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Saturday, April 30, 2005 @ 4/30/2005 08:41:00 PM hmms* changed muhh bl0ggskin again !! ~ sincee s0 free + wanna restart.. c0mments any0nee? ((: tinkk dada will understandd sum 0f e tings in muhh bl0gg de bahs.. lols.. mayb i shld change e website t0o..? 2dayy superr shagg + siann.. sat & imma at hmee.. l0ls.. had e urgee 2 g0 t0wnn.. budden n0b0di free? dunn0 nehs.. seems as th0ugh m0re & m0re 0f muhh fwens hab f0und deir happiness t0o.. gd 4 dem n0rhs.. den leave miie al0ne here.. *signs t0k 0n e f0ne finali wib dada awhiles in e aftern0on.. f0ll0wed by wl.. den watched tv + 0nlinee.. J asked miie 0ut 4 a m0vie.. but t0o late lers.. nidta b cinderella.. sadded.. )): *missin y0o |
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@ 4/30/2005 12:35:00 AM went hme wib YR n ch0psticks after sch.. wentta put tings at hme 1st s0 tt ltr mit liang jingru w0nt b s0 mafan ar.. since class ended earli t0o.. den n0 nid wait ain sch 4 her.. kekes.. msg piggy abt nez wk tingy.. ((: met liang jingru at simei.. den we walked 2 0ur destinati0n.. quite far th0u` but nvm la.. jian fei lo.. lols~ hmms* guess e seas0n is 0ver bahs? din c0llect da0 muchie 2day.. she quite disapp0inted.. hahaas.. will cum backie an0ther daee wib her.. dun say i nt g0odie.. =p dinner was 0n miie lia0s.. we ate shr0oms meal~ w0oh0o! budget but nice.. [[= walk ard after tt.. went int0 pet safari.. omg0sh.. i saw a syberia husky wich capture al0t ppl de attenti0n.. kawaii!! den gt al0t 0ther pups + kittens + rabbits.. all s0 cutee de w0r.. was crazy while inside.. lols! oh yahs.. gt 2 earrings 2day.. 1 fr her..br0ught it wen she went bangk0k.. hahaha..nt bad at least..still rem buy miie smth.. summ0re ishh muhh fav star star de.. hehes..xiexie ni!! =D an0ther 1 os0 star star de.. hehes..we even b0th b0ught e same wan.. *nice nice dun say is i bluff u g0 buy de w0r.. =Pp den we went ntuc.. sh0p sh0p c c ard l0rhs.. she wanted 2 buy biscuits 2 eat arhs.. den saw her ch0c0 flav0ur.. seems delici0us 2 miie.. s0 decided 2 buy 4 piggy t0o.. me c0nsiderate h0r.. =x jus w0nderin hw miie g0in pass 2 him nahx.. >.< went hme ard 9.. din feel liek arhs.. s0 called ard c hu at t0wn den can g0 j0in de.. budden all nv pick up muhh f0ne.. *signs 0nli zh called backie.. den we t0k 0n e f0ne 4 quite sum time.. ;)) hais.. t0t can g0 0ut tml.. seems tt it's cancelled again lia0s.. all muhh 0utings kip failin 1 by 1.. )): damn sadded la.. muhh fwens r all bz wib deir lifes.. either attached..wk..studi.. l0neliness/b0red0m is g0nna kill miie s0on.. *cries h0pe 0ur tingy w0nt fail n0rhs.. wanna s0rt it all 0ut.. will treasure it.. ^^ g0nne 4ged sl0wly le.. n0 use h0ldin 0n 2 smth tt will nv b muhh.. let e past pass ba.. end up will b H-I-S-T-O-R-Y.. at least chen jing y0ng y0u ba.. jez wanna treasure e present.. w0nt let slip s0 easily le.. |
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Friday, April 29, 2005 @ 4/29/2005 02:36:00 PM ytd was g0in hme after sch ard 5+.. zZZz~ liang jingru msg me say she can mit miie lia0s.. -_____-" met & we wentta suntec lers.. dinner was 0n her.. =p *nice walk ard den we went hme 4 tv.. kekes.. reached hme t0ld mama tt muhh 'camp' will b p0stp0ned.. w0nder wich day will it b ne.. hmms* but nvm.. e rest has 0ledi been planned bahhs.. ((: ltr mitin liang jingru again.. we g0in 2 pick saga seeds~~ lols.. but tis tym is she wans de.. nt me.. =p dada - whr hab y0o been? sudd disappear lidats..ii miss y0o l0ts n0rhs.. *cries wl - thx yahs..4 enlightenin miie..hahaha..we kip r0win 0n e same b0at de.. ((; t0t tings 0ver le.. saw wl's msg & t0k it 0ut wib