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Wednesday, March 30, 2005 @ 3/30/2005 10:00:00 PM imma sad~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ =..( s0 sad.. berri sad.. *s0bx s0bx* he called miie jus.. ask whether i can g0 out.. but its s0 late lia0s.. last min summ0re.. i cant.. hais.. nan de he called.. but i cant g0.. wasted? feel s0 sad.. can i cries? =...( |
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@ 3/30/2005 03:37:00 PM a t0uchin st0rie i jus read.. :(( Jin and I are best frens..we do anything that best frens do together... One day, i realised that i actually fell for him...so i decided to confess to him one nite where we camped with other frens. he readily agreed to be my Boyfren... Soon we started doing the usual stuffs that couples do, watching movies, having strolls in park, eating together, going to the beach... but life was not as fun when we are still best fren.... we're not as close as we used to be when we're still best frens... he doesnt tok much or continued sharing his problems with mi... and so i tot he is not a suitable or loving boyfren... but i quietly kept this on my mind... But since the day he became my boyfren, i would always recieve a small teddybear frm him... At first i thought it was lovely, but then i wondered why he would give me this... One day, i was walking alone in the park we both frequent... Then i saw Jin together with another gal there.. I crept near them softly n overheard him saying "i love u' to the gurl.. I was enraged that i run home immediately.. Jin never said he love me all the while when wer'e boyfren and gurlfren.. Then at midnite one day, he came to my house and passed me another teddy bear that he used to give me everyday, then said "Sorry, i forgotten to giv this to you today." his presence only made mi even more angry so i shouted at him, "Why u alwiz giv me this crap? All i wan to hear from u is, I love you,that's it, izit too hard???" Jin kept quiet. He took my hand and place the teddy bear on my palm and left.. i threw the teddy bear into my wardrobe.. The next day, Jin asked me out.. We met at e bus stop near my house... he handed mi a bigteddy bear but i threw the teddy to the middle of the road as i still couldnt get over e incident.. He remained quiet and went to pick up the teddy.. He didnt realised a truck was coming towards him.. I shouted repeatedly to warn him but he just turned back and smiled at me, and...........................*Bang*. "JIN!!!!!!" I cried...the nex minute i know, he was lying on the road, the teddy in his hands covered with blood.. He was sent to the hospital but in the end...i still lost him...i've lost him FOREVER... after attending his funeral, i went back home and took out all the teddy bears he gav me since the day we bcame gfbf... i counted the teddies one by one... 1...2....3...101...230....300..364...and the last teddy bear he gave me covered with his blood was the 365th... it has alreadly been a year webcome bfgf... i squeezed the teddy as my tears flowed.... suddenly...*I love you~**I love you~*i was shocked..i looked at the teddies...took one of it, and pressed its tummy..*I love you~*i tried each and every teddy he gav me...*I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~*......................and the biggest was the last teddy Jin gav me, I squeezed his big tummy...*felicia, today is our very first anniversary.....i hopeto love you,today, tommoro, the day after and forever........I love you....* i dropped the teddy........ i never realised that Jin had actually told me those words..every single day....till now... i slowly picked up the teddy and whispered to the teddy's ear.."i love you too, Jin..and i always did........" t0nghua mtv..but c0mic versi0n..hehes --> http://www.puler.net/gamelist.asp?id=105 m0n,280305 - went sent0sa 4 class chalet..hahas.. mit ter n m0ussie at harb0ur fr0nt ard 8pm..i was on e bus at tamp at 6pm..2hrs! cant believe.. >.< at 7-11..b0ught beer den g0 walk all e way backie lia0s.. -_-" mw suggested finish all in 1 0f e 1 we hab in 0ur hands..1eachie..ter d0tx la..drink c0ffee..den s0 gan le! hahas..den mw n m0ussie liek seh seh 0ledi.. =x backie at rm, we played cards games..l0ser will hab 2 drink..mw, m0ussie n gab cant reali drink..den c dem berri funni..face red red de..den habta lie here n dere t0o.. :p 
-miie wib e seh-ers-
-all of us!- m0ussie, miie n ter left ard 3 lidats..0n e way 0ut..m0ussie zi-lianess acted! =D
rem bb t0ld miie abt 0ur trip 0verseas..hahas..hear lia0s excited? os0 dunn0 y.. |
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Monday, March 28, 2005 @ 3/28/2005 05:13:00 PM okies..im b0red..s0 im here 2 bl0gg ok?? =x mm..waitin 4 m0ussie n ter nw 2 b rdy..im g0in sent0sa!! WEE~~ 1's in sch..an0ther's hme.. -_-" it's muhh class chalet la..actuali nt g0in de..c0s n0 $..den nidta PIORITISE s said by bb..l0ls~ g0nna spend durin dest's bday i supp0sed? >.< den liek every1 in muhh class kip askin miie g0 la..den sum1 even 0ffered 2 treat me g0..thus decided 2 c muhh fate 2 ask muhh parents c dey all0w miie mahhs.. =p hu n0es? muhh papa n mama b0th gave miie e green light! wich means im fated 2 g0? hahas.. =) g0nna wait till fall aslp lia0s..zzZZzz~ oh ya..jus saw lf 0nline..hmms* he's attached lerss w0r..all e bestie ya? =Pp g0tta n0e a new guy in fwenster t0o..he's mh..nt bad la..seems liek we hab al0tta tings 2 t0k abt..t0k till BGR..i alm0st teared..but din dr0pped 0ut.. ade muz b str0ng! =D 0ledi da0 le zhe ge di bu le..jiu ji xu xia qu ba..0r shld i st0p? :S kk la..dun tink lia0s.. chuan da0 qia0 t0u zi ran zhi~ walk 1 step c 1 step 1st bahs.. me cha0s lia0s.. ^^ |
