miie freedom of speech ♥

2010-11-20T07:34:00.002+08:00

omg.
one of my friend was caught for being involved in the downtown east incident.
i've known him for years since i was last working in kuhl.
when i got the news, i was 0.0!
even worse, the news reported that if all 8 of them were to be convicted = death sentence.
可以不要吗？
even if he didnt do anything, but only present also must die?
he was really a good friend..........

please please, just 1 more chance?
can u give him a lighter sentence?
god, please....................
i sincerely hope he wont leave us so sooooon..
T_T

2010-10-18T02:21:00.001+08:00

now i knew how it felt.
planned on going to play & explore tgt, but ended up......

2010-08-30T21:42:00.001+08:00

how long has it been alr?
why is it that u still dont seem to know me? Or is it that u cant be bothered at all?
u can say u dont mind, but like the others, u can just tease me together with them? it like a double stab. how would u feel if u were the one?

fine then. i shall 下定决心 to start my plans today !

2010-08-26T15:18:00.001+08:00

i dreamt of y0uuu*

it was sucha long & fulfilling dream.
i really felt blissful in it & hoped it didnt end...

2010-08-23T13:33:00.002+08:00

it's nice to know someone whom u cared for does the same way too.
get well sooon ya? (:

2010-07-27T04:05:00.002+08:00

i feel so lousy of myself.
what is it that i want in life?
i shld jus stop procastinating !!

there're 7days in a week.
& the disturbance last like 6 freaking days almost every week?
WTF. & that's excluding the intolerable her everyday.

2010-07-23T03:13:00.000+08:00

i want to do manicure.
but the thought of my finger...........................
HAIS~

2010-07-23T02:36:00.001+08:00

jus watched 2012.
so breath-taking & touching.

2010-07-11T04:33:00.002+08:00

i seriously realise that some ppl aint worth the effort & time / everything that u put in for them. they jus take it for granted, like air. so now, im not gonna bother anymore about such people anymore. I SWEAR upon myself. it's a waste of my life. enjoy wasting all ur time dudes. (:

2010-07-07T17:16:00.002+08:00

can u smell the wedding bells ? LOL ~
a thought came to my mind.
when it's my turn to get married, i wanna get really nice photos shoots ! if ever there's the chance, i might even consider taking shoots overseas. HAHAHA.
then, i wanna do away with the wedding banquet.
i want my solumisation held in a church, like those in dramas; short & sweet ! followed by flower petals & colourful pieces of paper drifting.. then i'd throw the hand bouquet to the next lucky person !
for the get together part, i want it held in those garden green places, like those in english movies. then i wont have to invite everybody ! jus those closer friends will do. YAYs. the main point is jus so that i wont have to see the 2 ppl opposite my room. WAHAHAHAHA ! :x

2010-07-07T02:47:00.001+08:00

what's with posting & commenting how loving / xinfu you're at fb, where in realife you aint at all? Zzz.

2010-07-05T12:56:00.002+08:00

i had a weird dream last night.

i was supposedly going to marry U on tue.
but the next moment, i was asked to marry M on wed.
at that point of time i was struggling who to eventually go on the red carpet with.
my feelings was stronger with U, but i was closer to M's parents.

conclusion?

i woke up. =\

2010-07-05T12:40:00.002+08:00

why is it that someone who has been cheated on before would want to steal someone's else boyfriend? dont u know the pain urself already?
no more comments, wait for karma then. (:

2010-07-02T07:34:00.002+08:00

im fcuking irritated & pissed off by that shit i almost gonna press the BLOCK button in fb !
she disturbed the whole house with her mahjong in the wee hours of the night. worse still, 2 tables ! U THINK ITS UR FCUKING HOUSE?
becos of this, i took jielun in for the night. morning when my bf went to wk, he took jielun out. jielun's turn to DISTURB them with his whines. KNOW WHAT? i heard the fcuking shit took the newspapers & hit him ! WHAT RIGHTS DO U HAVE? does it mean that when ur baby is crying i can slap the fcuking hell out of her? FCUK OFF MAN. i've had enough of ur nonsense. ONCE MORE & i wont hestitate anymore !

u're seriously a thorn in the flesh. FCUKING STAIN.

2010-06-29T14:50:00.005+08:00

my 4th anniversary photos !! ~ :P

our first time @ MARCHE.
we think we will onli go back again for the fresh oysters.
the rest? NAH.

i bought this pair of couple outfit online.
can u guys help me to like this photo @ fb?
then i can win the contest. :P

our bedroooom !!~ <3

room service food wasnt tt grest either.

huge portion but no taste. LOL =x

room comes with open top jacuzzi on the 2nd storey. ^^

night scenery + breezzee (Y)

this tart comes fr fruit paradise @ vivo.

DAM YUMS TTM! ^o^

wake up in the morning with the nice view !!

if onli my father owns the resort & we wont have to go home.....

wanted to go to UNIVERSAL studios, but the tickets were sold out for the entire week !!

like kua zhang right? ):

next time shall book online then make our way there.

thus we went to explore the HERSHEYS shop.

his poo is SILVER~

mine is PINK !

gigantic choc ! who wants to buy it for me?

$60 ONLY. :x

world cup champion.

my grandma bday on the 26th !!

HAPY BIRTHDAY AH MA ~ I LOVE U . ^_^V

2010-06-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

boyf brought me for retail therapy tday !! ^^V
i bought 1 wristlet which comes together with a wallet, a bag, a pair of sandals, 1 small cardi, 1 jacket, 1 top & 1 dress ! =x
boyf bought a hoodie top & 2 t-shirts all from freshbox, i choooooose de !! NICE (Y) :D

2010-06-27T07:55:00.001+08:00

it's been so long since i last saw her lor. And what answer did i get from u? Fine, i wont entertain to what u wanna do next time too! Just fcuk off.

2010-06-27T07:52:00.001+08:00

cant u just pay attention to what i've said? How many time Do i need to have to keep repeating myself? I just hate having silence or anything for the reply! P.m.s!

