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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 3/31/2007 12:21:00 AM haiis~ as expected, i knew it was her wen his phone rang.. dunno y. i feel so ... (dunno hw to describe) nt tt i dun trust him or wat. but tis gal, he liek her for 7yrs durin his teenage time. LIKE SO LONG? haiis~ i feel so unconfident of myself. + recently we kip habin so mani conflicts. ever since dey had a sec sch gatherin few days ago, i already felt unez. tonite she called again. say wanna go ktv nez week? zzz. wat m i tinkin? wat m i to do? ): |
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Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 3/29/2007 08:01:00 AM haiis. tings r nt turnin out fine 4 us. dunno y we're quarrelin almost EVRYDAY recently? scenario1 - e day b4 ytd: wentta find him after shop closes jus t see him & brin him mac nuggets+fries to eat b4 i go hm. had my highest heels on wich makes my feet PAIN liek zzz. but stil i walked all e way dere. conclusion: he ask me stil dunwan go hm mehs? wan stand dere e whole nite? is liek e attitude v wat lorrs. liek tt's wat i get 4 walkin all e way down dere + my painful feets. cos of tt i jus walked off angrily N took a cab hm. scenario 2 - last nite: supposedly mitin ard 9+ to watch TMNT. cos wanna wait 4 him mit yuan in e evenin 1st. end up he say watch ltr show can? cos he 9+ stil nt full. yeah, liek e last time we went he ate so long? watever. so i nv buy tics cos angry + bu shuang & anyhw tink at tt point of time cos i noe a gal tt he lieks last time for 7yrs is dere(i dun liek to see her NAME appear in his phone la) too. so i waited lorr. end up he called wib an attitude blamin me 4 nt buyin e tics den e nez show is 1250! liek SO LATE cans? end up = my fault. say wat i giv attitude la. liek he nv? so go hm lorr. noe wat he did wen he hm? PLAY DOTA till 2+am. wtf? oh ya, & he sudd gt $ nehs. wen i asked him y, he said sumbodi giv de. but he dunwan tell me hw he get it. i dunno y izit tt he cant tell me lorr. he say he dun feel liek tellin me? wat is tis? y is dere smth tt i cant noe? jian bu de guang mehs? zzz. dunno wat m i to do lor. makes me lose my trust in him onli. HAIIS~ conclusion: everyting oso my fault. i hate explainin wen everyting oways turns out to b my fault jus bcos im nt gd with words. i dunno hw to argue back? AHHHHHH~ reali see no p0int lidat. haiis. SERIOUSLY, i dunwan tings to turn out tis way de.. i dunwan.. dunwan.. =..( |
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Monday, March 26, 2007 @ 3/26/2007 12:57:00 AM i dunno wat's happenin. seriously, it's nt a BIG ting. it's jus tt e ting u said, is nt done REPEATEDLY. nt once, nt twice. hais. u dun understand wat i wan. i explain but end up = my fault. zzz. wtf? i noe it's MY FAULT tt i aint good with words? N i felt wat sweets* felt wen she on e verge of brkin up with her ex. no feelin? hais. wat's happenin? realisation of tarrot? `lack of communication -god.. save me! |
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Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 3/23/2007 04:04:00 AM e biggest regret in my life.. _ _ _ _ _ lettin u go was e worse decision i culd hab ever made.. u're a lesson learnt to me.. seein u so happily tgt wib ur loved one nw.. wishin u happiness sincerely fr e bottom of my hrt was e onli ting i culd do.. (: if onli we culd turn back time.. if onli i was given one more chance.. IF ONLI................ |
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Thursday, March 22, 2007 @ 3/22/2007 10:06:00 PM sians. so boreds. dunno wat to do or wat can i do, so cum blog lor. zzz. wentta mit moon at tamp jus nw. been LONG since i last saw her? lols. ate ba chor mee at CS den we went play arcade lorr. saw wz & her bf & deir hangouts. zzz. after tt we slack ard den went hm lerr. actuali wanna go find boii de. but he liek dunwan or wat den i oso LL le lor. dun go. reach hm oso nv tell him. hais. let him enjoy his game la. sumtimes reali wonder. is tis e kinda life i wanna lead? $-less. "enjoyin" & splurgin at e start & den sufferin till e end of evry mth. i dun reali enjoy. summore i wk so long lerr. no savings at all? wat the? no future lorr. hais~ wat to do? //no nightmares pls. =x |
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@ 3/22/2007 02:52:00 PM updates FINALLI?! =P jus cut my hair nt long ago @ HAIRINN.. i dun reali liek it tis time.. mayb cos of e pong pong-ness.. lols.. tink i gonna get my hair done nez time at JEANYIP ba.. go backie find my hairdresser ERIC.. dunno he stil dere anot.. hahaa.. anyways, tis is hw i look wib my new hairstyle.. ![]() had steamboaty at MS wib yuan + boi on last sat too.. been a LONG time since we last went dere.. after eatin we wenta arcade to play.. here's wat boi did.. |
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