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Wednesday, June 29, 2005 @ 6/29/2005 10:45:00 PM tue - went wk after sch..wkin same timin as ba0beii finali again..was in rather high spirits at e start 0f wk..dunn0 y..den kip smilin 4 n0 reas0n..l0ls..mayb c0s i msg bb? hahaa..d0tx..shld b c0s a butch smiled 2 me~ =p but as time g0es by..my m0od started 2 swing lo..plus nt happie wib sum tings ar..s0 lidat l0r..met e after wk g0 hme 2gether..hee..gt acc den gd.. ;) if nt berri sian 0n e way hme de..reach tamp din went hme straight..went s-11 slack slack t0k t0k awhiles..hahaa..smth tt e said i rather surprised da0.. u 2 seems m0re dan jus tt.. wed - n0 sch day!~ w0oh0o..slp till aftern0on..hee..replenish muhh energy..den receive da0 msg.. ((: actuali last nite i received da0 wan send de..but dunn0 y din..s0 i l0se l0r..nt i send 1st..haha.. -__-" can say lidat xin y0o lin xi mahhs? =P 0h ya..changed muhh bl0gg skin again~ hahaas..nth 2 d0 at hme ar..b0bians..s0 hw izit? c0mments any1? hee.. wen will i ged 2 c muhh initial-D? patience-trainin~ ;p tings hab made a turn 4 e betta mahh? h0pe s0.. *cr0ss fingers- dun disapp0int miie n0rhhs.. zhi sha0 ni mei wang ji w0 men de yue ding.. & s0rt 0f tried 2 shi xian ta.. th0u`z its nt c0mplete yets.. but.. i hab faith in y0o* ((; my wish 4 u: swit mem0ry 4 2day nice slp 4 2nite n0 stress & w0rry 4 tmr smile 4 nw enj0y ur day :) rem tis fren 0f urs! gd n0on~ "y0o* will nv leave muhh mind.." dada..ha0 xing ni 0h~ ni zai na li w0 jiu kuai kan bu da0 ni..ting bu da0 ni.. hahas..l0ng tym n0 c all tt le w0r..n0e u berri bz wib sch..still waitin 4 u 2 date miie nehs.. =P n0e 0ur tym sumtimes will crash ar..but i believe we'll g0 0ut 1day rites? hee.. dun 4ged arhhs..if nt i bite u n0rhs.. *blehs- |
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005 @ 6/28/2005 09:21:00 AM dun treat miie liek a kid if u wan miie 2 gr0w up... |
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Monday, June 27, 2005 @ 6/27/2005 12:31:00 PM bein a burden d0esnt feel gd`z imma still at e startin p0int.. waitin 4 u.. s0 tt y0o can find me.. will u b backie 4 me? driftin.. driftin.. driftin.. c0ld.. c0ld.. c0ld.. y.. y.. y.. will i ged 2 c it.. |
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Friday, June 24, 2005 @ 6/24/2005 08:40:00 AM gt w0ken up by a dream..wich i supp0sed is sad bahhs.. )): zhi da0 m0u xie d0ng d0ng.. shu0 yi zhe me jiu mei xia0 xi? *sadded- -ni hui ji de w0 men de yue ding ma?- shui ran h0u lai ni shu0 y0o yi si.. dan w0 jue mei bei she me ying xiang da0? *signs- izit e reality 0f all tt's reflectin.. 0r wad's heaven ish tryin 2 "hint" me? |
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Thursday, June 23, 2005 @ 6/23/2005 02:19:00 PM imma tired!!~ `mentalli + physicalli... )): sudd receive ur msg again.. g0u qi hen du0 d0ng xi.. but jez dun wanna care muchie.. |
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Monday, June 20, 2005 @ 6/20/2005 11:56:00 PM been tinkin al0t tis few days..c0 nth muchie 2 d0 arhs..hee..s0rt 0f xiang t0ng quite a n0. 0f tings bahhs..tinkin & reflectin is reali useful i supp0se? but sum tings..jus leave it dere l0..nt muchie feelings le ma? i dunn0..but dun care 1st~ =p read 0ther ppl's bl0g jez nw..den a t0t came abt..can i MIA 4 a peri0d 0f time? *signs- dunn0 y but i jez feel tt mayb tt isnt a bad idea after all..mayb sum tings will sh0w demselves t0o? hmms* a few days backie..i decided 2 let g0 0f wad happened in e past & nt bear anym0re grudges..it s0 happened 2 b his bday..s0 i wished his happie bday & stuffs fr e b0tt0m 0f muhh hrt!