2010-06-25T00:17:00.003+08:00

jus home fr my 4yr anni celeb @ siloso beach resort.
enjoyed myself with the nice food, nice view, nice environment, nice jacuzzi, nice EVERYTHING that i didnt felt like leaving.. T_T

got home & found out somthing ANGRY.
somebody opened the packet of ciggs which was placed on my bedroom.
worse, 5sticks was gone.
FCUKING PATHETIC SHIT OPENED A NEW PACK OF CIGG & STOLE 5 CIGGS WTHOUT ASKING.
asked ah phew he say not him.
ask the mum also not plus she wont smoke green de.
SO WHO ELSE CAN IT BE? ISNT IT FCUKING OBVIOUS?
walaos eh. super extreme lor. is like no evidence summore la.
ZI DAO PISSSSSSED can?
i super BTH luhh.
seriously, DONT EVER EVER EXPECT ME TO HELP U WHEN U ARE IN NEED LA.
even 10cents i wont EVEN bother to borrow it to u.
HOPE U LOSE ALL UR FCUKING SOCCER BETS.
4-D, TOTO, SHARES ALL LOSE! BUY WHAT LOSE WHAT!
U MAY OWE LOAN SHARKS OR CREDIT DEBTORS FOR ALL I CARE.
HOPE ALL UR $ GET DRAINED OFF! THINGS GET STOLEN!
RETRIBUTION BEFALLS!
I WONT FCUKING EVEN REALISE UR EXISTENCE!
GND ~

ROARRRRRRRRR!

2010-06-21T17:30:00.005+08:00

omggg ! he came to sg luh & i didnt know.

if i knew i would have gone mans.

T.T

2010-06-18T01:39:00.003+08:00

went to straits cafe @ rendezvous for their buffet !

this was the BEST we ate amongst all.
durian puree? (i dunno what it's supposed to call)

look @ the amount we took for 2 rounds. =x

choc fondue was okay, cos the ingredients so-so nia. LOL

the cakes & puddings were YUMS ! :D

some food & pictures of us. HAHA :P

BIG "CUPS".

freshhhhh OYSTERSSS !! ^^

our tableee....

nice laksa.

total bill : $52 per pax.

._.

*P.S: i think my bf is duper cute. =X

2010-06-17T03:49:00.002+08:00

ri jiu jian ren xin, how true it is.
birds of the same feathers indeed flock together.
i sincerely dont wanna get linked to u alright.
jin shui bu fan he shui.
SHOOO ~
ty.

2010-06-09T14:48:00.007+08:00

recently my sis intro me a korean idol drama.
"you're beautiful"

it's REAL NICE !
after watching, im so addicted to it. now that im left with the last episode, i cant beaar to end it.

i guess this hpchains are out of production? lols.

this is the main lead of the show. i didnt reali notice him when i first saw the show, but as time goes by i realise he's CUTE ! especialli when he smilesss... hahaha~

all 3 fell in love with her.

First up :

Jang Geun Suk as Hwang Tae Kyung

Jung Yong Hwa as Kang Shin Woo

last but not least:

Lee Hong Ki as Jeremy

that's all !

*i like the first 2 best.

2010-06-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

it just keep repeating, again & again.. cant u just do it nicely & properly w/out having to piss me off?

2010-04-01T23:14:00.003+08:00

whatever i say just doesnt seem right ! i'm breaking down..

you simply dont get it.

2010-03-31T05:05:00.003+08:00

okays.
im dam lucky i tell u.

1. i said i wanted to eat curry chic & the next day his mum cooked for me.
2. i told his laoyi some time ago that my mum said her otah was nice & there, she made two for me to bring it to my mum.
3. few days back i told my bf that i feel like having a bbq & yesterday paopao called & said he intend to organise a bbq outing.
4. it's been long since chicken's backside can be found & today 4huge packets of it was bought over to his house !

am i pregnant? (like impossible luh)
why sudd so heng with all the cravings?
LOLOL. =x

2010-03-26T03:38:00.002+08:00

madeee my fav potato salad today ~
NICE ! :D (everybody likes it, even kiki. lols)

on the 24th marks the 45mths anniversary for me & bf.
went wild wild wet for the first time together with phew & fei. (:

on tue, we went DOMANI (formally pasta cafe) for lunch !
*yummilicious*

FAV brushetta + mushrm soup

always never fail to order spagetti SAMBAL MARINARA ~

LOVES strawberry shortcake ! :D

went suntec + marina sq after tt. been ages since i was there.
saw this funni machine game which is hanging. 3-D shooting game.

the hottest trend now : kiap soft toys

cute miniatures...

THATS' ALL ~ :P

2010-03-16T17:12:00.008+08:00

this week's outing : SENTOSAA

watched alice in wonderland the previous night & lan till morning.

rested for a few hrs & off we went ~
wanted to take cable car but it was not in use. took tram instead.

LUGE & SKYRIDE time ~

beach ~

what will our next outing be?

2010-03-05T00:40:00.002+08:00

my blog is so dead. lols.
am gonna go dempsey later with baby.
sunday i org healthy program at ecp ! (:

my BIOLOGICAL sis's 21ST ~

do we even look alike? lols. =P

my gans' daughter & my boyf ! cuteeee right? :D:D

kks. tt's all. =x

2010-02-09T12:36:00.002+08:00

well well, i wont fcuking bother myself with u anymore. u can jolly well gnd with ur so-called ban qing gao-ness. i'm finally enlightened with the mask beneath u. just cont acting wont u? (:

2010-01-31T18:46:00.002+08:00

it's was nice to see you once again, after soooo long..
having seen you i realise my heart didnt thump, breath wasnt taken away, adrenaline wasnt secreted and so on.....

am glad that we were able to talk nicely and all.. (:

you're still the shy & nice person towards me.

i reali hope you'd be happy always ~

<3

2010-01-28T08:59:00.001+08:00

absence indeed makes the heart fonder.

