckyy ii still habb m0ii zheNn meii..she peii m0ii g0 bbank 1stt..dden saw weikaii..d0txx..yy kipp bumpingg int0 him sudd..nvm..dden we wentt ppickk saga seeds llia0s.. =D nicee placee she br0ughtt m0ii ttUu..c0s ii ppickk ll0ts ll0ts..1stt ttYm ppickk till scared ddenn dunwanna ppickk anym0ree.. =/ ttinkk ii dun niddta ppickk anym0ree lerss..hheexx.. bbuddenn ii still dun habb j0bb..hais..ttinkk n0 nidd wk lerss bahhs..lleftt few wks nahx..n0 $.. ohh ya!m0ii mama s0tt sia..tt0tt m0ii & bba0beii lles or wurtt..L0L..pls..we b0th lyk guyys n0w de..hhahas..even iff lles os0 ok de llehhs..guyys n0 g0odie.. =x bbut 4 ddaa ttYm beingg..xia0pUdian ("v") dahUaiRen & van ("v") yan chen xu! =Pp ddaa pr0b btw us..darlingg..m0ii & bba0beii can sayy settledd?dunn0 lehhs..bbut g0rtt sayy tinggs outt llia0s..but n0ee tt we w0nt b sh0 cl0see llykk llastt ttYm llerss..unless we tryy 0r wurtt..bu zhi da0 n0rhs.. m0ii leg bberrii ppain n0rhs sudd..ttinkk ii n0ngg da0 m0ii disl0catedd knee ytd whilstt pickingg ddaa saga seeds.. =(( n0w walkingg llykk yi guai yi guai de..hais..h0pe ddaa pain sudsides s0on ll0rhs.. ddinner wentt bbed0kk 85 wibb meii,mama & fwens..alm0stt llykk ch0mpp ch0mpp llidatts..n0rtt bbadd dde placee..hhahas..can c0nsider hhun deree iNn ffuturee.. =x saw tt guyy hu satt bsidee m0ii iNn ddaa bus t0o..ddenn kipp l0ok l0ok.. -_- 1stt ttYm eatt till berri full..muz jjian feii llia0s..hhahas.. ttUudayy stayyed at hmee wh0lee ddayy..sianxx..m0ii b0ttle g0nna full lia0s..hehes..but dunn0 wanna put h0w mani saga seeds inside n0rhs..anyb0di ideas ma? =Pp muz hab meanin de w0r..kekes.. [[*..waitingg..*]] |
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004 @ 12/15/2004 11:50:00 AM m0rnin wakie up..saw l0ts unread msgs..din h0pe fer anyting..in case disapp0inted again..heex..but tis tym.. =D dahUaiRen did 4ward a msg t0 xia0pUdian..th0ugh it's jus a simple sms..but it means al0t t0 m0ii..guess wurtt i t0t last nite was rites? dun tink sh0 muchie 1st..sumtimes tinkin t0o muchie jus get e betta of m0ii..glad tt ii hab m0ii bba0beii & sista wibb m0ii durin tis stage os0..thx ya fer givin m0ii supp0rt & advices wen ii needed dem.. *hUggies* bba0beii sick lerss..muz takkie carrie n0rhs.. =p later g0in bank..pay sch fees.. zzZZzz~ den mayb later g0in t0wn awhile..c0s m0ii fwen say far east lyk hirin ppl..den g0 c c..after tt mayb g0 pick saga seeds again!hahas..still nid ard 300+ lidats..left 1wk+ lia0s..nid prepare..hehes.. [[..waiting..]] |
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004 @ 12/14/2004 09:22:00 PM sh0 l0ng nv bl0gg lerss..mama t0ok m0ii m0dem arhs.. -_- oso dunn0 whr tuu start sayin..tink jus say wurtt happened ytd bahs.. ytd went sch wib xw in da aftern0on..m0ii wanna pick saga seeds arhs..den xw labby g0rtt pr0b..wanna g0 IT helpdesk..i picked da0 200+ seeds nahx..still n0rtt enuff..c wen g0 pick again..l0ls.. after tt met bba0beii awhiles at outram platf0rm t0k t0k den went hme lerss..g0in mitt mummi & meii fer "dinner" arhs..reach