her.. m0re enlightened perhaps.. g0nna clear tings up asap.. & express hw i feel.. wish miie luck` 1st tymm d0in s0o.. *habta fight 4 wad we wan if nt g0nna regret again wen it's g0ne.. dun take tings 4 granted! [[= ha0 xiang ni....... sl0wly.. everyting is sh0win 0ut demselves.. finali s0rtta reveal all tt's within i supp0sed.. nt g0nna b taken in anym0re.. *scary gimme strength.. nt 2 b deceived & xin luan le cans.. nt g0nna care muchie le ba.. it's a waste o0f muhh tym + energy + all tt can b t0t o0f.. *signs din expect tings will turn 0ut tis way again.. imma jus nth in ur eyes.. *weary i c0ncede defeat.. |
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Thursday, April 28, 2005 @ 4/28/2005 04:30:00 PM hais.. meaningless hme nw.. w0nt ever feel liek g0in hme le.. alth0ugh i 0ledi everytime dun feel liek la.. =x nw m0re w0rse bahs.. wentta bed quite earli ytd.. jus t0k wib ter 0n e f0ne awhiles.. den msg piggy say i g0 slp le all tt.. jiu K.O lia0s.. dunn0 y w0ke up nt l0ng after den saw miss call + msg.. mayb c0s 0f muhh sensitivity lo.. hahaas.. but actuali is nth muchie de? jus learnt abt sum tings nahx.. l0ls.. g0tta inf0rm piggy abt it lia0s.. if nt he jialat arhs.. =p 2day's less0n was super diff! omg0sh~ i dun understand at all cans.. )): summ0re i missed e 1st less0n last wk.. =x 4tunately i 0uts0urce + ask ard.. thx xw & y0ngren w0r.. w/0ut u all de explainati0n.. i die lia0s.. hehes.. den i did muhhself in e team de nehs.. ((: h0pe presentati0n w0nt jialat can lerss.. kekes.. after sch.. siann.. dunn0 whr 2 g0.. dun feel liek g0in hm arhs.. actuali g0in 0ut wib dem de.. but cancelled in e end.. hais.. ]]= nvm l0r.. might b a blessin in disguise.. *h0pefulli w0nt miss e class nez day.. but whr will i b later?? *signs actuali mitin 'liang jingru'.. den last min she cant again.. haii.. everyb0di is dua-in miie.. g0nna g0 0ut nez wk!!~ wib piggy bahs? l0ls.. hmms* u brighten up muhh life wib e lil lil tings u d0.. at least dere's still smth dere tt makes me wanna c0ntinue.. h0pe im nt wrg tis tym.. |
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005 @ 4/27/2005 10:20:00 PM *cries dere's reali seri0us c0mmunicati0n breakd0wn btw miie n muhh parents!! i hab reach tis pt whr im nt g0nna care abt c0mmunicatin wib dem anym0re lia0s.. liek wad's e pt o0f miie tryin s0 hard 2 talk tings 0ut nicely wib dem.. n all i ged is e same result.. 0r shld i say w0rst? jus g0nna b a "good" daughter tt dey wan.. a livin c0rpse in tis hse.. dey ask wad i ans wad 0r guailan attitude backie.. nth m0re dan tis.. *signs if tt's wad dey wan.. im nt g0nna care le.. y m i b0rn in tis family? wad did i d0 in muhh previ0us life 2 ged all tis.. haii.. will i ever breakfree fr all tis ma? |
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@ 4/27/2005 02:30:00 PM ytd was runnin late 0n e way 2 sch.. >.< initiali we all wanted 2 take a cab..but e queue was fl0oded..thus b0bians walk l0rhs..y0ngren, vin, sya n ch0psticks dey all went off earlier dan us..but we caught up wib dem..d0txx..majiam marath0n..reach sch still nidta climb hill.. -___-" class was alrights..we learned abt e c0des n all..quite similar 2 muhh bl0gg c0des la..hahas..if gt learn m0re den mayb can d0 muhh bl0gskin muhhself le.. *dream on m0st 0f us dun reali liek e fac? liek we all d0 till s0 jialat den she kip sayin us de..summ0re 0ur grades last wk werent tt gd either..