2010-01-26T11:30:00.003+08:00

this was what u sent me on msn jus now.
so cutee can?
i dunno how to upload the video u sent me here.
lols.
it was nice talking to you once again.
u're still the "small boy" i knew. (:
cya soooooooon ~

2010-01-24T01:20:00.002+08:00

yet another meaningless month.
i guess it doesnt even ring a bell in you anymore.

i dont want someone who
doesnt bother
dont care
never realise

im not ur oxygen

guess its time to go back.

2010-01-22T09:57:00.002+08:00

went sgh with my sis yesterday to visit my grandma.
upon rching, we were informed tt onli 2 visitors were allowed at a time. -.-
thus my cousin, me & my sis waited downstairs at a cafe whilst my mum & aunt were upstairs.
my cousin told me tt my grandma look more haggard than the previous time.
im so afraid can. i dont wanna imagine what she'd look like. i dont wanna see her suffering or in pain or whatever shit.
she's my "cry point". any inauspicious thing tt comes to my mind, my tears will come automatically. although i know all these are part & parcel of life, i jus dont wanna face it yet! T_T
when it was my turn to enter her ward, i hid my fear. she look so tired, with her hands all covered with holes. ):
can all the tests that she took be positive?
i reali reali reali dont want anything bad things to happen to her can?
PLEASE~
u can just cut my life span shorter in xchange. =c

2010-01-19T13:04:00.003+08:00

went to harvey norman warehouse sale on sunday.
my boyf bought me the above laptop. ^^

okays.
i thought my grandmother would be fine after i visited her on my last post.
but i jus got the news that she would be transferred to another hospital?
why why?
i thought she can be discharged tomorrow or so?
why the sudden change?

2010-01-16T09:49:00.003+08:00

the moment i heard my mum say tt my grandma is admitted to hospital, i feel like ants on the wok. i called her immediately. althou she wants to sound fine in front of me, i know she must be hiding something.

*tears jus cant stop flowing......

can my ah ma please be alright?
i dont want anything to happen to her can?
please please please GOD ~

)):

2010-01-12T01:13:00.005+08:00

went shopping last week with my sister.
we walked fr doby ghaut to far east can? LOLs.

ate waraku for lunch ~

the very nice cheese appetitizer. ^^

ma-po toufu noodle ~

unagi rice !

some grilled side dish. NOT NICE ! =x

my overall catch for the day ::

total spend $200+ can? *FAINTS*
but SHOPPING is ADDICTIVE !!
i wanna go again~ =x

last fri was paopao bday.
we went to eat at EAST COAST LAGOON FC.
look at what the 5 of us ate for dinner. -.-

2x stingrays.

bday boy.

phew.

oyster omelette.

LALAs.

FEii.

cereal prawns + baby sotong.

kangkong.

satay.

AND....

THE END. zzz.

2009-12-30T03:43:00.001+08:00

everybody ard me seems to be getting married one by day?
when will my day arrive?
=x

2009-12-26T06:29:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !! ~

sad to say, christmas this yr was quite boreds. had no plans or whatsoever, although i had the party mood. *sighs* actuali i had to thought of going to club de, but i think if i were to go clubbing with my boyf, will we reali have fun together? there will surely be restrictions ! = no fun. LOL. =x

anyways, i was glad that everything was settled eventually. (:

2009-12-24T02:56:00.001+08:00

i dont know what's with the sudden disappearance & why im so affected by it. but i seriously hope nth bad has happened okayys. *prays*

2009-12-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

oopsy.

i dont know whether im doing th right thing now.

2009-12-22T04:06:00.003+08:00

ohh myyy ~

it alrdy 4+ am but my dinner's still not digested yet ! >.<"

here's what i ate for dinner.. UNCLE LEONG 's crabby ! ^_^V

been craving for it since ages................

CHILLI CRABB.

BROCOLLI w/ SCALLOPS

SALTED EGG w/ PRAWNS

what a sinful dinner ! =X

next up, my cam-whoreNESS ~ =Pp

- i dunwanna start another.....

2009-12-21T03:22:00.000+08:00

jus back home !

very seh now. will upload the pictures tmr or see when i happy ~ LOLs.

(:

2009-12-19T21:02:00.001+08:00

we can always be friends, even if not a couple.
-i finally believe this sentence actually do exist. (:

there are nice ppl around.
nice as in those that make friends with you without any motive.
even if nth turns out eventually, they're still there.

thank you.

2009-12-19T17:39:00.002+08:00

Fcuked up. Gnd.
You always say things but never do.
You only care about urself.
Everybody exist to you, except me.
You can talk to anyone in the world so nicely, but to me?
Do you even bother?

baniseddaskies.

2009-12-18T05:15:00.002+08:00

as i browse thru the pics at fb,
i sudd reminicise the rounding days i used to had..
althou it was fast & furious, i felt the sense of security.

i wonder what it would hav felt,
if i were to see u again.
do u hav the same sentiments as mine?
=x

anyways,
im glad for the motivation given.

counting down,
43 days. (:

2009-12-17T04:45:00.009+08:00

jus backed fr vivo city PW with nel joyce ken fook kel ho pb gang moon serene & yap.

keep singing songs(cos nobogy wanna sing) with matell + chivas fr 10pm - 3am & u know what ? it was FOC !! :D:D

imagine if my hair was short. LOLs.

my b0yf bday on the 7th dec ..

asked his friends to came at his door at mignight with a cake. after that was drinking session again ! (:

the end ;

2009-12-14T10:34:00.002+08:00

okayys.
it's now time for me to get it done !

my best best-er best-est best-iest friend is getting married ~
date confirmed : 30th jan 2010.
CONGRATULATIONS !! :D:D

1month+ time for me...
JIAYOUs !!!!

