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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 3/31/2007 12:21:00 AM




haiis~
as expected, i knew it was her wen his phone rang..
dunno y. i feel so ... (dunno hw to describe)
nt tt i dun trust him or wat. but tis gal, he liek her for 7yrs durin his teenage time.
LIKE SO LONG?

haiis~
i feel so unconfident of myself.
+ recently we kip habin so mani conflicts.

ever since dey had a sec sch gatherin few days ago, i already felt unez.
tonite she called again. say wanna go ktv nez week?
zzz.

wat m i tinkin?
wat m i to do?

):



Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 3/29/2007 08:01:00 AM




haiis.
tings r nt turnin out fine 4 us.
dunno y we're quarrelin almost EVRYDAY recently?

scenario1 -
e day b4 ytd:
wentta find him after shop closes jus t see him & brin him mac nuggets+fries to eat b4 i go hm. had my highest heels on wich makes my feet PAIN liek zzz. but stil i walked all e way dere.
conclusion:
he ask me stil dunwan go hm mehs? wan stand dere e whole nite?
is liek e attitude v wat lorrs. liek tt's wat i get 4 walkin all e way down dere + my painful feets. cos of tt i jus walked off angrily N took a cab hm.

scenario 2 -
last nite:
supposedly mitin ard 9+ to watch TMNT. cos wanna wait 4 him mit yuan in e evenin 1st. end up he say watch ltr show can? cos he 9+ stil nt full. yeah, liek e last time we went he ate so long? watever. so i nv buy tics cos angry + bu shuang & anyhw tink at tt point of time cos i noe a gal tt he lieks last time for 7yrs is dere(i dun liek to see her NAME appear in his phone la) too. so i waited lorr. end up he called wib an attitude blamin me 4 nt buyin e tics den e nez show is 1250! liek SO LATE cans? end up = my fault. say wat i giv attitude la. liek he nv? so go hm lorr. noe wat he did wen he hm? PLAY DOTA till 2+am. wtf?
oh ya, & he sudd gt $ nehs. wen i asked him y, he said sumbodi giv de. but he dunwan tell me hw he get it. i dunno y izit tt he cant tell me lorr. he say he dun feel liek tellin me? wat is tis? y is dere smth tt i cant noe? jian bu de guang mehs? zzz. dunno wat m i to do lor. makes me lose my trust in him onli. HAIIS~
conclusion:
everyting oso my fault. i hate explainin wen everyting oways turns out to b my fault jus bcos im nt gd with words. i dunno hw to argue back? AHHHHHH~ reali see no p0int lidat.



haiis. SERIOUSLY, i dunwan tings to turn out tis way de..
i dunwan..
dunwan..
=..(



Monday, March 26, 2007 @ 3/26/2007 12:57:00 AM




i dunno wat's happenin. seriously, it's nt a BIG ting. it's jus tt e ting u said, is nt done REPEATEDLY. nt once, nt twice. hais.

u dun understand wat i wan. i explain but end up = my fault. zzz. wtf?
i noe it's MY FAULT tt i aint good with words?

N i felt wat sweets* felt wen she on e verge of brkin up with her ex.
no feelin?

hais. wat's happenin?

realisation of tarrot?
`lack of communication






-god.. save me!



Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 3/23/2007 04:04:00 AM




e biggest regret in my life..
_ _ _ _ _
lettin u go was e worse decision i culd hab ever made..
u're a lesson learnt to me..
seein u so happily tgt wib ur loved one nw..
wishin u happiness sincerely fr e bottom of my hrt was e onli ting i culd do..
(:



if onli we culd turn back time..
if onli i was given one more chance..

IF ONLI................



Thursday, March 22, 2007 @ 3/22/2007 10:06:00 PM




sians. so boreds. dunno wat to do or wat can i do, so cum blog lor. zzz.
wentta mit moon at tamp jus nw. been LONG since i last saw her? lols. ate ba chor mee at CS den we went play arcade lorr. saw wz & her bf & deir hangouts. zzz. after tt we slack ard den went hm lerr.
actuali wanna go find boii de. but he liek dunwan or wat den i oso LL le lor. dun go. reach hm oso nv tell him. hais. let him enjoy his game la.

sumtimes reali wonder. is tis e kinda life i wanna lead?
$-less. "enjoyin" & splurgin at e start & den sufferin till e end of evry mth. i dun reali enjoy.
summore i wk so long lerr. no savings at all?
wat the? no future lorr.
hais~
wat to do?




//no nightmares pls. =x



@ 3/22/2007 02:52:00 PM




updates FINALLI?! =P

jus cut my hair nt long ago @ HAIRINN..
i dun reali liek it tis time.. mayb cos of e pong pong-ness.. lols..
tink i gonna get my hair done nez time at JEANYIP ba.. go backie find my hairdresser ERIC.. dunno he stil dere anot.. hahaa..
anyways, tis is hw i look wib my new hairstyle..




had steamboaty at MS wib yuan + boi on last sat too..
been a LONG time since we last went dere..
after eatin we wenta arcade to play..
here's wat boi did..



HEARTS❤




❝When you are in love,
you can't fall asleep.
Because reality is better
than your dream.❞


i love you,
baby .