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Thursday, March 30, 2006 @ 3/30/2006 07:34:00 PM




tue went sentosa wib b0ib0i, bell, b0at n sheena..
mornin gt awaken by boat c0s b0i din picked up his f0ne.. if nt i'd b so lazy 2 wake up.. hee.. =x
thus b0th 0f us b0mbard b0i's f0ne l0r.. till b0at bths wanna g0 tpy find him le.. end up is he left his f0ne in an0ther rm.. he din slp at all.. l0ls~
b0at went pasir ris fetch sheena.. b0i came fetch me.. den all 4 0f us met at my hse den went harb0ur frnt meet bell le..
as expected, bell was late.. hahaa.. s0 we all went ate brkfast whilst waitin..

tue wasnt a gd day 2 g0 sent0sa..
all activities associated wib e sea were CLOSED~
windsurfin, kayakin, canoein.. blah blah..
*argh*

thus we played wib e water & sand l0..
hmms-

actuali os0 quite fun l0r..
talkin, playin & havin fun tgether at e beach..
(:

ard 1+pm, we went 2 bathe le..
hungry!
ate BK 4 0ur lunch..
& we c0ntinued "expl0rin" sent0sa l0r..
kekes..
been quite l0ng since i last step f0ot dere le bahhs..

actuali we wanna g0 up 2 e merli0n de..
but it started 2 rain & dere was os0 lightnin, dey cl0sed it..
*hmphs*
we all den f0und a pavili0n & sat dere while it rains l0r..
b0ib0i den passed me his jacket..
*grins*

ard evenin time, we went off le..
b0i sent me hm, b0at sent sheena hm & bell went 2 wk le l0r..
actuali g0in PW drink & sing de.. but my papa flyin 0ff 0nli e nez day..
*sighs*
end up 0nli des, b0i & b0at went PW l0r..
after tt dey stil wait 4 bell finish wk den g0 jalan kayu leii..
*hmphs*
i wan g0 os0..
):

nvm..
shall wait 4 sun's des bday at PW..
den m0n-thur gt chalet..
WEE~

tmr mitin cl0ud..
sat mitin ver0n jie..
sun g0in cut hair!!~ b4 g0in PW..
=DD








-f0ll0w wat ur hrt says..
but wat if my hrt dunn0 wat it wans?
=X



Monday, March 27, 2006 @ 3/27/2006 10:03:00 PM




mouse mouse & michelle tgether le wor..
hmms?
tot michelle like ah sim de..
o.0
nvm..
wish dem all e bestie anyways..
(:

tday dunno hus bday at pw..
mouse ask bell join dem..
den wen bell called him say she goin nw..
he ask whether i goin anots..
liek it still matter 2 him lidats..
lols~
=x
den bell heard michelle's voice bside him..
hurhur..

tmr goin sentosa!!
WEE~
finalli..
hahaa..
wib b0ib0i, b0at & bell..
dunn0 still gt hu nahx..
quite last min actuali..
h0pe i'll b able 2 wake up w0r..
haha..
9am harb0ur fr0nt..



Thursday, March 23, 2006 @ 3/23/2006 05:26:00 PM




21mar
-
went cine after wk buy dinner 4 bell, b0ib0i & nelson..
cos knew b0ib0i st0machache, t0ok bao zai wan fr pasta cafe 2 gib him.. =p
kitchen staff t0t is me st0machache, dey even p0ur pineapple juice 4 me 2 drink.. kekes.. s0 tgether gib b0ib0i l0.. hee..