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Sunday, March 27, 2005 @ 3/27/2005 03:38:00 PM here r muhh results 4 sem2 : m0dule title/grades Basic Sciences II - C+ Computing & Maths II - C+ Cognitive & Prob Solving II - C Culture & Aesthetics - B Enterprise Skills II - C+ GPA : 2.5 budden h0r..wen avg wib last sem de results (GPA=2.3)..muhh GPA onli 2.4 la.. >.< but nvm..at least i impr0ve wich is a gd sign? l0ls~ last nite muhh muiix n mama had a fight w0r.. *fierce* all thx 2 muhh y0ungest muiix ya? peng wei kia..hate her! >.< dunn0 y she came int0 tis w0rld os0..did we 0wn her in0ur previ0us life den nw she cums n brings us all tt tr0uble n misery..hais.. |
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Saturday, March 26, 2005 @ 3/26/2005 09:10:00 PM hmms* im gettin lazy 2 updates everytime lia0s?? wakakas~ summ0re muhh m0dem cum n g0es as n wen it likes..s0 lidat l0rhs..hahas.. m0n n tue..din went anywhr, stayed at hme..den bb came muhh hme 2 stardi..hahas..c0okin meals 4 0urselves..it's nice..i'm l0vin it! =D wed..went b0ught fruits wib muhh mama.. -_-" tt's y bb din cum muhh hse..hahas.. thur..finali went 0ut! >.< mit m0ussie at t0wn den we went ask e gelare j0b..but dun seems tt gd after all..hahas..c0s still nidta buy U if wanna wk..den liek s if i will wk s0 l0ng huh? =x den walked 2 taka dere e 0rchard library..alm0st l0st mahhs?c0s m0ussie was lu chi! =Pp din n0e dere was such a library inside oso..hahas..den 0n e way dere..i saw shawn yue!tis is him if u all dunn0 hu he is.. =p  he is s0 shuai in real pers0n cans?! wakakas..den m0ussie say if i nv say is him she oso wuldnt hab reg him even if he walked passher a milli0ns times..LOL~ went e cafe in e library..den saw a bunk..omg0sh! she's cuteeeeeeeeeee..b0th m0ussie n miie agreed on..liek nan de..hahas..even wen e pay all tt wasnt tt gd..we still n0d 0ur head.. =x after tt met ter at bugis..c his AP face os0 sian.. =x but we oso LL la..hahas.. den went interview..i was misbehavin dere s stated by ter! >.< but i os0 dun care..saw stan n kimle0ng dere..surprised t0o..kekes.. den ter went church after tt.. -__-" left m0ussie n miie..din ate anyting e wh0le day..s0 jus grab a cupc0rn @ e pasar malam n a ice tea @ a thai restaurant..yumms! i l0ve e ice tea..gt addicted lia0s..hehes.. went 2 e supermarket b4 g0in hme..c0s wanna prepare lunchb0x 4 gmii..hehes.. =Pp thus sh0p ard c gt wad can c0ok..kekes..met d0ngd0ng 2 sh0p 2gether..l0ng tym nv c him lers..he has gr0wn taller! hahas..but in muhh eyes..he will 4ever b a cute n small xia0 didi.. ;p bb n me was 0n e f0ne..c0s wanna check 0ut e ingredients..d0ngd0ng left halfways la..nvm l0rhs.. fri..g0t up earlier i supp0sed 2 prepare 4 e lunchb0x i preparin..w0oh0o~!! =) decided 2 make an0ther share 4 andrew c0s seems strange if 0nli prepared gmii's share..hahas.. bb came muhh hse t0o 2 help me..hahas..she m0re zai de.. i decided 0n these dishes..rice 0f cus..wib fried calamaries, egg d0ufu, fish fillet n black pepper chicken! hehes..even asked muhh ah ma hw 2 actuali c0ok tt w0r.. :)) 0ledi tried 2 make it s healthy s p0ssible lerss..hu ask him dun eat veg de.. it was a success~!~~!! hehes..sh0 happie nehs..actuali dere's os0 e sense 0f achievement la..n os0 e feelin dere wen u c0ok 4 e pers0n u liek i supp0sed.. s0 after packin we went t0wn..dey w0rkin u c..feel s th0ugh we were caterers 4 e day la..l0ls..pass dem e f0od den we went sh0ppin le..4 dest bday pressie.. receive a msg fr him in btw..kekes.. =D he say e f0od i c0oked was nice! hehes.. went backie PW 2 pass dicks0n his k0r pressie..c0s dunwan bring hm arhs..hehes..den slack dere lia0s..cant believe it mans..liek we stay dere fr 3pm-10pm? w/0ut singin summ0re..hahas.. oh ya..he cut his finger accidentally while cuttin fruits..i xin d0ng? =x even wanted 2 g0 take handiplast 4 him..but bb st0pped miie.. >.< i wan 2 tell him..i was berri happie ytd..reali..c0s he was dere..as l0ng as he's present..it d0esnt matter wad im d0in..e smile i ged..will b fr e b0tt0m 0f muhh ("v")..but will he ever n0e? [[tink tt's os0 e reply 4 his msg i received fr him tis m0rnin askin me 2 smile n b happie 0ways..]] was 0n e f0ne wib m0ussie n dar last nite t0o..c0s y i os0 dun rem lia0s..wakakas~ =x den msg him c him wanna peii miie g0 c "the eye 1o" mahhs..din n0e his reply was gd/bad? o.O sudd feel s th0ugh im startin 2 b s0 irritatin mahhs? >.< m i causin disturbance 2 his life again? m i an0ther burden? im fannin him? :(( |
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Sunday, March 20, 2005 @ 3/20/2005 05:40:00 PM evryting cums t0 a st0p wenever im wib y0o.. nth matters anym0re as l0ng as e pers0n ish y0o.. g0nna live in a w0rld 0f muhh 0wn if muhh welfare is a c0ncern f0r y0o.. n0 matter wurt.. muhh mind ish jus filled wib images 0f y0o! n tis will prevail.. |
