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Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 1/31/2010 06:46:00 PM it's was nice to see you once again, after soooo long.. having seen you i realise my heart didnt thump, breath wasnt taken away, adrenaline wasnt secreted and so on..... am glad that we were able to talk nicely and all.. (: you're still the shy & nice person towards me. i reali hope you'd be happy always ~ <3 |
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Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 1/28/2010 08:59:00 AM absence indeed makes the heart fonder. |
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Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 1/24/2010 01:20:00 AM yet another meaningless month. i guess it doesnt even ring a bell in you anymore. i dont want someone who doesnt bother dont care never realise im not ur oxygen guess its time to go back. 3> |
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Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 1/22/2010 09:57:00 AM went sgh with my sis yesterday to visit my grandma. upon rching, we were informed tt onli 2 visitors were allowed at a time. -.- thus my cousin, me & my sis waited downstairs at a cafe whilst my mum & aunt were upstairs. my cousin told me tt my grandma look more haggard than the previous time. im so afraid can. i dont wanna imagine what she'd look like. i dont wanna see her suffering or in pain or whatever shit. she's my "cry point". any inauspicious thing tt comes to my mind, my tears will come automatically. although i know all these are part & parcel of life, i jus dont wanna face it yet! T_T when it was my turn to enter her ward, i hid my fear. she look so tired, with her hands all covered with holes. ): can all the tests that she took be positive? i reali reali reali dont want anything bad things to happen to her can? PLEASE~ u can just cut my life span shorter in xchange. =c |
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Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 1/16/2010 09:49:00 AM the moment i heard my mum say tt my grandma is admitted to hospital, i feel like ants on the wok. i called her immediately. althou she wants to sound fine in front of me, i know she must be hiding something. *tears jus cant stop flowing...... can my ah ma please be alright? i dont want anything to happen to her can? please please please GOD ~ )): |
HEARTS❤