2009-12-11T04:33:00.010+08:00

okayys. im finali blogging. hahas.

watched NINJA ASSASSIN last week with jer & ap. quite nice, thou bloody. M!8 ! LOL.
went to watch FENG YUN 2 jus now with moon & co. quite draggy + 5th row from the front, dont like ! summore i think 90% is computer graphic, dont understand why they need take 10yrs to film it. -.-

on the way hm, we past by 7-11 & i saw a BIG piglet! damn cute cans. hugable size, usual price $49.90 now onli $29.90! but no new stock, display piece v dirty. ):
while on the van, he was smoking with the windows panel down, i camwhored with the wind blowing my hair & all. =x

on the 5th, it was MY BIRTHDAY ! celebration on the 4th ! bbq at pasir ris. (:

food preparing.

when 12 struck, boyf arrived with a cake for me ! ^^

sweeties ~

the MEN.

the xiao DIDIs.

boyf cutting cake for all of us ! =DD

aftermath, went BQ with the grown-ups. LOL.

my BESTIE ! she's like my mummy ~ always there always care ! ^^

-if onli u nt goin taiwan for 2yrs soon.. ):

let the pictures do the rest of the talking ~~

look like my father? =x

okayys. that's all. lazy liaos. will update abt my boy's next time. ((:

2009-12-10T17:02:00.005+08:00

im so fcuking pissed off right now.
i seriously think i might even have mental disorder or depression or PMS or whatever u can think of. im goin to smoke all i can ! ARGH ! im goin CRAZY. FCUK it !

i hate maple.

i hate dota.

i hope all the games burn in hell.

playing whole day wont tired, acc me will tired.

ok. fine.

pay the price for it.

i wont play le.

F C U K.

2009-12-04T05:38:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH PHEW !! ^^

went J8 to meet up with jer & phew for dinner. surprised him with the bday ice-cream after our main courses. after that sent jer hm then went BQ with the gang.

at J8 swensens.

birthday boy.

the gang.

CAMWHORING timeeeee ~ :D:D

i think he damn cuteee can !! =x

pictures few days back, went bugis with fiona & jer to shop for presents for our boy.

at night went chomp chomp eat with my boyf, jer & phew. (:

look at the food the 4 of us ate ! -.-

$20 each . zzz

that's all folks.......

2009-11-30T13:28:00.008+08:00

sunday 29th n0v'o9 :

it was my boyf's house warming with friends & relavtives all gathered around. forgot to took pictures thou. during the afternoon while we were all bored & restless, we played poker. sad to say, the dealer lost $100+ to all of us. when night falls, we decided a change of venue.. KTV !! :D:D didnt take pictures with the gang (seng, nel, cy, phew, jer, yixin, paopao, fiona, boyf) again. -.-

saturday 28th n0v'o9 :

went bugis with boyf. walked around & bought phew's bday present. bought boyf 1shirt + 2shorts. i bought 1skirt + 1 dress + 1hello kitty eg boiler. had swensens for dinner after our retail therapy! ((:

friday 27th n0v'o9 :

jer & me wanted to do something de, but end up phew spoiled our plan. hurhur. thus boyf, fiona & me went to jean yip & had our hair cut. jer met us there. after that we went back hm with phew waiting us us. ate, changed out we went.

1st stop - SINGAPORE EXPO.
went IT fair. LOTS of people, LONG queues but nth caught my eye. =x

2nd stop - DOWNTOWN EAST; Ehub
had pastamania for dinner.

3rd stop - tpy SAFRA
had a round of snooker with my boyf, phew, jer & fiona. i think we played for almost an hour for just 1game? LAUGHS. the guys had their game after that & we started cam-whoring. as usual. ^^ took around 70 pics? -.- the photos below are jus a part of it. ramdomly chosen & non rotated. LAZY. hahahahaha.

last stop - LAN SHOP

jer went home after snooker as she had wk the next day. went lan with +2 people.

played till 5am & had 5-star chicken rice for breakfast? lols.

on the way home, the kidnappers with the hostage ! =P

2009-11-29T02:52:00.004+08:00

i wonder what's with young people nowadays?
so complicated? =\

i remember when i first went to PW few years ago, it was my cousin who first brought me there. thereafter while i was wking at metro, i gotta know sze & van. not long after, we bcame gd friends. was closer with van thou. but as we grew up, knew more people & changed jobs/sch etc, things started to changed. comflicts arises, miscommunication, misunderstandings bla bla bla~

friendship is reali important. you might be able to get to know alot of people in your life. but how many can actually stay & be there with u for life, understanding whatever u're thinking even w/out u mentioning, having telepathy, be with u whenever in joy or sorrow etc..

thinking back, whatever that all happened could actually be resolved...

2009-11-23T17:43:00.005+08:00

jus woke up ! =x

tmr is the 24th. it's baby & mine's 3yrs + 5mth-sary !
look at how much we've changed over the yrs...
ESPECIALLY ME. ):

i wan JIAN FEI alrdy !!!
at least back to how i used to be. HAHAs.
FIND ME MY MOTIVATION cans? =P

ytd my boyf told me that he transferred $1ooo to my back acc.

it's my bday present ! =x

thank u baby. (:

BUT HOR, abit not romantic leiis.

like that as if im those materialistic girls nehs. -.-

what shld i get for my boyf then .. ?

*ponders*

2009-11-23T03:05:00.011+08:00

okayys. im BOREDs, thus come to update abit about yesterday. (:

headed to expo in the afternoon. was cam-whoring in th car while we were on the way. HEEs.

me & boyf went to all the fairs that i stated in my previous entry ok, except the kitty lab luhh. hahas. bought a set of couple jackets at onli $38 cans? look ard for cy present & bought him a perfume; initially wanted to buy clothes de but caught no fancy to any. went to the john little sale & spent $200 ! -.- bought our desired kingkoil mattress topper + pillows ~ now our bed feels like those hotel de. :D after shopping then went over cy's chalet le.

went partyworld ard 2am till 6am.

featuring..... the SEH-KA ! =X

okayys. for more photos/videos on the chalet, check out http://53754632-x.blogspot.com/ ! ((:

2009-11-20T15:03:00.006+08:00

wow wow. jus went to check out the event calendar at expo for this month. there are so mani activities which im interested de..