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Saturday, March 19, 2005 @ 3/19/2005 04:30:00 PM When he puts his hands around your waist, lay your head back on his shoulder and put your arms on his. When he whispers in your ear, giggle and he'll think he's funny. Whenever he tries to kiss you, don't just let him,kiss him back. When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold and he will automatically move closer to you. (if he's stupid then he'll either say "me too" or he'll give you his jacket) If he kisses the tip of your nose, it mean he wants to kiss. During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder and he might lift your chin up and kiss you lightly. When he tells you he loves you, look deep into his eyes, give him a peck on the lips, and tell him you love him too. When you're both laying under the stars,put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat and then he willwhisper in your ear and link his hands with yours. *f0und tis in fwenster de..seems nice wen readin it..den mem0ries 0f us jus fl0ated backie.........* jus nw muhh papa called backie n0rhs..been waitin 4 his call nehs..hahas.. =x he din sc0ld miie~~!! nanny nanny p0o p0oo..hahas.. *blehs* wen i pick up his f0ne..e 1st ting i said was: papa i dun hab f0ne lia0s! wakakas~ den i ask him faster cum backie s0 tt i gt new f0ne h0pefulli.. =Pp he nv say muchie abt miie g0in hme late 0r wk ting oso..jus say JING LIANG dun 0ver 12am cum hme..hahas..den dun wk t0o late de oso.. ;d tis is e f0ne tt i initially wanted de..c0s tt tym saw *S* gt..den shld b xin li zu0 y0ng arhs..den tink quite nice oso..budden after much tinkin..beeri big nehs? den liek n0 tt nicey 2 use? hmms*  nw muhh nez 'target' supp0sedly la..hahas.. =Pp h0pefulli will hab..alht0ugh nt tt new lia0s..budden nice 2 c n use l0rhs.. =) 
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Friday, March 18, 2005 @ 3/18/2005 03:45:00 PM nan de yi ci de 0utin... wed mit bb at bugis..c0s she say billy b0mbers wanna hire ppl..s0 peii her g0 l0r..shun bian c gt chance an0t..l0ls..den end up dun hab c0s dey wanna hire permanent de..den e wkin hrs majiam berri late arhs..after tt walk ard c c still gt whr wanna hire..but nt muchie la.. thus we went t0wn..sang PW again fr 2-6pm..hahas..bb treat me..xiexie w0r.. *huggies* =) sing finish we walked ard taka..den t0t of g0in geylang mum mum..s0 called gmi n andrew c dey wanna tag al0ng mahhs..end up 0nli andrew j0in us..c0s gmi mitin dicks0n all tt..hahas.. s0 dinner was on an-an..thx yahhs..heex.. gmi t0ld me dey g0in ktv at nite..den ask we wanna cum mahhs..we hrt itchy arhs..s0 g0 mit dem after we eat l0rhs..hahas..tinkin at e m0st b cinderella l0rhs..nan de we all can cum 0ut 2gther lidat again mahhs.. =D muhh m0od went up lia0s at tt m0ment..l0ls~ high da0 lerss.. we went PW again 2nd tym 4 tt day..gt gmi,andrew,weilun,dick,me n bb..nels0n j0ined us after he kn0cked 0ff..we sang n played dere.. as tym g0es by..we reali she bu de g0 hme..thus i hi0ng again..4 him.. =x s usual we played dice..at 1st l0ser eat e fruits de..1st de eat l0ngan, 2nd eat h0neydew den last eat watermel0n..bb n me eat watermel0n till erxin da0..after tt de l0se is drink..tis time is half glass per l0st..hahas..fierce cans..den bb n me majiam thirsty..kip kena drink de lehs..0ur luck n0 gd bahhs..tink we drank e m0st dere bahhs.. >.<> den weilun berri jian la..nv drink den kip ha0lian..say wanna t0ast wib us usin his jasmine h0ney..qian da rites..nvm..i reali gt da him oso la..hahas.. =p g0tta n0e an0ther new pers0n in PW..he call ken..den he berri funni la..kip cumin in actin as if PW service berri gd lidats..den oso liek maid "maria"..entertainin~ till bhind bhind..i reali drink bu xia le la..lucki gt gmi n weilun dey all drink 4 me..if nt reali can puke lia0s..den h0r..i finali n0e hw izit liek 2 feel seh de..hahas..wen bb ask me g0 0ut intr0 evette 2 miie..i majiam n0 strength..cant stand pr0perly den feelin berri weak..head spinnin oso..bth..halfway dey still t0kin i went in2 e rm lia0s.. we kip changin places whilst playin ar..oso dunn0 y..but i liek e final p0siti0n la..c0s was bside him mahhs..hehes.. =X feelin nt s0 gd while seh seh..den bu zhi bu jue i was lyin 0n his sh0ulders le..e feelin cant b described..hai jiu mei y0o zhe zh0ng gan jue le..ha0 huai nian n0rhs..felt liek cryin at tt m0ment..but din..c0s din wanna cry infr0nt of him n dunwanna tink abt anyting else at tt pt..jus wanna treasure wad's left.. he was berri g0odie tt nite..can feel his care n c0ncern..he even ask nels0n send me hme ltr..c0s he stay pasir ris de.. bb was berri sad..she 0nli seemed happie on e 0utside..den she cried 0ut le till bhind..thx 2 tt BASTARD la..nb..fcuker..dunn0 wth he d0in..msg him dunwan reply..call him dunwan pick up..jian nan ren! h0pe he retributi0n befall him! >.