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Tuesday, May 30, 2006 @ 5/30/2006 09:50:00 PM tis mornin i scald my own finger.. ): *pain pain* i went t touched e face of e hair straighter-ner wen it was so obvious tt it's hot! hais.. was goin take e handle de.. but dunno wat happened t me.. i stil lagged N stared blank wen it all happened.. wen onli sudd realisin it's burnin hot N pain~ *sobs* is tis a bad omen? is smth bad gonna happen again? pls i hope not.. =X sudd feel as thou`z im jus a burden? hais.. mayb gonna try goin back N nt care le ba.. |
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Monday, May 29, 2006 @ 5/29/2006 07:50:00 PM im so tired everyday.. jus bcos of e travellin to N fro sch..? but dunno y i jus cant getta slp wen im back hm.. hais.. watched x-men on sat with y0o*.. ate McFlurry N fries durin e show t0o~ *feed feed* =P saw my neoprints on e front of ur wallet.. cant help feelin happie inside N smilin secretly.. *grins* went geylang N ate bacor mee.. lols.. 1st time.. finali knew wat's e taste of it.. din getta eat dou jiang you tiao thou`z.. too full.. after eatin went into e alleys N watch e gurls dere.. =X den we went shenton partyworld 4 sikai's bday le.. was rather boreds dere.. cos din reali noe e ppl + i oso lazy to interact.. kekes.. so jus let him "enjoy" lo.. (: ktv-ed till 2+ / 3 den he sent me hm.. e air was so cold on e way hm.. *hug hug* as he was goin loyang wib ron N company, peii him till 4+ (cos dey sent sikai hm, he drunk til K.O le.. at bukit panjang summore) at my void deck's playground.. asked him e qn wich i oso asked boat N bel.. i gt wat gd N bad.. lols.. he onli say i cum-gong.. silly till can.. but nv explain.. cos obvious nahx.. =X as usual, he'll send me up N i'll watch him leave b4 enterin my hse.. msg-ed him b4 i wentta bed :: im cum-gong.. but onli, cos of u.. =X xiaoxin oh~ nitenite.. he replied me wen he reached hm :: bla bla bla~ nite miss ya muacks.. =D went astro b0y's hse 0n sun 4 filmin.. bukit panjang! -_-zZz reach dere quite earli but g0nna wait 4 dusk 2 arrive 4 betta effects.. lilin N me gt tired N fell aslp on e sofa.. hees.. aftern0on mornin-called y0o* N surprisingly u picked up wib jus 1call.. made b0at s0 furi0us wen he'd b0mb ur f0ne mani times b4 tt.. wen rain had st0pped in e evening, mornin-called u again N u picked up at e 2nd call.. b0at zi ta0 tulan say liek onli i call den u'll pick/wake up.. was rather happie? =Pp met y0o* b0at bel N alex at cck lot1 after my shoot.. damn shagged N tired.. was abit moodless N "angry" wen boat say u all leavin soon.. liek make me mit dem 4 nth.. tt's y t0k 2 dem abit bu shuang lidats ar.. *apologies* as boat N boi were goin sk.. dey sent me dere.. den i make my way hm dereafter.. at least nearer dan cck.. super cold agains.. + e journey seems so long~ *hug hug* hees.. den i went hm wib boi's mama made de dumplings.. ^^ alotta tots runnin thru`z my mind.. wib e tings happening recently.. im scared nw.. e fear of losin y0o* one day.. nt havin y0o* in my life anymore.. wat will i bcum of? but i reali even dun dare to try tinkin abt it le.. hais.. my distant happiness.. will i ever get hold of it? *silent prayers* |
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Friday, May 26, 2006 @ 5/26/2006 02:41:00 PM seen.. heard.. felt.. everyting right infront myself.. damn tl N pc.. it's showin all out slowly le ba.. watever.. wun let "it" affect me / my life.. details shall nt b told here.. =X |
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Thursday, May 25, 2006 @ 5/25/2006 04:54:00 PM to all ma gurls~ pls take gd care of urselves kks? i dun wanna hear / noe any bad tings happening to u all out dere.. thou`z we might nt contact reali tt often to sum of u all.. but im stil here if ever ya nid de wor.. i still care.. M here.. (: |