tamp interchange gt a str0ng feelin i will bump int0 weikai..den jus h0pin i w0nt c him..but as feeling g0es..i saw him fr far..his new hairstyle t0o outstanding lia0s..tt's y i n0e it's him..he saw moii..den jus t0od dere 4 a m0ment l0okin at m0ii..seemed 2 wanna walked 2wards m0ii..but i siam..dunn0 y..jus feel sh0 "indescrible" wen i c him..called bba0beii 2 relax..she say i s0unds as if i was cryin..m i?mem0ries of us jus fl0ated backie..we g0rtt msg awhiles osh0 at nite.. xia0pUdian ha0 xiang ha0 xiang dahUaiRen w0r.. 2day we finally g0rtt msg awhiles..but da feelin diff ma?haf smth g0ne wrg?1st tym u nv replied m0ii n0rhs..dunwanna tink t0o muchie or -ve tings..mayb u bz wkin..since i haf oledi taken & ch0sen tis path..i shld jus carry on & dun gif up sh0 easily..wen dere's a will dere's a wayy rites?jus leave evryting 2 fate & b patient bahs..ha0 de d0ng xi shi zhi de deng dai de?if he's urs..he will b eventualli..i dunwanna add on 2 his burden or gif him pressure..tis few days mayb act acc0rding 2 circumstances bahs..mayb dun msg 4 e tym bein? since im g0nna c him durin christmas or wurtt arhs..will reach s0on..h0pe he'll lyk wad i g0nna d0 4 him.. [[*in search of a h0pe*]] |
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Saturday, December 11, 2004 @ 12/11/2004 12:27:00 AM ytdd wakiee upp ppreparee dden g0 mmitt bba0beii llia0s..wentt st andrew's cathedral deree..ppickk saga seeds arhhs..kkekes..att 1stt tt0tt cantt g0 in dde..c0s deyy sayy underr c0nstructi0nn..dden cantt enterr..bbuddenn 0ledii rreachh deree llia0s..ddenn ii wann dde saga seeds..sh0 g0 askk ddaa unclee..c c cann llett us enterr mahhs..hhahas..ddaa unclee berri g0odiee n0rhhs..llett us iin..evenn tt0kk tt0kk ttuu us ddenn ttell us whrr g0rtt ddaa seeds summ0re..ll0ls..ii pickedd dda0 300+ seeds..hhahas..tt0t onlii habb v llil nahhx..bbut still n0rtt enuff..n0w onlii habb 500+..bb0ttle onlii halff-filledd llidatts..ttinkk nez wkk g0nna ttakee summ0re..maybb g0 bbackiee rp ttake..hhahas.. afterr tt we wentt ttuu a "carnivall" ttuu z0u rre na0..rrealisee taufikk & slyy will b deree..bbut ddinn g0tta c ddem..n0rtt sh0 iinterestedd osh0.. =x saww l0tts oof "tt0pidd" gals screammingg..g0rtt m0ii favv lli0ndancee t00~!!hhahas..dden we ddecidedd ttuu g0 tt0wn..tt0ok bbus 124 @ wrgg ddirecti0nn dden det0urr ddee..satt 45mins dden rreachh.. -_- bb0ughtt iice-creamm ddenn wentt PW slackk..ll0ls..tt0kk tuu steve..kken..an-an.."dderrick".. andii..nels0nn..teressa..mel's l0ok alike..etc..dden wentt hmee llerss..c0s bba0beii nidd b hmee fferr ddinner..sianxx..hhmee n0b0dii..dden saww gMii's msgg.. =D hh0pefulli ddaa ans ishh +ve ttmll.. =Pp bbut ddunn ttinkk sh0..ddunn ppinn t0o hhighh hh0pes..llaterr ddisapp0intmentt osh0 bbigg bbigg.. ;) att lleastt hhe will tryy c0s.....hheexx.. n0w h0ls llia0s..wanna ffindd wkk..dden bbuyy ll0ts ttinggs..ii wann buyy ddaa bagg ii saw @ cinee..new tt0ps..ffarr eastt ddaa skirtts..vincii ddaa sh0ess..new hairrstylee..sh0 mani w0rr..ll0ls..bbut n0w ii nidd ffindd tth0se ppaperr bagg fferr winee b0ttles dde..anyb0dii n0ee whrr g0rtt pls iinf0rmm m0ii kies?thxx ya~ *muackks* =Pp [[*..ii wishh..ii wishh..ii wishh..*]] |