< after singin..we sat 0utside PW awhiles..den i jus da0 on bb's legs on e steps dere..n0 strength le la..bb n nels0n kip playin ar..liek p0lice n thief lidat..LOL~ den wen dey decide ha0 whr 2 g0..gmi sudd held 0ut his hand..i sh0cked..den he say z0u le la..den held me up..s0 swit~~~ =X we went lavender de dunn0 whr 2 eat..den din reali ate/drink anyting la..tink if i ate/drink..i will puke! hahas..reach dere jus da0 on e table..majiam g0 whr jiu r0t whr lidats..cmi sia.. =p gmi ask me wanna drink wad..i say dunwan..den he ask me share wib him..hahas..den i say anyting l0r.. =x wen eatin he put wad 0n muhh plate i put backie 0n2 his..hahas..cant eat la.. on e 0ther side..bb n nels0n kip sh0otin eachie 0ther lidats..den bb kip beatin him..den thr0w tings oso..she say he is her sand bag..LOLs~ he liek feelinless de..beat him mei gan jue de.. wen e f0od reali cant finish..we all played z0ng ji mi ma..den i gt z0ng 0nce..b0bianx jus stuff e f0od int0 muhh m0uth n eat l0rhs.. >.< g0in hme..gmi,me,bb n nels0n shared a cab hme..gmi alight 1st den bb den me..nels0n last.. wen gmi alight..i switched 0n muhh hp even th0ugh n0 batt lia0s.. =x c0s i feel he will msg me..hehes.. nels0n was a gentleman w0r..wen bb n me at 0ur hse d0wnstairs..he even 0ffered 2 send us up 2 0ur hme..l0ls..1st time c a guy lidats? hmms..den i reali received a msg fr him.. =] wen i g0nna reply..he called..kekes..happie da0 bahhs..jus st0od 0utside muhh hse t0kin 2 him 0n e f0ne..he 'sc0lded' me..say cant drink still drink s0 muchie..nez tym dun drink tt muchie le..blah blah blah..but i oso quite happie la..if he dun care he wuldnt even b0ther 2 say me rites? l0ls..im lame! den wen i reali hme le msg tell him l0rhs..den say will gib him m0rnin call tml.. it's been s0 l0ng since he/sum1 last cared 4 me lidat le.. =( tink tt's all 4 tt day bahhs..den e nez day m0rnin wakie up quite earli l0r..culdnt slp alth0ugh was real tired..dunn0 y oso.. at 12pm gave him m0rnin call..listen da0 his blur blur slpy slpy v0ice berri cute n0rhs..kip luffin.. =Pp n0e he will g0 backie slp de..s0 called him 2nd time..hahas.. at nite watched 9pm de sh0w..den cried wen i saw meide t0k 2 an zhengxi tt part..bb n me b0th t0t 0f al0t of tings.. *s0bx* =..( ni shi w0 di yi ge zhen zheng ai de ren.. shui ran gu0 le zhe me jiu.. na z0ng gan jue shi z0ng mei y0u xia0 shi.. w0 y0u kai shi y0u yu le.. yin gai ji xu deng dai ma.. |
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Monday, March 14, 2005 @ 3/14/2005 02:15:00 PM sun m0rnin wakie up in e m0rnin n peii muhh mama g0 market! =) after tt cum hme den fell aslp.. =x hahas.. wen wakie up n0b0di at hme lia0s.. WEE~ =Pp gt bbg`z fwenster..l0ls..yuan lai i saw his pr0file b4 de..at 1st still t0t was a gurl n0rhs.. =x his pics n real pers0n quite diff..muz c pr0perly den will n0s ish him..kekes.. din went mum's mama hse 4 dinner..dun feel liek eatin arhs..hehes.. can say r0t at hme e wh0le day bahhs.. zzZZzz~ 2day i had e runs.. >.< received an sms fr bbg`z last nite..but i 0nli saw it in e m0rnin..seems urgent? but i still dunn0 wurt happen..c0s tt zhuzhu still slpin..l0ls~ w0nder wurtt culd b s0 urgent? hmms* wanted 2 change muhh bl0gskin again de..budden cant find any tt i fancy lehs.. >_< s0 jus change abits of e 0riginal here n dere l0rhs..but sumh0w i jus cant find e c0des 4 muhh curs0r..zzz~ a0 i din change tt.. h0pe i f0und an0ther bl0gskin s0on bahhs~ ;d ::w0 xi huan de type 0f b0ib0i"" `n0 nid shuai ge ge (cute betta..c0s shuai ge ge 4 display de..hahas..summ0re since dey shuai..dey oso will wan mei nu de mahhs..kekes) `can capture muhh attenti0n `nt t0o thin n0r fat (fit fit best.. =p) `wear l0ng sleeve butt0n shirt `dun mind gt sm0ke/play/chi0ng de `li0ndance de `nt t0o guai n0r huai `stay near miie `nt y0unger dan miie `nt t0o 0ld dan miie (max. 5yrs) `w0nt psych0 miie d0 tings i dun liek 0r cant d0 de f0r e time bein..tt's all i can tink 0f bahhs..izit t0o muchie mahhs? =x seems s th0ugh sum1 matches e ab0ve criteria(s)? hahas..shant say ish hu.. =x oso w0nt d0 anyting abt it~ leave it all 2 muhh fate!! =D |
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Saturday, March 12, 2005 @ 3/12/2005 07:40:00 PM been lazy 2 bl0gg tis few days..since i nth 2 d0 nw..shall sit n updates! =Pp tue: i had a sudden cravin 4 d0u jiang y0u tia0..hahas..thus wentta geylang 2 ged it..can u believe it? =x l0ls..but reali la..their d0u hua shui, d0u hua n y0o tia0 was jus heavenly! eat lia0s can fly 2 e sky de..hahas..den after eatin we wentta all e alleys 2 @@ again.. =Pp wed: muhh class we all had pizza~ *yummilici0us* hahas..thx 2 jas0n yahhs..c0s sch g0nna end lia0s..s0 he treat us..hehes..had fun playin whilst eatin oso..all 0f us were jus liek kids..playin wib e ice all tt n runnin ard..p0or xw had a fall n injure her knees..pain ya? den we had a class f0t0 t0o..but t0o ugly lia0s s0 w0nt upl0ad! hahas.. *bleh* kai xin jiu ha0~!! after sch went pw wib m0ussie, ter n dan..hahas..been ages since i last went..but dere oso nth 2 sh0p la..onli gt giant? l0ls..den dan liek hsehusband lidats..even b0ught gr0cerries all tt hme..den ter wentta find fwen on e way hme..s usual leave miie 2 g0 hme muhhself.. >.