KITTY LAB EVENT : Enter Kitty's experimental city, let the evolution begins !

14th nov - 29th nov

Hall 1

Admission ticket :

weekday adult $35 , child $17

weekend adult $38 , child $20

JOHN LITTLE X'MAS SALE

18th nov - 29th nov

Hall 3

Free Admission

10.30am - 10pm

ASIA PACIFIC FOOS EXPO 2009

20th nov - 24th nov

Hall 4

Free Admission

11am - 10pm

THE APPAREL, BAGS & SHOES SALE

20th nov - 24th nov

Foyer 2, Level 2

Free Admission

10am - 10pm

Not forgetting the IT FAIR too !!

26th nov - 29th nov

Hall 5, 6, Foyer 2 Level 1

Free Admission

11am - 9pm

2009-11-20T02:47:00.002+08:00

just chatted on msn with hoe. he tell me alot of his secrets luhh.hahas. i'm such a treasure box ! everybody's secret is safe with me ok? :) okayy, his real person is not the want we see from outside. lols. it's nice talking to him luhh cos he's mature in his thinking and i can say whatever i want too. haha. Oh ya, what i wanted to emphasize on is his praise for me! =P

he said : "frankly speaking, you're a nice girl la. if the person i like has ur character, i sure marry her liao."
then i ask my character like how?
he said : "you aint materialistic, nice & trueful to dick. & you wont give ppl the wrong idea."

BABY ! do you see this ?! LOLs. =x

2009-11-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

人都是范溅的..
so pissed off.
next time i dont do any more things on AUTO mode liaos.
you're starting to take things for granted !

i feel as thou im transparent.
hais.

2009-11-18T14:16:00.006+08:00

went to tpy for dinner last nite. I MISS TPY ~~~
ate the western food. yummy cans? there is like no nice food at serangoon ! )):

went pasar malam after tt. i LOVE th sharks' fin soup luhh !! ): forgot to take pic of it. hahas.
after tt went safra find phew & co. while on th way hm, something caught my interest thus we went to east coast to look for ben & co. they said it was meteor showers night. but we didnt see a single stone. slack, drank & played instead.. everybody tag team to make paopao drink. SUPER funny lor.

after finish went mac, they also did th same thing. lols.

some over due photos...

i like this day bed at ikea lor ! even xiaxue likes it. this shows how gd my taste is. hahas.

sakae-d with <3>

went bowling at orchid bowl downtown east. i won the 1st rd, fiona won the 2nd rd. BABY nv win at all !! LOLs.

went partyworld with them on a weekend. not exp at all ! :D:D

LAST but not least i wanna SHOW OFF my new bedroom + bedsheets ~~

NICE? =P

oh ya oh ya, not forgetting this model of mine showing the new hat i bought ! ^^

2009-11-17T17:27:00.003+08:00

seriously, some ppl jus dont hav originality. i dont understand what joy they'll hav by following behind other ppl's backside. color, style, characters.... whatever can be seen, they'll COPY. hais~

2009-11-17T17:26:00.001+08:00

w0oh0o~ new blogskins ! :D:D

2009-11-16T01:34:00.003+08:00

oh god, pls fulfill my wish for th bungalow chalet to be fulfilled can?
dont reali feel like having a small wan. ):

need to stop my shopping indulgence !
sat spend $62 for disney's fitted sheet + quilt cover, $72 at sakae sushi, $80 at mustafa !
today went giant & spend $100 ! oh my, lucki we had vouchers with us, arbo -.- end up onli paid $8 for all those items. hahas. after tt went bowling ~ 1st round was fiona's treat. :D i won !! 2nd round was on dutch & fiona won ! home sweet home after that...

i dont like it when you seem to act as the obstacle between us.
our distance is be drifting apart ? *angry!

2009-11-14T02:16:00.003+08:00

im loss for words. -.-

after so mani yrs, u're still th same. seriously if u think tt we're onli of use onli when u need. i guess u're reali wrong. we aint blind / deaf / dumb u know? time will show everything. now tt we know u're sucha person, do u reali think we'll still b dere? zzz. i'm so disappointed by ur actions today. guess u saw the conclusion too ya? too bad. i've nth more to say..

2009-10-13T00:44:00.007+08:00

been lazy to update my blog ever since there is fb ah. LOLs.
and dunno what happen i cant shift my photos' sequence. forget it then. hahas.

quite some time went boat quay with yixin & phew. this is our 1st pic together. =x

this big dog is labrador mix poodle's child. hahas.

went steamboat - iceCream with the GIRLs.

BQ with the USUALs. (:

this was before we went BQ, night safari.

there are more photos.. upload again next time bahs......

2009-10-02T17:37:00.002+08:00

some ppl simply dont hav any brains? Or mayb they do, but it's of no use.
I hate it when ppl do accusations w/out any base to fall back on. Worst still, they assumed.. Like wth? What you see doesnt mean that is what's happening exactly at that point of time. -.-

Another type, they just take whatever advantage they can without any contribution at all.
I finally see their true colours. They only move towards the side that give them benefits. Zzz.