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Thursday, December 09, 2004 @ 12/09/2004 05:39:00 PM ii ll0vee m0ii bbl0gg~!! =Pp hhahas..maybb n0rtt g0nna changee itt bahhs?jUstt g0 editt summ stuffs..unless ii f0undd smthh nicerr..hheexx.. hhappiee hhappiee hhappiee..ff0undd ddaa s0ngg ii wann.. =D changedd ddaa sn0wflakess & w0rdinggs t0o..kkekes.. tUudaee v sianxx..nvv g0 outt..jUstt wentt outt mitt sj k0rr awhilee nahxx..c0s hhe wanna pass m0ii m0ii bdayy pressiee arhhs..l0ls..hhe still rremm n0rhs.. :)) peii hhim g0 eatt dden hhe g0 mitt gff dden ii g0 hmee llerss..xxiexiee k0rr ddaa ppressiee..sh0 cutee ddaa ttweetyy..hhahas..k0rr kkipp ttreatt m0ii as xxia0 meimeii dde.. *bblehh* wishh y0o & dda sa0 all ddaa bezz w0rr..ddunn sayy ii n0rtt g0odiee~!! =PpPp sianxx..r0tt @ hhmee wh0lee daee..ii miss hhimm..sad sad nv msg m0ii tUu daee.. =x ttmll maybb g0nna ppickk sagaa seedds..h0pefulli g0rtt n0rhhs..askedd ardd ll0ts ll0ts llerss..ddun ddisapp0intt m0ii~ ;p wanna b rreadyy b4 christmas ii ttinkk.. xp |
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@ 12/09/2004 01:52:00 AM llastt nitee wentt bbedd quitee earlii..v ttiredd arhhs..dden m0rningg wakiee upp saw all0tta missedd calls + msggs.. sistaa mabb lleftt fferr thailandd llia0s..wishh all all ddaa bbestiee~~ wakiee upp ppreparee dden mitt bba0beii @ tt0wnn..bba0beii bb0ughtt m0ii a pairr oof earrings n0rhs..sh0 nicee..heex..ddenn we wentt PW againn.. =x mett emilyy ffinalli..kekes.. =D saww gMii osh0..hehes.. =)) dden g0rtt 4wardd a msgg tuu himm osh0.. =Pp ardd 10 llidatts bba0beii & m0ii wentt off 1st..ttinkk she happie da0 bahhs..hahas..c0s finalli tt0okk jerry's no! L0Ls.. m0ii ff0undd ddaa s0ng gMii llykk llia0s..hahas..hhappiee dda0 w0rr! =PpPp jjus ffinishh tt0kinn ttuu bba0beii onn ddaa ff0ne..*hhUggies* bba0beii lyk 4giff m0ii lle w0rr~~ hhehes..xxiexiee nni nn0rhhs..w0 aii nii!! ^_^V [[*xxiexiee starr..2daee was a g0odiee dayy?*]] |
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004 @ 12/08/2004 07:38:00 AM hhais..al0tta ttings hhappenedd.. =(( saw wurtt bba0beii wr0tee iin hherr bbl0gg..ii oso ddunn0 wurtt ttuu sayy llia0s..jjus writee bbrieflyy wurtt hhappenn bbahs.. m0n..wentt bba0beii's hhsee iin ddaa eveningg..afterr tt wentt sunlightt kktv ttuu celebratee ddicks0n's bbdayy..ddrank qquitee al0tt..c0s ffeelingg m0odyy bbahs..hhais..dden llykk neglectt bba0beii orr wurtt..dden we alm0stt quarrelledd..ttinkk till n0w shee still n0tt hhappyy abtt itt bbahs..afterr c-ingg herr bl0gg..ii ffeell sh0..hhais..ddunn0 hh0w ttuu sayy..& ytd wenn we mett..shee oso nvv fferrgett ttuu kkipp "rremindingg" abtt wurtt i didd..seemss n0tt happy abtt m0ii llia0s..hhais..ddun ttinkk shee will everr 4gett orr 4giff wurtt ii didd bbahs..bbut bba0beii i nvv lli y0ngg y0o wenn neededd ll0rhs..nann dda0 w0 menn rrenn shii nna mme jjiuu..ddaii llai dde dd0u jjing bbu gu00 ttis ttingyy orr evenn bbelievee m0ii?ii rrealli zhenn xii ourr fwenshipp dde..iff n0rtt wurtt ii've dd0ne all tt..jjuss fferr funn?hhais..nvmm..ddun sayy llerss..ddunn0 hh0w ttuu xplainn..iit's all m0ii ffaultt............ [[*m0ii wishh up0nxx a starr..will y0o everr 4giff m0ii*]] |