< dan quite ke-lian la..stay yishun..liek s0 inaccessible lidats..den nidta carry all his gr0cerries hme oso.. thur: hmms..whr did i g0 arhs.. *scratched head* i dun rem nehs.. =x oh i n0e lia0s..s0 cum backie updates again..hahas..went ps n watched 'b0ogeyman' wib m0ussie..l0ls..muhh cl0ck was late n we went int0 e threatre late..liek y we w0nderin n0b0di c0llectin e tic @ e entrance, y we dun understand e sh0w & y e sh0w s0 fast end lia0s..hahas.. b0th of us g0nna watched it again la..actuali m0ussie callin sheena g0 de..but she udn liek h0rr0r m0vies s0 changin pers0n le? den she ask miie call lianfeng g0 wibb miie..i still tinkin whether i shld..hahas..c0s lata i sure scream all tt in e threatre..lata grab n h0ld him jiu die arhs.. =x c0s m0ussie n miie while watchin e sh0w was screamin la..den we b0th majiam c0uple? l0ls..les la..den m0ussie m0re timid dan me de..lil bit can scream le..den c0ver c0ver oso.. =Pp fri: we all played CS in sch~!! l0ls..liek addicted la..s0 fun playin n screamin t0gether..jus high da0 l0rhs.. ;d played till she bu de 2 leave la..till ard 5? den m0ussie peii miie g0 t0wn..we jus walk walk ard..den i sent her t0 her bus-st0p till her bus came.. =) den mit cuzzin awhiles..after tt mit grace dey all..den we all went pw again..dey all sang hall..dunn0 wad's happenin 2 miie..but i jus m0odless la..hais~ i tink i gt zi bi zheng..y0u yu zheng & zi beii zheng la.. =( did cry t0o..jus feelin liek cryin at tt pt l0rhs..muhh life's in a mess? jus dunn0 wad i wan l0rhs..hais..dunn0 wad 2 say oso.. saw ah b0y dere..t0t he dun rem miie lia0s..until he smiled at miie sudd while i was on e way 2 e t0ilet n t0k 2 miie..l0ls..left ard 11+..t0t i was late at e stati0n n missed e last train hme..luckily still hab.. =x in e train..checked muhh hp..den e guy infr0nt dunn0 l0okin at wad..den saw missed call..s0 called backie..but cant hear anyting? den wu yi jian l0ok @ e guy infr0nt of me..den he sudd smiled? francticalli..i dunn0 wad 2 d0..jus pretend l0ok else whr all tt..zzZZzz..den pretend 2 slp..d0tx.. sat: 2dayy slpt till 1+ 2..hahas..sian-ed cant find anyting 2 d0..s0 jus switched on e tv n r0t..l0ls~ received ah gurl's sms! =D but dunn0 y he sudd neber reply lia0s..tink his hp gt pr0b n0rhs..c0s gt al0t times he say he reply le but i neber receive..but nvm l0rhs..i ended it by sayin shant disturb him wk lia0s..hahas..h0pefulli will hab a nex tym~ =p c0oked dinner muhhself 2day!! l0ls..had t0myam meeh0on..hmms..special? quite delici0us w0r..hahas..c0s i c0ok muhhself de mahhs.. ;p dun pin on anym0re h0pes.. n0e 0wn limits.. guess it's jus muhh fate.. facts r sh0win straight in e face.. nv c0mpare.. mayb ez thus easier? 0r 0utside damn impt.. if it's wad it wans.. jus let it b.. tis is nature.. dun ask miie y.. n0 c0mments.. |
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Friday, March 11, 2005 @ 3/11/2005 01:45:00 PM i dunn0 wurt happen again tis time.. jus feel tt gt pr0b again lia0s.. dunn0 wurt izit tis tym.. u oso nv said anyting abt it.. mayb i tink t0o muchie again.. 0r u f0und an0ther sumb0di le bahhs.. nvm l0rhs.. n0 matter wurt.. takkaire.. |
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005 @ 3/08/2005 12:50:00 PM ytd after sch wentta changi beach wib m0ussie n si nia0.. thx al0ts ya.. 4 peii-in miie 2 e beach.. i reali nidta stress 0ut.. *huggies* we went changi beach..alth0ugh m0ussie stay @ bukit panjang..she neber hiam n came al0ng..xiexie ni w0r.. =) was reali feelin betta whilst we were dere..we ate at changi village..miie ste e chicken ch0p h0r fun..m0ussie ate nazi lemak n si nia0 ate mince meat n0odle..yums! as we str0ll al0ng e beach..w0o~ e wind was s0 str0ng..jus bl0win straight at us..  -sun setting le w0r..nice view rites-  -0ur shad0ws~w0oh0o!- den we played wib e swing..nice! we t0k abt 0ur childh0od tingy t0o..i scream while on e swing..h0pin muhh tr0ubles will fly off 2gether wb e wind..at least betta 4 e time bein..den we zi-lianess again..l0ls..  -m0ussie on da swing.. =Pp-  -miie playin wib e sand..hees..nice n0rhs- after finish playin, we walked all e way till after ferry terminal dere..on e way, m0ussie n miie st0od on a brench facin e sea n scread 0ur lungs away! omg..shuang..it has beem l0ng since i jus screamed till lidats..0ur 'destinati0n' was liek s0 is0lated n far w0r..hahas..but e l0ng trip was w0rth it.. ;) we f0und a nice sp0t n slack all e way dere till e stars came 0ut......  -miie n m0ussie e feets..hahas..we b0lia0s nth d0-  -scene 1..l0ls..it was beautiful n0rhs..i jus l0ve ge0 la!-  -scene 2..nice w0r..swish swish~!!-  -scene 3..can c e pine trees at e side mahhs? si nia0 dunn0 y liek it sh0 muchie..hahas..but still nice l0rhs..hee- we stayed till ard 9 den went 0ff lia0s..c0s liek berri dark le arhs dere..den berri scary..summ0re we were t0kin abt gh0sts all tt..w0rst.. =x si nia0 kip scaring miie l0rhs..kns! >.< we send m0ussie till bed0k den we g0 hme..saw e news 0f an accident in tamp de..omg..scary cans..we gt pass by tt place at 1st de..den saw p0lice n ppl surr0undin..hu n0es actuali is sh0 scary de incident de.. *chills* send a takkaire msg 2 muhh fwens..gt send ah gurl oso..c0s he oso livin dere mahhs..peng y0u yi chang..onli he replied miie..hahas..den i say "l0ls..takkaire ya..heard gt accident happen in 0ur area 0r wad de..heex" den he reply "ok..u takkaire t0o w0r..rem 2 eat k.." liek i berri happie wen i receive his msg de..even th0ugh it's jus a few simple w0rds..im satisfied.. :) reach hme muhh mama kp again..hais! she jus cant understand la..liek as if it's a crime 2 g0 2 e beach? d0es she even n0e wen im unhappy 0r stress? i dun tink she even b0ther 2 care..argh!! jus berri envi0us of muhh fwens tt r sh0 cl0se wib their parents de..hais.. went 0nline 2 d0 muhh hw..sians..chatted wib m0ussie till late den still haben d0 RJ..l0ls..liek we pa ka 2 hand up late t0o..saw sum tings.. hais..i bwg lia0s..reali cheng xim 0r wad? dunn0 la..jus let it be l0rhs..if it wants 2 b lidats..i oso can d0 nth abt..n pls st0p contradictin cans? i hear lia0s oso sian la..say 1 ting n d0 an0ther ting..wtf? in e 1st place dun d0 la..nid s0 muchie tr0uble mehs? =X `haben c0ol d0wn rites de* |