~ ((: e feelin was nise..hee..all e bestie 2 him & his current new gf 0nce again.. =x !!m feelin emptiness within me!! YAYS!!~~~ muhh k0rk0r f0und e s0ng i liek it s0 muchie 4 miie!!~~~ ((: xiexie ni k0r..hee.. *muacks- it's a special s0ng..0nli heard it 0nce ever in muhh lifetime wen e special 1 sang it de..shall share it here nez tym k..pr0vided i can upl0ad e s0ng.. ;D zui jing w0 zh0ng hui y0u zh0ng te bie de gan jue.. jiu ha0 xiang ni jiu zai w0 sheng bian si de.. shui jia0 shi hui bu zhi bu jue qi chuang.. gu0 h0u jiu hui jian da0 "ni".. xin li z0ng dai xie wen xin he kuai le.. ((: xiexie ni.. shui ran zhe "xin fu" zhi shi duan zhan de.. dan w0 hen zhen xi ta mei feng mei mia0 dai lai de wen nuan.. hee.. ni ya0 ha0 ha0 zha0 gu zi ji 0h~ bu ya0 ba sheng ti lei huai le.. du0 xi wang neng wei ni zhu0 xie she me.. hu0 bang shang she me mang de.. cai w0 zhi neng shu0+zhu0 da0 zhe li ba...... |
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Saturday, June 18, 2005 @ 6/18/2005 10:52:00 PM 2day stayed at hme as usual.. vacuum e fl0or, changed e bedsheets + hang 0ut e laundry.. *phew- papa called fr 0verseas & kp us as usual.. *signs- l0oks liek muhh w0rld will turn upside d0wn wen he's backie.. hais.. e pr0b is 0ways dere.. will it EVER change 4 e betta? den miie had s0me plan in mind jez nw.. in prepare 4 d0om.. =x at least w0nt die till t0o jialat arhs.. majiam p0licy lidats.. still gt sum ba0 zhang.. hmms* h0pefulli can carry it 0ut l0rhs.. *prays hard- mummi b0ught backie sum durians durin dinner tym.. s0 muhh dinner was tt l0rhs.. kekes.. dunn0 y.. mayb i dun reali liek it tt muchie 0ledi liek b4 bahhs? ate a few jiu feel er da0 lidats.. hee.. time is crawlin.. takin its 0wn swit time 2 pass.. imma s0 b0red n0rhs.. & i cant wait 4 nez wk w0r.. dunn0 y.. guess nez wk m0re excitin ma? + muhh schedule quite packed? will b wkin 5days.. g0in 0ut.. "mini celebrati0n" t0n-0ut.. bbq/chalet.. date? l0ls.. but sum nt c0nfirm de.. ((; sudd miss muhh ktv sessi0ns!~ any1? =p ke neng hui bu li w0 de ren shi ni.. ke neng hui ba w0 gei yi wang de ren ye shi ni.. dan w0 zhe yi bei zi d0u :: `bu hui bu li ni.. `bu hui ba ni gei yi wang.. ying wei w0 hen zhen xi shang tian gei w0 de yuan fen, rang w0 ren shi ni! ((: . i .... miss ... y0u i miss y0o.. ha0 xiang ni 0h.. hi my 0ne & 0nli.. zhe me du0 tian mei jian.. ke shi w0 zh0ng xiang qi ni de sheng ying zai w0 er bian.. jing tian xing qing ha0 ma.. shi f0u bu yu kuai.. ya0 yi qie d0u kan de kai.. shi jie mei y0o tai huai.. shui ran bu zai ni sheng bian.. w0 de xin y0o yi tia0 sian.. lian zhe ni.. qian zhe ni.. ha0 xiang ni.. xiang da0 yuan yi xiang xin.. w0 jiu bi shang le yan jing, ni zai zhe li.. bie wang ji w0 men de yue ding.. yi zhi d0u zai w0 xin li.. bu guan ni zai na li.. bu ya0 wang le w0 y0u du0 me ai ni.. bu ya0 wang le chi fan.. bu guan y0u du0 mang.. bu ya0 wang le kai che shi h0u yi ding ya0 wang qian kan.. qi shi w0 zhen de hen kuai le.. y0u ni yi zhi sh0u h0u.. yi zhi z0u da0 le yi h0u d0u wan zhe ni de sh0u.. shui ran bu zai ni sheng bian.. dan w0 zai ni xin li mian.. w0 yuan yi.. deng zhe ni.. w0 ha0 xiang ni.. xiang da0 bu neng hu xi.. xiang da0 quan sheng mei li qi.. mei y0u guan xi.. w0 yi zhi zai zhe ni.. bu ya0 wang le w0 y0u du0 me ai ni.. |