22mar
-
my papa came back!
hais.. g0nna b a bad ting 4 me & my sis..
hopefulli we'll b able 2 "survive" till nez tue wor..
=X



23mar
-
HAPPY 2nd anniversary :: ver0n & ky!
haha..
i n0e it wasnt ez 4 u all 2 cum till tis far..
but u all made it~
(;
ALL E BEST k?
*best wishes*
-
b0ib0i knew me had rashes..
actuali t0t 0f buyin 4 me e medi 4 rashes de.. but i 0k lia0s..
hee..
=D



Tuesday, March 21, 2006 @ 3/21/2006 12:39:00 AM




hw 2 noe if u liek sum1?

hmms**








i keep tinkin abt him evry now n den..
or wen my mind ish nt occupied..
or wen smth i c can b linked 2 him?

i keep hopin tt..
wenever my hp rings..
it's him?

i imagine wat will happen in future b/w e 2 of us?
or any incidents tt may happen soon..
*daydreaming*

i wan him to b e 1st person to noe my everyting..
n if possible, me knowin abt his too~

i wanna share all my gd n bad times tgether with him..
n vice versa..

wen e fone rings n i noe it's him..
i jus jumped abt in excitement..
*grins*

whether or not it's jus lil lil tings done b/w e 2 of us..
it seems as thou`
it's sumting BIG tt's been done!
-i'll note dwn all e dates n times tt we did smth tgether..
(:

e SPECIALNESS feelin is jus dere?

^^..secrets to whom tis might b.. dun bother askin me..^^









hw 2 noe if e person is jus an yi kao or xi guan?

hmms**






used 2 him msgin/callin u evry day n nite..
even wen e fone rings, i'll expect it's him?
-sumtimes i'll nt feel liek replyin..
=X

i'll find him wen i've nth to do?





no gd no gd..
it's nt gd 2 gib ppl false hopes!
hais~
even if nth turns out, stil can b frens rite?
-but sumtimes guy r jus so realistic..
=/










last but nt least, i dun wanna hold on to e past memories anymore..
can i?
[[*25.12.o5-15.o1.o6*]]



Sunday, March 19, 2006 @ 3/19/2006 06:58:00 PM




went watched DORM with calvin, bell & yong after wk ytd..
dey came & waited 4 me 2 kn0ck 0ff fr wk~
=D

e sh0w was at 1:50am!
*faints*
thus we went c0ffeeClub slack l0..
i drank e iced earl vanilla..
c0s wanted 2 n0e wat earl grey tea actuali taste like..
everytime customers cum pasta cafe 0rder..
seems high class drink 2 me ma..
hee..
& it taste nt bad actuali with e c0mbinati0n 0f vanilla ice-cream & milk i tink..
(:

abt e show-
if u expect e sh0w 2 b v scary 0r wan a gd scare..
it's wun actuali meet e expecti0ns..
0nli sum effects u will xia da0 l0r..
den e st0ry quite t0uchin de..
nt th0se evil mean gh0sts..
frenship!
yeps..

but me t0o tired le la..
s0 n0 tears..
keke..

after e sh0w went hm l0r..
i called up my taxi-driver raman..
LOLs~
c he can send me hm ma..
=Pp
bell s0 suspici0us de..
stil t0t is sum guy fren cum send me hm..
-___-"
but dey os0 quite stunned 2 c him nahx..
heh heh..
i 0nli paid $13 hm..
cheap rite?
if u actuali add up e midnite charge tgether..
will b $17+ le..
hee..

as i gotta noe CTE tunnel was blked..
i told boiboi abt it..
c0s he wkin till 4+am lidats..
den ltr he go hm wun go tt way le ma..
(:
sms-ed awhiles till i hm lo..
till i K.O -> dreamland..
hees..

he msg-ed me again wen he reached hm..
"hee.. super tired tday.. jus reach hm.. hee.. anyway guess u slp le ba.. thx 4 e notice wor.. err, mind givin me mornin call tmr ard 1+? cos i scared i cant wake up ar.. hee.. hao ba.. me go dreamland find u le.. nitenite miss ya sweet dreams take care.."

mornin called him at 1:10pm..
it rang.. but dunno y call failed ltr.. den cant get thru le..
s0 i called desm0nd c he at whr.. but he in camp.. he say will help me find him..
end up i tried again can get thru b0ib0i le..
den desm0nd os0 asked his mama wake b0ib0i up..
funni wen i knew abt it~
=Pp
lidats os0 gd..
den he wun g0 backie slp..
hees..