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Monday, May 22, 2006 @ 5/22/2006 05:11:00 PM my frens r all gettin attached 1 by 1 le.. tis means dey hab lesser time 4 me too.. ): mayb i shld find 1 myself oso? lols.. sumtimes it's hard 2 find sum1 wen u nid.. dey all liek nid to peii bf la.. everyting oso bf liaos.. hais.. even wen i nid sumone to tok to.. i oso wun tok le.. instead i'll listen to dem tok abt deir troubles/quarrels.. bla bla bla.. dey dun even hab time to hear me tok ba? even if dey hear le.. dey jus say.. dun tink too much lo? dey ownself oso v fan demselves.. liek zi sheng nan bao lidats.. hais.. end up i'll choose nt to say anyting.. no pt.. sumtimes i wish dere's sum1 hu reali understands me.. w/out even me sayin so.. hu'll oso b dere 4 me wen i nid.. we'll oways b out together.. if u spot either 1 of us, e other 1 will oso b dere.. etc.. rem tis sum1 actuali existed b4.. but it's oledi H-I-S-T-O-R-Y? we were once e bestest of e best.. shared watever we had together.. had fun together.. ate, played N ktv together.. laughed & cried together too~ even our attactment periods were oso coincidentally together.. we din had to say anyting N e other party will noe wat's on each other minds.. sumtimes we'll even wear/brin e same ting w/out sayin b4 hand.. our lives N happenings were jus almost e same.. but gd tings oways cums 2 an end ba.. *sighs* tings jus changed.. ppl changed.. environment changed.. char changed.. e bond b/w us jus gets drifted apart as time goes by.. nw tt we're jus PURELY aquaintances? |
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Sunday, May 21, 2006 @ 5/21/2006 06:46:00 PM okies.. |
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Sunday, May 14, 2006 @ 5/14/2006 01:13:00 PM usualli, tings r diff wen ppl gets attached..... |
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Saturday, May 13, 2006 @ 5/13/2006 10:07:00 PM sum pics me N moon took last week~ while tryin out sum sunglasses to buy.. hee..          |
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Sunday, May 07, 2006 @ 5/07/2006 03:20:00 PM wah.. damn pekcek.. my boss v unreasonable? wake me up while i was stil in dreamland "forcin" or shld i say "bluff" me go help him wk on mon.. as i was stil half aslp N in my blurblur state.. i agreed.. cos i dun rem havin anyting on mon ma.. so wk 4 e sake of $ + i can peii fizah wk on tt day wib e "huaiRens" ma.. hu noes i realised i gonna go CDC wib m0on 2 reg my basic the0ry tingy.. s0 i called 2 inf0rmed N explain 2 him e nez min tt i cant help him wk on m0n.. even sms-ed him t0 let him n0e again l0r.. but hu n0es he replied me "ur pr0b leii.." e m0ment i c his reply.. i super angry cans? i dunn0 wat happen l0r.. mayb he gt influenced by e "huaiRens" 0r wat.. but i did nt put my schedule t0 wk 0n m0n.. N at e v least i did tell him abt my difficulties.. dun care la.. im onli a PT.. if he nt happy, i can j0lly well quit.. shit leii.. *hmphs* fizah oso quit le.. liek nt much point in me stayin dere any longer.. is cos of e $5.60/hr pay.. may.. yandong N ginseng den i remain de lo.. hurhur.. =X had a fone talk wib boat jus nw.. he asked me whether i noe whr boi went ytd.. cos bel called him but he nv picked up N din even returned call oso.. dots.. oways find me wen he "MIA".. shld go ask tt "C" ba.. told boat.. nw i whatever le.. same as e stage tt time wen xintian appeared.. dun care lo.. jus take whatever tt cums 2 me.. dun hab den dun hab lo.. jus LL~ mayb it's all fated.. nw tt my hp is spoiled.. all ur msgs gone.. even e dates.. anyways.. jus updated my frenster pr0file.. free can g0 take a l0ok k? hees.. http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=14279511 -3rd day |