I'm glad they dont make a difference in my life, with or without their existence. (:

2009-10-01T07:25:00.003+08:00

戒不掉 by 庾澄庆

黑夜将城市笼罩
想念蔓延在细胞
想你的拥抱
你的微笑
想到快要疯掉
爱你到莫名其妙
上了瘾无可救药
没有你
会死掉

我不再开心的笑
痛苦在胸口燃烧
在你离开以后
寂寞把我逼进了墙角
不听别人的劝告
才掉进你的圈套
现在知道
却放不掉
世界慢慢的变老

戒不掉对你的依靠
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗
相思的煎熬
戒不掉你对我的好
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我
我无路可逃

就是戒不掉对你的依靠
就是戒不掉你对我的好

2009-09-25T10:41:00.006+08:00

time to update !! ~

23rd sept :
was actuali considering goin out with his elder bro & wife to pub de, cos her bday. end up missy last min ask to meet her with nel to PW. after thinkin abt it, i guess go meet missy they all cheaper & more fun (cos i more "gum" with them) so i went there instead. asked seng along too. meet up at clementi outlet & guess what?! 5pax singing session total bill onli <$9.50. LOL!

nice table.

boyf & me.

dunno why there is a massage chair in our ktv room.

ah seng.

eating chic rice. lol.

new "plaything".

missy & me.

ah nel.

after ktv, we went bukit timah for prata. the usual want we went was closed for the day. tried the one beside. but it scuks ! prata tasted like RUBBER, curry was SUPER DUPER ULTRA MEGA SALTY.

i forgot to take pic of the signboard. anyways it's the not as famous want jiu dui le. directly opp beauty world de. =x

after eating, boyf & me went for a car-wash session. LOL.

overall, we didnt spend a single cent lor. nel paid for the ktv. joyce paid for supper. HAHAHAHAHAHA. =xXx

15th sept :
met baby for her belated bday celeb. her fren came tpy fetch me & we went town. did our nails & off we ate at RAMEN TEN.

that's all.

oh ya, last but not least..

recommend a nice song to you guys.

i cant find the full song to put on my blog yet. hees.

想你的习惯(xiang ni de xi guan) by 小宇(xiao yu).

就这样简单你走过来

而我终於明白了

自己为何要存在

慢慢的我已经离不开

因为我已爱上你了

没有任何原因的

如果我说爱你, 能不能永远相信

这一天我想跟着你, 跟你说你最爱的笑话

我想以后都能在一起

每天想着你已变成习惯, 一直幻想你在我身边

牵着你的手, 我和你甜蜜的走

世界宽得有一些无奈

你和我只有一个

该怎不怕孤单

说好了我们都要勇敢

就算不小心迷路了

也能够听见你的

如果我说爱你

能不能永远相信

找到你的幸运多完美

所有感觉多特别

想带你走到世界边缘

未来不变我和你甜蜜的走

-time to get rid of the bad habit.

*day 8. i sincerely hope everything is fine for u.

2009-09-13T05:46:00.003+08:00

eventually, my god-daughter makes me smile.
i started to cool down & return back to normal after lookin at her pics.

share share with u all ok? ((:

nice right. i think if i bad mood, see her also ok liaos. HEEs.

2009-09-13T04:19:00.001+08:00

arghhh ! Super pissed off now? Can somebody tell me how to cool down? Oh my god. My tolerance level is max le luhh !!!

2009-09-11T06:45:00.000+08:00

hais. I dunno what hav i been doin recently sia.

2009-09-11T01:19:00.001+08:00

question : would you rather fall in love or be in love ?

-if only we can always fall in love over & over again.

dont let me meet th one at a wrong time. hurhur. =x

2009-09-07T02:43:00.004+08:00

it's been so long ~

wanted to blog. but when i want to start typing, nth came to my mind. LOLs.
im quite sick & tired of the life im having? it just seems like a mundane routine that is going through everyday. zzz.

xi xin yan jiu? hahas. i like the process of falling in love again ~ =X

but i hate to WAIT. )):

2009-05-28T18:12:00.007+08:00

came across a new species of animal at Xiaxue's blog.
it's called Jerboa.

i think it looked abit like mouse + kangaroo + chick?

LOL.

look at this video:

amazing? hahas. went google & found out that such species do exist in this world! Jerboas are small jumping desert rodents found throughout Asia and northern Africa that resemble mice with long tufted tails and very long hind legs. the one in e video is the smaller version of it.

went to search on & found out that there are a few more pygmy animals.

pyqmy means smaller in the "adnormal" way?

like for example, the pgymy elephant :

haha. another one is this hedgehog.

damn cute :

2009-05-25T17:16:00.003+08:00

I think a lot of people might not know, there is now a 13th horoscope sign know as the Ophiuchus aka Serpentarius, the Serpent Holder.

The constellation Ophiuchus has been known since ancient times.
But it was never added to the Zodiac chart as astrologers said that the Sun went straight from Scorpio into Sagittarius, disregarding the fact that the sun travelled through Ophiuchus for 19 days before entering Sagittarius.

Thus, this is the new horoscope :

ARIES = APRIL 19 - MAY 13
TAURUS = MAY 14 - JUNE 19
GEMINI = JUNE 20 - JULY 20
CANCER = JULY 21 - AUG 9
LEO = AUGUST 10 - SEPTEMBER 15
VIRGO = SEPTEMBER 16 - OCTOBER 30
LIBRA = OCTOBER 31 - NOVEMBER 22
SCORPIO = NOVEMBER 23 - NOVEMBER 29
OPHIUCHUS = NOVEMBER 30 - DECEMBER 17
SAGITTARIUS = DECEMBER 18 - JANUARY 18
CAPRICORN = JANUARY 19 - FEBRUARY 15
AQUARIUS = FEBRUARY 16 - MARCH 11
PISCES = MARCH 12 - APRIL 18

2009-05-22T02:16:00.001+08:00

i feel so bad.
i feel so awful.
i feel so negative.
i feel so frustrated.
i feel so arrghhhhhhh !~

W H Y ?

):

2009-05-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

he dont appreciate whatever i did at all. fcuk it! only e computer matters to u. gnd la.

2009-05-18T03:14:00.002+08:00

today was a BAD day for me..
i was having mood swings almost every now & then..
i was irritated & pissed off even with e slightest things, poor boyf had to put up with me.. =x

worst, i usually wouldnt pick on food. but for dinner today, his mum cooked yam rice & i didnt felt like eatin it at all. Zzz.

End up, spent $30 on groceries at Fairprice. Retail therapy? -.-
bought ice cream, ribena, nissin chilli crab cup noodles, duck & tom yam cream noodles, fresh milk & honey stars. Lol?

