Wednesday, April 26, 2006 @ 4/26/2006 12:12:00 AM i dun understand.. y did sum1 liek me even exist in tis world? went out wib si kai after sch.. tot dere was nth wrg wib jus goin out wib a fren.. but dunno y.. i felt so BAD while i was wib him.. alrite.. i admit dere was no communication brk-dwn b/w us.. we were able t crap ard liek nth.. BUT.. i felt so guilty.. as thou i did smth wrg t boiboi.. HAIS~ y e hell did i felt tis way? worse ting is.. both 0f us went dwn PW cos boat needed a song in my fone by 2day N he wanted t find ron.. end result: boiboi saw us cumin dwn tgether.. i seemed transparent t him.. he walked away into a rm N smoked.. my hrt started shatterin again.. *cracks* e pain.. it hurts alot!!! much much more dan wen i saw him tgether wib "her".. wtf? HEN TONG.. ZHEN DE HAO TONG.. culdnt take it any longer.. jus ran off N teared after sendin boat e songs.. no turnin back even wen dey called.. =..( *hurts* boat t0ld boiboi wat i told him.. he said dun tink too much, he was onli jus takin a puff.. partner N m0on says i shld b glad he has sucha reaction? he's jeal0us? bla...... i dunn0.. tt's all ba.. at least he noes hw i feel.. -wo bi yi qian hai gen ai ni le- |
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