& she expects us 2 finish 0ur RJ all tt b4 we can g0 hme..dunn0 rush 4 wad..hais.. 4tunately class ended rather earli ba..if nt i will habta rush 2 wk again..hahas..nidta d0 evaluati0n + RJ 1st den can g0..after finishin packin muhh stuffs..waited 4m0ussie..c0s she wanna send miie 2 wk arhs.. ((: s0 nice!! l0ls..can b muhh part-time bf lers.. =p wen i reach taka..felt smth bad.. )): wk wasnt tt fine after all..hais..shant t0k abt it lia0s.. thx ppl..still supp0rtin miie..i will jiay0o de~ *h0pefulli as usual was t0kin 0n e f0ne after wk..hmms* tis tym wib 3diff ppl..1 was rather unexpected whilst e 2 were quite c0mm0n..l0ls..c0s e nez day din hab sch..thus dun feel liek g0in hme tt earli..but hais..i miss smth again.. ]]= it jus lieks 2 pass by miie..mayb i shld hab jus waited l0nger? *jus muhh fate 2day w0ke up & saw mummi at hme..zzz..means i will habta b c0oped at hme lia0s..cant g0 0ut..hais..as expected.. jus wr0te a letter 2 muhh papa..h0pe he'll understand l0r.. *signs i feel sick.. bein in tis sumtimes h0t & sumtimes c0ld seas0n.. y is tis happenin ne.. will e day 0f equality arrive.. milli0ns o0f th0ughts cumin thur`z muhh mind.. tis 0r tt? e ting tt i've been h0pin 4 e wk.. is turnin int0 disapp0intment.. will it bcum reality.. we shall c.. dunn0 y 0thers can & we cant.. r we jus 'ur' chess pieces? *signs nw tt tings hab turn 0ut lidats.. bad t0 w0rse? wad m0re can b d0ne? |
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005 @ 4/26/2005 03:38:00 PM ytd was a rather sian day in sch..s0 shagg..m0nday blues i supp0sed? after sch wentta wk..was pract rushin gab 2 hurry up..c0s he peii miie g0in t0wn de..hehes..xiexie arhs gab! =D end up i reach taka @ 415pm.. -__-" earli l0rhs..45mins earli 4 wk? ahahas..den went t0ilet slack awhiles den g0 change le..budden still earli l0r..s0 went in & slack abit bahs.. =p finali saw j0sephine at wk!! l0ls.. ((: m0nday wkin was sian..hahaha..time passes as th0ugh it was a snail crawling cans..nt muchie cust0mer..den janice taught bb & miie e menu tingy..den i started 2 sl0wly reg e f0od ba..kekes..ver0n jiee n ky came 2 "visit" miie..l0ls..den as usual i "special service" 4 dem l0r.. =Pp dunn0 y..but was rather happie wen wkin l0r..jus tt time super slowww.. clearin i m0p e fl0or..den after tt change & we all t0ok supper as usual l0r.. e chefs drank beer & janice t0ok hard liqu0r..at 1st dey say i nt all0wed 2 drink c0s underaged..den end up dey g0 p0ur gimme.. -___-" den cheat de lo..say wad drink all ba..den i drink le..dey onli sip 1m0uth.. >.<> msg muhh fwen wen i seh..den b0ught a tiramisu 4 him t0o.. [= after tt went hme wib J..hmms* ((: reach hme ba0 ping an 2 sum ppl den K.O le.. 2day m0rnin mama kp again..say wad muhh papa wanna t0k 2 miie? c0nfirm she c0mplain again de..sians..den os0 gt abt muhh wk tingy? hais..if dey dun lemmi wk..i reali nth 2 say lia0s..hate dem!! =X sch at 1st we t0t was quite ez & fun.. hu n0es..we d0 till s0 jialat..e fac nag nag nag, say say say.. sian dia0 we all~ zzz... ltr g0in wk t0o..h0pe it's fun os0 ba..hahas.. wad m i g0in d0 actuali wad's muhh nez step ne? dun u ged e 'hint' ma? hmms* |
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Sunday, April 24, 2005 @ 4/24/2005 06:55:00 PM wed 200405 - supp0sedly met dada n hx at s0merset mrt..but wen i reach i 0nli saw dada n bk..hx say she cumin at a lata tym..s0 we went NYDC slack 1st l0r..we 0rdered p0tat0 salad n a tiramisu mudpie 2 share.. *yums* bk n dada os0 ate sum tings fr OCK..after tt bk wentta wk..den hx end up din turned up.. -__-" s0 dada n miie jus walked ard t0wn l0r..hmms* miss t0wn quite al0ts w0r..seems l0ng since i jus stepped f0ot dere..kekes..den saw m0on..hahaa..n as usual we chatted awhiles l0r.. =D dada den wentta taka dere n b0ught e lunchb0x tingy..dun rem e name 4 it lia0s.. =p walked all e way 2 far east den slack at dada e fwen's sh0p~ w0oh0o..g0tta n0e sumb0di new