ytd msged wib calvin..
realied he bcum more darin/h0nest?
he n0w will say 0ut wat he tinkin/feelin lia0s..
& he admit tt he wooin me la..
=.=

f0r a m0ment i was t0uched abit by wat he said..
i admit..
c0s i was readin xiaxue's p0st abt her bein m0lest & stuffs lidat..
im bein reminded 0f my 0wn experiences t0o..
YUCKS! EEKS!
*pukes*
den he said.. he'll acc me 2 take e train in future lo.. den send me hm all tt..
he lives in yew tee!~
sumwhr near CCK cans?!
me EAST he WEST..
he's CRAZY~
=X







s0me t0ts i wr0te in my small lil bear bear b0ok ytd-

sumtimes i'd rather nt tink wat will happen b/w e 2 0f us..
at least i'll stay happier tis way..
nt like last time..
stress myself over r/s stuffs..
we're still gd gd frens..
n0 c0mmitments 0r whats0ever..
izit betta tis way?
hmms**
mayb we'll b0th n0es wen e time cums..........



Friday, March 17, 2006 @ 3/17/2006 03:01:00 PM




went dwn PW awhiles after wk ytd..
went in thru crown prince, cos wanna use toilet ar.. =X
decided 2 use B2 de.. cos usuali dere more can make it.. but hu noes e wall leakin water.. -__-"

den fizah n me went in search of ah bell~ ;p
surprised 2 c boiboi in fr0nt 0f e bar t0kin 2 mickey m0use..
jus nice bell called.. s0 went buy her ice-cream lo.. shun bian buy boiboi's oso.. kekes..

"u eat wat.. i oso eat wat lo.."
(:

din gotta c mouse mouse wor..
dunno whr he is ytd oso..
hmms*

boiboi msged me wen he reached hm..
=D
crapped abt~
hees..
sort of nv pay attention while t0kin 2 calvin.. =xX
den i ans v straightforwardly wen he asked me whether goin 2 his k0r dey all de chalet..
"if u go den i go lo.. =P"

c0s i tinkin..
if he nv go..
den liek nobodi peii me le ma..
althou ah bell oso will b dere..
but i tink she'll b mostly entertainin e ppl dere ba..
tt's y..
kekes..

"miss ya.. nites.."



Monday, March 13, 2006 @ 3/13/2006 01:30:00 AM




ytd wk till 1o+pm..
calvin waited 4 me 2 finish wk den we both walked over 2 cine 2 find bell..
hee..
1st time a guy waited 4 me 2 kn0ck 0ff fr wk..
=X

g0nna n0e an0ther 2 0f deir frens t0o - su ning + ah y0ng
we watched the movie :: UNDERWORLD
nt bad nt bad..
wun waste $ watchin de sh0w..
haha..
but M18 nahx..
c0s gt abit R(A) + gr0ss tingy ar..
l0ls~
we t00k e 2nd r0w 0f seats fr e screen, can u believe it?
s0 near.. necks alm0st wanna brk!
keke..
smth v swit was..
c0s i wanna eat swit swit de p0pc0rn ma.. den calvin g0 pick 0ut th0se yell0w de gimme eat while he eat e rest w0r.. *oops*
din t0t he wuld d0 tt..
i 0nli say e p0pc0rn nt swit wans.. den i wanna eat swit de..
=X

after e sh0w, we all went geylang & ate fr0ggie p0rridge..
my 1st time finalli..
haha..
i 0ways t0t fr0ggie p0rridge = fr0g + p0rridge c00k 2gether de.. but actuali it wasnt w0r.. separate de nahx..
kekes..
0n reachin dere, saw a bunch 0f bikers & bikes parked dere..
& im s0 reminded 0f DARYL!
hais~~~~

actuali after eatin gt go dwn PW sing wib astrob0y dey all de..
but end up ah y0ng nag nag nag~
we all landed at hm..
):
stayed 0ver at bell's hse last nite..
=P

slept all e way til 6pm tday wor..
piggy rite?
hees..
went dwn 2 sunlight c0s j0lin & winnie's bday..
saw DARYL's l00k-alike..
sians~ again
t0t can c m0use m0use dere de..
but he nv turn up..
he tday gt wk..
*hmphs*

heard bell say he tday xin qing bu hao wor..
dunno wat happen 2 him..
hmms**



Friday, March 10, 2006 @ 3/10/2006 11:58:00 PM




11:49pm

bell jus called..