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Friday, June 17, 2005 @ 6/17/2005 10:30:00 PM *signs- s0 b0red..thus imma here 2 bl0gg.. -___-" ytd met bb at t0wn..den t0ok pics 1st tym after muhh hair cut..l0ls..den went pasta change 0ur schedule & ate 0ur dinner @ kfc le..had shr0oms meal 0ur fav..hee..after tt we went 0n a search 4 muhh piggy~ l0ls..finali f0und e 1 i wan @ mini t0ons..din regret buyin th0ugh i saw cheaper 0nes 0utside PW.. =p gt a name 4 muhh piggy nehs..it's called "lan zhu zhu"..ahahaha..c0s.. =x after tt slack awhiles at PW den jiu g0 hme le l0r..oh ya..b4 g0in hme..we went CP awhiles..kekes.. 2day r0t at hme e wh0le day..watched a sh0w 0n ch5 called "disapperance" i tink..quite nice..reali nidta l0ok indept den u will n0e wad reali happen nehs..if nt u will tink dun hab endin de..hahas.. ((; at hme reali nth 2 d0..is either 0nline/t0k 0n f0ne/tv/slp/eat..l0ls..majiam piggy..nidta jian fei le la.. =p muhh hp bill is here~ die le..0versh0t again.. *tsk- seems as th0ugh imma in nid 0f $..hais..s0 mani tings 2 pay.. )): al0tta ting runnin thru muhh mind t0o jus nw..guess c0s nth 2 d0 bahhs..hmms* tis yr's c0nsider s0 d0wn 4 me n0rhs..h0pe muhh life changes 4 e betta s0on w0r.. *prays- tu ran jian xiang da0 ni.. xin li zh0ng jue de guai guai de.. w0 men de sheng hu0 hui y0o gai jing ma? bu guan ru he.. w0 bu hui y0o ren he "fei fen zhi xiang" 0r zu0 re he shi le.. shui yuan bahhs.. |
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005 @ 6/15/2005 04:00:00 PM al0tta tings happened recently..tink muhh divinati0n l0t came true 0ledi? [[evil results]] did smth silly + f0olish again..but f0rtunately gt "enlightened" by bb.. all i wanted 2 d0 was 2 gib him e best tt i culd d0/had..wadever i d0, i did it 4 him.. den e qn came abt..was he w0rth me d0in all tis 4 him? e gd ting tt happened c0s 0f tis jiu shi e r/s b/w miee & bb le.. *huggies- we s0rt 0f said all tt was inside 0ut bahhs..she was e 1 hu kn0ck sense int0 miee..made miie s0rt 0f wake up in tis w0rld 0f reality? imma reali blinded by l0ve.. *signs- here r e tings i learnt :: `tink carefulli b4 u d0 anyting `ha0 xin bu shi d0u hui y0o ha0 ba0 de `dun kip tings 2 myself ever again `accept wad 0thers say 0f u `learnt fr mistakes `change 4 e betta `4give & 4get `y0o fu t0ng xiang, y0o nan t0ng dang `b m0re c0nfident + optimistic (can i?) i wanna bcum change int0 an0ther pers0n b4 i turn 18(0f cus 4 e betta)..tis is smth tt i wanna achieve..will i? hmms* 13.o6-05's e date tt i n0e * t0o.. =x e 1st & last time? an0ther qn p0p up in muhh mind.."y izit tt wenever u nid me i will 0ways b dere..but wenever i nid u, u w0nt b e 1 dere 4 me.." guess al0t ppl will os0 cum acr0ss tis qn..but e ans? lidat l0r.. jus update e ppt t0o..realise imma s0 weary..reali feel like [[seekin s0litude in a calm quiet place 2 ged away fr s st0rm]] i nid a sh0ulder..a hug t0o perhaps? ling wai yi ge zhi de w0 y0o an wei de jiu shi ni.. zhen de hen zhen xi ni de chun zai.. hu0 xu zhe shi wei yi rang w0 neng g0u zhi chi xia qu de li qiang.. *y0o make miie smile..even w/0ut tryin- w0 men de guan xi y0o le gen jing yi bu de fa zhan.. xi wang w0 men neng g0u jian chi xia qu w0r.. *jiay0o!!- xiexie ni.. mei y0o fang qi w0..w0 ye bu hui fang qi ni de.. ;d dui bu qi.. bu zhi da0 yuan lai w0 zhu0 le shang hai ni de shi? yi h0u bu guan fa sheng she m0 shi.. d0u bu ya0 chang zai xin li le ha0 ma? *hugs- ni rang w0 yi ci y0o yi ci de dui ni gan da0 hen shi wang.. zhi jing, w0 yi z0u da0 bu zhi ru he ji xu de di bu le....................... |
