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Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 1/22/2010 09:57:00 AM went sgh with my sis yesterday to visit my grandma. upon rching, we were informed tt onli 2 visitors were allowed at a time. -.- thus my cousin, me & my sis waited downstairs at a cafe whilst my mum & aunt were upstairs. my cousin told me tt my grandma look more haggard than the previous time. im so afraid can. i dont wanna imagine what she'd look like. i dont wanna see her suffering or in pain or whatever shit. she's my "cry point". any inauspicious thing tt comes to my mind, my tears will come automatically. although i know all these are part & parcel of life, i jus dont wanna face it yet! T_T when it was my turn to enter her ward, i hid my fear. she look so tired, with her hands all covered with holes. ): can all the tests that she took be positive? i reali reali reali dont want anything bad things to happen to her can? PLEASE~ u can just cut my life span shorter in xchange. =c |
HEARTS❤