her: whr u wor?
me: at hme lo.. y?
her: orh.. no la.. i hungry leii.. da bao food cum dwn gimme eat.. haha.. eh u repeat again say u at whr?

den she on her loudspeaker..

so i purposely said loud loud i at hm leii~~

haha.. den mouse mouse took over fr e fone..

*excitement*

he ask me y i say till so loud.. haha.. cos i purposely de ma.. =Pp
den i say i at hm leii.. he so BIG ar.. gt e power lemmi go dwn all e way pack food 4 him..
LOLs!~

e 1st time we talked on e fone wor!
=D

althou it was thru bell's hp..
xin man yi zhu le ba..
*grins*

;p



Thursday, March 09, 2006 @ 3/09/2006 01:29:00 PM




ytd finali saw mouse mouse le..
hee..
went oriental pw with bell to join him n his frens..

he reali bhb lo.. =x
b4 we went dwn, bell called him..
he say i wanna c him izit? den ask whether tday i gt brin jacket anot.. cos he gt wear tday oso.. den gt e issey miyaki smell too.. *faints*

den wen we reached dere..
smth nt rite le..
liek dey noe abt me & mouse mouse de ting lidat..
topid him mus hab told dem smth..
*shit* him~ =P

bell said i attracted another beast.. or bee i nt sure.. hahaa..
cos she ask him.. i cum dwn leii how? or smth lidats de..
den he reply.. hmm.. ok lo.. but sit too far away fr me le..
lol..

after tt all liek purposely make a space bside me let him sit de..
=.=
at 1st he sit awhile.. den go off le..
den his frens ask.. y he dunwan sit dere?
dotxxxxx
e rest of e conversation cant hear liaos..

den v fakely.. dunno y..
he began 2 cum sit close 2 me..
play e bluff dice 2gther.. i lose he drink.. gimme mic lemmi sing.. askin if i was alrite.. blah blah blah~~
hmms***

wen all singin + bell go other place sit..
he bside me so close..
abit scared.. LOL~
but ok nahx..
we tok cock thru'out lo.. playin abt happily~ =D

he kip askin me y i call him mouse la..
he cute/shuai anot..
wat type of mouse i tink he is..
dot dot dot dot dot..

dunno y wen we tokin..
everybody liek secretly smilin lidat.. -__-"
but bell de eyes diff fr e rest..

i noe cant b serious wib mouse mouse 1st de..
cos dun reali noe him..
den he liek e playboy kinds ar.. haha..

thru'out jiu shi lidat lo..

den wen goin hm..
we all crappin dere as usual..
he say he gimme 3days 2 gib him an ans to his qn jus nw..
-.-
means sunday lo..
but dun tink he'll rem ba..
haha..
say say onli.. ;p

he cant send me hm..
tamp vs redhill.. v far wor..
lols..

heard bell say..
wen i went hm in cab..
his frens disturb him say.. ppl one girl alone go hm leii.. u nv send her hm.. stil dunwan faster take cab chase her..
den he dunno say wat..
den he tell bell he stil nt drunk.. stil rem wat r e clubbin rules.. say he onli liek & will b true 2 her onli..
lol..

frankly speakin..
i quite disappointed or dunno wat i feelin wen i heard tis..
cos bell say clubbin rules means liek wen u go clubbin rite.. 2day play de ting over = over..
jin tian wan le jiu suan..
dotx..
majiam put me & those clubs noe de girls on e same line..
hurhur.. > . < "

another ting..
he noe i daryl's ex..
den bell said daryl is pw most flirt de guy..
wah faints..
ytd den i noe?
she say daryl wan xian de girl nv fail b4 de..
-_____-!!
thx lo..
but nvm.. it's over!~
shit him..

cos of tis..
bell say cannot so ez 2 get.. haha..
if he reali serious..
c lo..
lol..