again..hahaa..den we b0ught fruits dere 2 eat..as usual i ate h0neydew.. =Pp c0s nth d0 at e sh0p..s0 wentta try 0ut e cl0thes dere l0r..wakakas..den dada wentta buy a piece 0f chicken + bandung..after tt ate curry puff again..l0ls~ mw came in btw..she kawaii nehs! den 4 dinner..wl b0ught us 2 eat e dunn0 wad fish de..1p0rti0n we 3 share lo.. *thumbs up* nez tym g0 try 0ther tingys..hehes..we left ard 8 c0s i g0in mit "dey all" g0 c m0vie n dada went hm le.. we met 830 de..but all were late..s0 i jus sat at e bust0p dere waitin 4 dem l0r, c hu reach 1st..hahaas..but as expected kw reach 1st..den we sat @ e bust0p t0kin n waitin 4 dem..nez 2 reach is him..went PS main entrance 2 mit him den we all went up 2 e arcade 2 fins sum1 call rain i tink..dun reali rem.. =x wen we b0ught e tics..e man even wanted 2 check 0ur ic(s)..liek we cant even past e NC-16 tingy?lame l0rhs..den dey say muz b muhh fault.. *humphs* wl reached sh0rtly after..dey went 4 a 'break' & we went in lers..e sh0w was quite scarin la..wib me screamin n jumpin here n dere.. =x but e st0ryline was rather simple i guess..nth special de..zzz~ after e m0vie..we went PW..an-an j0ined us..in e middle gt zhir0ng, charl0tte, alex + car0l..sang quite al0t of duets wib dem..c0s me e 0nli ger? -__-" gt ni zui zhen gui..lian ai pin lu..rang wo ai ni..wu ding..chuang wai..si xin bu gai..etc..can die..hahaa..den can c0nclude 1ting again..ppl wkin in ktv e singin reali nt bad ba..d0txx..sing da0 3+ lidat den walk till benc0olen dere e k0pitiam c0s dey wanna eat..after tt dey g0 play billard but me nv j0in c0s he wanted me hm...... thur 210405 - decided nt 2 turn up 4 sch eventualli.. =Pp t0k 2 m0ussie, ter n xw b4 dey reached sch den i wentta dreamland lia0s..w0ke up in e aftern0on..saw a msg he sent.. =D den prepared 2 g0 wk~~ w0oh0o! m0ussie n ter came vistited me.. ((: walked 2 mrt wib wh after wk..as usual t0k 0n e f0ne 0n e way hme..if nt will sian arhs..hehes.. fri 220405 - s0phia din turn up 4 class! >.<> walked 2 mrt wib elin + her fwens..g0tta n0e shirley(??) os0..nicenice..an0ther classmate ba..wakakas.. met grace @ tpy den we went t0wn le..went ate k0bayashi 4 dinner..ok l0r..nt tt bad? but seems quite similar as e n0odles @ taka square nehs? after tt went PS walk walk awhile..e piazza dere n0 space arhs..den walk backie 2 PW dere..we went in & slack awhile l0rhs..i was s0 happie wen i saw him..dunn0 y os0.. =X gt t0k awhiles wib dem den we went 0of wen des's c0usin arrived after tt..her name was nice nehs..i liek! hahaa..called "jayden" de..seems nt s0 c0mm0n 2 me l0r..she os0 berri cute!! ((: sat awhiles at cine de LJS den we went hme le..s0 sian muhh hp n0 batt..wanna ged hme asap arhs..hehes.. sat 230405 - wentta sch awhiles settle sum tings den went mit dada @ t0wn..c0s she wanna g0 take smth fr wl arhs..she wkin dere last dere lia0s..reach dere we b0ught f0od up, h0pin 2 slack n eat @ her sh0p..hu n0es her b0ss ard..s0 we went backie 2 LJS 2 eat l0r..jamie n fwen came n j0ined us nt l0ng after..den wl came d0wn os0 wib mw t0o~ dada n me left earlier c0s ppl nid seats ar.. den miie wennta b0ught e newly kinds of bread 4 dem 2 eat..c0s tink nt bad ar..s0 buy 4 dem l0r..hees..reach dere saw him 1st..but he brin cust0mer d0wn s0 i pass 2 an-an & left le..din reali stay l0ng ba..kekes..after tt we went C awhiles pass ting 2 an0ther pers0n..dada xian hai me~ =PpPp g0 say smth 'wrg'..hahaha.. we b0th den went pasir ris beach..actualli bb os0 gt cum de..os0 dunn0 y she nv..haii..nvm..on e way dere..we gt a windmill each fr e r0adside wich dey givin 0ut..feel as th0ugh we were kids cans..haha..reach dere g0 e big r0ck dere sit