Wednesday, June 01, 2005 @ 6/01/2005 12:21:00 AM was late agin 4 sch ytd.. ^_^" but wen i reach class.. *phew- fac haben even reach..h0h0h0.. =x end up gt 1 take-0ver fac de cum..den ji ta0 1st mitin 0ver jiu 3rd mitin l0~ kekes..den 0nli 3grps..al0t absentees arhs..seems as th0ugh muhh class e chicken p0x is spreadin nehs..lucki i gt it b4 le.. :p all 0f us gt e 6th P b4 hand + 0uts0urcin..hahaa..jus c0py & paste.. =X ka din cum class nehs..den E & miie kip callin her..c0s say ha0 wanna g0 sing k de..end up ka os0 nv cum le..i call back she os0 nv pick up.. *signs- but E wanna sing ar..s0 i ok l0r..c0s dun wan let E b disapp0inted ar..end up os0 psych0 da0 S peii us g0..if nt 2ppl g0 quite sians de nehs..hees..after tt bb ask miie whether can help her wk..but cant ps muhh fwens again ar..s0 din wk le n0rhs.. *paiseh- s0 after sch we went S hse 1st..c0s she wanna change cl0thes & we went PW le..hees..e m0ment b4 i reach PW, i was actuli quite gan ji0ng..but after tt jiu bu hui le.. *zipped- ((: E&S saw me gettin s0 high & crazy dere..cant help it de leh.. =Pp went sh0p awhiles after tt den headed hme le.. eve t0ld me sum tings in e aftern0on..0n e way hme..i did a small test? & e result was a -FAILED- disapp0inted & sad i supp0sed..but i s0rt 0f expected it..tt's y i din pin any h0pe 0r wait..shall jus let it be~ dunn0 y feelin s0 shag & tired tis few days..will jus fall aslp wen i lie 0n bed..ytd watchin vcd halfway den sis w0ke me up tell me finish le.. -___-" dun even n0e i c till whr nehs.. =x w0ke up & watched again..tears kip fl0win 0ut..is e sh0w t0o sad/t0uchin 0r izit me? i dunn0..decided 2 listen s0ngs instead & nightdream..bb called miie s0on after.. "w0 xiang ku dan shi ku bu chu lai" was e w0rd i had 4 her..den she t0ld me her tings den we put d0wn e f0ne le..she nv called backie..... realise i dreamt 0f tings again..ri y0o su0 si ye y0o su0 meng is quite true ba..tis time..i reali cry 0ut l0..but nv finish..hais..muhh tears reali like 2 cum in intervals arhs? =x jus n0e of smth fr eve..omg..sh0cked da0 cans..den i was liek sh0 w0rried! omg..an0ther ans came 0ut..but is diff tis time.. =.= 4 an0ther 1..hais..muz b c0s of "us" again.. m0ussie.. xiexie ni ya.. i will be str0ng de.. w0nt gib up sh0 easily either.. hahaas.. dun w0rrie.. wen imma weak.. i will cum 2 find u tis pillar 2 lean 0n de.. ;p av0idin is 0f n0 use.. cant y0o jus face e music? y izit 0ways y0o bein e 1 tt makes all e decisi0n.. hab y0o ever spared a t0t 0f hw ii will feel? ii guess e ans is n0.. s0 muchie tings w0uldnt hab happened if s0.. izit jus all excuses tt ii n0ee of? y0o kip sayin tings d0ne r 4 muhh 0wn gd.. but u dunn0 wurtt izit tt ii realii wann.. y0o jus assumedd.. n madee daa ch0ice 4 miie.. is tis fairr 2 miie? dere jus seems 2 b 0ways a stretch 0f river in b/w us.. n0 m0re pins.. n0r desires.. satisfied wib e way tings r.. tt we're still cl0se as usual.. jez gettin 2 cya 0nce everytime makes muhh day.. even lil lil tings.. thx 4 0ways bein s0 c0incidently dere 4 miie wenever imma in nidd.. th0ugh ii dunn0 y & hw u did it.. *jus hw ii feel..n0 p0nderings ya.. *secrets- |
HEARTS❤