-dunno y girls jus liek those bad-der guys.. or those nt so ez 2 get by.. even thou dey noe dey will suffer more eventuali.. hais.. jus dun learn their lessons..

oh ya.. bell oso say..
nvm nahx.. stil gt calvin.. she highly recommend him..

budden.. as wat i said above..
hannor..
e "interest" jus isnt as much ba.. =X

haha.. she oso say i liek can gt involved in e guys bside her de..
boiboi.. calvin.. mouse mouse.. etc..
dunno?
=X



Wednesday, March 08, 2006 @ 3/08/2006 12:46:00 AM




dunno y im so contradictin..

msg wib bell jus nw..
was tokin abt mouse mouse..
den say till mayb tmr we goin sing k wib dem..
i super high~
=P

den gt 1msg bell said made me tink alot..
"dun fall in deep trouble lehz.. he felt tt u liek him lehz.. cos of tt day u smell his jacket n gib him nick.. haha.."

den my highness starts 2 tame dwn le..
hmms**



Tuesday, March 07, 2006 @ 3/07/2006 05:08:00 PM




i cant wait 4 my pay day !! ~
so mani tings i wanna get ::

face
1. body shop consealer
2. rain & moon's foundation / kose
3. eye shadows - white, pink*2, purple*2, green
4. blusher
5. body shop's big blusher brush
6. shining powder
7. my face shop's shining mascara
8. green coloured contact lens

body
1. half cardigans
2. minjie's outer kinds of jacket
3. toi toi shorts
4. more tops / skirts
5. pedicure

if possible, can i change my style? *grins*

oh ya! i wanna cut my hair too~ keke..

cant tink of much nw.. will update my list wen i tot of summore.. hee.. =P

i stil miss mouse mouse.. wen will i c him wor.. hmms*



Monday, March 06, 2006 @ 3/06/2006 01:45:00 AM




topid sunny kor..
betray me..
go tell issey kiyaki mouse mouse tt i say he berri cute look liek mouse..
den he kp in front of ah bell..
den tell her tell me say wat i v nice, he wanna xian me..
wah..
*faints*
paiseh nehs..
he noe abt tis..
=x
budden hor..
xin li dunno y feelin happie abt it too?
=P

i dunwan e past anymore..



Friday, March 03, 2006 @ 3/03/2006 06:35:00 PM




jus watch finish a taiwan idol drama [[*zi jing zhi dian*]].. thx 2 my muiix 4 buyin e vcd.. kekes.. *thumbs up*
i liek e guy in e show - jiang shi(vampire) aka tian xie(scorpio)!! he ish k0ne tt leader.. juno// if i nv rem his name wrgly.. (:
he jus attracts me right fr e start wen he appear in e show le.. tall & fit kinds.. liek e type i've oways wanted 4 my dream guy.. hee.. + e character.. dunno hw 2 say.. i jus like him! if onli dere is reali sumone like him for me.......... =X
e show seems 2 duplicates my life too.. jus tt my life e endin isnt happily ended yets.. hmms* anyways.. he's e one in e top left corner in e grp.. KONE~ cute rite? =P

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wassup nez is..
another somebodi tt came into my life -> left an impact -> gone..
ultraman aka daryl..
no matter wat.. im gonna let him go le? even if i may hab lotsa flashbacks of e places we went & e times we once had.. still misses.. but.. let e memories stay as memories ba.. rather dan turn 2 hatred.. dunno y.. e tings he told joyce oways turns out diff fr e rest & wat i experience myself.. dun c any point.. but dun wanna tink too much le ba.. i noe im oso at fault 4 onli realisin his imptance wen i've lost it all.. it's hard 2 hab it all backie le? will i b given one more chance? dunno nahx.. im oways so contradictin.. hais~
he's e one in e left-hand side.. (;

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as for boiboi.. im actuali quite afraid tt he'll cum back into my life again.. as wat e tarrot cards hab said.. he may too.. he's oledi has a firm place in my hrt.. tt's y it's hard 2 de-root it.. =x althou im slowly lettin go le.. but i noe e day wen i've reali fully let go is wen e feelin is no longer dere wen i c him once again.. liek me & nw de dahuairen lidat.. but wen i saw him on tue.. i noe i've nt totalli gotten over him.. it takes time i noe.. but im jus scared wen he cums back again, i'll fall? hais..