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Monday, March 07, 2005 @ 3/07/2005 02:16:00 PM in class nw.. dunn0 wurt ish happenin 2 miie.. sudd feel sh0 stressed up.. dunn0 hu 2 g0 2.. tears kip fl0win.. |
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@ 3/07/2005 12:20:00 PM l0oks reali d0es matter.......... t0t i w0nt b g0in out on sat..but hu n0es.. met bb n grace at orchard..c0s grace wanted 2 sh0p..thus we went far east..she b0ught a pair of sh0es..den peii her eat at e 5th level dere..after tt walk ard l0rhs..den b0ught ice-cream n eat 2gther..yums! saw weixi0ng real pers0n near far east oso..ok la..n0 diff fr pic..budden liek t0o old lia0s..uncle lidats.. =X walked 2 PW..den sang hall l0rhs..saw gMii..but nw ok le bahhs..even b0rr0wed a lighter fr him..c0s grace wanna sm0ke..heex..gt a candle on 0ur table oso..r0mantic n0rhs..hehes.. sang till 10+ lidats jiu g0 lia0s..c0s sian-ed..even gt a disc0unt fr sebas w0r~ l0ls..wich we dunn0 ish hw muchie..c0s suan bu chu? grace went hme den bb n miie went b0at quay..c0s bb wanna mit her ah b0i..but hu n0es wen we reach dere..he = BASTARD..lame l0rhs..liek yi dian d0u bu nan ren..zzZZzz~ i c him 1st sight jiu sian lia0s.. =x liek bb t0kin 2 him i oso nv care lidats..c0s an0ther guy caught muhh eye arhs.. =Pp jus cant turn muhh eye away fr him.. den we went in b0mb..n tt B jus left bb dere..liek nv even t0k 2 her 0r ask her wan drink anyting ma..cmi..den we jus sat dere l0rhs..nv felt s0 sian in tis kinda place b4..yawnz.. tt b0ib0i wk in b0mb de..whenever he walked in n 0ut..muhh gaze will 0ways be on him.. =x end up bb helpedd miie ren shi ta n0rhs..ps cans.. after tt bb g0tta n0e e DJ..ish grace de fwen.. we left b0mb ard 3+? went bb hse 4 e nite..she was d0in her research 4 her pr0j n i fell alp.. zzZZzz~ ard 5+ she finish her wk..den switch off all tt..den i slp pr0perly lia0s..hahas..den on g0in 2 bed..muhh f0ne rang! it was e b0ib0i at b0mb..l0ls..his nickname was ah gurl n0rhs..s0 special..cutee rites? den berri funni oso..hehes.. was happie while msg-in him de..budden i 0ways hab an inferi0rity c0mplex within miie tt i cant get it 0f it..hais..tink i w0nt b takin anym0re initiatives bahhs..onli chi0bu(s) hab e rite 2 d0 so.. sun m0rnin went eat breakfast at hg wib bb..after tt c0s we din wanna g0 hme sh0 earli..i peii her g0 sch den we went PW slack lia0s.. ;p xiexie an-an~!! everytime we g0 dere..he will b berri g0odie 2 us de..we f0und a rm den we r0t inside..l0ls..majiam our hse lidats..den an-an made drink 4 us oso..finali g0tta drink muhh h0neydew milk!! *lick lips* den bb gt th0mas n0. oso lia0s..happily dey kip msg0in eachie le bahhs..mei nu jiu shi bu yi yang~ but thx 2 miie h0r! =Pp dun say i neber help u w0r.. >.< went hme ard 6.. |
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Saturday, March 05, 2005 @ 3/05/2005 02:01:00 PM ytd wentta sch late..c0s 0verslpt again mahhs..sh0 met xw 9am redhill de..but she late againn.. >.< on e way dere..i saw *S* cr0ssin e r0ad 2 muhh sch~!! omg..i sudd excited in e cab..even wanna ged d0wn immediately.. -__-" wen reach e f0yer..went 2wards e hill 2 c whr his was n whether he was reachin..den saw him l0okin @ e map @ e bball dere de..hu n0es s predicted by xw..he reali t0ok e longer way..l0ls..den i excitedly walked 2wards e canteen dere 2 wait 4 his 'arrival'..hahas..abit zua zhang la i n0e.. :p den he berri sl0w..i climed up e stairs 2 e c0ntainers dere 2 c.. =x even walked a few r0unds..hahas..den while t0kin on e f0ne wib chamrsy..he appeared finalli! hahas..glad tt he haben 4ged miie.. =x gt say hi n wave..l0ls..i high da0 cans.. =Pp den f0ll0w him g0 annex hall..den st0p 0utside lia0s..wennta find charmsy all 0ver e canteen..den wen saw her..i kip jumpin n screamin i tink.. =X den mw de fwen liek kip l0okin..hahas..but i oso dun care..chamrsy oso quite high la..c0s her sheena infr0nt of her nahx.. ;d den we wentta annex hall..c0s wanna c him..l0ls..den saw jas0n..he br0ught us in..liek less suspici0us arhs..but end up dunn0 y everyb0di inside c us strange strange de..l0ls.. we den waited in e canteen l0rhs..chamrsy t0o high till cant finish her f0od..liek neber even t0uch da0 l0rhs..den after tt we went backie e annex hall..he g0ne lia0s..hahas..nvm la..at least kan da0 him lers..0ledi satisfied..dun expect t0o muchie.. =) he appealin 2 cum muhh sch studi n0rhs..if succeed i might ged 2 c him le..hehes..gd luck bahs! =D 2nd break time..amy t0ld miie she saw muhh daniel fac..hahas..den madly xw n miie went d0wn canteen jus 2 c him..hahas..end up c0mbed e wh0le canteen but oso din getta c him..tink he left lia0s..nvm la..still will hab chances de! ;p after sch wentta mit bb n grace at hg..zzZZzz~ wait till i wanna slp..n0 live arhs.. den we went piazza 2 slack! hahas..muhh fav place.. ;) after tt walk ard PS..nth