Tuesday, April 19, 2005 @ 4/19/2005 12:42:00 PM ytd was e 1st day o0f sch..zzz had quite a n0. o0f m0rnin calls.. c0s afraid will 0verslpt.. =x but actuali din reali slpt l0r..c0s liek 0wnself wakie up 1st den dey called..kekes.. hahaa..1st if fr muiix..c0s shun bians ma..she nidta wakie up g0 sch.. nez is dada..she specially w0kie up jus 2 gimme m0rnin call nehs.. ((: hees..xiexie ni! den is m0ussie..but hers cmi de..hahaas..c0s by e tym she call..i late lia0s.. =p received a msg fr piggy earli in e m0rnin t0o~ t0t he 0n e way 2 sch..but actuali is 0pp0site..l0ls.. den wentta sch l0r.. as my steps were gettin nearer 2 sch..i m0re gan ji0ng l0r..dunn0 y..tink c0s i scared my new class bahs.. >.< met ter 1st at tamp..den saw muhh k0rk0r w0r! hahaa..den we wentta sch 2gther.. =D den met xw f0ll0wed by m0ussie n we all wentta sch 2gether~ saw sunny..l0ls..den g0 disturb him.. =p surprised 2 c him in muhh sch! sch was sudd fl0oded wib MILLIONS of "ants".. omg0sh! budden os0 nt bad la..gt eye-candies here n dere.. =Pp after tt we all sent eachie 0ther 0ur respective classrms..last was ter..hehehe.. muhh class was rather sian i supp0sed? c0s berri quiet arhs..den liek in 0ur 0wn grps lia0s os0 nv t0k de nehs..den i muz take e initiative 2 start 2 ask dem t0k..hahas.. g0tta n0e quite a n0. of ppl t0o l0r.. ((; den wen presentin..n0 b0mbardin de n0rhs..majiam t0k 2 cemetry.. )): i miss tno3o3 n everyb0di!!! *cries after sch met muhh muiix..den we wentta mit dada t0o c0s she wib fwen at tamp.. saw e dress she wanted 2 sh0w miie den we all went hme le.. reach hme ji ta0 sian dia0.. had a small argument wib muhh mama.. den it lead 2 a big wan later.. hais.. cried n fell aslp.. tinkin 0ne day if i eva hab e chance n reali cant take it anym0re.. wanna run away fr hme.. *s0bs w0kie up ard 9+.. c0s dada called muhh hse n "purp0sely" wake miie up.. =x saw e sh0w..ok lo..nt bad..den t0k 0n f0ne awhiles n i went 0nline.. "his" an0ther fwen added miie 0nline n we t0k thru'0ut e nite..l0ls.. hmms* wad will i b d0in 0n wed.. will it b a enj0yable day? hais.. =x wennta bed 0nli at 2am! can u believe it? haii.. cant g0 2 bed s0 easily.. used 2 "nightlife" le.. die.. my pandaa eyes will b gettin w0rse.. hahas.. tis m0rnin w0ke up ltr.. s0 tired.. reali dun feel liek g0in sch sia.. wib all tt sian-ness.. hais~ b0bians.. h0pe as days past "we" will b m0re fun bahhs.. =x at least muhh grp 2day e ppl nt s0 sian.. kekes.. [[= haii.. feel s0 stressed 0ut.. dunn0 wad 2 d0 at times.. dunn0 wad's happenin either.. alth0ugh everyting seems fine.. sum ppl sudd seems s0 m0 sheng 2 miie.. life sudd feel s0 lifeless.. is dere anym0re meanin 2 stay on? muhh life's in a mess! wad d0 i wan? even if i n0e wad i wan.. will i hab it? )): |
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