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005 @ 6/08/2005 02:00:00 PM okies..shall updates lia0s..if nt m0ussie g0nna kill me~ =Pp hmms* tis few days been wkin & sh0ppin l0r.. =x hahaas..spend al0t nehs..c wad i like den jiu buy kinds..pr0vided dun c0st a B0MB l0r.. ^_^" let's list dwn wad i spent/d0 n0rhs :: `cut hair `URS sh0e `e-base t0p `pedicure `small 0verall `elle t0p `c0oee t0p `NF jeans `earrings `wac0al bra `purple lens uhmm..tink dun hab le bahhs.. =X 0h yahhs..g0nna ged muhh hair dye s0on t0o~ hees..D.I.Y kinds la..cheaper arhs..kekes.. ;p 0h ya..dada, m0ussie & weiling..dun 4ged miie w0r..l0ng tym nv mit up wib u all le n0rhs..i miss u all de kies..free mus tell me ya? den we g0 0ut..hees.. ytd after wk waited 4 karene at PW..mit her 530 @ t0wn but she still at tamp.. -___-" l0ls..den n0e fr E dey g0in 0ut..but expected w0nt getta c dem de..slack slack at PW den saw e "shuai shu shu" ar..LOL..he still reg me is van de fwen..hahaha.. wen karene came..we went far east le l0r..it's s sh0ppin spree again.. =.= den g0 bugis os0 lidats..reali bth sia..wad's happenin 2 me? *signs- .+"*"+. n0 0ne is b0rn happy, but all 0f us r b0rn with d ability 2 create hapiness... s0 2day, i h0pe 2 make u hapi. flash my swtest smile! .+"*"+. G(.)(.)D (._,)Nite |
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Friday, June 03, 2005 @ 6/03/2005 09:10:00 AM guess ii will say imma late 4 sch everyday bahs.. =x met E&S at redhill ard 9..den t0ok cabby dwn 2 sch..lazy ii supp0sedd? hee.. =p end up everyb0di had their 0wn grpings le s0 we 3 1grp l0rhs..hahaas..was rather slackk th0u`z..went 2 eat durin e 2nd mitin wib Ter, Sim0n + Astr0 B0y~ hahaas..1stt time we classmates ate 2gether cans.. ((; after tt dey 3 went backie class 1stt wib E&S e fwens sittin dwn & t0kin 2gether..s0rtt 0f g0tta n0e new ppl l0rhs..after tt we all went 4 a sm0ke @ e sm0kin bay l0rhs..w0ahh..can die dere arhs..s0 suff0cating kinds de.. =x we slackk da0 1+ den went backie class d0 wk nehs..presentati0n was rather ok, quiz t0o..ii like e RJ qn w0r..it was : wad is ur dream? why? muhh ans was like s0 rubbish la..like reali daydream cum 0ut de.. =Pp wentta wk after sch l0r..lucki E t0ok bus 2 twn wib her fwen den ii tagged al0ng..hahaa..gt acc0mpany den nt sian ma.. ;p was s0 scared wad will happen at wk nehs..c0s bb t0ld miie tings dey will "d0" 2 miie arhs..LOL~ but after awhiles 0f wkin jiu alrites la actuali..but e receipt..die le..h0w? ii din 4ged 2 set tables!! heees..s0 happie..l0ls.. bb came 2 pasta 2 eat again~ hahaas..she gt msg me say wanna calm me dwn + jiay0o 4 me..hee..xiexie n0rhs..den wen she reach may dey all say muhh bf cum le..like ii blur dia0 den realised is bb..l0ls.. kip tinkin 0f him wen d0in cl0sin ar..c0s was actuali tinkin whether 2 g0 c him an0ts de..c0s nidta d0 pr0ject os0 ma..hahaas..but end up decided nt t0..since i predict ii will 2day? =x *cr0ss fingers- went hme wib J after wk..hee..nice nice..gt acc again..kekes..den wen reach tamp ter called..den t0k till ii reach hme l0r..was sh0 elated 0n e way c0s he msg miie..ahahas.. -__-" ter say imma mad..ii n0e..but reali l0r..even simple tings lidat makes muhh day le..den ii t0ld him..dun expect t0o muchie..if nt disapp0intments will b higher/u will l0se everyting eventuali..at least imma happier lidat..isnt it a gd ting? will b wkin 12-5 2day..hmms* 1st time nehs..h0pe it's nice t0o..l0ls..0h ya..will b mitin bb after wk ii tink.. ;d |