c den went PW slack..hahas..s usual.. went hme ard 10+.. saw yk n vin.. zzZZzz~ lamesters s usual.. l0ls.. met k0rk0r at cityhall den we went hme 2gether again..kekes.. went hme slpt..dunn0 y feelin sh0 tired! =/ Every time I think of you, I always catch my breath And I'm still standing here, and you're miles awayand I'm wondering why you left And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart your name I keep hearing And it always makes me smile I spend my time thinking about you and it's almost driving me wild And now there's a heart that's breaking hard to believe That we ended so fast Is there a promise? Or izit just empty? You are moving away from my heart Tearing down part by part Thinking of you till it hurts I know you hurt too but what else can we do Tormented and torn apart I'm all out of love; I'm so lost without you What should I do? -derrick ™ |
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Thursday, March 03, 2005 @ 3/03/2005 04:16:00 PM  okies..tis was muhh 0utfitt 2 sch ytd yahhs..1st tym tis kinda conbinati0ns..hmms..chamrsy said it was f0rmal n nice..o.O kekes.. ytd after sch wentta geylang 2 hab dinner wib chamrsy 4 e 2nd tym i can say..hahas..liek our classmates sh0 w0rried 4 us 2 g0 dere cans.. -_-" deir c0ncept of geylang reali sh0 danger0us? d0txx..we ate al0t n0rhs! hab xia0l0ngba0, y0utia0, mee suah, d0u hua shui n d0u hua! omg..dey r sh0 heavenly w0r..eat lia0s liek high da0 lidats.. =D jus in a w0rld of 0ur own~ after tt wentta mit k0rk0r at cityhall..he din wanna g0 hme arhs..den ask miie peii him g0 walk walk..end up oso g0 t0wn.. -__-" liek sh0 b0lia0s l0rhs..jus reali WALK la..waste tym onli.. =Pp today was late again 4 schh..hahas..t0t of p0n-in 4 e less0n c0s muhh original fac(deb0rah) was on leave..g0t fac take 0ver her..den went in class 4 UT 1st..saw e fac xia da0..hahas.. den wen UT finish..i saw e fac i dunwan p0n lia0s.. =x he berri cute n0rhhs..hehes.. *bleh* den liek i onli say he cute l0rhs..taxi g0 ann0unce 2 wh0le class i liek him.. *pengz* make miie paiseh cans.. >.< liek e m0re dey say e m0re gan ji0ng i m la..sadded! h0pefulli i can sc0re well 2day oso la..l0ls~ he l0ok liek sumb0di l0rhs..berri familiar..den i n0e lia0s..he l0ok liek e ufm1003 de yang junwei..den ter g0 check his pr0file..he oso DJ w0r..den i enlighten! he was wan r0ng~!! omg..im sh0 crazy 0ver him cans..he sh0 kawaii nehs~!! sad lehs..e class 0ver lia0s..den he w0nt facilitate us anym0re..hw i wish he will cum again.. =Pp may i c him again in sch n0rhs..hehes.. |
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005 @ 3/02/2005 03:49:00 PM > > Difference between the one you like > > and the one > > you love > >> > In front of the person you like, your heart > beats > > faster > > But in front of the person you love, you > get > > happy. > >> > In front of the person you love, winter > seems > > like > > spring. > > But in front of the person you like, > winter is > > just beautiful winter. > >> > If you look into the eyes of the one you > like, > you > > blush. > > But if you look into the eyes of the one > you > > love, > > you smile. > >> > In front of the person you like, you can't > say > > everything on your mind. > > But in front of the person you love, you > can. > >> > In front of the person you like, you tend > to > get > > shy. > > But in front of the person you love, you > can > > show > > your own self. > >> > You can't look straight into the eyes of > the > one > > you like. > > But you can always smile and stare into > the > > eyes > > of the one you love. > >> > When the one you like is crying, you > end up > > comforting. > > But when the one you love is crying, > you cry > > with > > them. > >> > The feeling of like starts from the ear. > > But the feeling of love starts from the > eye. > >> > So if you stop liking a person you used > to > like, > > all you need to do is cover your ears. > > But if you try to close your eyes, love > turns > into > > a drop of tear and remains in your heart > forever.............. came acr0ss tis in fwenster..izit true? hmms* |
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005 @ 3/01/2005 11:59:00 PM 260205, sat - met bb at tamp in e evenin..wanted 2 buy pressie 4 alex c0s his bday de..end up we din even went 4 his bbq..c0s cant find a suitable pressie arhs..den rainin oso..g0 east c0ast liek berri zzz.. =x t0ok train 2 t0wn..n guess wad..we went PW..hahas..liek sh0 l0ng neber g0 lia0s..on e way dere 0utside PW..gt cl0wn makin ball0ons 4 kids..den i saw nehs..i oso wan..hehes..liek sh0 paisehh but bb gt peii miie g0 take n0rhhs..hahas..e cl0wn made a bearbear 4 miie.. =D kawaii nehs! den we went sang hall l0rhs..c0s wkends mahhs..s usual..hehes..e feelin of g0in backie muhh 2nd hme ish jus sh0 nice! =) saw quite al0tta ppl wkin..fr b1 expl0re da0 b2..den saw dahuairen..his back facin us..dunn0 y but muhh 1st reacti0n was 2 run away..but 2 wrg directi0n i tink..c0s is 2wards inside..l0ls..den came 0utta e t0ilet jus face him lia0s..nv say anyting..jus pretended 2 smile bahhs..but i tink he change lia0s oso la..jus s0 c0ld..make miie feel s th0ugh im transparent 2 him 0r wad oso..hais~ crapped wibb an-an..hahas..he berri nice 2 bird lehs i tink.. =Pp after tt play wib cash oso..l0ls..liek i dun believe hia name ish cash till an-an cfm..kekes..he cute cute de..hehes..den he make e drink sh0 nice l0rhs..liek sh0 l0ng since i last drank sh0 nice e drink in PW lia0s..hahas..bb n miie say nez tym we wanna request he d0 de drink.. ;p ken berri b0lia0s kip cum disturb us 0r wad de..den bb ask him treat or wad oso..wan di sia0 him..den he burst muhh ball0on! *humphs* liek i sh0cked da0..den berri sad..dunn0 y..den tears started f0rmin oso..liek sumting left muhh side sudd.. *s0bx* i ta0yan ken! >.