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Saturday, May 06, 2006 @ 5/06/2006 09:33:00 PM omg.. sinful.. sinful.. tink i ate SO much tday! =X had sum rice rice ting 4 my brkfast cum lunch.. den dinner i ate chic cutlet + cocktail.. eeeeeee.. nw i so full.. kekes.. mus jian fei oledi.. if tis goes on, im gonna b fat one day~ *oops* hmms.. our genting trip's gonna b postponed to june le.. back to e original plan date.. -____-" brought 4ward to may cos of ron.. tink he goin NS in june ar.. den nw nt goin oso cos of him.. den boi sudd gt bills 2 pay.. no $ le.. as wat i'd expected.. hu noes we wun b goin anymore le.. mayb june de oso fail? cos is hols liaos.. den PW gonna nid staff lo.. den gentin confirm alot ppl liao.. queue 4 e amusement rides sure super long la.. sians 1/2.. *hmphs* sudd e excitement isnt tt much anymore le la.. hurhur.. -2nd day |
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@ 5/06/2006 12:21:00 AM woo~ jus did a facial mask N i feel so shuang !! i feel so relaxed N my face feels so nice !! =D tday's module was com animation.. habta draw out a character of our own wich mus b human, gd-l0okin N hab my sch logo.. -__-" whole day stuck in class drawin.. dun even reali hab time to eat.. feel as thou i was sum comic drawer or wat de.. finali understooded their tongku oso? lols.. v diff to draw usin com + freehand summore.. me no mouse wor.. hurhur.. i rather use pencil N paper.. anyways.. here my final outcum 4 tday..  hmms* we'll all b goin gentin on e 19-21 of may.. actuali dere r 9ppl goin.. nw mayb end up onli left 4 of us le.. *dotsss* initial : boi me boat bel alex des partner ron meijun mayb nw : me meijun bel alex [[ boi<-nt confirm->boat , ron <- no $ , des <- ex , partner <- wk ]] watever.. e 4 0f us will stil b goin with or w/out dem.. =X oh ya.. i've finali cut my hair~ (: tue wentta find eric after so long.. he's stil tt charmin la.. =P oh oh.. N tt cute cute malay guy stil rems me !! dunno y but c-in him makes my day.. i treat him eat sweet N even disturb him t0o.. kekes.. here r sum neoprints taken wib sweetsMo0n at e new ne0print sh0p @ cine..     e guy wkin at tt neoprint shop quite cute oso la.. he l0ok liek tt single-t0othed vampire in "my date wib vampire III".. hees.. we oso crapped ard wib him nahx.. ^_^V i quite 0f liek e way i l0ok tt day.. even th0u bel N b0i preferred e more guai N innocent usual me.. but hu cares? we cant 0ways l0ok e same rite.. mus change once in a while.. hahaa.. KAI XIN JIU HAO~ hurhur.. =PpPp anyways "she" was oso present 4 e movie tt nite t0o.. but whatever.. i dun care le.. dey're considered TRANSPARENT t0 me.. *oops* thur.. i received his msg outta e blue.. "girl......... " been long since he last called me tis.. he asked me help me tell alan he cant make it to wk at 2, will go at 6 cos he sick N he dun hab his num.. *wonders* y ask me? bel N boat oso hab his no.. whatever.. end up i gt rather worried + since i nv went sch.. even intended to go find him.. conclusion = he wk 6.. me mit joyce at town shun bian brin e porridge i cooked 4 him to eat =X but hu noes he gt worse N culdnt wake up 2 wk.. nt even 9.. t0o late le.. no nid go oso le.. was peii-in joyce shop but my hrt was sumwhr else.. but eventualli, i din wentta find him.. thankfulli i called him while at TPY.. if nt i'd hab made a wasted trip again.. on e way hme, felt so super disappointed.. e chengxim-ness is dere.. as thou it's oledi reached e peak.. sudd realised tings aint e same anymore.. now.. can call me MS. watever.. i kip usin tis word nahx.. cos i dun feel liek carin anymore le.. e feel tt i used to hab in DHR is liek appearin? nt sure.. but.. watever la.. zou yi bu kan yi bu lo.. happy matters more ! (",) -ever heard of e story of a frog N a scorpion? a scorpion wanted t0 cr0ss e river.. so it asked e fr0g t0 ferry it acr0ss 0n its back.. e fr0g agreed pr0vided e sc0rpi0n pr0mised nt t0 sting it while dey r cr0ssin e river.. but hu n0es, e sc0rpi0n stil did it.. e fr0g asked y.. it says c0s tt's it cant help it, it's its 本性.. s0 end up b0th 0f dem dr0wned.. `im e fr0g? he's e sc0rpi0n? [[ 就因为我很坚强, s0 u ch0se t0 hurt me time N again ]] ~m tired~ whatever............. |