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005 @ 6/01/2005 12:21:00 AM was late agin 4 sch ytd.. ^_^" but wen i reach class.. *phew- fac haben even reach..h0h0h0.. =x end up gt 1 take-0ver fac de cum..den ji ta0 1st mitin 0ver jiu 3rd mitin l0~ kekes..den 0nli 3grps..al0t absentees arhs..seems as th0ugh muhh class e chicken p0x is spreadin nehs..lucki i gt it b4 le.. :p all 0f us gt e 6th P b4 hand + 0uts0urcin..hahaa..jus c0py & paste.. =X ka din cum class nehs..den E & miie kip callin her..c0s say ha0 wanna g0 sing k de..end up ka os0 nv cum le..i call back she os0 nv pick up.. *signs- but E wanna sing ar..s0 i ok l0r..c0s dun wan let E b disapp0inted ar..end up os0 psych0 da0 S peii us g0..if nt 2ppl g0 quite sians de nehs..hees..after tt bb ask miie whether can help her wk..but cant ps muhh fwens again ar..s0 din wk le n0rhs.. *paiseh- s0 after sch we went S hse 1st..c0s she wanna change cl0thes & we went PW le..hees..e m0ment b4 i reach PW, i was actuli quite gan ji0ng..but after tt jiu bu hui le.. *zipped- ((: E&S saw me gettin s0 high & crazy dere..cant help it de leh.. =Pp went sh0p awhiles after tt den headed hme le.. eve t0ld me sum tings in e aftern0on..0n e way hme..i did a small test? & e result was a -FAILED- disapp0inted & sad i supp0sed..but i s0rt 0f expected it..tt's y i din pin any h0pe 0r wait..shall jus let it be~ dunn0 y feelin s0 shag & tired tis few days..will jus fall aslp wen i lie 0n bed..ytd watchin vcd halfway den sis w0ke me up tell me finish le.. -___-" dun even n0e i c till whr nehs.. =x w0ke up & watched again..tears kip fl0win 0ut..is e sh0w t0o sad/t0uchin 0r izit me? i dunn0..decided 2 listen s0ngs instead & nightdream..bb called miie s0on after.. "w0 xiang ku dan shi ku bu chu lai" was e w0rd i had 4 her..den she t0ld me her tings den we put d0wn e f0ne le..she nv called backie..... realise i dreamt 0f tings again..ri y0o su0 si ye y0o su0 meng is quite true ba..tis time..i reali cry 0ut l0..but nv finish..hais..muhh tears reali like 2 cum in intervals arhs? =x jus n0e of smth fr eve..omg..sh0cked da0 cans..den i was liek sh0 w0rried! omg..an0ther ans came 0ut..but is diff tis time.. =.= 4 an0ther 1..hais..muz b c0s of "us" again.. m0ussie.. xiexie ni ya.. i will be str0ng de.. w0nt gib up sh0 easily either.. hahaas.. dun w0rrie.. wen imma weak.. i will cum 2 find u tis pillar 2 lean 0n de.. ;p av0idin is 0f n0 use.. cant y0o jus face e music? y izit 0ways y0o bein e 1 tt makes all e decisi0n.. hab y0o ever spared a t0t 0f hw ii will feel? ii guess e ans is n0.. s0 muchie tings w0uldnt hab happened if s0.. izit jus all excuses tt ii n0ee of? y0o kip sayin tings d0ne r 4 muhh 0wn gd.. but u dunn0 wurtt izit tt ii realii wann.. y0o jus assumedd.. n madee daa ch0ice 4 miie.. is tis fairr 2 miie? dere jus seems 2 b 0ways a stretch 0f river in b/w us.. n0 m0re pins.. n0r desires.. satisfied wib e way tings r.. tt we're still cl0se as usual.. jez gettin 2 cya 0nce everytime makes muhh day.. even lil lil tings.. thx 4 0ways bein s0 c0incidently dere 4 miie wenever imma in nidd.. th0ugh ii dunn0 y & hw u did it.. *jus hw ii feel..n0 p0nderings ya.. *secrets- |