< nels0n came find us awhile after wk..den he reali berri nia0 n lame l0rhs..bth sia..omg..his j0kes can say reali berri c0ld cans..liek e air-c0n nt c0ld enudd lidats..hahas.. was happie whilst singin..c0s liek n0 c0mpetiti0n arhs..hehes..budden gt 1table at e side dun0 wan act wad..kip c0pyin us..we sing wh0se s0ng dey oso c0py..wen deir singin nt nice l0rhs.. =X nt tt we sing berri nice la..budden at least still can make it la..l0ls..act nice nt nice k? =Pp saw sebas~ our 'g0d-papa' in PW lidats..hahas..he's jus sh0 cutee la..den c him sure berri happie de.. ;d tt's y we everytime wanna c him deree arhs..he jus makes 0ur dayy happier! saw grace n dest sh0rtly after..was grace bdayy..b0th bb n miie gave her a bdayy hug..den we changed 2 rm c0s wanna peii her arhs..den i sh0cked da0 wen i saw dest guy's fwens..l0ls..c0s i saw dem at e hall jus nw oso de..but 2 miie, *S* was e special one..den we played games inside..l0ser muz drink..den can say i br0ke muhh rec0rd again~!! l0ls..dunn0 y but e beer tested nicer dan usual..tink c0s i feelin d0wn bahhs..s bb oways say de.. den tink we high da0 or wad..takin f0t0s de shi h0u..bb say she wanted take pic wibb brandan..den i oso say i wan take wib *S*..omg..wen did i ever bcum sh0 brave? =x den take f0t0s lia0s our p0siti0n changed..was liek : dest,grace,van,brandan,miie,*S*,shawn.. bb n grace sang 'w0 zhi da0 ni hen nan gu0' 2 miie again..den dunwan lemmi sing.. tink c0s drink t0o muchie 0r wad lia0s..i lied on *S* de sh0ulder..saw bb lyin on brandan oso.. =x tink drinkin can reali make sum1 braver.. >_< e feelin is jus sh0 undescrible..omg..liek it's been l0ng since dere was a sh0ulder 4 miie 2 lie on..i cried again..den he liek even lie d0wn l0wer 4 miie 2 lie.. =x n0e grace t0ok pics of us..den we gt sing 2gether oso..nice nice..h0w i wished time culd st0pped at tt m0ment....... after ktv..bb n miie din went hme..even wentta bukit timahh 2 peii dem playy billiard..reachh dere i f0und 0utt tt actuali *S* was attachh.. =(( seems liek tt guys i hab feelings 4 r either ATTACHED or HUAI REN..hais..even bb say she kelian me 0r wad de.. :(( t0k wibb lf on e f0ne..c0s i din went hme..den liek said wrg tings 0r..? kin came d0wn bukit timah n fetch us hme..liek sh0 g0odie cans..omg..w/0ut him i dunn0 hw we g0in hme n0rhs.. e wh0le pr0cess..i jus cant take muhh eyes off *S* bahhs..hais..but t0o bad..i can 0nli c..tink tt's e 1st n last time i g0tta c him again lia0s lers....... msged dahuairen tt nite t0o..he knew i was drunk n asked miie 2 tc of muhhself t0o..but i t0ld him i wasnt..he said he believed n was askin miie find sum1 care 4 miie..it's betta 2 hab m0re ch0ices..c0s he still tinkin den nid time..n i replied..dun nid b0ther abt miie lia0s..all gd guys r dead..b gd 2 ur gf bahhs..i n0e u l0ve her de..i reali let him g0 lia0s..he dun hab 2 gimme h0pe de..i n0e it's all imp0ssible..tt's y i dun carry any m0re h0pe liek in e past lia0s.. den receive a 4ward msg fr him..dun walk infr0nt of miie;i may nt f0ll0w..dun walk bhind miie;i may nt lead..jus walk bside miie n b muhh '4ver' tt m0re dan enuff..nites.. dunn0 wad it means.. tink it was a nice day 4 bb bahhs..but nt t0talli 4 miie..jus muhh fate.......... 310305, m0n - met bb after schh..we wanted 2 stress 0ut..thus went PW..went dere berri dead..c0s n0b0di de..liek n0 life..mayb c0s m0n bahhs..den wen 6pm we wanna enter lia0s..dey say rm full..but dey ask us wait.. -_-" wen gt ppl cum ask 4 rm..dey say full..but nv ask dem wait.. o.0 bb say c0s dey n0e we chang ke..dunn0..but we went sunlight..c0s majiam berri sian-ed..reach dere oso liek n0 m0od de..hais..sunlight seems 2 bully us everytime we went dere..zzz..onli dicks0n dui w0 men zui ha0.. 010305, tue - woke up late! omg..t0ok cab 2 sch..ex cans..hais..wasted muhh $..sians..den miss test..hu n0es sc darn b0rin..den we went off half-way..hais..reali wasted..but t0o b0rin la..cant blame..prays i w0nt fail muhh tis sc m0dule mans.. oh ya..izit green day 2day? c0s liek e m0ment i stepp int0 class..dey say i berri green..but cant blame la..muhh wristband green..rubberband green..t0p green n bagg oso green..l0ls..c0ntrast wib 0ne an0ther cans? =PpPp den chamrs n ted oso wearin greens..den h0r..i g0 whr oso c green ppl nehs..hahas..majiam f0rest.. =x we went t0wn..den dey played p0ol..after tt went cine arcade..hahas..we played dat0na n i w0n! ^_^V after tt chamrs n miie left 2 sh0p ourselves..c0s dey g0in backie sch 4 cca..ate tak0pachi n a waffle tt we shared at PS e gelera..hahas..tasted quite ok la..i onli liek e c0okies n cream ice-cream on t0p..l0ls..s0on we went hme lia0s..kekes..neber wait 4 k0rk0r c0s he berri sl0w.. =Pp *ya0 zha0 da0 yi ge ni ai ta he ta ye ai ni de ren ha0 nan* |