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Wednesday, December 07, 2005 @ 12/07/2005 01:05:00 PM ok.. im sad.. bibi gt sum1 he lieks le.. *sobbs* met up wib rain in e evening.. ate at y0shi den desiree j0ined us after tt.. den walked till PW backyard 2 find space 2 d0 e candles 4 bibi.. was meant as a surprise 4 him de.. wen we were d0ne, i wentta brin bibi 0ut.. 0n reachin, we c0vered his eyes.. ready le den let him c l0r.. i tink he was rather t0uched by wad i did ba.. can c tears in his eyes.. but nv cry la.. =X gave him his pressie den t0ok pics os0.. he hugged me~ walked 2 PW 2gether.. realised he gt ger he liek le.. den dey v cl0se t0o.. all 0f dem kip puttin dem 2gether os0.. im sad.. reali sad 2 c all tis.. cried.. drinked.. even gt cigarettes 0f my 0wn.. *sighs* i t0ld e girls.. jez lemmi me d0 all tis ytd.. wun d0 it again le.. *pr0mise* dunn0 y i jez culdnt get drunk.. i tink bibi n0es wad happened.. den liek al0t ppl cried t0o.. with all e triangle l0ve & such.. hais.. i dunwann him 2 feel bad 0r nt n0e wad 2 d0 c0s 0f me.. i rather i b e 0ne 2 leave silently.. im fine as l0ng as he's happie.. & as i said.. tis was e last ting i g0nna d0 4 him.. h0pe he's happie.. wen g0in hme.. bibi asked rain hw we g0in hme.. den he pass me $ 2 take cab hme.. but i dunwan take den wan return him.. he v fierce l0r.. say.. ni bu ya0 lai fan w0 la.. but i dunwan take his $.. s0 jez put 0n e table & left.. alth0ugh he say he wun take de.. msg him while in cab:: dun w0rry.. we've enuff 2 g0 hme.. anyways happie birthday! h0pe u're happie.. yi ding ya0 xin fu 0h~ (: take care.. |
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Monday, December 05, 2005 @ 12/05/2005 12:41:00 PM HAPPIE BDAY 2 ME!!~ woo.. imma finalli 18yrs 0ld le w0r.. after s0 l0ng.. kekes.. o4-12.o5 met rain & her mama at her hse dere den we went bugis le.. wentta find eric @ jean yip 2 d0 my hair.. hees.. l0ok abits liek chicken lil at 1st.. =x but i still liek e result.. ^^ after tt b0th 0f us met ah bell 4 dinner.. my 1st time at CRYSTAL JADE!!~ (: we ate xia0l0ng ba0, h0ng y0u zha0 sh0u, seaf0od fried rice, ma p0 d0ufu + a clear chic s0up.. *thumbs up* reali v nice w0r.. YUMS!!! after tt rain & me walk 2 PS 2 find m0on l0r.. ah bell wentta find cash at PW 1st.. met my m0ussie t0o!! hee.. thx 4 ur pressie!! =] we reach PW at 1030.. but dey put 0ur timin 11-3 w0r.. =D saw b0ib0i t0o~ xD HIGHNESS while singin.. WOOHOO~~~ ^_^V midnite.. e lights cl0se.. bday s0ng tuned.. b0ib0i & mickey m0use came in wib a cake.. *SURPRISE* was s0 t0uched & happie!! =DD dunn0 hw 2 describe.. was even m0re happie wen i n0e tt it was b0ib0i hu b0ught e cake.. hees.. ha0 kai xin~~ din expect it.. =) my "h0pe" was finali granted t0o.. we t0ok pics!! =Pp shall upl0ad wen i gt dem.. heees.. reach hme msged my darlings~ b0ib0i.. rain.. m0on.. ah bell.. den msg b0ib0i till i fell aslp.. ((; thx m0ussie, mickey m0use & r0n t0o~ ((= gifts tt i gt s0 far :: *blehhs* m0ussie - ch0mel necklace b0ib0i - *surprise* m0on - face masks + eye cream rain - kawaii hp p0uch b0on - beany necklace + m0ntblanc pen ziwei - sweets + earrings |
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Friday, December 02, 2005 @ 12/02/2005 10:54:00 PM oh my!! i cant believe wad happen jez nw 2 me l0r. wala0s. fcuk!! liek i kena sexualli harrased 0r nan ting a bit MOLESTED la. idi0t!! damn erxin man. take advantage 0f e situati0n. nb l0r. i was liek scared-ded 0ut 0f my wits la. tmd. *shivers* dun lemmi c u again sia. i curse u!!!!!!!! __ s0 glad tt y0o* r stil dere wen i nid. (: cant wait 4 sun 2 arrive w0r- |
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@ 12/02/2005 02:35:00 PM wooo~ 2day's e LAST day 0f sch!! xD m0dule: sys analysis & design at 1st, all 0f us t0t it was diff w0r. wib s0 mani tings 2 d0 & stuffs. but we were stil v ONS. 1st breakup went Mac 4 brkfast. s0 nice eatin & g0in 0ut wib s0 mani ppl. abits liek class excursi0n. xP shall upl0ad e pics we t0ok wen nic send me. hee. mattew is a gd fac. used 2 b scared 0f him at 1st de. but tink he's quite gd actuali. liek th0se xin ha0 nan ren kinds t0o~ ((: my team was e 1st team 2 present. wib 0nli me saw & n0or. t0t we cmi le. but zai zai!! w0osh~ *clapps* we did it!!~ ^^ s0 happie w0r. keke. an0ther secret. *shhhh* dunn0 y. but im rather happie tt dere was a lil interacti0n wib teddy. =X i tink he's quite cute actuali. l0ok abit liek addidas. his eyes berri attractive. th0u`z nt shuai la. but l0oks d0esnt reali matter ma. hees. sat 2gether during brkfast. was 0pp0site me in e bus. went "sm0ke" 2gether. msn-in. =) tink dere's g0nna b a day we g0 ktv 2gether t0o~ hahaa. *daydream* tink 4 nw tt's all ba. will update again ltr after g0in 0ut wib MOUSSIE!!!!!!!~ =PpPp |
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@ 12/02/2005 12:40:00 AM m0ussie: s0 happie 4 u w0r. u finali gt wad u wanted & wished f0r. at least ur h0pe & waits din went 2 waste. hee. all e bestie 2 e 2 0f u ya? (: ter: n0e u're backie wib him again le. kekes. can nv understand u 2 de. but i n0e u reali l0ve him ba. anyways. all e bestie 2 u 2 t0o. h0pe tis time he's really GOOD 2 u k. whatever tt happens u still hab us la. xP the usual 3 hang0uts- all f0und deir happiness. left me. quite envi0us th0u`z. *sighs- whr is my prince? ): decided 2 hab a m0re private bl0gg. c0s liek realised sum tings ba. dun reali wan "sum 0ther ppl" 2 n0e abt my tings. den need sumwhr 2 write 0ut abt my t0ts & feelings t0o. s0 ya. s0rta liek f0und bb's bl0gg thru grace's link. den saw al0tta tings tt she wr0te abt me l0r. wah. liek diff fr wad she t0ld me? *sighs- but anyways suan le ba. we're n0 l0nger as cl0se as b4. & dere's liek 0ledi e BIG gap btw us le. a br0ken glass will nv b perfect again i can say. s0 ya. 0h n0! i ate supper 2nite~ =X sinful sinfu. *tsk- tml's e LAST day 0f sch. hees. seems s0 excited abt it tt i cant reali slp nw. haben d0 RJ nehs. =x g0in 0ut wib m0ussie after sch t0o. h0pe can find e tings i wanna buy. xD |
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