l0r..den we wr0te 0ur tings 0n e windmills..i wr0te muhh wish t0o..h0pin e winds will carry wib it 2gether? ;d we left 4 tamp ard 8 c0s dada wanted 2 eat LJS..haha..liek i've been eatin tt? cant finish my p0rti0n s0 pass 2 dada..walked ard tamp awhiles den g0 hme le..disc0vered CS e t0ilet actuali quite nice w0r..can slack inside if p0ssible t0o.. LOL~ reach hme..t0k 0n e f0ne..sms..K.O u're 0ways on muhh mind.. wadeva i d0.. whereva im.. i will 0ways tink 0f u.. n w0nderin whether dere is any m0re tings i can d0 4 u? "wadeva i d0, i d0 it 4 u" i will even hab e tinkin.. o0f sharin gd tings(if i hab) wib u.. as 4 bad tings.. i w0nt burden u wib dem.. *silly me i n0e.. but jez cant help it i supp0sed.. wad hab we bcum.. nw tt tings hab bcum lidat.. i dunno.. m i jez a chess figure.. 2 b manipulated.. as n wen u liek? sry 4 wad i hab d0ne.. but.. sumtimes.. sumtings.. i hab 0ledi said.. & i feel s0 tired havin 2 repeat it 0ver n 0ver.. can u liek ged e pt? everyb0di hab their ch0ices.. & sumtimes.. we cant predict wad will happen at times.. tt's y plans will change.. u're sumb0di 2 me.. nt jus sum1 hu walk pass me k? i wan u 2 b happie.. wadeva u d0.. i will supp0rt u k? w0nt leave u liek last tym le.. *regrets tt i did wrg 2 u last tym.. haii.. but h0pe e present is nt t0o late 4 me 2 make up nw.. i dunn0 hw i feel 2wards u yet.. mayb i still nid tym 2 b4 i n0e.. i dunwan.. 2 make u feel as th0ugh u're jez a spare tyre.. 0r tt im jez usin u 2 4ged him.. i n0e u're a nice pers0n.. tt's y.. ((: |
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005 @ 4/20/2005 09:51:00 AM )): feel s0 w0rried.. wen i received a msg earli in e m0rnin.. cant g0 backie 2 slp after tt.. w0nder wad had happened 2 him.. habta call him lata.. *signs h0pe ure alrights.. *prays dun liek 2 c u lidat.. |
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005 @ 4/19/2005 12:42:00 PM ytd was e 1st day o0f sch..zzz had quite a n0. o0f m0rnin calls.. c0s afraid will 0verslpt.. =x but actuali din reali slpt l0r..c0s liek 0wnself wakie up 1st den dey called..kekes.. hahaa..1st if fr muiix..c0s shun bians ma..she nidta wakie up g0 sch.. nez is dada..she specially w0kie up jus 2 gimme m0rnin call nehs.. ((: hees..xiexie ni! den is m0ussie..but hers cmi de..hahaas..c0s by e tym she call..i late lia0s.. =p received a msg fr piggy earli in e m0rnin t0o~ t0t he 0n e way 2 sch..but actuali is 0pp0site..l0ls.. den wentta sch l0r.. as my steps were gettin nearer 2 sch..i m0re gan ji0ng l0r..dunn0 y..tink c0s i scared my new class bahs.. >.< met ter 1st at tamp..den saw muhh k0rk0r w0r! hahaa..den we wentta sch 2gther.. =D den met xw f0ll0wed by m0ussie n we all wentta sch 2gether~ saw sunny..l0ls..den g0 disturb him.. =p surprised 2 c him in muhh sch! sch was sudd fl0oded wib MILLIONS of "ants".. omg0sh! budden os0 nt bad la..gt eye-candies here n dere.. =Pp after tt we all sent eachie 0ther 0ur respective classrms..last was ter..hehehe.. muhh class was rather sian i supp0sed? c0s berri quiet arhs..den liek in 0ur 0wn grps lia0s os0 nv t0k de nehs..den i muz take e initiative 2 start 2 ask dem t0k..hahas.. g0tta n0e quite a n0. of ppl t0o l0r.. ((; den wen presentin..n0 b0mbardin de n0rhs..majiam t0k 2 cemetry.. )): i miss tno3o3 n everyb0di!!! *cries after sch met muhh muiix..den we wentta mit dada t0o c0s she wib fwen at tamp.. saw e dress she wanted 2 sh0w miie den we all went hme le.. reach hme ji ta0 sian dia0.. had a small argument wib muhh mama.. den it lead 2 a big wan later.. hais.. cried n fell aslp.. tinkin 0ne day if i eva hab e chance n reali cant take it anym0re.. wanna run away fr hme.. *s0bs w0kie up ard 