Wednesday, February 15, 2006 @ 2/15/2006 12:41:00 PM ytd was valentine's day.. went bb hse in e evenin 2 pass him e LAST tings i did 4 him.. previous nite had a t0k with same b0at under my blk.. i sort of "woke up".. seems as thou i've reached e peak of "jue wangness".. but i was nt sure abt it.. at times i stil wonder.. can i nt wake up fr tis dream? hais.. cl0ud went with me all e way 2 TPY.. wen we reached dere.. bb was n0 l0nger at hm.. thus we pass e tings 2 his mama 2 pass 2 him.. his mama gave me his new n0.. den i start 2 tink l0tsa tings.. he din tell us wen he change n0? with e intenti0n 0f..? hais.. wonder whether he's seen all e tings i did.. i tink i'll nv step int0 partyw0rld again t0o? hmms? i tot i culd handle all tis pain once again.. but NO.. i cant take it? still i woke up cryin myself.. with e fear of goin slp at nite.. i've fallen real real hard tis time.. with all e efforts goin into e garbage bin with me.. all im left with r jus bruises & injuries all over me.. =..( |
HEARTS❤