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006 @ 5/02/2006 11:37:00 PM > Once in a lifetime... >> Think about this one... >>> This month, on Thursday, 4th of May >>>> at two minutes and three seconds after 1.00am in the morning, >>>>> the time and date will be >>>>>> 01:02:03 04/05/06 >>>>>>> This won't ever happen again in our lifetime... |
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@ 5/02/2006 09:11:00 PM did an IQ test N my IQ:115 ! woo~ nt bad huh? (: here e description bhind it - You have a strong ability to process visual-spatial and mathematical information and this, combined with your logical mind, means you are a Visual Mathematician. You can manipulate multiple parts of the picture (or problem) to come up with a solution and can understand the "big picture," which is partly why people may turn to you for direction. Like Einstein, your ability to detect patterns and your skills in maths and logic, make it natural for you to come up with ideas and theories that simplify processes for everyone. hais. im lost N confused. dunno wat 2 do le. once again. jus kill me cans? ): fr V - ...u noe u r taking the wrong step...so dun b stubborn n keep doing the wrong tings.. its nv good to spoil the relationship of others... in the end.. u r the one who suffer.. do u tink u can gt it through urself not to feel guilty..? n so wat if u wun feel guilty? ... u will always b only in the dark...见不得光....seeing the smiles on their faces when u r by their side juz make u feel upset..u feel helpless n cant do aniting..... ...Mr "D" is reali not smebodi worth u suffering lidat in silence.... if he cares bout u, he wun b doing all these tings to make u miserable n upset....dragging it on will do u no good...wat if smedae Miss "C" find out bout u n Mr "D"..??? hw will she react? .... or... u tink...hw will YOU react if u noe that ur guy is doing tis kinda tings to u...??? .... put urself in her shoes... in the end, u will lose everyting.... reali dun wish to c u in this stage now...feeling so lost n confused over tings.... i was once in the same situation as u r in...oni playing different roles...i m stil struggling myself to gt through my own problems....... ~All the Best to You if u can reali Straighten out ur thoughtS~ -time t tink? *sighs* |
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@ 5/02/2006 12:03:00 PM hais.. M in class nw.. but my mood jus went dwn t e peak bottom.. sudd.. e feelin tt bel had nt long ago came t me.. e feelin of dropin fr sum high level N smackin dwn hard.. e fact tt is thrown right in ur face 4 u t accept.. e hidden truth tt's oways been buried deep is dug out.. ): here's wat my cousin said in msn :: i dunno wat t say u.. dun go b/w ppl la.. den y u stil wan do it.. u shld stop it lo.. either u tok t him n ask him choose ah bo u juz totally giv up wats the point of being in the dark.. lidat v. tongku i dunno wat t say u.. u nw machiam that person who i hate lo.. i mean sound liek.. u r my cousin,n i wish to c u doing the same ting it's e same situation.. the same cannot c light ting.. u juz make me feel the same way for u.. u r the same jian Bu de Guang person.. n he also is keeping tings fr tt crystal.. wats the diff? its obviously an affair lo.. doing all these tings behind her with u.. u tink from her point lo.. hw will u feel if ur bf is doing tis kind of things to u? i dunno u la.. -e tings tt hab been runnin thru my mind over N over... |