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Sunday, December 05, 2004 @ 12/05/2004 10:12:00 PM heyheyy..m0ii backiee hhmee lia0s..wahahas..sh0 ttiredd manss..bbut shall bbl0gg 1st dden g0 zzZZzz.. =Pp tthurr nnitee..tt0k wiff bba0beii & an-an ttill ddawn ddenn ddinn rrealli slptt arhs..jjii tta0 wentta mmitt gMi llia0s..rreachh hhis hhmee ardd 730 llidats dden we wentt macc eatt bbreakfastt..s0rtt off nn0e summ off hhis ppastt osh0..hheexx..afterr tt wentt bbackiee hhis hhme orhorhh ll0rhs.. *~ddayydreamingg~* ddenn hhappiee dda0 c0s..... =x s0onn bba0beii rreach whilstt we weree slpinn..gMi w0kiee upp ardd 7+ ii ttinkk..dden ii ddunn wishh himm 2 g0 wkk arhh..dden bba0beii helpp m0ii "psycho" himm..kekes..xiexiee bba0beii~ *hhuggies* we wentta mitt kkaiwenn(ddestm0ndd) & gff(ggracee) @ tta0 ppay0hh..dden we g0 tt0wnn..gMi & kw pplayedd bbillardd..ddenn we gals c c & tt0kk tt0kk..gg0tta nn0ee ggracee..rrenn bbu kke ma0 xxiangg..tt0tt shee iishh tth0see dda0 dda0 orr wurtt de..bbut actualii nn0rtt..qquite ffwenlyy nn0rhs..dden qquitee maturee osh0..kkann buu chuu 16 orr yy0ungerr ddann us..afterr tt we wentta sunlightt ktvv..onn dda wayy n0ee an0therr vanessa..15yrs oldd!bbut osh0 ddunn ll0okedd llykk..v maturee t0o..ddenn mett an-an..sangg hall againn w0rr..c0s nn0 m0ree rms ii ttinkk..bbut bba0beii & m0ii sangg onli 1 s0ngg..hahas..nvm lla..quitte happiee dda0 osh0.. =Pp sunlightt..att 1stt quitee sians c0s bba0beii s0rtt of m0ree clickedd wiff gracee ddeyy all arhh..ddenn i att daa sidee nthh d0..ddinn tt0k mmuchiee osh0..ddenn kkaiweii & gMi tt0kingg abtt m0ii..dden gMi askk m0ii sitt wiff himm..tthus changedd pplacedd wiff an-an l0rhs..dden llaterr we all pplayedd ttUugetherr..hhappiee dda0 again..l0ls..s0rtt of ddrankk al0tt osh0 arhh..c0s ffelingg vexx arhh..ddunn0 yy..ddenn c0s pplayy ggamee mahh..ii l0see gMi ddrinkk..ddunwann hhe ddrinkk sh0 muchiee c0s of m0ii arhh..sh0 ddrinkk ll0rhs..hhe llykk v gg0odiee?ddenn afterr tt kkipp askinn us eatt bbut we dunwann..ffeedd osh0 ddunwann..ddenn hhe askk m0ii peii hhimm g0 tt0ilett..l0ls..as iff ii cann g0 malee tt0ilett..dden askk m0ii peii himm g0 kkaiweii bdayy partyy osh0..kekes.. =X sh0 caringg? ddenn we wentt "hmee"..an-an osh0 gg0rtt cumm..s0rtt of managedd ttUu ppsych0 himm g0 osh0..l0ls..rreachh hmee bba0 bba0 orhh orhh lia0s..hha..we ddin rrealli slpp? ddaa nez dayy..bb0thh of ddemm wentta wkk..we slackk att hhmee till 5+ llidats dden g0 outt..hahas..m0ii rremm gMi c0ughingg..sh0 suggestedd buyy hherball teaa ferr demm 2 ddrinkk..sh0 we bb0ughtt llia0s bbringg g0 PW ferr demm..dden wentt bbuyy f0odd wiff ddem @ cinee..afterr tt