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Tuesday, February 28, 2006 @ 2/28/2006 12:48:00 AM new life.. new start.. thus new blog again.. (: e old ade ish dead.. e new wind has evolved.. e past shall past~ i'll b waitin 4 *ur- call once again.. will u call me backie? *prays* |
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Monday, February 20, 2006 @ 2/20/2006 11:33:00 PM hais.. i dunno y im feelin so fan nw again.. dunno hw 2 describe e feelin.. went mit eve & J after sch awhile.. den J de ex-bf cum join us.. he sent eve 2 PW cos she waitin 4 andrew finish wk.. saw alan & D outside PW chattin.. J came naggin once again.. hais.. i cried again wen she tok abt bb.. after tt.. memories of me & D came floatin back.. realise been tokin abt him every now & den w/out actuali knowin it myself.. y do ppl onli treaure smth onli wen dey lose it? i tink i oso made e same mistake ba? dunno nehs.. hais.. but anyways it's all too late le.. ): |
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Sunday, February 19, 2006 @ 2/19/2006 02:53:00 AM went tarrot reading again jus nw with cloud.. e last time i did was ard 6mths ago le.. hmms* as expected of cus will ask abt me & bb.. e fact tt i mus let go is RIGHT IN MY FACE! i oso tink so actuali.. at time goes by.. i noe he wun b dere 4 me anymore le de.. althou he oways says so but fail 2 do so.. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS~ it oso says he'll b back once again.. din reali catch e full sentence.. but cloud say cum back for help de.. o.0? anyways.. will st0p myself fr fallin back 2 slp nw tt i've waken up? hmm.. dunn0 nehs.. im sucha dunno person.. hais.. at times liek ok ok.. but sumtimes will liek wanna fall back lidat.. hais!! anyting abt my love life is i'll haf alot tao hua yun! *faints* within next 3mths or so.. will haf potential guy enter my life.. those can married kinds.. -__-" dangerous.. even say mayb will get married or wat de.. omg.. i dunwan get married so fast! hahaa.. scary sia de way e person say.. den gt another guy is wat i will liek him alot alot de.. but he's onli out to play play de.. wahh.. sians.. hu sia? = nw tt im hurt so badly.. im nt prepared 2 go into a long-term r/s.. tt is smth i oso agree.. nw i liek onli keep hua-chi mode lo.. den play play nahx.. nt serious.. cos deep dwn i noe i still haven 4gt him.. it's stil him.. hais.. uhm.. oso gt say i'll haf alotta choices lo.. abit dangerous oso.. majiam my tiao jian so gd lidat.. kns! i cmi~ LOL.. im hungry!!~ zZz.. |
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006 @ 2/15/2006 12:41:00 PM ytd was valentine's day.. went bb hse in e evenin 2 pass him e LAST tings i did 4 him.. previous nite had a t0k with same b0at under my blk.. i sort of "woke up".. seems as thou i've reached e peak of "jue wangness".. but i was nt sure abt it.. at times i stil wonder.. can i nt wake up fr tis dream? hais.. cl0ud went with me all e way 2 TPY.. wen we reached dere.. bb was n0 l0nger at hm.. thus we pass e tings 2 his mama 2 pass 2 him.. his mama gave me his new n0.. den i start 2 tink l0tsa tings.. he din tell us wen he change n0? with e intenti0n 0f..? hais.. wonder whether he's seen all e tings i did.. i tink i'll nv step int0 partyw0rld again t0o? hmms? i tot i culd handle all tis pain once again.. but NO.. i cant take it? still i woke up cryin myself.. with e fear of goin slp at nite.. i've fallen real real hard tis time.. with all e efforts goin into e garbage bin with me.. all im left with r jus bruises & injuries all over me.. =..( |
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006 @ 2/07/2006 11:17:00 PM e s0me0ne v cl0se 2 him finali appeared in fr0nt 0f my eyes.. *hurts* i dunn0 wat 2 believe.. my ears? my eyes? my hrt? same b0at? bell? him? ................................... wenever i t0t 0f her.. my heart bleeds.. "u c whether dicks0n can wake up tmr send me g0 sch l0r.." my mind wanders abt.. e tings he 0nce did 4 me.. change ppl le? if reali nth b/w dem.. y gt such tings? hais~~ i dunn0 wat 2 d0.. can sum0ne enlighten me? tinkin 0f e divinati0n l0t i gt.. e interpretati0n in e bk.. "dun care wat 0thers say, if u're fated.. u'll still b 2gether in e end de.." can i reali nt care? = wen i received his msg 2day.. was rather happi.. alth0u he sc0lded me 4 MIA-in.. c0s it sh0ws tt he still cares.. but.. =X hangin.. hangin.. waitin.. waitin.. wen will it st0p? *sighs* ): |
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006 @ 2/01/2006 11:04:00 PM 我要走了.. mayb it's time for me to leave.. i guess u've recovered fr ur injuries.. my job is done? if my presence onli cause u to be fan or unhappy.. i would rather disappear or not have existed.. 只要你好/开心, 一切都没关系, 就算要我自己承受一切的痛苦也罢.. |