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Friday, April 28, 2006 @ 4/28/2006 08:39:00 PM since JANE said i nv update blog.. i shall nw update k? HONOURED MA gal? =Pp been rather sick tis 2days.. nv go sch.. scared i cmi ar wen i in sch.. den ltr trouble ppl oso no gd.. so might as well stay at hm too.. hee.. mayb cos wed went sentosa.. rainin cats N dogs.. but stil we jus continue gtin ourselves wet in e rain N playin ard.. it jus feels nice gettin drench.. at least it seems as thou ur probs r bein washed away at tt moment.. (; saw "HER" dere.. sian 1/2! jus treated her presence as TRANSPARENT.. even wen i saw dem tgether, jus tried 2 bear wib e pain.. dere's nth else i culd do.. at 1st it was stil alrite.. dey seem as thou dey were onli strangers.. wen boi sudd bcum more sick, i was so worried N tense.. but i culd do nth.. PW ppl N "her" was dere.. fcuk it! hate tis kinda tingy.. on our way back.. saw dem tgether.. HURTS! tried 2 hack care.. & my fone died on me~ gt into water.. my mood jus gt super down.. hu noes wen sum1 ringtone "bc0s 0f y0o" rang, i jus br0ke 0ut int0 tears.. =..( i dun like c-in dem tgether.. i dun like it wen i noe all my memory in my fone is gonna get erased.. his msgs.. his pics.. dun hab le.. after wich we all went sunlight ktv at nite.. thx god she din came wib us.. =X boi was gettin so sick.. ah liao suggested buyin sum herbal tea 4 him N i went.. at least he took at wherever he went, even wen it left a lil wen he was goin hm.. i tink she lied 2 him abt smth.. but i din noe wat it was.. beansprout reported 2 boat tt she sat on weilun's bike.. N i guessed he wentta "spotchecked".. dunno y.. but i sudd gt e feelin of wantin 2 wake up ytd.. i feel like havin sum1 2 slap him hard on e face or e feelin of jumpin down fr sum high storeys N wakin up fr a dream tt i'd 4 a long time.. seems as thou it's time 4 me 2 wake up? i dunno nehs.. but i feel so neglected ytd while i was feelin so bad N unwell.. he seems as thou he jus dun care? *sighs* i gt e feelin of cheng quan dem? ): den tday.. v unexpectedly.. he msged me himself.. it's oways lidat.. he'll pull whenever i feel liek givin up.. e timin is oways so right? fcuk it!~ =X i dunno.. mayb i'll b happier if i jus dun care ba.. let tings go its own ways..? while i'd a talk wib calvin last nite.. it pondered 2 me tt i'll accept him if he'd asked me.. tings wuld den b diff tday.. but he say can re-choose again de.. dotss.. i dunno.. shall c ba.. =X -i still miss y0o* |