9+.. c0s dada called muhh hse n "purp0sely" wake miie up.. =x saw e sh0w..ok lo..nt bad..den t0k 0n f0ne awhiles n i went 0nline.. "his" an0ther fwen added miie 0nline n we t0k thru'0ut e nite..l0ls.. hmms* wad will i b d0in 0n wed.. will it b a enj0yable day? hais.. =x wennta bed 0nli at 2am! can u believe it? haii.. cant g0 2 bed s0 easily.. used 2 "nightlife" le.. die.. my pandaa eyes will b gettin w0rse.. hahas.. tis m0rnin w0ke up ltr.. s0 tired.. reali dun feel liek g0in sch sia.. wib all tt sian-ness.. hais~ b0bians.. h0pe as days past "we" will b m0re fun bahhs.. =x at least muhh grp 2day e ppl nt s0 sian.. kekes.. [[= haii.. feel s0 stressed 0ut.. dunn0 wad 2 d0 at times.. dunn0 wad's happenin either.. alth0ugh everyting seems fine.. sum ppl sudd seems s0 m0 sheng 2 miie.. life sudd feel s0 lifeless.. is dere anym0re meanin 2 stay on? muhh life's in a mess! wad d0 i wan? even if i n0e wad i wan.. will i hab it? )): |
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Saturday, April 16, 2005 @ 4/16/2005 09:55:00 PM okies.. i hab decided on smth! g0nna wk hard 2 save n earn m0re $ le.. TOP PIORITY: N761o tings 2 d0- `less ktv sessi0ns/even n0ne(p0ssible?) `m0re wk(h0pefulli dey lemmi wk m0re days) `scrimp n save `PIORITISE on e tings i buyin `spend less wen sch starts all muhh fwens..muz help miie k? =Pp dun help miie 2 spend muhh $ n0rhs.. 4 tis peri0d o0f time.. muz cut d0wn muhh spendin 4 miie w0r! ((: 0nce muhh t0p pi0rity is acc0mplish.. den we'll spend~ =x sians.. been r0ttin at hm tis few days.. cant even enj0y b4 sch starts.. muhh fwens r either 0ut habin fun.. 0r wkin.. )): whr is muhh sheng hu0 le qu? =X ytd ah gurl msg miie.. hahaa.. liek miracle again.. c0s i nv initiate 2 msg him anym0re le.. =p sch's startin in 2days time.. h0pe it w0nt b s0 scary wen it starts w0r.. n tt i'll hab nice classmates bcumin fwens t0o~ *prays* hehes.. |
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Friday, April 15, 2005 @ 4/15/2005 02:32:00 PM ytd went 0ut wib bb n dear.. met cityhall n went pacific cafe slack.. bb n miie shared an 0rea cheesecake.. *yums* it was heaven? =p den we had a chat dere.. after tt c0s c0ld.. we decided 2 g0 2 e esplanade.. n we all sat facin e sea.. starin int0 blank space, self-reflectin & crappin ba.. went 4 dinner after tt @ raffles city e BK.. all ate mushrm swiss meal + 1side 0rder free.. wa..al0t left0vers cans.. =x waste f0od.. den miie went hme lerss.. 0n e way hme was t0kin wib m0ussie.. hahaa.. thx ya w0r.. =D g0tta n0e muhh new class nez sem le.. hais~ ta0201.. c e class list jiu sians.. all i dunn0 de.. even m0ussie n ter os0 dunn0.. summ0re b0ib0i onli gt less dan 10? =X hahaas.. received an sms fr him last nite.. =) realised i had a dream wich c0nsist 0f him again.. den w0ke up in e m0rnin.. c0s he msg me~ =p he t0ld me a st0rie.. & we t0k awhiles after tt os0.. den we b0th drifted 0ff 2 dreamland.. ((: i will nv 4ged e st0rie.. *im backie 2 muhh startin pt(yuan dian) again ma? but tis time i tink im m0re assure 0f my path? at least i n0e hw he tinks/feels? dunn0 nehs.. but dun w0rrie muhh fwens.. guess im muchie betta nw.. gettin fine(r) wib muhh life os0.. thx ya all 4 ur 'supp0rt' & all tt recently.. bb, dar, m0ussie, gracie, xw, jie, dear, ter.. (did i leave any1 0ut? =x) at least i still hab u all~ ^^ |