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recently i oso hab sumone 2 fa hua chi at.. =P
his name is guo cheng.. i've seen him at PW b4.. he oways wib tony de.. but we tok b4..
onli tt day.. tony bday at sunlight hall.. i went wib bell den we gt interaction.. he lent me his jacket wib e ISSEY MIYAKI perfume smell.. nice nice! ever since den, he left a super deep inpression in me le.. & coincidently he tok wib sunny kor abt me.. i started tinkin abt him.. -_-" dunno y.. but i tink he berri cute.. liek mouse mouse.. keke.. tt's y i call him ISSEY MIYAKI MOUSSIE! *blehs* wonder wen will i c him again wor.. or wen i go dwn PW, will he b wkin too? hmms*
here's wat ISSEY MIYAKI PERFUME looks like.. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED! dun hab his pic la.. kekes..

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another guy..
his name is GINSENG.. new partime chef at pasta cafe.. my new motivation at wk! hahaa.. =P
i tink he looks liek him(cute, tall, fit & tan!) ::

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kk nahx.. enuff le.. alot guys ma? =Pp

here smth tt i found wich i tink is quite meaningful..
GUYS vs GALS!

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Thursday, March 02, 2006 @ 3/02/2006 08:33:00 PM




after lotsa tinkin................

my conclusion :: i dunwanna salvage my past wib daryl le
shall let e past past..
memories will oways b memories~
(:
we'll hab nth 2 do wib each other anymore..
sayonara..

received a msg fr bb tis mornin.. we met up 4 brkfast n he sent me -> sch after tt.. was actuali quite surprised.. but ever since tue acc bell 2 PW sing wib same boat N him.. i sensed smth strange ma? den he wore e adidas jacket i bought 4 him too.. liek so matchin wib his bike! couple suit.. hahaa.. anyways.. dun wanna tink so muchie either.. shun qi zi ran ba~ =DD

had a talk wib sunny kor in sch jus nw.. he asked me i gt hang out wib tony dey all de ar.. den i ask him y leii.. mus hab heard smth.. lol.. cos tony tt day bday at sunlight hall.. i ke chuan peii bell dere de ma.. keke.. den ISSEY MIYAKI MOUSSIE lent me his jacket cos me cold cold.. den cos sunny kor de laptop spoil.. issey miyaki moussie lent him his laptop wor.. he even told sunny kor abt he lent me his jacket de incident.. hmms? dunno y i kip tinkin of him e whole day.. smiling.. =Pp

oh ya.. b4 i 4gt.. i finali saw my wkplace de cute guy while at wk ytd! w0oh0o~ he's reali cute la.. bths.. topid huaiRen ah dong ask me make lime juice 4 him.. den wen done le i go ask is hu de.. he ask me go rite 2 e end of e kitchen.. is KAWAII NEHS de! wen i pass him his drink.. *blush blush* hee.. den he disturb me say how cum e drink onli half glass.. i drink izit.. -__-" is cos dun hab anymore left le lo.. hurhur.. kns.. topid dong gang up wib him disturb me oso.. *hmphs!* after tt john ask me whether i noe hw 2 make milo ice blend anot.. but i dunno.. den he say nvm.. anyhw make lo.. nt nice he oso drink.. lol.. den wen i go pass him his.. dey disturb again.. say wah.. hw cum his drink so special de.. dey eye pain.. dotxx.. so i go make new de again lo.. tis time succeed de wor! den i go back jia jia pass 2 dem.. kawaii took it.. ;p he my motivation at wk!!~ (:

me becoming not serious?

=X



HEARTS❤




❝When you are in love,
you can't fall asleep.
Because reality is better
than your dream.❞


i love you,
baby .