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Wednesday, March 30, 2005 @ 3/30/2005 03:37:00 PM a t0uchin st0rie i jus read.. :(( Jin and I are best frens..we do anything that best frens do together... One day, i realised that i actually fell for him...so i decided to confess to him one nite where we camped with other frens. he readily agreed to be my Boyfren... Soon we started doing the usual stuffs that couples do, watching movies, having strolls in park, eating together, going to the beach... but life was not as fun when we are still best fren.... we're not as close as we used to be when we're still best frens... he doesnt tok much or continued sharing his problems with mi... and so i tot he is not a suitable or loving boyfren... but i quietly kept this on my mind... But since the day he became my boyfren, i would always recieve a small teddybear frm him... At first i thought it was lovely, but then i wondered why he would give me this... One day, i was walking alone in the park we both frequent... Then i saw Jin together with another gal there.. I crept near them softly n overheard him saying "i love u' to the gurl.. I was enraged that i run home immediately.. Jin never said he love me all the while when wer'e boyfren and gurlfren.. Then at midnite one day, he came to my house and passed me another teddy bear that he used to give me everyday, then said "Sorry, i forgotten to giv this to you today." his presence only made mi even more angry so i shouted at him, "Why u alwiz giv me this crap? All i wan to hear from u is, I love you,that's it, izit too hard???" Jin kept quiet. He took my hand and place the teddy bear on my palm and left.. i threw the teddy bear into my wardrobe.. The next day, Jin asked me out.. We met at e bus stop near my house... he handed mi a bigteddy bear but i threw the teddy to the middle of the road as i still couldnt get over e incident.. He remained quiet and went to pick up the teddy.. He didnt realised a truck was coming towards him.. I shouted repeatedly to warn him but he just turned back and smiled at me, and...........................*Bang*. "JIN!!!!!!" I cried...the nex minute i know, he was lying on the road, the teddy in his hands covered with blood.. He was sent to the hospital but in the end...i still lost him...i've lost him FOREVER... after attending his funeral, i went back home and took out all the teddy bears he gav me since the day we bcame gfbf... i counted the teddies one by one... 1...2....3...101...230....300..364...and the last teddy bear he gave me covered with his blood was the 365th... it has alreadly been a year webcome bfgf... i squeezed the teddy as my tears flowed.... suddenly...*I love you~**I love you~*i was shocked..i looked at the teddies...took one of it, and pressed its tummy..*I love you~*i tried each and every teddy he gav me...*I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~*......................and the biggest was the last teddy Jin gav me, I squeezed his big tummy...*felicia, today is our very first anniversary.....i hopeto love you,today, tommoro, the day after and forever........I love you....* i dropped the teddy........ i never realised that Jin had actually told me those words..every single day....till now... i slowly picked up the teddy and whispered to the teddy's ear.."i love you too, Jin..and i always did........" t0nghua mtv..but c0mic versi0n..hehes --> http://www.puler.net/gamelist.asp?id=105 m0n,280305 - went sent0sa 4 class chalet..hahas.. mit ter n m0ussie at harb0ur fr0nt ard 8pm..i was on e bus at tamp at 6pm..2hrs! cant believe.. >.< at 7-11..b0ught beer den g0 walk all e way backie lia0s.. -_-" mw suggested finish all in 1 0f e 1 we hab in 0ur hands..1eachie..ter d0tx la..drink c0ffee..den s0 gan le! hahas..den mw n m0ussie liek seh seh 0ledi.. =x backie at rm, we played cards games..l0ser will hab 2 drink..mw, m0ussie n gab cant reali drink..den c dem berri funni..face red red de..den habta lie here n dere t0o.. :p 
-miie wib e seh-ers-
-all of us!- m0ussie, miie n ter left ard 3 lidats..0n e way 0ut..m0ussie zi-lianess acted! =D
rem bb t0ld miie abt 0ur trip 0verseas..hahas..hear lia0s excited? os0 dunn0 y.. |