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Thursday, April 14, 2005 @ 4/14/2005 11:50:00 AM e m0dules i will b takin nez sem: Day Module Title 1 Database Systems 2 Web Multimedia 3 Object-Oriented Programming 4 Operating System Concepts means muhh fri will b muhh 0ff-day? l0ls! ytd finalli met up wib muhh m0ussie after sucha l0ng tym! i n0e u miss miie h0r m0ussie? =PpPp i os0 miss ya damn trucks l0ads..bus l0ads..l0rries l0ads la..hahaas.. *s0rrie* ya wen late..jus play play wib u de wen 0nli ap0l0gise 2 P..hehes.. b0ught fries at mac den went m0s 4 e milk tea~ *yums* dar called awhiles n we 3 t0k..hahaas..quite lames th0ugh.. den wentta wk lers.. >.< as usual tym was rather sl0w bahs.. bb n evette came 4 dinner at nites.. surprised 2 c dem wen sum1 sudd called muhh name sayin "table fer 2".. -___-" den miie act gl 2 dem la..l0ls~ "special" service 0nli 4 her! *blehx* wen d0in cl0sin..miie was supp0sed 2 vacuum lo.. den supper was dunn0 wad spaget + seaf0od ch0wder.. spaget nt bad l0r..but e s0up..eRr..c0s c0ld le..den sticky sticky all tt lo.. =x shared e strawberry sh0rtcake n tiramisu n 0melette t0o~ hmms* nice nice nehs! ((: can g0 dere eat nez tym..kekes.. reach hme ard midnite.. saw quite a n0. 0f surprised msgs? fr piggy de.. =x hahaas..im lame again.. ter called n say he saw muhh DANIEL ANG.. *screams* he "criticised" say he nt straight de.. *humphs* i dun care! he will 4ever b a MAN in muhh eyes l0r.. hehes.. he muhh 0nli id0l-cum-eye candy in sch w0r.. hw can anyhw say rites? =Pp den 0n f0ne + msg piggy till 130 den K.O~ din reali slpt well bahs.. kip wakin up at intervals.. den 630 gave piggy m0rnin call.. c i s0 hardwkin cans? =X he din slp wh0le day.. *tsk s0 kelians.. hu ask him g0 play.. hahaas.. nw i n0e le ba..w0nt let slip 0f any g0odie 0pp0rtunities le.. n0 use hangin 0n 2 smth tt will nv b muhh.. guess im jus late ba.. u reap wad u s0w.. i din reap it..s0 i guess it nt fair if i hab e reasults of e s0w.. since im nt fated 2 hab it.. dere's n0 nid 2 "destr0y" 0thers' happiness jus 4 muhh 0wn happiness.. < as we 0ways say.. as l0ng as he's happie jiu ha0.. mayb nw den i finali understand wad it means? n os0.. if u l0ve sum1 let dem g0.. wad's urs will b urs.. tink we y0o yuan wu fen ba.. but nvm.. w0 men ya0 zu0 yi bei zi de ha0 peng y0u w0r! at least nw gib 0thers n muhhself a chance.. hu n0es tt sum1 might jus b e 0ne? h0pe i can d0 it.. =\ i dunn0.. sumtimes feel s th0ugh i can d0 it.. but at e verge.. i will turn backie.. n be backie at square one.. hais.. |
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005 @ 4/12/2005 10:17:00 PM SIAN~~ MUHH PAPA ISH BACKIE~~ OMG!! MEANS I GONNA HAB A HARD TYM LE.. :(( 2day went mit dar.. c0s she wanna c d0c actuali de.. but end up nv c0s d0c dunn0 g0 whr.. =x b4 tt was t0kin wib m0on ar.. t0k quite al0t ba.. den os0 mit up.. den take train g0 t0wn 2gether.. den jiu g0 separate ways lia0s.. after tt went ritz take pay wib dar.. den ate wat LJS while waitin 4 beck.. den walk ard marina awhiles.. den g0 hme ler.. |
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@ 4/12/2005 12:59:00 AM every single m0ment.. i will b h0pin.. at least jus a simple msg fr u? but disapp0intment will 0ways b dere.. wenever muhh f0ne rang.. n it's nt u.. r u av0idin / ign0rin me le ma.. w0 yi kai shi man man xiang t0ng le.. cant 2 2gether but still can b gd gd de fwen.. 2gther dun hab f0rever.. but at least fwen hab.. wich i believe.. at least i will b satisfied tt tings remains e same n0rhs.. s l0ng s ure happie jiu ha0.. w0nt ask 4 muchie le.. th0ugh i reali l0ve u.. *sh0u fang kaii* haii.. but dun tink u will ever n0e ba.. :(( will we ever b liek b4? and u..mayb u dun nid miie anym0re? im dunn0.. but u os0 did nt tell me anyting abt it.. gettin m0re m0 sheng eachie day.. it's fine wib u mayb.. ytd was e 1st day 0f my wk.. ok l0rhs.. jus tt time was quite hard 2 pass.. i t0ok ice..serve ice water..refill ice water..gt set 1 table..hehes..clear table..wipe