wwenta singg hall againn @ 8+..mabb llatee as usuall..hahas..al0tta ppll wishedd m0ii hhappiee bbdayy n0rhhs.. bba0beii..gMi..an-an..mabb..zhenn..benben..sebas.. rays0n..mevin..wanqii..darlingg..alexx.. ver0nn..hkk.. mama..mummi.....sangg ttill 1+..actualli wanna gg0 sparks dde..bbut inn e endd nvv..c0s gMi wkk ttill 4 niaxx..chi0ngg ffew hrs wastee $ arhh..endd upp gg0 k-b0xx bbsidee dde ddun0 ccall wurtt slackk whilee waittin ferr gMi kn0ck off..bba0beii & m0ii ppluckk upp daa c0uragee wentt "stagee" singg sia..oMgg..scaryy leis..bbut singg llia0s actualii n0rtt..hahas..ddenn bberri ffunn osh0..ggtt m0ii shuaii gege ddaa ttablee clapp fferr uss osh0..ll0ls..gMi kkn0ckk off ddenn we wentt hhmee lia0s..zzZZzz~ vv ttiredd arhh..juss slpp.. wakiee upp m0rninn/afterrn0onn..ii dunn0..an-an lleftt ferr wkk llia0s..ddenn bba0beii osh0 lleftt llerss..m0ii lleftt att ardd 6pm lidatts..ddin wakiee gMi upp..lett himm slpp ll0rhs..gg0rtt msgg hhimm afterr ii lleftt.. hhe gg0rtt call m0ii wenn i att hme..hhahas.. dden we tt0kk tt0k awhilee..sayy abtt kw bdayy ttingyy etc..dden chasee hhimm g0 eatt ddenn rrestt llerss..m0ii osh0 bbthh llia0s..gg0in zzZZzz s0onn..bberri hhungryy..nv eatt wh0lee ddayy llerss.. =Pp ttinkk nthh m0ree llerss bbahs..updates againn s0on~ [[*m0ii wishh up0nxx a star*]] |
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Thursday, December 02, 2004 @ 12/02/2004 11:20:00 PM 2dayy w0kiee upp..v0mitt..denn feverr a bitss..denn liker gtt slightt rashh againn..zzz sh0 nv g0 schh l0rhs..slpp till 11+ lidats denn wakiee upp..kelians nehs..nthh eatt ddenn c0ok maggi mee ferr lunchh.. =x saw bba0beii msgg..sh0 wentt 0nlinee..rrealisedd ii llastt nites "ling hun chu qia0"?ii dinn rrealisedd ii g0rtt pickedd upp herr call n0rhs..denn jus n0w ii saw a sms tt haff beenn rreadd..but ii nv saw b4 lehs..*blurr* ttink llastt nites t0o slpyy lerss bahs..? r0tt daa wh0lee daee att hmee 2daee..ddenn tt0kk o0n ff0nee wiff bba0beii tUu llearnn daa ttwinss s0ngg arhh..hahas..lli hhai sias.. =p we ttishh ffew ddaees ktv still n0rtt enuff sehhs..ll0ls..kkipp singingg n0n-stopp osh0..kekes.. ttmll n0rtt g0inn sch..wee~ h0lss lia0s n0rhs!! *wwinkks* gMi askk m0ii mitt hiMm ttmll m0rningg fferr bbreakfastt afterr hhis wkk..heexx..ddenn muz wakiee upp earlii lia0s..ttinkk ii mitt hiMm lerss afterr tt straightt g0 findd bba0beii deyy all iNn dAa aftern0on lia0s..dunn nidd g0 aLL dAa wayy bbackiee hmee..lykk sh0 ttr0ublesumm lidatts..eatt lia0ss c hhe wanna g0 whrr 1stt l0rhss.. m0ii n0rtt g0inn hmee 0n frii & satt nitee..bba0beii & m0ii stayying 0verr att sistaa hse..but dayylightt we n0rtt tUugetherr..att nitess denn slpp tUugetherr..kekexx..maybb g0in chi0ngg tmll..jUs g0 chill 0utt..listenn blasttinn techn0..dunn0..c0s an-an wanna mitt bba0beii arhss..iff gMi & hiss wkinn tYmm tmll samee jiuu ha0..denn cann tUugetherr..l0ls.. =x c0s du0 du0 sha0 sha0 will ffeell quitte xtrass ma..even tth0ugh ii n0ee bba0beii w0ntt ps m0ii de..c c h0w ttmll bbahs..shuii jii yingg bbiann l0rhs..as dAa sayinn g0ess:chuann da0 qia0 t0uu zii rann zhii rrites?hEex..h0pefullii happiee or wurtts cann lia0s.. =D life ishh ferr us tuu enj0yy de mahh..sUmm0ree bba0beii schh startinn s0on lia0s..dunn0 w3n denn we cann haff suchh tingyy againn lerss..sh0 makee uSee of llifee tUu dAa FULLEST! =Pp [[*..mm0ii wwishh uup0nxx aa sstarr..wwill iitt eeverr ccumm ttruee..*]]