Im so spoilin my diet plan again. Magic anyone? =x

2009-04-27T01:09:00.004+08:00

im so gonna BLOG abt what happened today.
the story goes like tt...

few week ago, my boyf & me came back hm fr JB.
fiona (his sis) went into our rm & quickly kept e dvds.
she told me tt they (his elder bro & e crazy gal) asked her to keep it away so tt we wouldnt see it. cos they said tt we wont return when we borrowed fr them.

E next day, boyf wanted to borrow new shows fr them. Guess what they say? They say they din buy any new wants. Fine.

ytd while i was sortin out my pile of dvds, i realise quite a no. of shows are missing. Thus my boyf went to get them back & he saw quite alot of new movies. So he went to shoot them back.

Not only did e bro not admit what he say, he went to scold fiona for sprouting nonsense. End up e crazy gal stil shed crocodile tears. We see liao more tsk!

Nth would have happened if she din stepped into this house lor. Everything changes ever since then.

Hais.
I've never seen anyone else like her all my life.

If only we can turn back time..

2009-04-26T05:15:00.000+08:00

i MISS youuu ~~

like always.

2009-04-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

finally said out whetever that has been kept in my heart for so many years.
thou it might not have mattered to u, but at least i feel lighter now. heehee.
thanks for acknowledg-ing me & SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy to say that we're still friends.

i'm a HAPPY girl today !! ~ ^^

2009-04-13T11:46:00.004+08:00

one fine day,

girl calls him on his mobile after shoppin; with e intend of visitin him at his house.

*phone rings*

girl: hello, are u free now?
him: why?
girl: 我想见你..
him: ermm, i afraid it's not convenient now.
girl: she's there?
him: hmm, it's ok. U give me a moment. I'll be down in 5mins.

they met up at e void deck.

girl: can i hav a request?
him: ya?
girl: can i just hav 1 last hug fffrr....

not waiting for girl to finish her sentence, he ran over & hugged her.. like they was no tmr..

girl: (with tears in her eyes) 由此之中, i've always wanted to apologise for hurtin u. But it was never my intention. I'v never once forgotten about u. But i guess it's all too late.....
him: 不要再说了. 我从来都没有怪过你. I've e same sentiments. But..... im gettin married next month.

-to be continued......?

2009-03-26T14:40:00.006+08:00

i just realised , slimming down aint difficult !

e difficult thing is findin e determination & havin e will to overcome temptations .

but i guess once u found ur goal , it'll be fine . =x

i wanna go back to how i looked 2yrs ago ; and never come back .

this week's e start . so far so good ? 5kgs shed .

lol . Jiayou nehs ~

*was enlightened by e ringtone i set for u when it was heard.
you called.
thou we couldnt speak for long.
but i ~~SWEAR~~ i was real happy to hear ur voice & updates tt u're doin fine. (:

2009-03-25T18:49:00.001+08:00

recently YOU came & approached me on msn automatically.
i dunno why.
but can YOU dont blow hot & cold towards me?

*signs.

2009-03-23T16:15:00.006+08:00

sad to say..
DO ALL GOOD THINGS REALLY COME TO AN END?

23months & 12days ~~over~~ just like that,
sudden or expected?

those were e days..................

hope ur choice is right k;
ALL e BEST ~ (:

enough of sad things;

attended my cousin's weddin last sat at ::

not a bad hotel i supposed. at least better than ~~theirs~~ PAR****** hotel.
=X

met my beloved elder cousin there first with my uncle.
i guess there's always a need to explore e toilet whenever i went to a hotel. it's e basic requirement right?
HAHAs. here it is, simple & clean...

afterwhich,

some of their wedding photos. my boyf mom said my cousin looked like fiona xie? will mahh? lols.

i like this pic e best ! like so sweet like tt. hahas.

e real bride on e spot....

e couple. he lets me think of cai min you. =x

there was a DUPER cute lil boy which i wanted to KIDNAP home ~

this is my FAV uncle & wife..

after e solemnization, it was photo taking timeeee ~~

up next, e LONG AWAITED buffet ~~

first time i tried a buffet wedding. but e food was delicious!

there were mushrm soup w/ bread, salad, smoked salmon/tuna, appetizer, fried hokkien mee, fried rice, braised duck, gong bao chic, lazagne, broccoli with different mush, fruits & lastly different kinds of cakes!

only took a photo of a cold dish. lazy to take after tt. HAHAHAs.

went to play mj after tt.

lucky to say i won $100+.

2009-03-20T14:37:00.001+08:00

what is love?

so fragile...

e bond,

2009-03-19T04:40:00.002+08:00

those were e days... i dreamt of u ~~AGAIN~~ last nite. thou it was always sweet of u to appear inside, but i know it will nv happen in real life. just a wish.. a wish tt might never ever be realised. lol.

Shoooo... away with e thought~ im contented with whatever i have now. (:

-will e tiny weeny mini thought be fulfilled then? =x

2009-03-18T17:09:00.001+08:00

thanks bel, sharon, weiqin..
but i dunno how to say what happen nahx..
can only say, sometimes what we see/know might not be e truth at times ba.. some ppl may also be just wearin a mask.. but time will tell..
im glad things are over now.. hope it'll never happen again..

free meet up kks?
hope u all are doing well.. (:

2009-03-07T22:55:00.001+08:00

i feel so 委屈 here..
who will know..

what else can i do beside weepin silently at a corner....

2009-02-14T14:03:00.018+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN WEI ZHEN~!! ((:

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY everybody......

here wat i did for him for tis special day:

nice? i draw myself de worr.. =Pp
nez post den update abt wat we did 4 e rest of e days. lazy t upload e pics nw. HAHA

some long ago photos............

tis was like last yr my grandma's bday luhh. DURIAN cake. damn nice! *slurps*

my mother & her mother. LOL

tis was taken 1week b4 CNY. met up with my sis t cut hair tgt. sakae-ed for dinner.

22nd jan. help my mum fry tis for CNY.

saw tis car at chinatown. quite nice but dunno wat lai de. everybody also took it's pic. =\

my reunion dinner>>>

anybody know hw i can get tis fone?? like it lots..... =x

went to try this at JP with ST. thai express is betta i guess.

but thai express dun serve this..

