Sunday, January 29, 2006 @ 1/29/2006 09:30:00 PM it's been 2days since bb last msg me le.. ): i noe he's v fan recently.. with e tings in hand & him nt knowin wad he reali wans.. hais.. thus me nv initiated to msg/call him.. wo hao xiang hao xiang ta wor.. ta zhi dao ma? wen i hav nth 2 d0.. he will cum 2 my mind.. wen i hear sad s0ngs.. my hrt seems 2 b piercin.. ]= i will den stare in blank spare & al0tta tings will cum 2 my mind.. *sighs* sumtimes i even wonder whether i've depression 0r split pers0nality.. -__-"' at times i seem ok.. can kan de kai.. den after awhile, change le.. liek so kai bu kai lo.. kaos.. how how how? i crazy le la.. nid a psychiatrist!! if my presence onli brin him unhappiness.. i rather disappear.. or even nt existed.. guess im gonna MIA fr him till v'day ba.. den v'day is liek his bday tt time.. e "last" ting i gonna do 4 him again.. any nice ideas wat i can do ma? hee.. tt time his bday i did e ting.. was kinda my+sherry idea 2gether.. (; life is reali unpredictable.. g0tta n0e des & grace dun hab le.. *sighs* alth0u zai yi qi s0 l0ng le.. even intend get married.. but hu n0es end up lidat.. h0pes des's fine w0r.. |
HEARTS❤