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@ 12/02/2004 12:08:00 AM woo..finali can update bl0gg lia0s after tryin fer sh0 l0ng..zzz.. 2daee wentta sch late abitts wif xw arhs..c0s ish p0oh bear daa less0n..nvm de n0rhs..hahas..summ0re m0ii ytd 4am lidats den slpp..tired nehs.. wakie up saw gMi daa sms..reply him..den we sms fer quite l0ng bahs.. :)) in sch qute slackin..dunn0 d0 wad wans..l0ls..den after m0ii grp present durin daa 3rd mitin..i cha0s lia0s..went t0wn..PW again.. =Pp ba0beii & mab late arhs.. *humphs* saw gMi & an-an outside eatin snake bahs..hahas.. =x den t0k t0k awhiles..wait fer dey all cum.. ba0beii & m0ii started 1st..mab as usual latee..quite happie n0rhs..c0s~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hehes.. ;p lidats l0rhs.. *bleh* after tt wen sang jay daa shi jie mo ri..bcame m0ody sudd..m0od swing?dunn0 lehs..ard 7pm lidats went hme lerss..smth happened tuu ba0beii t0o.. reach hme jue wu lia0s..sum tings..jus dun tink sh0 muchie bahs..sumtimes tink t0o much w0rst..jus leave it daa way it is & let fate decides fer u l0rhs..mian qiang osh0 no use de.. =))
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004 @ 12/01/2004 12:03:00 AM 2day wakie up late again sehs..hais..muz b last nite slpt late..hahas..den miss UT again..oMg..h0w mani ut(s) haf i missed n0rhs.. =X but still went sch..kekes..betta late dan nv ma..but oso nt v late la h0r..reach sch ard 930 lidats?l0ls.. after sch wentta mit ba0beii again "discuss" sum tings..hahas..secret.. =Pp den went PW slack again..l0ls..da bai wan sia..den g0 eat dinner at cine BK..ate daa new pr0moti0n..al0t w0r..gt 2 wh0opers..fries..onion rings..cheesesticks + 2drinks..cant finish..sh0 da ba0 backie 4 gMi & an-an tuu eat l0rhs..hahas..dey lyk our rubbish bins? LOL~ but n0 h0r..we y0u fu t0ng xiang ok?hahas..if n0rt waste f0od oso.. =x we sang again at PW! *pengz* hahas..addicted le sia..ba0beii treated m0ii 2 sing..treat as m0ii bday pressie.. *huggies* xiexie ni w0r~ ;)) sang hall..pressure sia..m0re & m0ree ppl j0ined..den g0rt 1 gerger v fwenly de..but her singin voice n0t lyk her de..den gt shuai gege oso n0rhs..reminds m0ii of linc0ln..plus daa star hairstyle daa b0ib0i..kekes.. ;p sang till 1030 lidats went hme l0rhs..sian dia0..mama !@#$*&^ again as usual.. =x oso dun reali care la..hahas..c0s papa nt in sg lo~~wee weet!! =PpPp tml till thur/fri cant g0 out lerss..mus guai guai cum hme after sch..if nt waste $..mus save f0r fri/sat/sun..if nt n0rt enuff..kekes..h0pe it's g0nna b fun again bahs..heex [[*..i miss him..*]]
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