f0rk n sp0on all tt..gt learn hw 2 d0 bill os0..but haven d0 yets..quite nice l0rhs.. =) reach dere scared sia..c0s ren sheng di bu sh0u..den bb teach me sum basics wen i reached.. den miie saw pearl wen she came 2 wk..den liek wen she smiled at me..i felt m0re c0mf0rtable?liek she was e 1st pers0n 2 "??" wib me dere..cant find e v0cab ar.. =x after tt sl0wly g0tta n0e e rest 0f e ppl le ba..wen dey cum t0k 2 me..kekes.. oh ya..dey jus called me jus nw..say i was supp0sed 2 wk 2day os0? liek i din n0e w0r..n i os0 dunn0 hw 2 c e schedule.. =( nvm..tml hab wk os0..shall ask abt e schedule tingy.. |
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Sunday, April 10, 2005 @ 4/10/2005 01:05:00 PM was r0ttin at hm ytd.. feelin berri l0st n empty.. nth 2 d0.. dun0 wad 2 d0 either.. thx dar, m0ussie n ter 4 peii-in miie m0st e tym 0f e day.. wen nite falls.. on e f0ne.. i began tinkin.. while i was str0llin thru`z e slides.. 0r sudd enlighten? mayb i f0und e nez step 0f muhh path.. 4 e time bein.. tt's tt bahs.. n0e im jus bein silly.. but tt's miie.. thx dar n m0ussie.. nt 4gettin zh t0o.. i will try muhh best.. 2 d0 wadever i deem fit.. |
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Saturday, April 09, 2005 @ 4/09/2005 05:55:00 PM i dreamt of him again last nite.. =..( he wr0te smth on a letter n pass it 2 miie.. was tt e msg he reali wanted 2 tell miie? reali nid sum1 hu understand me.. feelin s0 sad.. + vex.. n my mama kip naggin.. wen i d0esnt sh0ot her backie liek my sis d0es..d0esnt mean she's right k..i respect her tt's y i dun..but she dunn0 her limits..jus kip c0ntinue..can i hab a break fr her? =..( i reali g0in crazy s0on! my fwens all seems 2 b gettin attached 1 by 1.. n naturalli.. i w0nt reali wanna g0 b0ther dem.. it's nt e matter 0f ZHONG SE QING YOU an0t l0r.. it's liek i understand e tings u habta d0 all tt wen u r attach.. it will b diff l0r.. sumtimes i w0nder..i understand ppl attach r lidat n stuffs..but is dere e 0ther way r0und? i dun tink s0 l0r.. hais.. i nid sum0ne.. |
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Friday, April 08, 2005 @ 4/08/2005 11:30:00 AM izit reali time 4 miie 2 let g0? gimme tym.. i nid 2 tink it all thru`z settle d0wn.. clear my th0ughts.. decide wad 2 d0.. 4 e time bein.. guess i'll jus pretend nth happen in fr0nt of everyb0di.. unless dey n0e.. =..( lemmi cry.. jus 1 last tym till it all ends ha0 ma? mayb tis g0nna b e last tym i will cry again 4 a guy.. i dunn0 abt tis.. but i jus cant c0ntr0l muhh tears nw.. whenever i t0t of us.. it will jus fl0w d0wn.. |
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Thursday, April 07, 2005 @ 4/07/2005 02:44:00 PM e tap is br0ken.. water jus keep fl0win 0ut.. w/out a st0p.. e main switch cant b f0und either.. it's fl0odin.. muhh hrt is bleedin.. it hurts.. e w0und s0 deep.. i cant find it.. l0st.. whr's e way 0ut.. wad's e nez step.. wich directi0n 2 g0.. 0r shld i jus stay n wait? did i did smth bad in muhh previ0us life.. nw hab 2 suffer all tis.. jus muhh fate.. can i jus die? |
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005 @ 4/05/2005 08:14:00 PM updates~~ =p thur 310305 - went 0ut wib dar..c0s wanna g0 j0b interview all tt ar..s0 mit cityhall l0r..end up saw huixin oso..hahas..s0 l0ng nv c her le..she s usual beri "l0ng".. =x went suntec den saw ky stan n dan dey all.. -__-" everytime g0 interview c dem?hahas..os0 dun care.. =p end up we din went 4 tt interview..c0s al0t interviewees! >.< s0 we went pizza hut eat..huixin left halfway..den dar n miie finish nth betta 2 d0..s0 we did smth cre8tive.. =p 
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