2009-02-12T18:20:00.001+08:00

i hate it when u hav a gf.
i hate it when u'll only come to me when ur gf is not available for u.
i hate it when u treat e rest of us friends as dust when u're attached.
i hate it when action doesnt speak louder than words to u.
i hate it worst when u break ur promise, only to find an excuse to cover it.

whatever, i nv wanna see u.
-if ever i hav e hrt t do so.

2009-02-07T13:48:00.002+08:00

oh my.
life is so fragile.
jus heard about my bf's ex sch mate whom i jus met about 2months ago.
he went for an heart operation last month cos since young his heart isnt v strong like e norm. Was actually fine after e operation recuperatin in e ICU. but sudd his organs started to hav side effects? not pretty sure of e actual info, but i tink mayb his body is havin side effects of e foreign tings introduced into ba. wad's more disheartenin is that e doc say he might not survive till tonight?
jus like meiyan, thou i aint close with him. dunno y, tears jus form even when i heard e news. he's jus a fine young man 24yrs old but such tings hav to happen.

treasure whatever moments we hav with ur loved ones, we nv noe wad will happen next....

2009-01-28T03:42:00.001+08:00

happy cny everybody! :)
Hope u all hav gotten lotsa red packets wor.. Hahas..

M playin mahjong now.. But im jus teachin steven by e side.. Cos e siaocharbo got play.. N my principle is.. I'd rather throw my money into e sea than to play with her.. Lol!
But hor.. I teach him till v song! Know y? Cos i tink he got beginner luck. Den he's winnin. Jimmy also winnin. Which means e siaocharbo n his bro losin! Oops. Can see her black face.. Hohohoho~

K la.. Dun say anymore liaos.. Hope tis continues kk? Wish us luck.... Update e result later.... =P

2009-01-19T03:29:00.003+08:00

pity me.
Im so boreds now & boyf is sleepin. Hahas.
So sad. I stil hav t wait for my job confirmation.

Today met my precious moon moon at paya lebar temple to pray. After tat took a bus to amk for our eyelash extension. Woo~ was shocked to noe tat actually it cost $150 wor! Omg. Lols. Lucky my mummy took a package den i minus fr her there den she charge me $60 nahx. Hohoho. So lucky to hav her in my life.

I tink there not much good things happenin in my life ba. Guess E one lucky ting is to hav met my mummy by accident. Hahas.

Went kuhl concept b4 we did our lash. Bel n qin wkin tgt. Hmm. Dunno y feel like there's a distance b/w us le. :(

Caught e movie ip man at 930. Nice! e main lead quite suai n cool nehs. Hahas. I tink ah hao look abit like him too. Lol.
After movie went eat abalone noodle den came back tpy play mahjong. Moon won $7, i won $10. Credits to nel. Hohoho.

Tat's all folks!

Tink i need to find smth to entertain myself le. Hmms......

2009-01-18T00:18:00.001+08:00

irritated.
wen i was made fun of by others, he laughs along with them without even speakin up or wad for me.

Ty.

2009-01-16T18:51:00.001+08:00

walao.
y do copycats exist in this world.
wa shit lor. Fr last time till now, she reali no sense of fashion, no sense of responsibility, no sense of shame, no sense of zi ai, no sense of manners, no sense of whatever u can tink of la.
Super angry lor.
I do wad wear wad buy wad even use wad ringtone she oso copy!
It's to e extreme can?
Zzz.

2009-01-01T04:55:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR everybody!
It's now e start of a new year 2009~
A new year means a new start.. Im so gonna put everything that's past past n look ahead.. No use holdin on to what's no longer a fact.. Let's hope that things starts to turn out smoothly now.. No more procastinating anymore.. A new job means a new environment, more $$, new ppl, better future n all! Who knows i might even meet my future mr.RIGHT. oops! Hahas..

As for those whom chose to let go.. Here's my last words..
Where were u when i was at my down? U were at ur peak. But nevertheless, not even a single concern came fr u. Even someone that i've not known for long cares. I've always put myself at ur shoes, nv neglectin ur feelings, wantin to share ur woes with u. But did u even notice my presence? When u say smth, did u tink when u say others dont? It hurts to noe that im not even as impt to u as wad u claim as ur closest. I've nth more to say.. All e best.

2008-12-29T16:13:00.002+08:00

ppl come n go in our life..
some stays n be dere..
but how mani actuali do?

I guess a person change with time..

not everybody can be trusted..
not everyone is true as wad u see..

now i know who reali cares..

2008-12-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

tday's e 1st of dec.
was actuali happily goin to wk cos it's e start of a new mth! hit 85k everybody happie. thus rch shop pack everything nice nice & see wat was to be top-up or can be put up to increase e sales.

but guess tings dun oways goes well 4 me ya?

my wkin hrs was changed fr 10.5hrs per day to 11hrs. thus i asked whether dere will be an increase in my $. 1day 30mins is liek nth. but 1mth = 11.5hrs u noe? den last time wen i started wkin at amk, more 30mins wkin hrs +$50 lor. betta dan nth rite. but end up wat did i get? nth nvm. i stil get additional scarcasm + ungratfulness + unappreciative-ness. (i dun care is dere's sucha word) as usual, my tap broke down. is liek wat u're doin is bein unreciprocate. ok. if it was in e past(e days wen jason was stil ard), i'd admit tt wat u say might be true cos we're all jus doin wat we were asked to & nt our wilingness. but now at least i did put my hrt into doin?

aiya, WHATEVER la. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

-nobody understands me liek *you do.

2008-11-26T00:57:00.002+08:00

jus changed my blog song.
came acrosss it while i was in cab today.
felt so meaningful to me.

jus view-ed his profile.
i guess.....

tings r fine between them now.

but i dunno y,
my hrt seems to shrink by its own wen i saw wat i shldnt hav seen.

i noe i shldnt b feelin lidat.
BUT....................

)):